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I Am So Depressed

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    I am from sri lanka.

    and i am of course ftm. but till now i am having famine body what i completely hate... in sri lanka we don't have any facilities to do surgery or having T. I have very beautiful girl friend (i feel she is my wife) and she loves me but some times she feels that "is this gonna...
    MythaShan MythaShan 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I don't know how to handle things.Their just spiralling out of control.Sometimes I think I'm not really alive.Like it's just a nightmare.I just can't wake up and I need to be saved from myself.You would never guess I'm sad and I've been told I'm strong but in reality Im weak. I...
    brittanytg98 brittanytg98 13-15, F Sep 17, 2012

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    Expecially Right Now

    Yes the holidays are here, that means I am depressed.  Expecically this year.  It has been so rough for my family. I was living in Ventura with my husband at the beginning of the year, but with having a baby and no sitter we decided to move back to my home...
    J21883 J21883 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    I need help. I'm only 17 years old.

    My boyfriend of a year is graduating. I love him so much. I have been struggling with severe depression since I was 12. I also have a EDNS. I haven't been this depressed in years. He makes me so happy. When he graduates he's not even leaving town so I don't know why I'm so sad...
    alokken570 alokken570 16-17, F May 16

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    Depression Is Like a Demon Stealing Your Soul!!!!

     Depression is like a demon stealing piece of your soul each day. It lets you out once and a while, then drag you back in. You make deals to be free for a moment, then your back in.  It robs you all the happiness inside of you, making life dull, like taking the taste...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 16, 2009

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    I was 'diagnosed' with multiple

    'illnesses' 'Disorders' what ever the government can come up with I guess.... I allowed myself to be diagnosed by a bunch of people who I believed to be superior to me because they wore a jacket and had a fancy pen ha ha After 'curing myself' 'tricking hier archy' And...
    Titch83 Titch83 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    I'm....

    a disappointment to every one. I let my friends and family down, I cant be trusted, I cant be loved, I never do anything right. I dont know what my purpose is on earth, I'm not good at anything , I fail at one too many things and I want to die right now.
    bleu2ooth bleu2ooth 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    I wake up in the morning

    and just want to go back to sleep so I do. Feeling like there's nothing here for me to do. Forever heartbroken over everything. Hurt by very one. I'm homeschool on my last year of highschool have always gone to public school until I moved and got bullied for being quite . Yes...
    Sam151 Sam151 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I just want to die. I've given up in school I

    just want to cut all the time now and do pills so I become numb. I don't remember what pure happiness feels like.
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    feeling so insecurity.

    i don't no why but its very hurting. i think i cant take this pain to my heart. GOD!!!! really how disgusting i feel today.
    amruthasmily amruthasmily 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    And Tired And..sleepy and Pathetic

    I can't move anymore, I give up, I don't feel like living, and I certainly don't want to live..I haven't got a clue to why are we living? While we are going to die..there is no point no answers for my questions, my head is about to explode from thinking and screaming at...
    MysteriousMiracle MysteriousMiracle 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2009

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    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F Apr 10

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    I feel suicidal and am afraid to tell my

    girlfriend cause I don't want her to think she doesn't make me happy
    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    I hate living at my house.

    I cant get emancipated yet or move out because I'm in the process of finishing my immigration papers. I wish good things would happen to me for once.
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13 16-17, F Feb 2

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    I Fall In Depression

    I fall in to depression every month or every other month..And sleep all day and night some time on weekends.And then Monday comes and can not get out of bed to dowhat i have to do.i can not deal with this depression some time .,it just comes out of the blue.And my parents had it...
    ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2012

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    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28 22-25, M Jul 13

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    castaway07 castaway07 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    Bullied? Or Betrayed?

    Hello, I have a question. Was I bullied, or betrayed my my friend? Please answer... My friend, (call her KK) kk, is my one and only friend. I follow her EVERYWHERE. People think I'm annoying. So does kk. She calls me names, says my clubs are boring, once, she called me a dummy...
    iknowhowufeellike iknowhowufeellike 22-25 Nov 25, 2013

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    After This I Will Be In "i Don't Belong Here"

    It is not my brain making me Depressed.  It's who I am and this dang Stupped World which doesn't have the sense to know who I am and cooperate with me.  It's the Damn Antitheisis I get for trying to make something about my unique life and not a damn soul is in...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 5 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    I need a friend. I need social life.

    Message me if you are needing too.
    allissha allissha 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Sad & Depressed

    I am so sad and depressed. feel all alone. Kids don't have time for me. They don't understand my depression.
    mainecoonkitty mainecoonkitty 56-60, F 10 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    Why Me

    I go through each day saying to myself why me? Why did i get to be the one to be picked to live this life. I life where it seems nothing can go right and I just can't seem to get ahead. A life of suffering that never seems to end. oh why me oh why me????????????
    krispinglover krispinglover 36-40 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    Lately, I've been so down

    but now i feel depressed because if any of you read my last blog or questions, you will understand but if not... Oh well. I don't know what do to anymore, I feel like I've reached a dead end to my life... I don't know who to talk to because everyone has got their own challenges...
    Caramels1234 Caramels1234 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    Tonight on the train home I became aware of the

    little footprint I will leave upon this world. To feel insignificant but feeling that you should want more, yet not really wanting to be more
    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    "Depression is a war.

    No winners or losers and the only possible death, is yours." -Me
    felicitymadore felicitymadore 16-17, F Jul 11

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    Im 45, married, 3 kids,

    good job, but life sucks. I don't get along with my wife even though I love her. I'm also battling an addiction (currently on suboxone). I leave home and sit in my car on the internet or whatever a lot (I also chain smoke lately so I can do that in the car but not in the house...
    Imtryingtomakeit Imtryingtomakeit 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    Make That Change, Stand Up.

    Maybe me crying doesn't mean much to you. Does it? As humans we tend to forget pain so we don't feel it. So, you really don't know how bad I hurt, unless you're hurt. I feel so unwelcome everywhere. I've been turned down so many times. I've honestly become so weak. Because...
    dancesammydance dancesammydance 18-21, F 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    Ok! World You Got Me Depressed Now Satisfied?

    All the things I don't like to have going on, is doing so. Nothing for what I like is happening. I'm damn Depressed today and there isn't any way to get anyone to know that. Just Annoys the Hell out of me. I don't like all these damn days being clear and sunny here in Aberdeen...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Feb 22, 2010

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    I have severe bipolar depression which means I'll have my extreme happy or clam moments when I feel like nothing's wrong and then something little will happen that will make me...
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    Dont ask me why i am depressed, the answer wouldnt tell anything. Nobody understands me. I live for others, work like a freak for my family and i dont even have romantic love! I...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have a lot of motives for being a depressed and a **** human being... i just cant help myself of getting out of this situation, i lie to my mom everyday telling her that i'm ok...
    nahmr nahmr 18-21, F 42 mins ago

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    honestly what is there to say but I'm depressed i wake up depressed go to sleep depressed i cry myself to sleep i can give other people advice but i can't take my own advice! i...
    breebreet breebreet 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I don't know if I am depressed or not, I think depressed people are likely to be more devastated while I still have some strength left in me, or maybe I am just too strong as I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I was in third grade. I didn't have friends,I was bullied. One day,my friend approached me and asked "why are you so depressed?" I sat down and cried. I was depressed. I had just...
    Here2helpforfree Here2helpforfree 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My father died when i was 1 year old. He died after being in coma for 9 months. I don't remember anything about him. It's sometimes upset me that the fact i have to grew up without...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    For the last two weeks or so, I've been so depressed. I just really hate myself for so many things. I hate that my life is going no where & that I am just a useless person. I...
    AlyAngel AlyAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I don't know whether I'm just moody or if I'm actually depressed. I don't feel like this all the time. When I'm distracting myself through books, TV or conversation, I'm fine. But...
    shafaz shafaz 18-21 Jun 27

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    I know how it is to be depressed cos i was depressed. Now i look at myself like i look on a freak. I was wronged by some people in my past and somehow i allways had this memories...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F Jun 30

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    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm so depressed guy seriously I don't what to do. Idk why I'm so depressed my life isn't bad I just can't be happy no matter how hard I try. :'(
    Deidrah Deidrah 18-21, F Jul 3

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    Think it's about time I post this :S. Please do not judge me this is veryyyyyyyyy hard for me. I know it's long sorry ha. About 2 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    you came walking through my life, like a sweet butterfly, so beautiful and nice.....you talked to me, although i was reluctant... but your persistant way manage your words...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I've been "sad" since I was very little. I guess it's because I could see the way the world really was. I've been clinically depressed since I was 10 and I think I'll always just...
    E991010 E991010 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like when I cannot control a situation I start to get depressed. Its important to tell yourself to let go and that we are all powerless in this life. The only thing we can...
    CuGuy CuGuy 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    I have days where I cannot stand anybody. That the sight of some drive me crazy and I have to leave the area. Most of the time to my room. The only person that can cheer me up is...
    smileymiranda smileymiranda 18-21, F Jun 24

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    I grew up in a very ****** up family. I have a lot of problem going on in my life, between career and relationship. Besides i also have bipolar disorder and depressed. Since i...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F Jun 25

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    I was coming home from my Dad's and for some reason I was depressed, idk why nothing bad happened, nothing was wrong. I heard depression comes randomly well unless you where...
    catbradley catbradley 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I m feeling low and depressed but i don't know why... I cant find a proper reason....... Maybe there isn't a reason at all.... :/ maybe i cant find it...
    pedalEve pedalEve 16-17, M Jun 27

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    I hate seeing my friends Depressed because I don't want them to feel pain and hurt because I have felt a lot of it more than anyone can imagine
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I just got home. Was out with friends the whole afternoon. Then went to the mall to buy some clothes.I should be happy, but I'm horribly depressed. I want God to just take me. I...
    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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