I Am So Depressed Right Now

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    My mom just came from the mall she didn't take

    me with her and she didn't buy me anything am so mad I Wana kill her
    collegegirl20 collegegirl20
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 30, 2015

    For the past two weeks my anxiety level is

    increased to the core.I am going for an Inplant training for the past two weeks with my classmate.Everyone out there are clear with their future goals but I had no idea about my future prospects.I was dumbfounded.My friend was just giving a full run through about her future...
    MaddyBale MaddyBale
    18-21, F
    Jun 11, 2015

    I've been absent for 24 school days apparently.

    I was sick and or had psychiatrist appointments for EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. I had notes excusing me from absences. I missed three days because I had bronchitis, five because I had mono and the rest were medical appointments and psych appointments. Excuse me for having mental...
    kloudkat kloudkat
    16-17, T
    May 12, 2015

    My eldest tells me to take his car keys

    and phone because he can manage on his own and can't stand my husband anymore. Wtf?? I lecture his *** about responsibility and he turns it on me?? It's so hard to be a parent. L-rd can you just give everyone one day without me, just one day? If there's no difference in...
    krispykreme30 krispykreme30
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2014

    Crossroads...

    I am going to be 55 on May 5th and i have been terminated from the Company's services since as per company rules women retire when they reach 55. i have been trying to get another job for three months now, but it is not easy. i have so many commitments to meet before i can call...
    evephil evephil
    51-55
    1 Response Apr 16, 2012

    one thing that i want to do right now,

    that is, to commit suicide. the feeling of "I am nothing/no one" always whispers inside my head... I am good at nothing.. nothing else but nothing.. :D everything is just going blurred. and i am feeling the absurdity of life. :D
    louis813 louis813
    22-25, M
    Aug 30, 2015

    My Life

    I have basicly been depressed for years. My mom and dad got a divores. I was always abused by my step mother, call trash by her hit in the head and my dad would not do anything to help. The only place I had to turn to was my real mom. But 4 years ago I was happy again. I got to...
    Ladybug1312 Ladybug1312
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 6, 2013

    ................

    im depressed... id like to not be here right now, not exist...is that a form of suicide?? i dont want to kill myself but i dont want to be here. a rock, or a peice of funiture maybe....id like to not be here. i dont know how to explain it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    14 Responses Oct 8, 2009

    Depressed

    So after what seems a year now I actually reached the state of just feeling really depressed and it's not just a passing thing. I'm moving to another continent in several weeks, my best friend cut off all contact with me and I used to talk to him everyday so it just hurt a lot...
    qscgyjm qscgyjm
    22-25
    1 Response Feb 23, 2013

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