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I Am So Confused and Hurt Right Now

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    Just Feeling Confused Today and Very Anxious!

    Well I am still trying to figure out my husband. I think I may just be overly sensitive right now. I mean two weeks ago when he dropped the bomb shell and left for the night I was shattered. The next night he came back so I feel like I am walking on egg shells trying to make...
    tink365 tink365 36-40, F Jan 28, 2008

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    I was raped... I'm 25 years old

    and I can't say the word aloud. I can only say I was "hurt" or "bothered". I was 4 years old the first time someone climbed into my bed and violated my space and body... Only thing is it never stopped. Sixteen years I was molested. Sold. Beat. Impregnated. Raped by countless men...
    PenguinPrincess PenguinPrincess 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    I Got Beaten

    Yesterday I got caned again by my class teacher for breaking a flower pot in class room. We played with ball inside classroom and we broke it accidentally. all the girls in class including me were beaten severely one by one separately. I have bruises all over my body and it...
    schoolgirl97 schoolgirl97 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 12, 2012

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    I have been in a relationship

    for a past four years. The first year with him was so amazing filled with butterflies on my stomach (yeah I'm hopeless romantic so..) but the following years became so tragic. He began calling me names, such as stupid, btch, whre, worthless and such. I don't know what to do and...
    arianeshane arianeshane 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    How Do You Leave, When Your Heart Says Stay!

    It's strange how someone you care so much about, can cause you so much pain.I've been in a quasi relationship with a woman for about 6 months now. We have a connection, one that I have never felt before. We both acknowledge that connection as it is definitely why we even still...
    UnicornHunter UnicornHunter 31-35 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    My old gym teacher sucked my wee wee in

    preschool. For years I blamed myself. Alway thinking "maybe if I wasn't wearing such short shorts and jumping up and down on a pogo stick." Maybe he just couldn't control himself. I tried to forget about him but it's been years later and I just found out he's still teaching. I...
    seasonedspy seasonedspy 41-45, M Apr 28, 2014

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    I'm So Confused By His Behavior

    There's this guy in my class who dislikes me for no reason. Firstly , my roommate is his best friend and we weren't friends in the beginning but now were okay. My roommate set us up first so that he'd break my heart and she'd have her revenge (I have no idea why) but I knew it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 22, 2013

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    Hurt Sad Confused

    Right now what am going threw my mind is confused hurt sad I don't know what to believe anymore i feel lonely like as much as I helped ppl I em a good person and why does this stuff happened to me the person I love so much why would he hurt one of my family deep down something...
    pamela5211 pamela5211 18-21, F Nov 5, 2013

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    I'm Just Hurt!

    I loved this man for so many years and for him to want a divorce, just kills me inside. I know I haven't been the best wife, but I do try. I guess it was good enough or maybe I'm not good enough. It seems everyone I love leaves me. My mother choice her boyfriend instead of her...
    lost4life lost4life 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2009

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    B.S.

    Relationships involve a lot of trust. And trust is bullshit. Trust is hard because it’s not something we can see or touch or hold in our hands. We just have to will it to be there and that sounds far more complicated then anything should ever be. Why does everything have to...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F Mar 8, 2013

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    Blind

    I had been separated from my husband for two years, I met a man, we became instant friends, and had everything in common including being born on Friday the 13th. He was the nicest man I had ever met, he fell in love with me and wanted commitment but I was not even divorced...
    thirteensandbutterflies thirteensandbutterflies 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2009

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    Does She Want Me, Or Not? Or Where Could This Lead?

    I have known this girl for over a year and a half now, and I will call her Jill. Most of the time I knew her, we were barely friends. I known her as a tease although she claims she is not. But the fun with her did not start till about 9 months ago. Also keep in mind I never had a...
    proximacentauri proximacentauri 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 7, 2010

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    Today in therapy I was asked to retell my rape

    story. As far as I know I have been gang raped twice. Now I'll explain what I mean by "as far as I know". When telling my story I got through the first assult without much unexpected hesitation. But when I was asked to tell the second assult I realized, as I was talking, that...
    Helpmeimbreaking Helpmeimbreaking 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm So Confused

    I'm so confused,Hurt too,Right now,I'm on an island,Sandwiched,Between hell and hell,What can I do,It hurts so much,You left me,He followed,What have I done?Don't deserve this!
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 May 27, 2012

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    Does She Like Me Or Doesn't She?

