Post

I Am So Depressed, I Just Want the Pain to Stop

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    I cheated on my boyfriend

    when our relationship was rocky last year...we have been trying to repair it ever since but we are from a small town and people will not let him or I live it down. Which is making it impossible for us to move forward. Idk what to do, it seems like it'll never end but I don't...
    thatgirl0977 thatgirl0977 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My boyfriend is a recovering addict.

    He's been very verbally abusive to me because of it and it's been making me very depressed. I want to be there for him but the nicer I am to him the more horrible he is to me. Everyday my chest hurts from the sarcastic/hurtful comments he makes each day to me. I tell him this...
    lilbuggy lilbuggy 22-25, F Apr 30

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I know I have to go on

    but I can't do it anymore. I am so depressed and unhappy. I just can't stop crying and wishing to be dead everyday. I feel like an alien since I was born. The world is a horrible place, all these pain and injustice makes me feel so insecure and hopeless. Is goodness really...
    blackjasmine blackjasmine 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I am depressed and want to change I'm a virgin nerdy guy that no girl likes and no girl has ever liked. I want to be the bad boy that smokes weed and gets all the chicks. Because...
    nerd1500 nerd1500 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    We'll I've been depressed for the past 2 years and self harming since then and I tried to kill myself in January by overdosing but my mom took me to the hospital and I got better...
    Heavenseemssofaraway Heavenseemssofaraway 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Have you noticed all the posts about people who feel suicidal, depressed, feeling lost and alone? Do you ever feel the urge to help them? To say something that will brighten...
    dreadheadgal dreadheadgal 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just stopped crying, my head hurts and I feel pathetic. But I'm sure you've got your own problems
    kay555 kay555 18-21, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi all I really don't know how to start well I am Asian guy before I start my story I would everyone to know that our culture is bit different then west we live together with...
    ahsanmehmood ahsanmehmood 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi, I'm a teenager, 17 years old. Since I'm on this page you're probably thinking I'm going to complain about how life is unfair since I can't get another Ipad or something. No...
    faithful1997 faithful1997 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know about you, but I constantly feel depressed. Everyday I try to be happy but it doesn't work. It's not about boys or anything it's just I miss my friends. I recently...
    aamanti1 aamanti1 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am madly in love with a guy who lead me on and used me. I know he did this but I still love him so much. I'm severely depressed. Please if anyone can message me and help me and...
    Alovingheart7437 Alovingheart7437 18-21, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Love makes me depressed everything about love because you can love someone so much and they may not feel the same I hate love love sucks you don't know if your in love or your in...
    lilasofargone lilasofargone 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My naughty secret. My naughty secret is catching up. The scars scream HELP! But to everyone else it's just a whisper. A whisper they ignore....it's nothing. My naughty secret wants...
    HakunaMatata711 HakunaMatata711 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Female looking to trade pics
    kelly3195 kelly3195 22-25, T 2 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well to start, I seem to be caught in a cycle which is difficult to get out of. I've noticed that when I am interested in someone, I am quick to attach myself to that individual...
    Cello2013 Cello2013 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm mostly sad all the time but when I talked to someone who under stands me then I don't feel alone
    killerinstinke killerinstinke 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today is really hard and it just started. Three days without cutting, doesn't sound like a long time but it sure feels like it. I'm trying to stop again. I purposely took to many...
    DontCallMeSunshine DontCallMeSunshine 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just got home. Was out with friends the whole afternoon. Then went to the mall to buy some clothes.I should be happy, but I'm horribly depressed. I want God to just take me. I...
    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Any tips? I love in a small town, have a permit but no car or license *yet*. I work in a call center which just loves write people up for the stupidest things. Which is why it's...
    meleternal meleternal 26-30, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Every day I act like nothing is going on,like all the events that has happened to me in the years has not effected me. But everyday my emotions are eating me up inside. Some days I...
    SchniderMonkey SchniderMonkey 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My life is hell and horrible : read if you dare I'm in my forties lonely depressed and don't have many friends I relocated to try and better my life most of the friends that I had...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't want to remember the past. I wish that I could live in the moment and not have all my hash memories to hold me back in daily activities. I have so much to be grateful for...
