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I Am So Depressed

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    castaway07 castaway07 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    feeling so insecurity.

    i don't no why but its very hurting. i think i cant take this pain to my heart. GOD!!!! really how disgusting i feel today.
    amruthasmily amruthasmily 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I need help. I'm only 17 years old.

    My boyfriend of a year is graduating. I love him so much. I have been struggling with severe depression since I was 12. I also have a EDNS. I haven't been this depressed in years. He makes me so happy. When he graduates he's not even leaving town so I don't know why I'm so sad...
    alokken570 alokken570 16-17, F May 16

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I don't know how to handle things.Their just spiralling out of control.Sometimes I think I'm not really alive.Like it's just a nightmare.I just can't wake up and I need to be saved from myself.You would never guess I'm sad and I've been told I'm strong but in reality Im weak. I...
    brittanytg98 brittanytg98 13-15, F Sep 17, 2012

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    I wanna quit. I want to let him go.

    He's such a dumb A-Rod I'm sick of it....I'm fighting dying of cervical cancer and have a family to care for 3 little ones and I'm doing it all alone and coping with it all alone...no help or support from him...his mother perpetuates and condones his childish behaviors....I'm'm...
    sammysj8899 sammysj8899 31-35 Aug 2

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    I am from sri lanka.

    and i am of course ftm. but till now i am having famine body what i completely hate... in sri lanka we don't have any facilities to do surgery or having T. I have very beautiful girl friend (i feel she is my wife) and she loves me but some times she feels that "is this gonna...
    MythaShan MythaShan 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I was 'diagnosed' with multiple

    'illnesses' 'Disorders' what ever the government can come up with I guess.... I allowed myself to be diagnosed by a bunch of people who I believed to be superior to me because they wore a jacket and had a fancy pen ha ha After 'curing myself' 'tricking hier archy' And...
    Titch83 Titch83 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    I wake up in the morning

    and just want to go back to sleep so I do. Feeling like there's nothing here for me to do. Forever heartbroken over everything. Hurt by very one. I'm homeschool on my last year of highschool have always gone to public school until I moved and got bullied for being quite . Yes...
    Sam151 Sam151 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I hate living at my house.

    I cant get emancipated yet or move out because I'm in the process of finishing my immigration papers. I wish good things would happen to me for once.
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13 16-17, F Feb 2

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    I feel so down these days.

    Like worst than ever. I wanna rip everything out of my life and start over. I know people are gonna comment 'attention seeker' and stuff. Feel free to comment what u want. I feel so alone, empty and worthless. There are some really great people here on ep, but im praying for...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    Tonight on the train home I became aware of the

    little footprint I will leave upon this world. To feel insignificant but feeling that you should want more, yet not really wanting to be more
    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Depression Is Like a Demon Stealing Your Soul!!!!

     Depression is like a demon stealing piece of your soul each day. It lets you out once and a while, then drag you back in. You make deals to be free for a moment, then your back in.  It robs you all the happiness inside of you, making life dull, like taking the taste...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 16, 2009

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    Why Me

    I go through each day saying to myself why me? Why did i get to be the one to be picked to live this life. I life where it seems nothing can go right and I just can't seem to get ahead. A life of suffering that never seems to end. oh why me oh why me????????????
    krispinglover krispinglover 36-40 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    I feel suicidal and am afraid to tell my

    girlfriend cause I don't want her to think she doesn't make me happy
    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    And Tired And..sleepy and Pathetic

    I can't move anymore, I give up, I don't feel like living, and I certainly don't want to live..I haven't got a clue to why are we living? While we are going to die..there is no point no answers for my questions, my head is about to explode from thinking and screaming at...
    MysteriousMiracle MysteriousMiracle 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2009

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    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I just want to die. I've given up in school I

    just want to cut all the time now and do pills so I become numb. I don't remember what pure happiness feels like.
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Sad & Depressed

    I am so sad and depressed. feel all alone. Kids don't have time for me. They don't understand my depression.
    mainecoonkitty mainecoonkitty 56-60, F 10 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    Bullied? Or Betrayed?

    Hello, I have a question. Was I bullied, or betrayed my my friend? Please answer... My friend, (call her KK) kk, is my one and only friend. I follow her EVERYWHERE. People think I'm annoying. So does kk. She calls me names, says my clubs are boring, once, she called me a dummy...
    iknowhowufeellike iknowhowufeellike 22-25 Nov 25, 2013

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    I need a friend. I need social life.

    Message me if you are needing too.
    allissha allissha 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    miszbrittneyy miszbrittneyy 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I'm....

    a disappointment to every one. I let my friends and family down, I cant be trusted, I cant be loved, I never do anything right. I dont know what my purpose is on earth, I'm not good at anything , I fail at one too many things and I want to die right now.
    bleu2ooth bleu2ooth 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    "Depression is a war.

    No winners or losers and the only possible death, is yours." -Me
    felicitymadore felicitymadore 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Make That Change, Stand Up.

