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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 26 People

    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Apr 2, 2010

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    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    I need help, I'm not really depressed

    but I really love my boyfriend to death and really feel like he's the one. Except we've been having problem. He doesn't believe me. He has been cheated multiple times and lied to so much and I'm the new girlfriend and he doesn't believe a word that comes out of my mouth and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    I really need someone to talk to. I'm 21. I have no friends. No job. I don't go to school. I have nothing. I babysit every day, as I have for a couple years now. Every day it...
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    I'm going to die alone, no one will ever love me.
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    I'm so alone why can't I just die everyone would be better off
    skittles0123 skittles0123 16-17, M 1 Response May 1

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    How can you be afraid to die but not wanna live anymore?
    MiloLove3 MiloLove3 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6

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    lukeskywalker89 lukeskywalker89 22-25, M May 14

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    Cecevuitton Cecevuitton 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I don't even know how to socialize. Maintaining a conversation is like disarming a bomb.
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    lostregretfulperson lostregretfulperson 18-21, F a week ago

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    Ok. So I secretly had a boyfriend once, and when I broke up with him, I got so sad. Wait not sad, depressed. I didn't even like him, and yet, I got like super depressed. I thought...
    Jossy7899 Jossy7899 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I am currently a High School student in my final year at school. I started dating my boyfriend at the end of last year. It’s my first real relationship. Due to this being my...
    LadyPayne LadyPayne 18-21, F May 13

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    I currently hate him because I gave up a friend today for him. Granted it was somewhat a toxic friendship but that's not the point. You shouldnt ask stuff like that from people...
    Wapakalypse Wapakalypse 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I tried. But I gave up. Was it for her good, or for mine? Everyone makes prom a big deal. And I was supposed to go. But at the last minute my date said she couldn't go. She said...
    SomeGuy322 SomeGuy322 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I think im at the point where I don't want to live, yet too scared to die. When I get into these moods I often want to take my own life, but I never do, because deep within me I...
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    alexxxboo alexxxboo 18-21, F May 10

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ok hate is a bit strong but I need to know if I'm being unreasonable. My boyfriend's sister has caused tension to the point where we are on the verge of breaking up over it. I...
    Alp32 Alp32 26-30 Apr 26

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    i cant do anything right. my whole life i have not been able to gain weight or absorb fat in my body. ive been bullied so much thats my life. i hate how i look. im a stick. and i...
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 4 Responses May 4

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    I finally did it. I still feel really numb, but strangely at peace. I was already mentally over it. Now the emotional rainstorm has begun. I know I am not in love with him...
    WhiteOrchid403 WhiteOrchid403 22-25, F May 6

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