I'm so tired of being up and down all the time . I want to feel whole ... and thats exactly what im going to do . I want to numb these voices that hide out and come and go as they please . I'm tired of not being taken seriously .... by every one . I am a somebody not...
I have been going back and forth with my family...I have busted my *** getting this new job and all of its components in perspective..after sitting and a few cries and self pity..i am up off my *** and i am taking the Job.. New prospects opens new doors and great things and new...
"...Please let me clearly see that keeping all my pledges
is the foundation of the two attainments
thus may I keep my vows and all commitments purely,
even risking my life - please inspire me..." - by Lama Tsong Khapa
yesyesyesyesyes...hear my lion's roar!!!!!!
like she is something special to me again
like she is not just another woman who i'm interested in because of her ability to convey sex through a keyboard
like i am not a terrible person
that i love her, i love her - even though it's through the f*cking internet and i've...