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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 20 People

    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2010

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    My family thinks I'm anti social but really I'm just depressed because the guy I'm in love with hates me.
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    So today I found out my "friend" left my school for good and she didn't even tell me. What the hell is that? No goodbye no nothing? I understand if it was for the best. Maybe your...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    It seems everyone has friends, best friends, acquaintances, or at least someone they have on social retainer to talk to whenever they're bored or lonely. It seems no one has a...
    VexisArcanum VexisArcanum 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    The worst birthday ever :'( When I became 12, the worst of my entire life happened. I was having a normal day with a great expectations for the rest of the day, after all it was...
    jonnyland9 jonnyland9 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I am so lonely right now , just find out that my so called true friends are also not that true as I thought . Fake friends or true friends all only care about their own benefits...
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 18-21, M Jan 15

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm the main character in a show about a guy having a mid life crisis like califonication or Bo jack horseman. This is extra bad because I'm a 19 year old...
    heyitsme95 heyitsme95 18-21, F Jan 2

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    So anytime I meet someone and we seem to hit it off well I always screw something up. This last time she wanted to take things slow and what did I do? I tried to speed things...
    JustMe5600 JustMe5600 36-40, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Love. Is that what I crave? If it is, then why can't I find it? Hate. Does that mean anger? If it does, then why do I feel hollow? Pain. Does that mean suffering? If it does...
    goldenlord52 goldenlord52 13-15, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I believe this is the primary reason i am usually down. Being in a relationship makes you feel so great. It's kinda weird how much this effects me even though I'm super introverted...
    aFuzzyBlouw aFuzzyBlouw 18-21, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I'm feeling quite lonely today. It's not an unusual feeling for me, but today it just feels so much more intense. I once told someone about when I feel like this and their...
    EazyZen EazyZen 41-45, M 6 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I want to go for a bike ride right now but knowing it would be more enjoyable with a companion really discourages me. It makes it impossible to enjoy anything sometimes.
    heyitsme95 heyitsme95 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Ever wondered what it's like to have no friends? It is very lonely and crushing. You begin to obsess about the fact that you have no friends and wonder why. You turn your harshest...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 3

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    When I'm sad I always end up sitting on the floor.
    heyitsme95 heyitsme95 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I'm need need of someone to talk to. Anyone wanna talk?
    stormofarrows stormofarrows 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    We were together for two years. My first a lot of things, but mostly a highschool sweetheart I'll never forget. I thought the pain would end but it's been 2 months and I'm still...
    huntern15 huntern15 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    The scariest part of life isn’t when you slip and fall. It’s not when you realize you are falling with no one to catch you. It’s when you realize you are at your most...
    stevend76 stevend76 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    i dont have many friends tht dont hate me. :(
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I can't wait till I die no one will care anyway.I have no friends. No one likes me.
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    all I've wanted for three years is to find a girlfriend but fate seems to hate me. every girl I liked was either in a relationship or didn't want to be. On top of that I'm...
    tghn tghn 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    My beerdrunk soul is sadder than all the dead christmas trees of the world.
    Woody6 Woody6 41-45, M Jan 13

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    Do you ever feel So sad that, Your chest aches, And your heart beats. But you feel so, Empty. Like your nothing. And your life is nothing. And you feel like everything would be...
    XXimdeadinsideXX XXimdeadinsideXX 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I'll be there for u for life. just plz help me runaway
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I'm living, quietly bleeding.
    SarcasticBadger SarcasticBadger 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Loneliness doesn't have to do with how many people surround you, but how you can't seem to connect with the world around you.
    benj3 benj3 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I need to get used to this loneliness...people never seem understand all my pain...and i feel like i'm just wasting people's time when they try to help me...when i take suicide...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's been a little while but my anxiety/depression has been acting up again. I'd say I really want someone to talk too but I'm not sure what If I have anything to say. I'm just...
    NicoNever NicoNever 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I try to make friends, but low self esteem and social anxiety doesn't make it easy for me to go up and introduce myself and if that happens, I can't trust myself to text them. When...
    belleroses belleroses 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I know everyone feels pain differently and people deal with situations different but I keep reading on here that your upset because your boyfriend has to do a few months my god...
    skipper596 skipper596 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    This is my first time back to this website in over four years. I have been trying to fight my depression other ways. Lets just say it hasn't been working. The last time I was on...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Woke up in the middle of the night from a bad dream. Been feeling so hopeless for myself lately. Feel like I'll get no where in life, and I'm holding myself back. I don't know why...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for the better part of four years. We were highschool sweethearts and after 3 years of being and living together things were stressful. We...
    notjustthegirlnextdoor notjustthegirlnextdoor 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm just so tired. Everything I do now wears me out, even the smallest things make me want to sleep for a long time. I was hoping it'd be over after the last time, but what they...
    absenceofsound absenceofsound 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I really do think i'm depressed. My guardian won't take me to a doctor to see if something is wrong with me because she says i'll just use it as an excuse for the rest of my life...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I'm somewhat relieved that I found this thread, because I have been struggling with this and no one around me understands it. My boyfriend has had his dog for three years and I...
    lextime lextime 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't hate his best friend. I am actually good friends with his best friend. He's the only friend that I don't mind at all. It's his other 5 friends that irritate me. I act like...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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