This time I saw and felt it and ignored it because I really thought love would prevail.
I can't be with anyone because I don't have the skills needed to function in a relationship capacity.
Now I am accepting my fate and I am furious about it.
I am so freakin' angry! I have a 9 year old daughter who only has ONE chore to do around here every day and she is so lazy that she can't even empty the dishwasher for me! I work hard... and yet, the house is a disaster because the kids will leave messes everywhere...
Every time my eating disorder comes up, or i mention how i want to be thin, people always react with 'but you're pretty'
ITS NOT FRIGGING ABOUT BEING PRETTY.
I don't care if I'm hot, i don't care that I have guys after me, I don't care about that.
I hate that you...