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I Am So Confused and Hurt Right Now

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    B.S.

    Relationships involve a lot of trust. And trust is bullshit. Trust is hard because it’s not something we can see or touch or hold in our hands. We just have to will it to be there and that sounds far more complicated then anything should ever be. Why does everything have to...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F Mar 8, 2013

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    I'm Just Hurt!

    I loved this man for so many years and for him to want a divorce, just kills me inside. I know I haven't been the best wife, but I do try. I guess it was good enough or maybe I'm not good enough. It seems everyone I love leaves me. My mother choice her boyfriend instead of her...
    lost4life lost4life 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2009

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    I have been in a relationship

    for a past four years. The first year with him was so amazing filled with butterflies on my stomach (yeah I'm hopeless romantic so..) but the following years became so tragic. He began calling me names, such as stupid, btch, whre, worthless and such. I don't know what to do and...
    arianeshane arianeshane 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    I Got Beaten

    Yesterday I got caned again by my class teacher for breaking a flower pot in class room. We played with ball inside classroom and we broke it accidentally. all the girls in class including me were beaten severely one by one separately. I have bruises all over my body and it...
    schoolgirl97 schoolgirl97 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 12, 2012

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    I Just Don't Know What to Do

    Things have never worked in my life. I didn't fit in with my family though I love them so very much. So I ran away, too afraid of goodbye, with my boyfriend, of whoM I though would be the one forver. But he's distant now, we never do anything. And he's always complaining about...
    briizie briizie 18-21 4 Responses Jan 27, 2009

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    Hurt Sad Confused

    Right now what am going threw my mind is confused hurt sad I don't know what to believe anymore i feel lonely like as much as I helped ppl I em a good person and why does this stuff happened to me the person I love so much why would he hurt one of my family deep down something...
    pamela5211 pamela5211 22-25, F Nov 5, 2013

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    Blind

    I had been separated from my husband for two years, I met a man, we became instant friends, and had everything in common including being born on Friday the 13th. He was the nicest man I had ever met, he fell in love with me and wanted commitment but I was not even divorced...
    thirteensandbutterflies thirteensandbutterflies 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2009

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    Just Feeling Confused Today and Very Anxious!

    Well I am still trying to figure out my husband. I think I may just be overly sensitive right now. I mean two weeks ago when he dropped the bomb shell and left for the night I was shattered. The next night he came back so I feel like I am walking on egg shells trying to make...
    tink365 tink365 36-40, F Jan 28, 2008

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    I was raped... I'm 25 years old

    and I can't say the word aloud. I can only say I was "hurt" or "bothered". I was 4 years old the first time someone climbed into my bed and violated my space and body... Only thing is it never stopped. Sixteen years I was molested. Sold. Beat. Impregnated. Raped by countless men...
    PenguinPrincess PenguinPrincess 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2014

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    I'm So Confused By His Behavior

    There's this guy in my class who dislikes me for no reason. Firstly , my roommate is his best friend and we weren't friends in the beginning but now were okay. My roommate set us up first so that he'd break my heart and she'd have her revenge (I have no idea why) but I knew it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 22, 2013

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    My old gym teacher sucked my wee wee in

    preschool. For years I blamed myself. Alway thinking "maybe if I wasn't wearing such short shorts and jumping up and down on a pogo stick." Maybe he just couldn't control himself. I tried to forget about him but it's been years later and I just found out he's still teaching. I...
    seasonedspy seasonedspy 46-50, M Apr 28, 2014

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    Does She Want Me, Or Not? Or Where Could This Lead?

    I have known this girl for over a year and a half now, and I will call her Jill. Most of the time I knew her, we were barely friends. I known her as a tease although she claims she is not. But the fun with her did not start till about 9 months ago. Also keep in mind I never had a...
    proximacentauri proximacentauri 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 7, 2010

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    How Do You Leave, When Your Heart Says Stay!

    It's strange how someone you care so much about, can cause you so much pain.I've been in a quasi relationship with a woman for about 6 months now. We have a connection, one that I have never felt before. We both acknowledge that connection as it is definitely why we even still...
    UnicornHunter UnicornHunter 31-35 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    Does She Like Me Or Doesn't She?

    Well I don't know if I told you about that awesome girl I was seeing out in Melbourne. Well I went and got a motel room out there this past weekend and spent the weekend there. Friday Night was kind of hectic. I had a multi-billion dollar contract to finish hammering out before I...
    Destroyed Destroyed 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 29, 2008

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    YokoOnosVision YokoOnosVision 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

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    Feel Like There Is No Point To My Life....

    And feel like ending it all. My mother to put it politely has mental health issues. She is anxious, nervous and stressed out 99% of the time making for an emotionally draining living environment. My father refuses to acknowledge there is a problem and either laughs it off or...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 30, 2011

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    I'm So Confused

    I'm so confused,Hurt too,Right now,I'm on an island,Sandwiched,Between hell and hell,What can I do,It hurts so much,You left me,He followed,What have I done?Don't deserve this!
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 May 27, 2012

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    Today in therapy I was asked to retell my rape

    story. As far as I know I have been gang raped twice. Now I'll explain what I mean by "as far as I know". When telling my story I got through the first assult without much unexpected hesitation. But when I was asked to tell the second assult I realized, as I was talking, that...
    Helpmeimbreaking Helpmeimbreaking 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2015

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