like she is something special to me again
like she is not just another woman who i'm interested in because of her ability to convey sex through a keyboard
like i am not a terrible person
that i love her, i love her - even though it's through the f*cking internet and i've...
I have been going back and forth with my family...I have busted my *** getting this new job and all of its components in perspective..after sitting and a few cries and self pity..i am up off my *** and i am taking the Job.. New prospects opens new doors and great things and new...
I'm so tired of being up and down all the time . I want to feel whole ... and thats exactly what im going to do . I want to numb these voices that hide out and come and go as they please . I'm tired of not being taken seriously .... by every one . I am a somebody not...
"...Please let me clearly see that keeping all my pledges
is the foundation of the two attainments
thus may I keep my vows and all commitments purely,
even risking my life - please inspire me..." - by Lama Tsong Khapa
yesyesyesyesyes...hear my lion's roar!!!!!!