    notokayrightnow notokayrightnow 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Dear dad, stop acting like you are the best father in the world. I know your secrets, and you're one of the reasons why I have trust issues.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    amended Darwin theory- it's not the fittest that survive but the one that adapts depressed people lack adaptability else there is no need for someone who is rich and successful...
    molde molde 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    From the beginning of this year I knew I had my work cut out for me. But I didn't know how hard it would truly be. I go to a Private school, we have a small amount of students at...
    rachelharperr rachelharperr 13-15, F Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Think it's about time I post this :S. Please do not judge me this is veryyyyyyyyy hard for me. I know it's long sorry ha. About 2 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here...
    Faithlovee Faithlovee 16-17, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have a lot of motives for being a depressed and a **** human being... i just cant help myself of getting out of this situation, i lie to my mom everyday telling her that i'm ok...
    nahmr nahmr 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wanted do it. Let me explain to you why. Back in the year of 2010 I had EVERYTHING I wanted and needed. I had caring friends, I had a positive outlook on everything, I just got...
    TheTshirt TheTshirt 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I suffer from depression. the first time i cut myslef was the night my uncle died from lung cancer. i was 12 and it was around midnjght. i had no other way to deal with the pain...
    outsidelookingin99 outsidelookingin99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 31. Letting Go of What We Want. "For those of us who have survived by controlling and surrendering, letting go may not come easily." —Beyond Codependency In recovery, we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so theres this girl that use to be in my group, ill name her allie (not her real name). any who on her birthday party she was super happy, but she invited a girl she liked who was...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi, Im the type of girl who has absolutely no care in the world so it seems, but inside I'm so broken. People look at me and they see exactly what I show them. I show them my smile...
    believebeautiful believebeautiful 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wrote this poem when I was depressed one night. I was 13 when I wrote this and it has been stuck in a folder for 3 years. I want to share it with someone so here goes nothing...
    AnArtistsPrayer AnArtistsPrayer 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ok, so my mom and step dad always argue. Its not physical though. People make fun of me. I am very self concious. I'm 13 and my name is Lauren. I have been cutting for a while now...
    lauren1194 lauren1194 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's been a long time coming. I know the dangers of numbing the pain, I did it anyways because the pain reminded of it all. The warning signs were all around me. I dismissed the...
    boss21519 boss21519 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish guys would stop hurting me I wish I could find one decent boyfriend that doesn't cheat or hit me or use me or lie to me! I just wish people would stop hurting me I don't...
    Jaymerz97 Jaymerz97 16-17, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 16. Insisting on the Best. We deserve the best life and love has to offer, but we are each faced with the challenge of learning to identify what that means in our life. We...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I changed my personality 3 times since I was born, cuz if I stayed the same I would've killed myself when I was 9. The first time i changed my personality was because of my...
    Kirakat14 Kirakat14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    (Ex wasn't available... But because this **** used to be my soul mate, lets just go with it.) Ain't you just a Cheater with a capital C? You are a heartless, selfish person. I...
    HighOnMisery HighOnMisery 13-15, F Jul 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Have you ever felt so helpless to the point you just wanna kill yourself and be done with it.. I don't know what the hell's going on with me again but i just can't stop myself frm...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F Jul 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Let this be a memo to all whose feeling down right now to appreciate what you have. Read this before you shout criticisms. 6 months ago, I was suicidal. I planned to go into the...
    Yearsgoby Yearsgoby 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have severe bipolar depression which means I'll have my extreme happy or clam moments when I feel like nothing's wrong and then something little will happen that will make me...
    DarkRun421 DarkRun421 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Am I ? If I stop thinking, probably, maybe , everything will go back to "normal", keep breathing, keep waking up,showering, going to work, eating, ' living". What about if I stop...
    Mags40 Mags40 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To be honest I'm still hurt. My ex moved 24 hours away! He didn't even say goodbye to me and he didnt even spend one day with me at all. He just stopped loving me I guess. He...
    Zozolove Zozolove 18-21, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am 21, train 5-7 days a week, well travelled, attractive i have been led to Believe. I am extremely strong and fit. Despite all this, i am extremely depressed. My dad is a...
    pr1m3 pr1m3 18-21, M Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel