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I Am So Depressed

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    I wanna quit. I want to let him go.

    He's such a dumb A-Rod I'm sick of it....I'm fighting dying of cervical cancer and have a family to care for 3 little ones and I'm doing it all alone and coping with it all alone...no help or support from him...his mother perpetuates and condones his childish behaviors....I'm'm...
    sammysj8899 sammysj8899 31-35 Aug 2

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    "Depression is a war.

    No winners or losers and the only possible death, is yours." -Me
    felicitymadore felicitymadore 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Sad & Depressed

    I am so sad and depressed. feel all alone. Kids don't have time for me. They don't understand my depression.
    mainecoonkitty mainecoonkitty 56-60, F 10 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    I just want to die. I've given up in school I

    just want to cut all the time now and do pills so I become numb. I don't remember what pure happiness feels like.
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Make That Change, Stand Up.

    Maybe me crying doesn't mean much to you. Does it? As humans we tend to forget pain so we don't feel it. So, you really don't know how bad I hurt, unless you're hurt. I feel so unwelcome everywhere. I've been turned down so many times. I've honestly become so weak. Because...
    dancesammydance dancesammydance 18-21, F 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    Im 45, married, 3 kids,

    good job, but life sucks. I don't get along with my wife even though I love her. I'm also battling an addiction (currently on suboxone). I leave home and sit in my car on the internet or whatever a lot (I also chain smoke lately so I can do that in the car but not in the house...
    Imtryingtomakeit Imtryingtomakeit 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    I am from sri lanka.

    and i am of course ftm. but till now i am having famine body what i completely hate... in sri lanka we don't have any facilities to do surgery or having T. I have very beautiful girl friend (i feel she is my wife) and she loves me but some times she feels that "is this gonna...
    MythaShan MythaShan 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    miszbrittneyy miszbrittneyy 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    Why Me

    I go through each day saying to myself why me? Why did i get to be the one to be picked to live this life. I life where it seems nothing can go right and I just can't seem to get ahead. A life of suffering that never seems to end. oh why me oh why me????????????
    krispinglover krispinglover 36-40 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    I'm....

    a disappointment to every one. I let my friends and family down, I cant be trusted, I cant be loved, I never do anything right. I dont know what my purpose is on earth, I'm not good at anything , I fail at one too many things and I want to die right now.
    bleu2ooth bleu2ooth 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    And Tired And..sleepy and Pathetic

    I can't move anymore, I give up, I don't feel like living, and I certainly don't want to live..I haven't got a clue to why are we living? While we are going to die..there is no point no answers for my questions, my head is about to explode from thinking and screaming at...
    MysteriousMiracle MysteriousMiracle 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2009

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    I feel suicidal and am afraid to tell my

    girlfriend cause I don't want her to think she doesn't make me happy
    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    I Fall In Depression

    I fall in to depression every month or every other month..And sleep all day and night some time on weekends.And then Monday comes and can not get out of bed to dowhat i have to do.i can not deal with this depression some time .,it just comes out of the blue.And my parents had it...
    ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2012

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    Lately, I've been so down

    but now i feel depressed because if any of you read my last blog or questions, you will understand but if not... Oh well. I don't know what do to anymore, I feel like I've reached a dead end to my life... I don't know who to talk to because everyone has got their own challenges...
    Caramels1234 Caramels1234 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    Expecially Right Now

    Yes the holidays are here, that means I am depressed.  Expecically this year.  It has been so rough for my family. I was living in Ventura with my husband at the beginning of the year, but with having a baby and no sitter we decided to move back to my home...
    J21883 J21883 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Ok! World You Got Me Depressed Now Satisfied?

    All the things I don't like to have going on, is doing so. Nothing for what I like is happening. I'm damn Depressed today and there isn't any way to get anyone to know that. Just Annoys the Hell out of me. I don't like all these damn days being clear and sunny here in Aberdeen...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Feb 22, 2010

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    I wanna get drunk and high

    and stay like that for the rest of my life
    Idonthaveanameanymore Idonthaveanameanymore 18-21, F Aug 8

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    I wake up in the morning

    and just want to go back to sleep so I do. Feeling like there's nothing here for me to do. Forever heartbroken over everything. Hurt by very one. I'm homeschool on my last year of highschool have always gone to public school until I moved and got bullied for being quite . Yes...
    Sam151 Sam151 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I don't know how to handle things.Their just spiralling out of control.Sometimes I think I'm not really alive.Like it's just a nightmare.I just can't wake up and I need to be saved from myself.You would never guess I'm sad and I've been told I'm strong but in reality Im weak. I...
    brittanytg98 brittanytg98 13-15, F Sep 17, 2012

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    I need help. I'm only 17 years old.

    My boyfriend of a year is graduating. I love him so much. I have been struggling with severe depression since I was 12. I also have a EDNS. I haven't been this depressed in years. He makes me so happy. When he graduates he's not even leaving town so I don't know why I'm so sad...
    alokken570 alokken570 16-17, F May 16

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    I feel so down these days.

    Like worst than ever. I wanna rip everything out of my life and start over. I know people are gonna comment 'attention seeker' and stuff. Feel free to comment what u want. I feel so alone, empty and worthless. There are some really great people here on ep, but im praying for...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    Tonight on the train home I became aware of the

    little footprint I will leave upon this world. To feel insignificant but feeling that you should want more, yet not really wanting to be more
    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I hate living at my house.

