but today was painful
I had to numb it
I have no one to call
it is just me and the night
He went to sleep because he thinks I'm weak
I wanted to make it better so I drank
It feels warm and I want to sleep
I will never do this again
as long as the pain stops.
alcohol here is a poem about it
I hate my brain
I hate my thoughts
I want to die
I want to rot
I hate my hate
I hate my aura
full of holes
I wished I died
back then when I tried
I hate god
I hate jesus too
they hate me
I hate you
they let a 10 year old
k im sorry for the profanity its just that im quite EXTREMELY drunk and its taking like 5 min to write each word and i reallt messed up tonoght i really messed up. Have you ever drank a shitload and then done something you totally regret? yes tat would be me right about now.
i hate to admit this, but i do this a lot. im 16, and i get drunk alot by myself. actually, im drunk right now and loving it. im sorry everyone that cares about me... no one knows i do this. im not addicted, i swear im not. but this could become a problem.
friend and two canadian interns.
Very drunk. 😑
Now i feel like, and my thoughts are way better than when i am not drunk.
I like Phil very much. And we kind of feel the same way. Atleast that is what he told me. Bit he is leaving. Oh crap. Sweet nothings. We had sex like...
I thought I might spare a few random thoughts ((lol)) I am sooooo faded right now typing should be illegal!!! I usually proof read my stories bc I have to type fast enough to keep up with my thoughts buuuuut tonight fck it! Thats the motto right now... actually it's YOLO which is...
Its been over a year since i have been last drunk haha.. althog why im i not making more typos ??
feel like fyliing :D there shuld be a OMG im drunk opinion on fb so that it would delete all the post made whilu undet the influence.
vacation spot isn't as fun as planned so made up for it with my fsvorite hobby, drinking. Looking for online communities of drunk people to commiserate with but the problem is you people keep sobering up and disapppearing ffrom threads. 'nioght, all.
I had some rather nice gin earlier tonight. Once the gin ran out, I started drinking something my girlfriend stuck in the back of the fridge called Limearita. It's almost like somebody made the effort to hold a bucket under Satan's sweaty testicles, added a dash of battery acid...
and sister. I got drunk, revealed my darkest secrets, revealed the side of me that no one knows exists about me. And I love my neighbor/friend, who my sister and I got drunk with, let us spend the night at her house for tonight. So I now know that I am the kind that laughs for...
Everything's blurry. I've had 12 shots of rum which has 40% alcohol/vol. I'm so dizzy. I don't know how far I am from being black-out drunk. I can still type this post if I monitor myself. I'm making lots of mistakes but correcting myself. You're not seeing it. I'm trying to be...
I was going to shop on e=bay, but I am so drunk right now that I didn't want to spend money. I can barely see my computer screen. My husband and I went out and had a few drinks too many. Our kids our grown and out of the house, so what's the harm in having fun?
And I keep jumpng between 2 songs.
lol man I can think pretty clearly but my body feels so heavy. its as if its not my own body. i dono. shiiiiit **** it...