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I Am So Freaking Tired Of Being Hurt

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    I'm Tired Of The Insecurities. I'm Tired Of Having To Compare.

    I'm tired of the insecurities. I'm tired of having to compare. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for freaking being me. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. I have to be so damn perfect. I hate having to pretend to be happy. I hate having to pretend the arguing doesn't p*ss me off just as much as...
    lovahchic lovahchic 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7, 2012

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    Always The Same

    I get treated so poorly because all I want to do is help.  I listen, am there no matter what (or try to be) and I am thoughtful.  Think anyone is like to me?  HELL NO.  I'm so tired of being treated like something someone stepped in during a walk in the park...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    Very

    So why do I stay here and tolerate the pain? What holds me to you, to this place and time? I search and search for the answers, but they are always elusive. The truth is, I do not know why I allow you to hurt me over and over again. I can't see the invisible chain that you...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19, 2012

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    How Many Times Can I Put Myself Back Together?

    Anytime I think something is good it all turns to ****.  I give my heart away thinking they will protect it and then they just throw it down and step on it as they walk away.  I have had to put myself back together so many times.  Each time I do they still get to take a small...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 9, 2011

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    My husband of 32 years is addicted to meth.

    I had been away helping my parents. My stepmother was ill. She passed away & I stayed to help my Dad. My husband quit talking to me & I had an affair for 3 weeks. My husband had been unfaithful long before this. Anyways, I went back home after 3 1/2 years & found that my husband...
    Alphie01 Alphie01 46-50 3 Responses May 20

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    My marriage is like a bloody yo yo.

    One minute it is really good the next it feels as though it is just not worth trying any more - and we have been married only seven months. It is like living with a total nutcase! Yesterday I was the second best thing that had ever happened in her life (the most important being...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Mar 15, 2014

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    The internet is basically how I met all of you,

    but you wouldn't know it's me... Sad isn't? Even though I'm alone I feel better then I do in most social situations. Maybe it's because you don't know what I look like, maybe it's because you don't know me? Or maybe it's because I know you never will know me... because if we did...
    DawnGray DawnGray 16-17, F 2 Responses May 22, 2014

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    Shattered

    It never takes long, sometimes a couple weeks, sometimes a month. It always happens though, they tell me they love me. It's bad enough I get attached to people easy, but when they say I love you, then it just becomes more intense. After that, about a month later, they leave me...
    AlwynMordoux AlwynMordoux 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Not popular, not handsome,

    not rich, just an average hard working middle class person? Forget it, no attraction at all, regardless of your achievements or intellectual capabilities, you just don't fit the criteria. Such a sad reality I have to live with every single hour...
    txdude txdude 36-40, M Mar 19, 2014

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    I Feel Ashamed As I Keep Getting Hurt...

    And I feel it is my fault. Maybe I am too nice/too boring/too quiet/not assertive enough or simply not worthwhile enough. It happens a lot and I can't seem to make a decent friend because everyone seems to treat me badly or as though I don't matter. It used to upset me, now I...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    I. Need. Help.

    You. I find out that you do dip. You do it in front of me. this is a shock just in itself. you crashed you crashed to peer pressure. And i am hurt by it. And then i find out that you are drinking and stuff too? What the heck? You arn't the right guy that i knew before. i dont...
    lovahchic lovahchic 13-15, F Jun 23, 2012

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    You Don't Notice It

    But you are breaking me down into pieces, its not your fault though.
    iminpain iminpain 18-21, M Feb 21, 2010

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    I've tried, I think I've always tried.

    Yes, I wasn't always the nicest person but why wouldn't a relationship that's went on for so long not have bad days? I always give it my best effort, to show that I'm there for her, but she just keeps pushing away and ends up hurting me so much. I cry for days, and then she goes...
    Broomvroom Broomvroom 18-21, F Feb 18, 2014

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    Some Times

    Sometime people hold on to thing when they need to let it go im not perfect an it still feels like im holding on but i working on it an pretty soon i will let go of him i ced i let go to him when he texted but its not true i had to let the truth out but not to him
    darkangel18 darkangel18 18-21, F Jan 19, 2013

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    My Tenderheart

    I'm 17, but a few days ago I was only 16. My birthday wasn't celebrated. I am a girl walking in her own tormented shadow. I believe my destiny is somewhere out there waiting for my arrival. I have almost no friends. I have a toy who I consider my best friend. Even though he's a...
    Cianna300 Cianna300 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2013

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    What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger? Sometimes I Think It's Better To Get Killed.

