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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 20 People

    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2010

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    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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