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I Am So Conflicted and Confused

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    I Am Numb From This Morning's Meltdown

    The past few months have been so hard for me. In October, I was raped by my brother in law, in November my fiance and I broke up and this month has been nothing but family drama and trauma and an enormous amount of stress. A little background info.. I am disabled from a failed...
    tmarker86 tmarker86 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2012

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    Conflicted-what would be the best decision

    for me? Should I be concerned more about the "us"? I feel like I know the answers but there are parts of me that constantly toss the doubts around, further tangling my emotions, thoughts, desires up into a knot of despair...one that is resting deep within me . I feel sick, I...
    iDntCurr iDntCurr 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Torn Apart

    So on the one hand there is my father. 81 yrs old, blind and no clue about handling finances, legal stuff or running a household. Also a compulsive hoarder and expects the house to magically clean itself and such. Has health issues that require administration of medications...
    DieKatzeSchreibt DieKatzeSchreibt 41-45 Jul 17, 2011

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    Glorious Creatures

    So my best friend and I have basically told one another that we're in love with each other. Nice, huh? Well here's the catch ... I'm with someone whom i do love, but also hate. And I want to be with my best friend so bad. But I don't want to lose a potential good thing right now...
    verkozigan verkozigan 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    We'll im a 12 year old boy with divorced

    parents lately meaning the past year or so I have wanted to become and act like a baby again. If anyone has any advise please tell me. By the way i have not told my parents because I'm afraid they will get very mad.
    BabyAgain BabyAgain 61-65, M Apr 3

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    Love As Thou Wilt

    I broke up with my boyfriend because I wasn't happy. He was controlling, but he was also trying to stop. He was trying to fix himself. But I just couldn't wait. I was hurting. From the past and the present. And I thought I was making a good decision, the right one. But now I'm so...
    verkozigan verkozigan 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2008

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    Thou Shalt Not Love.

    I'm torn between what I know in my heart and what I know from my Faith. At the moment, faith's winning out. I wish I knew what to believe.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 8 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Conflictedness Never Stops

    Heart: It's alright, you'll be fine! Brain: No you won't. You're going to mess this up just like everything else. Heart: No she won't! You be nice! Brain: You know it's true. You KNOW she'll mess everything up just like always. She'll just have to deal with being miserable, now...
    Snow1353 Snow1353 18-21, F Feb 12, 2013

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    Am I Already Too Deep?

    What if all of this is a sick joke to him? It won't be the first time it's happened. If it is, I shouldn't be surprised. And yet, I find myself falling deeper and deeper. I caution myself of the insane abyss just a step away from where I'm standing, and at times I ignore it, but...
    Snow1353 Snow1353 18-21, F Feb 12, 2013

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    I just found the ticket stub from my first date

    with my boyfriend... Also just found that the date on the ticket is the same day my best friend killed himself. I don't know what to feel anymore. X.x
    PraiseGod101 PraiseGod101 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I Need Quick Respnse. Its About My Boyfriend And His Ex

    Okay so I've been dating this guy for about 6 months. I've been in a long term relationship before, but this by far is the happiest I've ever been. We never fight and I consider him my best friend. This is beside the point. The problem isnt my relationship... it is his, with his...
    singergal545 singergal545 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2009

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    I can literally feel my mind changing

    and personality changing. Sometimes I'm quiet , sometimes , I'm active , or lazy or thinking alot , being perverted , then being insightful , then being angry , ashamed , happy , goofy, cold , sober , high , drunk, rolling , come downs , I swear I'm my best friend and worst...
    reader44 reader44 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Confused Conflicted and Lost.

    it seems to me that i  don know my self, or anything really. every time i think i am getting a solid notion of life, people, relations ANYTHING it changes. there are so many things so many feelings i feel like i can barely speak..and i probably shouldnt because i cant even...
    bambiblue bambiblue 16-17 4 Responses Jan 8, 2009

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    Constantly Fighting With Husband

    I haven't even been married for a year and I don't think my marriage will last.  My husband says that I am not the same since my friend died one year ago. I don't have many friends.  Neither does he.  He always says that we don't have any quality time together, but...
    salongirl salongirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2009

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    Conflicting Feelings

    I feel like I have a very hard time distinguishing right from wrong.
    justcallmeit justcallmeit 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    Sometimes I get lost in life.

    I have no idea what I am doing or why. Maybe I do, but repetitive failures blur my mind. Then I question myself. Then I forget. While I am stuck here waist deep in confusion, loneliness creeps in.
    AnomicNorme AnomicNorme 18-21, M Mar 20

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    Trying to Run In 3 Directions At Once!

     There are so many things to get done and only so many hours in which to do them so you prioritize and then comeone comes up with a new priority and you start the craziness all over again!  Why can't life be more predictable?  Well, in a cemetary it is but I'm not...
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 9 Responses Apr 27, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I'm 24 and met my husband in college when I was 18. We got married, and we've been together for about 6 years total. I've had bad depression my whole life, and an obsessive...
    FeelsTooMuch FeelsTooMuch 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am quite confused over a few things that may be relatively difficult for me to explain. In the past few years life has been... odd. I say this not because I am struggling with...
    pneumaGrey pneumaGrey 16-17, T 1 Response Mar 29

