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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 19 People

    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2010

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    How do you go on living, what's there to live for? How do you find meaning and purpose in your life, have something or someone to live for when nobody cares and appreciates you? No...
    quietbeauty quietbeauty 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 7

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
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    Sisters by Choice my dear sister by choice you have remained besides me for all these years through good times and through the worse we traveled through life standing hand in...
    WinterWisper WinterWisper 22-25 Jul 5

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    ****, this is awful. Love sucks, mostly because there isn't someone to love...
    LezzieRose LezzieRose 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    i feel like no one in my life sticks around. relationships never last longer than a month, and friends seem to come and go like seasons. lately i've been so lonely and so sad...
    livelaughlovegs livelaughlovegs 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    (new account on ep i lela201465 plz reply on that story) I can't take anymore just shoot me my heart honestly can not take anymoree. Just end this pain.
    deadspiritied deadspiritied 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M Jun 28

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    Maybe it's just in summer, but I feel better now for some reason since school started. I know that I don't like school, but still, the feeling knowing that I'm not invisible is...
    Conrad219 Conrad219 13-15, M Jun 28

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    i am just tired of being lonely, i tried and failed, i guess im supposed to be alone forever ahahaha i would rather be dead than being lonely
    SmoothSuicide SmoothSuicide 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 29

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    All I want is someone to. Talk to... is that too much to ask?
    K2014 K2014 16-17, F Jun 30

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    experience project is the only way I can communicate with people :'(
    Promzee Promzee 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 3

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    Mornings are a struggle for me. I wake up sad and lonely. I don't want to remember you anymore.
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    Welcome to my hide away, my secrete place. How I arrived I can't explain. Your welcome to if you wanna stay but, everyone just runs away. I hide from those that try to find me...
    mrniceguy1979 mrniceguy1979 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    Well. The only 1 friend havent seen since last September, finally decides he wants to hangout and do something, then dithes me for some brony crap.. Screw people.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I want to hurt myself right now. I'm so lonely it's not funny. Every time I try to make a friend I just ruin it without even realising until they leave. I just want a friend.....
    KiwiDan KiwiDan 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    I can't take anymore just shoot me my heart honestly can not take anymoree. Just end this pain.
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    i love to get attention and kisses withl ots of hug :(
    sam941234 sam941234 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    Really just don't know what to do anymore. Everyone's always leaving
    Dripinblood1 Dripinblood1 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    For the first time in a few days, I just sat in my car on my lunch break and broke down crying. We didn't have the best relationship, but I'd rather have worked things out the...
    GabeR1991 GabeR1991 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    So yet another day of being a single father, stayed home today with my awesome boy. Yet the want and need I feel to have someone to hold and hold me back never fades away. I do it...
    lifesabeach4me2 lifesabeach4me2 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I've never felt more alone than in this wretched city full of people. New York City
    slayer6000 slayer6000 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My Life Has Never Been Easy ! :/
    aaniat12 aaniat12 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I went to a party with my friend and a ton of people that I did not know. while I was there, I got really drunk. now I know getting drunk is still no excuse to cheat on someone...
    needadvicee needadvicee 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I hate seeing my friends Depressed because I don't want them to feel pain and hurt because I have felt a lot of it more than anyone can imagine
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Lately, I've been so down but now i feel depressed because if any of you read my last blog or questions, you will understand but if not... Oh well. I don't know what do to anymore...
    Caramels1234 Caramels1234 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    So a little history. I was in a relationship that failed in the past. The bright spot are the two beautiful daughters I have. Now their mom and I separated in 2009. Recently around...
    eszrahcain eszrahcain 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 29

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    I have depression right now I'm depressed because I want to share my life with someone. I have raised my kids now they are married its my time to be happy.
    twinbrenda twinbrenda 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    His mom yelled at us to come out of his room, and demanded to know what we were arguing about. Because my boyfriend is himself, he started being a smart *** to her, then they...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Yesterday my boyfriend left the city to go holidays... He will be away for like 2 weeks... I had promised my self to party these weeks, and go out and meet new people and blah blah...
    evgeniaEv evgeniaEv 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago