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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 19 People

    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2010

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I just want to have the physical feeling of closeness. I want to feel the soft touch of her lips. I want to run my fingers through her hair and down to the small of her back...
    N3rd33 N3rd33 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Why we just cant find people who are like us and to help each other ?
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    I need someone in my life to keep me company
    rockyboo rockyboo 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I feel so lonely though I've my parents and one cute younger sister. I really don't know why I just can't connect with them. Not even a bit and I really want someone to get...
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    They talked about him today I just sat in the corner and listened to how his life was falling apart I thought it was utterly hilarious the ******* deserves it. Later on today I was...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I met my boyfriend on an online site. Only a few months later he drove all the way from Colorado to Ohio just to see me even though he had difficulty driving to me because of car...
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    I seriously have no idea why I am writing this down. I've told a few people that I haven't been feeling well, and some even know how depressed I am. All they could say was "I hope...
    Esturrr Esturrr 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hello everyone! I am at a very low place in my life and would like some insight. I have no one to turn to and I will try to explain the situation the best that I can. And I will...
    B3autiii B3autiii 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I have learned so much fro my past two experiences. I always stayed away from younger men because of the misconception that they were less mature and more prone to cheat. I have...
    Morenita79 Morenita79 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi guys i'm Bank who live in Phuket Thailand ,I have never had boyfriend before poor me -*- Now,I'm a looking for a boyfriend who is foreign guy can talk with me anythings how...
    l3anknarakza l3anknarakza 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Hi guys i'm Bank who live in Phuket Thailand ,I have never had boyfriend before poor me -*- Now,I'm a looking for a boyfriend who is foreign guy can talk with me anythings how...
    l3anknarakza l3anknarakza 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Just thinking about typing this sent cold chills remembering it all and tears and a heavy heart to carry. When I met him, he was already glorified by everyone at college. I was...
    lovedtoomuchurtasmuch lovedtoomuchurtasmuch 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I miss being able to just call you when I have a nightmare or drive to your house when I'm missing you.. I miss staying at home to watch movies on Netflix because we're too lazy to...
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    It's like a dark cloud that likes to hover over me when i'm doing great. I don't choose it, although people think that giving up is my choice. Of course i don't want this. I want...
    ElenaExplaina ElenaExplaina 22-25 1 Response Oct 1

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    So, I know someone who is depressed. That someone is not just a someone either, it's surprisingly, a teacher. People don't notice that he has been depressed, but I actually do...
    andiminlovewithyou andiminlovewithyou 22-25 Oct 3

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    Sometimes I think so much that it's my mind is my own worst enemy. Usually when it's my girly time of the month, (sorry) I get super emotional and start thinking about everything...
    lydianneverly lydianneverly 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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