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I Am So Depressed Because of My Somewhat Boyfriend

Are you with a guy, and you're his #2, and its depressing you. 28 People

    Still Standing

    I thought that I would have left him alone after the last breakdown I  had. But I'm still here, even though I'm giving him the silent treatment  for a couple days. The next statement that I'm about to say surprises me. But I know deep  in my heart that he loves...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Apr 2, 2010

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    Boyfriend And His Son

    I have been seeing my boyfriend for over a year now..We have had many warm and wonderful times and we are both in it for the long haul. My situation is that his son, who is 35 years old takes up so much of his time.His son had a traumatic brain injury 3 years ago and although on...
    glittered glittered 51-55, F Jun 15, 2012

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    I need help, I'm not really depressed

    but I really love my boyfriend to death and really feel like he's the one. Except we've been having problem. He doesn't believe me. He has been cheated multiple times and lied to so much and I'm the new girlfriend and he doesn't believe a word that comes out of my mouth and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31, 2015

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    My boyfriend doesn't see me

    for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date other men instead of spend time with him. He says he can't be the 24/7 boyfriend. Sure, but I saw him for 3 hours the Friday...
    ateamgirl ateamgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

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    Up and Down

    Up and Down Usually I feel so much joy and happiness but lately I have been extremely depressed. Maybe questioning myself, my self worth as a woman... feeling incomplete and insecure... I have never been a person to doubt myself... I question my weight, hair, and...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Light At The End Of The Tunnel

    He has a trial in October 2011. Our relationship will likely come to a conclusion at the end of the court proceedings. I love him with all my heart, but I have given my all for the past 5 years and received little in return. I don't know what else to do but give up. He's refused...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2011

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    DEEPER In the Hole!!!!

    Yesterday I should have been more detailed with my story, however I was so upset that I couldn't even type. I got my somewhat lovers name tattooed on my finger(left finger)... I feel stupider then yesterday but not as mad just hurt. If you have read any of my confessions, you...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Breakdown

    Its been a long time coming, this breakdown was unavoidable... I wasn't on project experience for a while because I thought I didn't need it... I thought I had this situation under control, but I didn't and don't... to get into details... our relationship had tremendously...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Nov 23, 2009