    I cant get emancipated yet or move out because I'm in the process of finishing my immigration papers. I wish good things would happen to me for once.
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13 16-17, F Feb 2

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    I was 'diagnosed' with multiple

    'illnesses' 'Disorders' what ever the government can come up with I guess.... I allowed myself to be diagnosed by a bunch of people who I believed to be superior to me because they wore a jacket and had a fancy pen ha ha After 'curing myself' 'tricking hier archy' And...
    Titch83 Titch83 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    Still dealing with the loss of my mom.

    The loss of everything. I just started a new job. I feel it will be good though. I am a caregiver at an assisted living facility. And I reallllly like it. I am just so out of it though. I have quit so much lately. Before this one, I quit a job, smoking, doing drugs.... I need...
    amberderrickx amberderrickx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Depression Is Like a Demon Stealing Your Soul!!!!

     Depression is like a demon stealing piece of your soul each day. It lets you out once and a while, then drag you back in. You make deals to be free for a moment, then your back in.  It robs you all the happiness inside of you, making life dull, like taking the taste...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 16, 2009

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    feeling so insecurity.

    i don't no why but its very hurting. i think i cant take this pain to my heart. GOD!!!! really how disgusting i feel today.
    amruthasmily amruthasmily 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    castaway07 castaway07 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    I need a friend. I need social life.

    Message me if you are needing too.
    allissha allissha 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    After This I Will Be In "i Don't Belong Here"

    It is not my brain making me Depressed.  It's who I am and this dang Stupped World which doesn't have the sense to know who I am and cooperate with me.  It's the Damn Antitheisis I get for trying to make something about my unique life and not a damn soul is in...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 5 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Bullied? Or Betrayed?

    Hello, I have a question. Was I bullied, or betrayed my my friend? Please answer... My friend, (call her KK) kk, is my one and only friend. I follow her EVERYWHERE. People think I'm annoying. So does kk. She calls me names, says my clubs are boring, once, she called me a dummy...
    iknowhowufeellike iknowhowufeellike 22-25 Nov 25, 2013

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    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F Apr 10

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    Related Experiences

    I would really appreciate some feedback and advice. I don't really know what to do. My younger brother, he's 19, is depressed. He has been for a fair while. He's secluded himself...
    JohnFaith93 JohnFaith93 18-21, M 2 Responses 20 mins ago

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    Hello, About 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression, though I would say I have been depressed for a few months it has really got me to a point where I need to write this...
    guethary guethary 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    so i just feel like ranting. Been sick for about 5 years now with ME and feel like total **** every day too exhausted to do anything super depressed it just feels like its never...
    imtiredwastaken imtiredwastaken 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Don't even know why i am doing this, but here it goes. I am 22 year old guy, who had his share of sorrow trough most of my life. My first memories as child are of my grandfather...
    TheLostSoulTravaler TheLostSoulTravaler 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    I try to tell my friends what it's like to be depressed but unless they have been themselves they don't understand. It's just so hard to explain unless you've been there. I think...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F a week ago

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    I always thought that I am an unemotional person who doesn't get too sad or depressed with whatever happens. But, recently all this changed with an incident where I hurt a person...
    AGuyTurnedOptimist AGuyTurnedOptimist 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    ...but I'm not anymore. Just a year back, I was so badly depressed. I thought it would be the end of my life: actually, I didn't even look forward to any life. I thought there was...
    sunflowerheaven sunflowerheaven 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    "Depression is a choice" that is what i realised when i was depressed . You can use to be depressed or make things better is all up to you
    keij10307 keij10307 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
    gongetit121 gongetit121 26-30, F Aug 23

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    Im not saying im completely depressed all the time, but i know that even when im happy ill always be sad.. y'know? It's like im not meant to be happy... I get into depressed states...
    Gallobaby Gallobaby 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I have been depressed before~ People I knew had cancer 2 died 1 is surviving 1my grandma -died 2my friend -died 3 my mum -lived I was depressed The first time is when I found...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Hi, I'm a 29 year woman who has been depressed since I was 12 for many reasons, the main is that I'm ugly. I live and 3rd world country that I hate, I had many family problems...
    MinekoChan MinekoChan 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    I am living in Northern England, rapidly approaching the age of 35, depressed that I've never been able to have a real social life. The problem is that I'm still living with my...
    CodemonkeyNE CodemonkeyNE 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    Ok, I know I shouldn't feel depressed but I do. I have always had a great relationship with my dad and thought I did with my mom up until I lost my job of 12 years, 3 years ago. I...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    The worst day of school I've had all year so far. Had a complete gasping for breath ugly crying panic attack in front of my old teacher who held my hand. He sat with me for a bit...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 12

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    I have days where I have ups and downs or just occurrences that make me depressed. It just really depends on the situation but most of the time I am usually happy or just have...
    MiZShortiiE MiZShortiiE 18-21, F a week ago

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    i just feel so depressed lately and i am getting suicidel thoughts, sometimes i think i am not good enough to live in this world, but other times i feel great i love helping others...
    shania295 shania295 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    My mom is severely depressed. My dad is too and he has thought about suicide often. My little sister has Autism and she sees hallucin