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    Hi there, sorry if this post is a bit long, I feel like there's a lot to explain so 1st of all thank you if you take the time to read this! Here goes... So basically i've always...
    pinkdiamondxo pinkdiamondxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I broke up with my bf of 6 years, not because I didn't love him or care about him. But because we went through a lot and I had a lot to get over. So I broke up with him so I...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Confused confused. I know this is not a good idea. But i even think on marrying someone for visa and to just get far away from my family as soon as I turn 18.
    zhaneylhuv zhaneylhuv 16-17, F Apr 2

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    So a guy I've liked for a long time now wants to kiss me, but he doesnt want to have any commitment. He just wants to kiss me, period. I've never had my first kiss, and he said he...
    defi4nce defi4nce 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I am so confused about my ex. We've been separated for just over a year. I left him but I don't regret that decision. He was an alcoholic and it got to the point that he was...
    FreedomtoFly FreedomtoFly 26-30, F Apr 6

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    I'm confused.This one time my friend showed me a picture of Jeff the killer (from creepypasta) I literally freaked out and got paranoid but a few months later now I have lots of...
    BurningPhoenix123 BurningPhoenix123 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I am a really confused person, i am so indecisive i cry myself too sleep
    charlotteK charlotteK 13-15, F Mar 25

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    I don't know for real what is going on with my life and wish if things will be cleared soon. Am i that bad for showing how much i am in love with some girl and being there for her...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Mar 27

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    It all started six years ago. This girl and I became friends when we're on our senior year in high school but before, we barely talk to each other and we're not even that close...
    myheartscore myheartscore 22-25 Mar 30

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    I don't know why but lately I have been getting angry at the smallest thing. I don't want to talk to my parents(I'm not mad at them I honestly just don't know why I don't want to...
    rcola rcola 16-17, M Mar 31

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    We dated 2 years then he tells me we should take a break. But even though were on a "break" he's still texting me everyday trying to make conversation. I'm confused.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I usually am,I dont know that I feel like writing all the nitty gritty details etc but Im confused at the moment about a situation..maybe im afraid of being honest with myself...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Soooooo confused............................ Well i know i am not straight. I have this friend who is a girl and i love her. But i had a few bfs that i loved too. And that is not...
    LunaOanaAris LunaOanaAris 16-17, F Apr 2

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    Really confused about my gender and feel all alone. I was born a boy however I have always been called gay or a sissy since childhood. I wonder if any guys are attracted to a...
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T Apr 3

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    I thought I was sure of myself but I guess I'm not. I was so sure I wanted to date a guy and start to be happy but tonight I was talking to a girl and the feelings I felt for her...
    ColdDayMemory ColdDayMemory 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm so confused with my life, like what the ****? I don't even know anymore, but I won't give up
    alexnewsom alexnewsom 16-17, M Apr 4

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    I have been attracted to girls since I hit puberty. I have only had sexual relations with a few girls and they were either drunk or barely curious so it made it very uncomfortable...
    alaskanrose90 alaskanrose90 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    This is something very personal. I have never in my life told anyone I know and probably never will. First off, I have never dated a anyone, boy or girl but im a bit confused. Don...
    prodigious95 prodigious95 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I've been in a relationship of almost 2 years... we have arguments like some relationships had... i think it is just normal.. our dilemma starts when we are almost 1 year... I've...
    Lyra1001 Lyra1001 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    boy, this is defiently an experiment for me.. putting my bussiness out in the open for the world to see.. haha here goes nothin.. well i am married for litttle over 3 years...
    brebsky brebsky 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    April 9. Giving. Learning to be a healthy giver can be a challenge. Many of us got caught up in compulsive giving - charitable acts motivated by uncharitable feelings of guilt...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 9

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    Dunno hw to say.....but is it that I observed or all out here are this way...???? means y every new person has a masked personality...ppl chat smooth n sophisticated bt gradually...
    Mughee Mughee 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I am feeling lost, i dont know where is the right direction of life. I dont know why i feel like there's always something missing in me. And i dont know what it is and how to find...
    mhyne mhyne 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Right now I am a senior and only have about a month until graduation. I have so much going on and it feels like it's closing in, chocking me. All my life I have dreamed of being a...
    rainabaina rainabaina 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I didn't expect to be 30 yrs old and still feeling so lost n confused.. What's going on???
    Kathyis30 Kathyis30 26-30, F Apr 10

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    I'm just so confused right now and can use some advice for liking someone and this may sound weird but also some tips for getting someone to keep liking you but not ask you out...
    alotofquestions891 alotofquestions891 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Feeling upset about myself. Trying to understand what my flaws are and why I may be a bad choice for people to have as a "special someone".I used to be very quiet and shy when I...
    Shiznitone Shiznitone 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    Am I Settling Or Is It Love? My bf & I have been together for 1.5 years now. We live together. We have a cat together. We've talked future marriage & children. For practically...
    OldSoul246 OldSoul246 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    I'm married but feel so single. My husband always ignores me. I feel like I don't exist. I'm so tired and confused!
    writer4ever writer4ever 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I get confused so easily when it comes to guys, I just pretend to understand so I don't annoy them
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F Apr 12

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    I met this guy a while ago and we started texting and flirting. We even hung out once. I catched feelings and so did he (as he told me) I even asked his bestfriend if it was true...
    unthinkablesoul unthinkablesoul 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    honestly, im a bit confused with this side. my friend told me bout this site. and i hope i got sth positive here :)
    ordinarygirldreams ordinarygirldreams 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Please tell me I'm so confused wat is a pan sexual b 4 I get all this negative feed back i didn't go to google cuz I really wanted to use this app So ya
    elismith elismith 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 14

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