    Well I don't know if I told you about that awesome girl I was seeing out in Melbourne. Well I went and got a motel room out there this past weekend and spent the weekend there. Friday Night was kind of hectic. I had a multi-billion dollar contract to finish hammering out before I...
    Destroyed Destroyed 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 29, 2008

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    I Just Don't Know What to Do

    Things have never worked in my life. I didn't fit in with my family though I love them so very much. So I ran away, too afraid of goodbye, with my boyfriend, of whoM I though would be the one forver. But he's distant now, we never do anything. And he's always complaining about...
    briizie briizie 18-21 4 Responses Jan 27, 2009

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    Feel Like There Is No Point To My Life....

    And feel like ending it all. My mother to put it politely has mental health issues. She is anxious, nervous and stressed out 99% of the time making for an emotionally draining living environment. My father refuses to acknowledge there is a problem and either laughs it off or...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 30, 2011

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    there is a woman I care for deeply and want to seek a relationship with, but as much as I feel close to her. I have even talked about moving in with her later this year. she...
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    When I was born, in 1995, my parents suspected that there was something "wrong" with me. As a baby, my head would always be nodding towards the floor, but my eyes looking straight...
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    one thing that i want to do right now, that is, to commit suicide. the feeling of "I am nothing/no one" always whispers inside my head... I am good at nothing.. nothing else but...
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    I am 13 years old and right now I am so confused about all the changes that are taking place in my life right now. I am changing from a little girl to a young woman and sometimes...
    jillmyers91901 jillmyers91901 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    You don't even like/care abour me yet I can't stop thinking about u. I hate that, especially when we have so much in common and we can chat for ages. I don't know why u don't like...
    disclosure31 disclosure31 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    can't believe its only been a month and it feels like decades have passed everyday is like a challenge and now that I'm home for 3 days I feel so tired and happy that there is...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Oh baby don't let me down. Got a lot going on right now and I need you to hold me....
    LovelyThing2k12 LovelyThing2k12 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    She just left. I'm already thinking about her, what she's doing, does she miss me as much as I miss her? I want to lose hours of sleep talking with her all night. Know more about...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    i am really horny right now with no help
    JamesB20 JamesB20 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm so wet right now reading and writing all the stories on here
    thighspread thighspread 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yeah, it would be nice if you'd just call me and be here where I need you right now. As much as it would give me solace for what you've left me handling alone - well I lie, I have...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ever just cry yourself to sleep? Thats me, right now. My best guy friend just left me cause he can't loose a girl that he loves over me. He can't even date her for another three...
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm playing with myself right now in my freshly peed diaper.
    tylerlovesdisposablediapers tylerlovesdisposablediapers 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    ugh my head hurts, my stomach hurts! I'd love to sleep but i have to get my kids ready for school in an hour and a half :( I'd love just one good night of sleep!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am extremely horny right now any ladies want to chat please message me
    BestPillowHumper BestPillowHumper 31-35, M a week ago

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    I'd like a truck load of them right now I'm so hungry after the stuffing last night
    chubbyhubby250 chubbyhubby250 36-40, M Aug 24

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    I want to run away from my family because they hate me, i never want to but i always hurt and lose anyone. I just want this to end.
    Ebolallama Ebolallama 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 23

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    I'm not detoxing from drugs. well, not from narcotics, anyways. I am detoxing my liver and colon of built up toxins aka candida. it probably hurts more than drug detox. once...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 22

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    I made an account on this website when i was 16 but did not use it at all. Made my username a lyric from Nickelback's "Far Away'. How simple life used to be. I am now 19, back here...
    farawayforfartoolong farawayforfartoolong 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    only cuz I dont feel good!!! blahhh sick, tired, sore, aches, pains, discomfort, nausea.... um yahhh, id say i need drugs right about now!
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 21

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    GODSMACK"Something Different"Something wrong - something rightSomething missingSomething black - something lightSomething differentDon't you ever feel you need to speak to me that...
    secretme1970 secretme1970 41-45, F Aug 20

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    I'm so hony right now message me girls only and we can exchange picks.
    Daldo Daldo 16-17, M Aug 18

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