I Am So Close To Giving Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 258 People

    I am lost. I can't find myself.

    I can ask for help, pray for help, beg for help; but the job is mine alone. It can't be done by another. I know that. Yet, I have no map to find my way. No tools to patch the hole. I remain lost. Sink or swim I guess. Same for everyone. Poo.
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2014

    How Do I Quit!?

    I have had a long past being verbally ugly and sometimes psychical. I put a knife in a door once when I was younger when my siblings were not listening to me when I was watching them. I fight all the time with them and we are now adults and teenagers living together while going...
    iamalie iamalie
    26-30
    May 3, 2013

    I Can't Hang On Much Longer

       My life is a complete wreck. At 54 I don't have anything anymore. Lost my home, my job, no friends or woman in my life and had to move in with my mother.I am trying hard to find employment. I walk 10 miles a day looking for work and search for jobs all day and all tonight 7...
    Keith50t Keith50t
    56-60, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2012
    17JustBeingMe17 17JustBeingMe17
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    I Give Too Much

    I can never seem to give what I get in a relationship, no matter how promising it is. I try and try and try but it usually just ends up backfiring.
    jmidds96 jmidds96
    18-21, F
    Nov 10, 2013

    People Need To Really Listen

    Ok i am super angry, and frustratead, cause this is the secodnd time i try to do this. And i am so full of anger and frustration, thati am even finding this hard to type. I just want to know why people always say, that if u are feeling really down and don't know what to do, call...
    alwaystrying alwaystrying
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Nov 28, 2010

    We've battled the addiction

    for over a year. First it was okay, it was legal. Then it got dangerous. Then it became illegal. He quit, for a long time; I don't know what brought the relapse, but I'm done. I can't stand being lied to, being decieved. I can't keep living with someone who doesn't care anymore...
    Valeriance Valeriance
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2014

    All of you werewolves

    and shifters say that you are one on the internet yet you show no proof, because of the government. What if u are lying and you just want attention. I have been depressed for awhile now and I did believe that the supernatural existed but I am losing hope. Each time I ask if...
    LoseYourMind LoseYourMind
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 11, 2014

    Too Close

    I keep wondering why the hell do I bother. It feels as if no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I work and sacrifice, I'm at a stand still.What is the ******* point??
    CrazieDazie CrazieDazie
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2013

    My bf is a spoiled brat.

    People are always telling me that I need to ask him to be responsible for more, but they do not realize that it will do no good. Don't think for one second that I am one of those, Got-to-do-everything-for-myself kinda girls...I would love to have some help, it just ain't...
    goddess333tt goddess333tt
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 21, 2014

    What Do I Do....so Lost.

    I have in the past three times now been involved with online relationships while living at home. I am over eighteen and going to college. I told myself the last time to not let it happen again but I found myself involved again in relationship like that. I thought I liked this...
    iamalie iamalie
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 6, 2013

    The problem is that I care too much

    and when you care too much, you just hurt too much. I don't know if it's me doing something wrong or if it's the situation or maybe if it's just all in my head but whatever it is, I dislike it. I hate it even. It's like, something has changed and no matter how hard I try to...
    BeingSara BeingSara
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2014

    How many times can you scream

    and yell for help and not get an answer. How many days can you survive being pushed and stomped into the ground? Do you ever die? How many times could you cry to god to jesus, pray and die inside, how many pieces of your soul can you leave him with every unanswered prayer before...
    mljb1221 mljb1221
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2014

    I know my heart will break

    if I let you go. I know I won't be able to eat or sleep and work will be tough. I know I'll regret giving up at least for a long while. I just don't know how I can hold on if your breaking my heart every day anyway. I don't know how I can lose my only friend and the only person...
    jaymess jaymess
    22-25, F
    Aug 8, 2014

    I need a friend. someone to talk to.

    I'm on the verge of giving up on everything and everyone... I want to talk to someone about their problems, and about mine. to connect. And to be completely honest with one another.
    tatiana2 tatiana2
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    Brave....... Or Ignorant

    My sister told me just now that I was brave....... she doesnt know half the story.... I was before but now I am petrified I don't know where I want to go with this, maybe I will just list where I am at the moment Single Mom for 14 years 2009 diagnosed with cancer - chemo, op...
    brave7 brave7
    51-55, F
    Jan 16, 2013

    Why Can't I Walk Thru The Door

    I stand at the doorI have turned the knobPulled the open the doorWhy can't  I walk throughand close the door behind me
    Grits4life Grits4life
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2011

    Laugh It All Off

    What would you do, if I broke, if I shattered, into countless peices spilling across the floor, Look in my eyes, Cant you see that your killing me? I've tried to be someone else, Nothing changes. This is who I have to deal with, who I am, what I am. Break me down, bury me...
    bigeyesseemore bigeyesseemore
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2012

    I know my heart will break

    if I let you go. I know I won't be able to eat or sleep and work will be tough. I know I'll regret giving up at least for a long while. I just don't know how I can hold on if your breaking my heart every day anyway. I don't know how I can lose my only friend and the only person...
    jaymess jaymess
    22-25, F
    Aug 8, 2014
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