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I Am So Depressed

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    I hate living at my house.

    I cant get emancipated yet or move out because I'm in the process of finishing my immigration papers. I wish good things would happen to me for once.
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Make That Change, Stand Up.

    Maybe me crying doesn't mean much to you. Does it? As humans we tend to forget pain so we don't feel it. So, you really don't know how bad I hurt, unless you're hurt. I feel so unwelcome everywhere. I've been turned down so many times. I've honestly become so weak. Because...
    dancesammydance dancesammydance 18-21, F 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    I'm....

    a disappointment to every one. I let my friends and family down, I cant be trusted, I cant be loved, I never do anything right. I dont know what my purpose is on earth, I'm not good at anything , I fail at one too many things and I want to die right now.
    bleu2ooth bleu2ooth 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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    After This I Will Be In "i Don't Belong Here"

    It is not my brain making me Depressed.  It's who I am and this dang Stupped World which doesn't have the sense to know who I am and cooperate with me.  It's the Damn Antitheisis I get for trying to make something about my unique life and not a damn soul is in...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M 5 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    I feel suicidal and am afraid to tell my

    girlfriend cause I don't want her to think she doesn't make me happy
    soulalchemist28 soulalchemist28 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    Tonight on the train home I became aware of the

    little footprint I will leave upon this world. To feel insignificant but feeling that you should want more, yet not really wanting to be more
    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    I don't know how to handle things.Their just spiralling out of control.Sometimes I think I'm not really alive.Like it's just a nightmare.I just can't wake up and I need to be saved from myself.You would never guess I'm sad and I've been told I'm strong but in reality Im weak. I...
    brittanytg98 brittanytg98 13-15, F Sep 17, 2012

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    Depression Is Like a Demon Stealing Your Soul!!!!

     Depression is like a demon stealing piece of your soul each day. It lets you out once and a while, then drag you back in. You make deals to be free for a moment, then your back in.  It robs you all the happiness inside of you, making life dull, like taking the taste...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 16, 2009

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    Why Me

    I go through each day saying to myself why me? Why did i get to be the one to be picked to live this life. I life where it seems nothing can go right and I just can't seem to get ahead. A life of suffering that never seems to end. oh why me oh why me????????????
    krispinglover krispinglover 36-40 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    Bullied? Or Betrayed?

    Hello, I have a question. Was I bullied, or betrayed my my friend? Please answer... My friend, (call her KK) kk, is my one and only friend. I follow her EVERYWHERE. People think I'm annoying. So does kk. She calls me names, says my clubs are boring, once, she called me a dummy...
    iknowhowufeellike iknowhowufeellike 22-25 Nov 25, 2013

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    I just want to die. I've given up in school I

    just want to cut all the time now and do pills so I become numb. I don't remember what pure happiness feels like.
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I Fall In Depression

    I fall in to depression every month or every other month..And sleep all day and night some time on weekends.And then Monday comes and can not get out of bed to dowhat i have to do.i can not deal with this depression some time .,it just comes out of the blue.And my parents had it...
    ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2012

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    I was 'diagnosed' with multiple

    'illnesses' 'Disorders' what ever the government can come up with I guess.... I allowed myself to be diagnosed by a bunch of people who I believed to be superior to me because they wore a jacket and had a fancy pen ha ha After 'curing myself' 'tricking hier archy' And...
    Titch83 Titch83 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sad & Depressed

    I am so sad and depressed. feel all alone. Kids don't have time for me. They don't understand my depression.
    mainecoonkitty mainecoonkitty 56-60, F 10 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    castaway07 castaway07 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im 45, married, 3 kids,

    good job, but life sucks. I don't get along with my wife even though I love her. I'm also battling an addiction (currently on suboxone). I leave home and sit in my car on the internet or whatever a lot (I also chain smoke lately so I can do that in the car but not in the house...
    Imtryingtomakeit Imtryingtomakeit 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    Expecially Right Now

    Yes the holidays are here, that means I am depressed.  Expecically this year.  It has been so rough for my family. I was living in Ventura with my husband at the beginning of the year, but with having a baby and no sitter we decided to move back to my home...
    J21883 J21883 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    feeling so insecurity.

    i don't no why but its very hurting. i think i cant take this pain to my heart. GOD!!!! really how disgusting i feel today.
    amruthasmily amruthasmily 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Ok! World You Got Me Depressed Now Satisfied?