    Maybe me crying doesn't mean much to you. Does it? As humans we tend to forget pain so we don't feel it. So, you really don't know how bad I hurt, unless you're hurt. I feel so unwelcome everywhere. I've been turned down so many times. I've honestly become so weak. Because...
    dancesammydance dancesammydance 18-21, F 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    Im 45, married, 3 kids,

    good job, but life sucks. I don't get along with my wife even though I love her. I'm also battling an addiction (currently on suboxone). I leave home and sit in my car on the internet or whatever a lot (I also chain smoke lately so I can do that in the car but not in the house...
    Imtryingtomakeit Imtryingtomakeit 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    After This I Will Be In "i Don't Belong Here"

    It is not my brain making me Depressed.  It's who I am and this dang Stupped World which doesn't have the sense to know who I am and cooperate with me.  It's the Damn Antitheisis I get for trying to make something about my unique life and not a damn soul is in...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 5 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Lately, I've been so down

    but now i feel depressed because if any of you read my last blog or questions, you will understand but if not... Oh well. I don't know what do to anymore, I feel like I've reached a dead end to my life... I don't know who to talk to because everyone has got their own challenges...
    Caramels1234 Caramels1234 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I wanna get drunk and high

    and stay like that for the rest of my life
    Idonthaveanameanymore Idonthaveanameanymore 18-21, F Aug 8

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    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F Apr 10

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    Ok! World You Got Me Depressed Now Satisfied?

    All the things I don't like to have going on, is doing so. Nothing for what I like is happening. I'm damn Depressed today and there isn't any way to get anyone to know that. Just Annoys the Hell out of me. I don't like all these damn days being clear and sunny here in Aberdeen...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Feb 22, 2010

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    Expecially Right Now

    Yes the holidays are here, that means I am depressed.  Expecically this year.  It has been so rough for my family. I was living in Ventura with my husband at the beginning of the year, but with having a baby and no sitter we decided to move back to my home...
    J21883 J21883 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    I Fall In Depression

    I fall in to depression every month or every other month..And sleep all day and night some time on weekends.And then Monday comes and can not get out of bed to dowhat i have to do.i can not deal with this depression some time .,it just comes out of the blue.And my parents had it...
    ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2012

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    I have been depressed for at least the last 3-4 years. My parents want me to get over my depression and take medication (Zoloft), but to be completely honest, I like being...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F Jul 31

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    I came home this summer to get away from my own home. To actually try and function with my parents. The first 14 days went okay. After that I was miserable. Depressed. Anxious...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Aug 13

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    It's really sad with all the money and fame that he still felt bad enough that he didn't want to live anymore. He was a well loved celebrity. Goes to show you that true depression...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    Hello, About 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression, though I would say I have been depressed for a few months it has really got me to a point where I need to write this...
    guethary guethary 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    so theres this girl that use to be in my group, ill name her allie (not her real name). any who on her birthday party she was super happy, but she invited a girl she liked who was...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Jul 30

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    Not sure where to start with this one. I dated my high school sweetheart for 4 years. I was head over heels; however, we were forced to break up because I was moving across the...
    livingwallflower livingwallflower 18-21, F Jul 31

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    im depressed. i hate the world i hate my parents i hate everything all i do is cut and i have nearly completly blocked out the social world. and all i do is sit in dark corners and...
    phobicnightmare phobicnightmare 13-15, F Aug 15

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    I was diagnosed with depression when I was 16, but since I refused to talk to a anybody back then I wasn't diagnosed as bipolar until a couple of months ago when I broke down. I am...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    "Depression is a choice" that is what i realised when i was depressed . You can use to be depressed or make things better is all up to you
    keij10307 keij10307 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
    gongetit121 gongetit121 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I hate that feeling when I sad but I have no idea why I am sad. I just hate it because than it makes me think about my whole life and it gets me even more depressed :(
    AnaBanana19 AnaBanana19 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    Love makes me depressed everything about love because you can love someone so much and they may not feel the same I hate love love sucks you don't know if your in love or your in...
    lilasofargone lilasofargone 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 30

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    I don't know why but I just get so depressed sometimes.. My stomach gets all knotted up everything hurts and all I want to do is curl up and cry or sleep.. I hate it but I don't...
    Tayway22 Tayway22 13-15, F Jul 30

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    My wife has been on Prozac for (8) years. It is really bad when she decides not to take them anymore. The early years of marriage were good and we raised (3) great children whom...
    RIDJEMAN RIDJEMAN 56-60, M Aug 6

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    Need to talk to some one now.. Very much depressed
    Phairux Phairux 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    maybe someone can offer me some kind words of comfort? i had to move back home becase of financial situations. my parents live in the middle of nowhere. on top of this i cant take...
    lost3458 lost3458 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Been super stressed and depressed. I need good genuine people to help make me laugh. I'm usually a pretty positive person. Optimistic and all. Well, even strog people fall...
    Philli8807 Philli8807 22-25, F Aug 10

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