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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 25 People

    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2010

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    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    I need help, I'm not really depressed

    but I really love my boyfriend to death and really feel like he's the one. Except we've been having problem. He doesn't believe me. He has been cheated multiple times and lied to so much and I'm the new girlfriend and he doesn't believe a word that comes out of my mouth and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31

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    Related Experiences

    I had a boyfriend for two years. A month after our break-up, he replaced me with my close friend. B ecause of this, I lost confidence on myself and on getting into a new...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 9

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    I guess I am back on here again... I want to share my story growing up in a city called Winnipeg. I was born and raised here throughout my whole life. From Kindergarten to Grade 6...
    JuicyLuck JuicyLuck 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I know, I shouldn't let it get to me....but when it's Valentines Day, and I'm very romantic, and all I have is silence as my companion....then I get depressed. Which hurts my...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    No one loves me. No one likes me. I have no friends who are girls that I can call sisters like everybody else at school. I can't even call anyone a friend. I have no "squad...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    My dad is the main root of my depression. I tell myself I should forget about it but I cant. my dad gets mad and beats me then apologises like nothing happened. People say to just...
    Atraxiella Atraxiella 13-15, F Feb 10

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    I think people are starting to avoid me at work and I don't really know why. Conversations start when I leave and end when I come in. No one wants to even hang out with me anymore...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Feb 19

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    I honestly get every post on this because I am lonely too. If anyone needs someone to talk to I'll be here for you.
    natalie243 natalie243 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I am starting to give up on life. Each day I grow emotionally weaker and weaker. Every crush that I have ever has ended up in failure which makes me think that I'm a failure. I...
    elugo12345 elugo12345 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    IDK what to do to make things better . I wish if the life was more simple than how complicated it is. I wish if I were not what I am.
    musl1ma musl1ma 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 3

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    **** it, ive changed to where i cant even go into details its pointless, you put your all and get back nothing...back in the black hole, to really look at your phone for a week...
    MindConscious MindConscious 22-25, M Feb 4

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    I'm so lonely and wish I had a friend to talk too :'(
    jamesb22 jamesb22 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    You have to reverse it. If you're unable to meet others in person, go online. Don't get too involved or expect too much. It's baby steps. Human beings are naturally social, so your...
    DG2008 DG2008 31-35 2 Responses Feb 5

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    He makes me feel like lately I have No Opinion, what I say isn't ever important enough to merely give me a head nod. He used to think I was worth his time, 3 years later we're...
    haloJMK haloJMK 26-30, F Feb 8

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    I feel that I'm lonely even though I'm not. Every time I get some time to myself I just feel really lonely. I don't know what it is. I jus want it gone. It's like I always have to...
    baconnater3000 baconnater3000 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    its horrible when everyones in a relationship and you're still lonely one of the most painful experiences ever and you feel like when is it YOUR turn to be loved, to be wanted and...
    rxdicxlshit rxdicxlshit 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I lonely, actually very lonely I lost acouple of friends last week an one this week an now valentines is here an I feel left out
    lonelyloner10 lonelyloner10 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    Wish I could die .... I can't be heartbroken again.
    AaliyahLove AaliyahLove 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    I'm sad alone. I feel so alone in this world. I have a few good friends yet i never hear from them. I have three kids but still so alone. I'm unable to work so I don't get out...
    flydragonfly flydragonfly 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    Posting an article which I feel as if I can relate to: http://thoughtcatalog.com/chelsea-fagan/2013/01/its-okay-to-be-lonely/
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M Feb 21

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    I need someone to talk to. Advice me on things. Help me deal with what I am going through. Simple things seem more complicated for me.
    notreallyagreenhorn notreallyagreenhorn 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    A caged bird in a land where birds fly free The length of it ~ I walk from wall to wall How do you measure freedom? How do you measure anything? In a universe so vast, vast...
    HarlequinRose HarlequinRose 26-30, T Feb 22

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      I broke up with my gf few months ago... Since then, I have felt that a big piece of my life is missing and now I have nobody to talk too anymore. I have couple friends...
    doodlebob424 doodlebob424 18-21, M Feb 23

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    Some birds are not meant to be caged, that's all. Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild. So you let them go, or when you open the cage to feed them they...
    theenigma199606 theenigma199606 36-40, M a week ago

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    I see everyone around me in some type of relationship or trying to get in one. It's to a point where I have asked out a total of 5 women in the past 3 months and only to be...
    SuperiorSamaa SuperiorSamaa 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Things improved for a while since I got a part time job at the YMCA. But it's been about 3 weeks now and the novelty is wearing off. I still have nearly no friends who regularly...
    NicoNever NicoNever 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    contacting people is alien to me nowadays.
    chocolateinmyblood chocolateinmyblood 16-17 1 Response 4 days ago

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    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    I accept what I get called and have gotten called and say I am those things I'm an ugly retarded basterd no chance for love
    pilot2022 pilot2022 13-15, M 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    So this is going to be somewhat of a long story.. But I need to share with someone. Maybe sharing it will help me figure out where my heart lies. My ex an I broke up about 2 years...
    StephanieLynne1125 StephanieLynne1125 22-25, F Feb 6

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    it just gets worse and worse,i used to be able to hide it but i don't even have the energy to hide it anymore or pretend i'm anything else then depressed.. everytime i wake up i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Whenever I see someone smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see someone smart person smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see a mother loving her baby I...
    pracie25 pracie25 18-21, T Feb 8

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    oke so i guess its time 2 post some stories so eh i was kinda always depressed already since i was young it started when my parents divorced i had to live with my mom that i hate...
    Mirasel Mirasel 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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