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    Unsure

    Its been quite a well since I logged on, and trust me it was not due to the fact that everything is suddenly going good!!! Things have been like ka-boom!!! I have been on more than just an emotional rollcoster, I've been on a battle ship... It sounds just as disturbing as it is...
    chelsa chelsa 22-25, F Sep 1, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I'm not really depressed, but I need someone to talk to. I want a story, something..... please. (desperate for internet friends. Basically someone I can confide in)
    TeRiiFiiC TeRiiFiiC 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Heads up not saying I am depressed but lately I've been feeling so unmotivated, quiet, uninterested, giving up and feel like everything is my fault. I just have the urge to not...
    jennifer5006 jennifer5006 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Hey yall, my boyfriend and I has been together for almost a year, he has three little girls that he loves very much, but his bm stopped him from seeing them, because of me. She is...
    scobryhol scobryhol 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    Envying somebody who is about to die or died. This is my feelings right now. Somebody I barely knew had a cancer. That person sent a message to my parents. "I don't want to die...
    Tazmanou Tazmanou 18-21, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    When you finally meet the right guy, it's amazing, life becomes more beautiful. I've been dating my boyfriend Doug for 7 months now. He is the love of my life, the perfect guy, I...
    Sparklediva Sparklediva 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel like a broken record everyday. School, family, and life overall have made me feel overwhelmed. I can't act like myself because I'm too depressed and my school is...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have been depressed over 3 weeks and none of my friends and family realize it because I always fake smile and fake laugh and it's so easy to foul them and I know that they won't...
    Iszy143 Iszy143 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    i feel like no one loves me or likes me no relationship i am lonley all the time i just want to die
    joe282828 joe282828 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I haven't got messages all day. bad enough people in rl don't talk to me but now all my internet people are gone
    luv2pee23 luv2pee23 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    i think this is worse for us guys because as we all know females get flooded with ppl trying to be with them while us guys are even lucky if 1 girls replies while none ever...
    warcraftlover16 warcraftlover16 18-21, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've noticed a change in my mood in the past month or so and I think it's because of Spring and Summer approaching. I don't know why but I'm dreading the hotter months and the bugs...
    emjm013 emjm013 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My bf literally cried today when he left me. He has issues as in he can become very depressed sometimes and I'm the only one he feels comfortable enough to talk to. Anyways my...
    ThisIsMyFightSong ThisIsMyFightSong 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Nothing ever goes right for me it seems like. My asshat husband is going to get everything in the divorce while I'll get almost nothing. He was emotionally abusive to me...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I never thought I would feel this way again. I've been through so much in relationships, I really thought being alone would ever make me feel this way anymore, but it's really...
    LonelyInNJ LonelyInNJ 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I randomly came across this website when I was looking for ways to assuage my unhappiness. I have been feeling depressed for the past year and I couldn't heal myself with...
    Silh0uettes Silh0uettes 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i know what it's like... loneliness, an empty void filled with pain and confusion, being ostracized, judged and misunderstood. Being so alone that it hurts to breathe, maybe since...
    Strangleh0ld Strangleh0ld 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Loneliness is like a poison for you. I had again a nervous breakdown last months. Noone cares that im slowly destroying myself. In summer 2015 i had a friend here on EP, i guess...
    Sappheire Sappheire 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    My boyfriend is blind. People always comment on how patient and understanding I am, how difficult my life must be and how later on my life will be a struggle. B*tch please, you...
    FatalOrca FatalOrca 18-21, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    i am sooo upset and depressed. me and my boyfriend have lived together for the past three years. over the last two years his parents have payed for our rent, and provide him with...
    zainafatmi2015 zainafatmi2015 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I like to help the depressed populace because I may not be going through the same situation that they're facing; but depression, that is something I have suffered like so many...
    MyLifeIsStrange MyLifeIsStrange 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    My 18th birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks and I'm starting to dread it. Why do people make such a big deal out of it, other than the fact that it's the majority age? I've...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M Jan 30

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    I'm depressed because I feel like life isn't getting any better . I feel like I'm trapped in this depressing cage of a life . Every time something bad happens I long for the past...
    BlackVeilCoversMe BlackVeilCoversMe 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    Just diagnosed with depression. Looking for someone to chat with that deals with it too. Aside from the meds, I'd like to learn how others cope.
    bgood79 bgood79 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I wish I hadn't had so much to drink at my friend's birthday party. I got very upset later because I had way too much, possibly the most I've ever had. I think it was because I'd...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    again I went to my psychiatrist today for my checkup. I was amazed to see myself cry after a long time. I don't usually cry but they ask and advice upon most deep thoughts that...
    thedivich1 thedivich1 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    Self diagnosed and completely hidden in my real life. I've known for a while now that I'd crept past just simply feeling down to something more serious. I'm an intelligent woman...
    snoopysgirl snoopysgirl 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I don't like to use the word "Depressed" lightly. But I think I'm allowed to use it now, after not wanting to admit it for months, maybe even years. It's later than 3 am and I...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I currently don't have a boyfriend in my life but that's OK because my happiness in life is not dependent upon whether or not a boyfriend is a part of it. I have learned to be...
    samantha468 samantha468 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for nearly 2 years now. However, we've been in a long distance relationship for about 5-6 months now. He's my first boyfriend, and maybe my last...
    lunarrose123 lunarrose123 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    This is why I'm so depressed: I feel left out. Okay I have this friend (let's call her Emily since I don't like mentioning their real names) who has been with another friend for a...
    Randompersondemandinghelp Randompersondemandinghelp 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    LONELINESS "Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 8 Responses Jan 24

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