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I Am So Down

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

    Survivor, Strong, Depressed, Alone

    So, I'm a university student who have no close friends or family members that I spend a lot of time with or have long conversations with or talk with all through the day and night. I feel so alone. Most of my life, that's how I felt. There's people who have people in their life...
    Journeytime Journeytime 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    Yea

    So its been bad enough getting kicked out of my house, having to move in with my cousins and their mother. As if that wasn't bad enough, I was looking forward to having the weekend off, which hasn't happened since I started this new job, I was suppose to go to universal studios...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 14, 2013

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    I hate my skul rules. My mum confuses me...sigh...It jus hurts 2 glance at my ex bes fren. life kinda sucks at home.
    XxlostxsoulxX7 XxlostxsoulxX7 13-15 Jun 24, 2009

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    Hmm

    Blah!! i dont want 2 be here =[ im tired of life   Everything sucks
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17, 2008

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