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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 27 People

    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Apr 2, 2010

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    I need help, I'm not really depressed

    but I really love my boyfriend to death and really feel like he's the one. Except we've been having problem. He doesn't believe me. He has been cheated multiple times and lied to so much and I'm the new girlfriend and he doesn't believe a word that comes out of my mouth and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    So I decided to share my story with you all, because I can't find a solution anymore... I'm sorry for my bad english. I'm almost 18 years old, my boyfriend is 19 years old. We...
    1brokenwing 1brokenwing 16-17 1 hr ago

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    im a broken person..im sad im depressed im lost..im an absolute loser im pathetic...death is the only option...i must die to get this feeling out of me ..i dont deserve anything im...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I've decided to wait till I'm older because my peers are obviously not ready to come out or find someone that is older but again no one is that "age" in my peers 👎 Got me that...
    Shade3711 Shade3711 18-21, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I love my boyfriend to bits and I want a way to surprise him and tell him how much he really means to me...would love to hear your suggestions 😊
    jayb2014 jayb2014 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    I want a boyfriend, but I really don't need one.
    lolawolf lolawolf 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I politely turned you down for oral sex. I had a hangover, and I had a shower and was lying on my bed with a head ache. I explained its not personal it's just that I'm not feeling...
    FPMXO FPMXO 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I'm so lonely.. been single for almost two years now. I don't want to settle for anything less than I deserve but sometimes I feel like I'm gona have to ... it sucks
    dqtxx1 dqtxx1 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    One of life's cruelest jokes is that we want to be around other people but it's other people who start us on the road to depression. Usually abuse, rejection, bullying start it...
    Amioknow Amioknow 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    my depression gets worse around holidays does anyone else do that
    kev1254 kev1254 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well I did it!! I tried to get over her by hiring a prostitute for sex thinking that that might help me get over this heartbreak. I don't know how I feel about it, the moment was...
    ac5225 ac5225 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wish i colud have a best friend that care about me, talks to me everyday so I wouldn't feel lonely... **** my life...
    yong95 yong95 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Love is seing a imperfect person perfectly
    ikkoneh ikkoneh 13-15, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Some days I just can't take it I want to cry because a part of me feels empty I've never been in a relationship and I don't know how to get a boyfriend 😔 this romance stuff just...
    bemmie bemmie 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think I am depressed. I relocated many years ago. I have yet to establish connections that would result in a friendship. What is bothering me, I just got home and been home for a...
    1LadyButterfly 1LadyButterfly 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend of almost 4 years just told me he was fired today from his job. And the reason why was kind of ridiculous. If this helps before the story, I'm African American and he...
    Dupree94 Dupree94 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have moments where I'm happy then suddenly I become extremely lonely and it's painful. I sometimes just contemplate how would suicide be helpful but I always lol at both sides...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My boyfriend just left for basic training literally just less than an hour ago. He is in the reserves, which makes me a bit more happy. I had breakfast today with him and spent...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Im so lonely no one wants to talk to me ugh everyone hates me and the only one who will talk to me is my brothers ex gf patience but she fell asleep hours ago and I'm at my...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 5 days ago

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    when your a failure and the love of your life doesnt wanna see or talk to you .
    pepetheanarchistfrog pepetheanarchistfrog 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    ive been feeling suicidal recently. but im christian. im always going home alone. i walk down the hallways alone. i dont have anyone whom i can relate to. except for one person but...
    SolaCeEncE SolaCeEncE 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So I am really depressed. I think. I'm trying to just get use to the fact that I'm not gonna find the one. It seems like all guys ever want is just sex. I know there are guys out...
    manders831 manders831 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm so lonely at 32 years old I would never imagine my life being like this I thought I would be married with a couple of kids a career a house and a dog but but I'm single and...
    spiritualvirgo82 spiritualvirgo82 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    The reason why I joined EP because I was a little depressed, but over the time, after reading a lot of stories and exploring, I noticed that a lot of people here have worse...
    miggyquin miggyquin 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I look around me and I see all the odds are against me and I wonder whether I should even bother. what difference does it make when one man fails to achieve his dream, the world...
    aliensoul101 aliensoul101 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I need someone to talk to every night, but the problem is I don't get along with men, and I fall in love too easily with women.
    PaladinVeritas PaladinVeritas 26-30, M Jun 26

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    i am going through this thing, i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M Jun 26

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    My boyfriend & I have been together for 3 years & he is literally my everything , When he first gratuated & went off to college he was hanging around the wrong people & made a...
    lizvaughn23 lizvaughn23 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I am a 23 yr old student in college and unfortunately to say, I have been extremely depressed for the past couple of years. This mostly has to do with the fact that I have no...
    lonelyman1113 lonelyman1113 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 25

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    Someone please put me out of my misery my heart hurts so much and it's depressing me no one loves me and no one ever will im always a second choice it's feels like **** I wanna...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I do not remember a time where I have been 100% happy with myself and with life itself. I was depressed at a very young age because of things at home but no one knew how I was...
    Charli101 Charli101 16-17 Jun 24

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    I'm a such a depressing stage in my life. I wish I could just fix it ! I feel like I'm wasting my life every day that goes by, it's crazy.
    Giselle1231 Giselle1231 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Today I am. I'm coming out of it. Slowly but surely. Maybe too slow and I won't make it. Damn, just need a balance in my life. A woman is made to balance a man as a man is...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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