    If you get killed, you suffer once and then it's all over. It's bull**it that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Sometimes, it might be the case. Unfortuntely, it's not mine. People rely on me. Always. And expect me to know everything. Maybe they think I don't hurt? Just...
    ibukichan ibukichan 16-17, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Yes I have a freaked accent,

    yes I have a big nose or ears, no hair, whatever it is. Why am I judged by he surface and don't even get a chance? Whatever happened to honesty, integrity, kindness, intelligence, etc being the measure!! Such a dysfunctional society we live in. If you're not "culinarily like...
    txdude txdude 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 19, 2014

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    I'm So Tired Of Trusting And Getting Hurt

    All I want is for one person to tell me the truth.i want them to be completely honest...but do I get that?NO!i get lies,hurt,pain,numbness,broken promises,and meaningless truths.i wish I could find just one person that doesn't want to completely shatter me...is this to much to be...
    666SkItTlEz666 666SkItTlEz666 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    I Don't Want To Love Him Anymore

    I don't think you realize how much you've hurt me. How badly this has gone for me. I'm getting tired of holding in the hurt, but I don't want to appear as weak. You and her are great, but me, just an outsider. I mean your never going to love me, no matter what anyone says. I stay...
    lovahchic lovahchic 13-15, F May 22, 2012

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    Never Again

    I believe I will never be hurt again now I've found my girl I will be hers forever no matter who or what tries to drive us apart I will be faithful till the end I love you Olivia
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 19, 2013

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    I Can't Take Anymore

    I'm so tired of people expecting me to do things they aren't willing to do and expect me to give more to the relationship than they are willing to give. I feel like i am always being taken for granted and taken advantage of. I'm tired of working so hard to make relationships work...
    kzoodiana kzoodiana 36-40, F Feb 23, 2012

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    When Do I Get Used To It?

    It's true, ya know? I have been hurt so many times and so often throughout the years that I sort of expected to grow accustomed to the pain of a broken heart. I guess it's something one can never fully get used to.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 21, 2011

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    Starting Today...

    I don't chase after anyone anymore...if you want to walk out of my life, I'll hold the ******* door open for you. I'm so sick and tired of people leaving or just having a half *** participation in my life. You don't want to be there for me? Then you turn around and expect me to...
    Heartonmysleeve22 Heartonmysleeve22 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 27, 2012

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    Such An Idiot

    So tired of being hurt. All a guy has to say is "I love you I will never ever hurt you," and I fall for it every single time. I consider my self a very intelligent person but when it comes to men I'm so stupid. I'm such a romantic idiot. Emphasis on IDIOT. I guess I just want to...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2011

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    Conundrum

    I am awfully tired of being hurt, and yet, I fear my old answers aren't working anymore.  It's just not as easy as it once was to grow a callus.  I can't wall off every situation, aggressor, emotion...  I need to feel.  And that means that I need to get comfortable with...
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit 31-35, F 14 Responses May 24, 2011

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    I wish i had a shut of switch

    for my emotions. I honestly dont want to feel anything for anyone anymore. Im so sick of opening my heart and my trust to people and just being hurt. Why is i that everyone leaves me with no explanation, Why is it that im not worth an explanation or even worth fighting for. It...
    Gertrude95 Gertrude95 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    My ex was upset and was thinking about killing

    him self yesterday and he calls me and I talked him outta of all that and then we talked all night and he thanked me before we got off the phone and said it was nice to talk to me again.. I was happy bc the whole 2 months we were broken up I thought about him 24/7 and I missed...
    xxjuiletxx xxjuiletxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2014

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    Im Tired Of Being Hurt

    I try not to get attached to people i know who are going to leave me in the end and i always do.When they do leave i try to block it out. sometimes it works like when my father passed i just smiled and said it was fine and went on with my life but know i noticed that it didnt...
    betweenloveandhate betweenloveandhate 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2012

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    I know not all men are horrible just most of

    them so if you have a good one never let them go
    Kimberlee123 Kimberlee123 41-45, F Jan 7

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    pain leads to growth

    and i can almost blame myself for my own pain. would lov ed to meet someone that's real and open to the things we have been kept from about ourselves and who the human race really is:-) love you all be sure to spread the love it's all thst matters........:-);-)
    luke5573 luke5573 41-45 Jan 7

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    Pain.

    Do you know what it feels like to have your trust broken again and again? Do you know what if feels like to take a leap of faith and then fall? Do you know what it feels like to know you cannot count on your family at all? Do you know what it feels like to hurt, I mean really...
    Dollbaby03 Dollbaby03 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    When?

    My entire life I always seem to be the one hurting my earliest memories are not happy ones, but I've always told myself one day things will change and the hurting will stop......well now at the age of 30 I finally just give up and I might as well just face the facts that really...
    drkiris drkiris 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2010

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    I Am....

    and by one certian person too. Im so sick of her games. She really has no idea the harm, and the hurt that she is causing. She is really sick. She needs some help. I want to block her, but I haven't, because if she hurts someone I know, i want to be able to see it. I am just...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 21, 2010

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    Stepping Out Of This Depressing Mind State

    no matter what, only you can decide... misery loves company. think about it. its your life if you still respect ...
    it4o it4o 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    Why Don't I Move On?

    His words to me are poison. They leave me helpless. I don't know how to fight it. It seems to me that the only thing I can do is fall into his traps. I am so tired of the mind games. I don't want to be a crutch for someone, I want to love them with all of me, and want them to...
    BrokenInAMillionPieces BrokenInAMillionPieces 18-21, F Aug 15, 2013

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    I Cause To Much Disturbance On 'Earth' .

    Sorry About That Guys ... Maybe I Should Of Just Left Four Years Ago When I Was So Near It...
    KaliKween KaliKween 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2014

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