    All the things I don't like to have going on, is doing so. Nothing for what I like is happening. I'm damn Depressed today and there isn't any way to get anyone to know that. Just Annoys the Hell out of me. I don't like all these damn days being clear and sunny here in Aberdeen...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Feb 22, 2010

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    I wake up in the morning

    and just want to go back to sleep so I do. Feeling like there's nothing here for me to do. Forever heartbroken over everything. Hurt by very one. I'm homeschool on my last year of highschool have always gone to public school until I moved and got bullied for being quite . Yes...
    Sam151 Sam151 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    He took my middle child 15 years ago.

    Today he took my 13 year old
    chastewhisperer chastewhisperer 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    I never realized it until today but I actually have been depressed for almost 3 years. Probably longer. I used to be super depressed everyday. But now I'm just depressed in general...
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    Well, it is no secret because I know. Is that all matters? No, but it seems like it. With my circumstances and the live and "family" I am stuck in, I suffer depression and nobody...
    ColourmeAmb ColourmeAmb 18-21, F Apr 10

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    Why am I depressed? Maybe because no one really cares about me at least that is what it seems. My friends keep walking out of my life. I feel like I disappoint my mom no matter...
    Oreolover27 Oreolover27 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I don't want to be depressed any more. I go through waves of joy and sorrow and I hate it. My mom had cancer. My sister was in a mental hospital. My dad works but doesn't make much...
    chrisrose925 chrisrose925 13-15, M Mar 22

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    I'm just been so depressed lately i mean I have two good friends but they don't understand what I'm going to go through what makes me even more angry is that my mom always tells I...
    saladbarchris saladbarchris 13-15, M Mar 25

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    I don't get it! One minute you'll be having a wonderful day! All excited and happy and the next minute your broken down and sad and you feel like your worthless except for no...
    EmoPanda3 EmoPanda3 13-15, F Mar 26

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    Yesterday was a particularly bad day for me, I took a pill for the first time since I tried to kill myself through an overdose and all the feelings from that day came back. The...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    This is another stupid non-'experience' i've seen on here. How does Facebook out of all websites (especially this one) make someone feel depressed? Because you have no friends? No...
    Yogurtree Yogurtree 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a teenager but I think I'm depressed. I've been depressed in the past before but I think it's come back to haunt me. I wear nothing but giant jackets and jeans all year round...
    iLoveAsjohn iLoveAsjohn 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I widowed 49 days ago. I'm 29 and I have two small daughters, 1 and 3. There are days when I'm ok..ish and more or less accepting. What else can we do.. Really.. And there are...
    Tisimi Tisimi 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I need someone to talk to, i am so depressed and broken
    sinshine sinshine 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    ImAlive3000 ImAlive3000 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I am lonely, depressed and looking for hope. 10 years ago I was young, thin, beautiful, successful and strong. 9 years ago I was diagnosed with cancer. Now I am 250lbs...
    anm52309 anm52309 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Ive been even more quiet and even more distant. No one knows or cares to realize just how depressed I really am.
    underageloner underageloner 13-15, F Mar 25

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    I am not sure if i am depressed or not.but I don't from the past week,I am feeling like I could never be happy again..its got nothing to do with my life circumstances, which are...
    discoveringmyself20 discoveringmyself20 18-21, F Mar 28

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    So, my sister has always been great in school, Except for lately, She has been really depressed and have been starting to forget things, Therefore she has trouble in school since...
    Iwanttobeanonymous123 Iwanttobeanonymous123 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I broke up with my bf of 6 years, not because I didn't love him or care about him. But because we went through a lot and I had a lot to get over. So I broke up with him so I...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I've been depressed for a few years now, nothing ever feels like it's getting better. How can it when i'm stuck in a town filled with utterly horrible people? i mean, friends i've...
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