I Am So Glad I Snapped To My Senses And Did Not Do That

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 44 People

    Life was a burden and I thought I had nothing

    to live for. I spent a night looking from the bridge to the river. When the sun came up I started this new life.
    StrongProud StrongProud
    61-65, M
    Jan 15, 2014

    Related Experiences

    When i was in high school, I thought I loved some one but he did not love me as he said he did. He just wanted to get into my pants and then shoot his load into my vagina. I gave...
    maryhenderson69 maryhenderson69
    66-70, F
    a week ago
    i wonder if she meant all those things she said.you told me that if you got mad and said hurtful things i should just ignore them because you dont mean them.i wonder if you really...
    lanbanan lanbanan
    18-21, T
    a week ago
    Good Bye, take care. I'll mis EP As a hard and meaningful part of life
    Alittleboss Alittleboss
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    I I love her but she didn't love me back. I think of her consistently and not just when I'm lonely, even when I'm busy midday. I try my best to stop or hinder how I feel, but I can...
    LostHaze LostHaze
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I've regretted what I did to him. I'm so sorry. ;(
    tawless tawless
    18-21, M
    Apr 20
    You all are too foolish to deserve to have any kind of free speech or expression. Sheeple!
    Infinyte Infinyte
    36-40, M
    Apr 19
    Okay, I'm going to start like everyone else did; because I don't know how else I should. I know, for a fact, that some people will just see me as attention seeking and a liar, but...
    Rhino109 Rhino109
    13-15, M
    Apr 19
    it feels so worst when u know you did something really wrong and hurt someone you really cared. it feels so sick at such times
    tomharryasia tomharryasia
    31-35, M
    Apr 19
    If I had to make a TV show. I'd use EP to help boost views. The amount of interesting, funny, twisted, absolutely troubling things I get in my inbox daily.....
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    7 Responses Apr 17
    my mom suffered from breast cancer end last year and almost didn't make it ...she is better now but will never be the same, everything from movement to brain function was affected...
    carmenjass carmenjass
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    With the end near and seeing some of the negativity that has been presented about EP, I wanted to take a few moments and tell everyone about the positive that EP brought to my...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    12 Responses Apr 16
    I fell in love with an idiot and i was so madly crazy in love with him and turns out he doesn't want to be in a relationship because he's bad he has bad habits that he doesn't want...
    Mar1mar Mar1mar
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    I've been crying my eyes out because in this 2yr relationship I fell in love. I have never loved anyone like that. I didn't care about his background, I didn't care that everyone...
    linzzy linzzy
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    There was a girl a bit older than me on the bus, she was writing. I didn't want to disrespect her privacy, but she dropped her journal, so I picked it up for her. I ended up...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 14
    I have an 18 year old lawn boy and did him last summer. It got to be a weekly and sometimes more thing an he was good.
    lookingforfun66 lookingforfun66
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Apr 14
    Remember Dad , you left on purpose when I was a baby . Remember you said you never wanted a daughter I've never met u but I know u have other kids and I know u don't want to meet...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    8 Responses Apr 12
    I didn't wait because waiting is dumb. If you're in love with a person it doesn't matter if you're married, you should still be able to enjoy yourselves. And so what if you break...
    2byoung 2byoung
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Apr 10
    I used to be in an LDR with a guy 12,000 km. away from me before my current bf now. I spent a lot of time and effort trying to make things work even we were apart. I started...
    HomelessSoul HomelessSoul
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 9
    Continuing from my prior post. Experience. Story. Today I finally official smoked weed. My first time was really bad and everything failed but today I did it right... I think...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    10 Responses Apr 8
    Well I did it. Finally did it. First time for everything. This first time didn't suck at all.
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    21 Responses Apr 8
    Because right now i'm wondering if I'm being judgmental by thinking something just doesn't sit right with me here. It's just the number of men here who prey on underage girls...
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    I felt it and I knew This, between us was real As real as my flesh upon yours and yours upon mine Lips merging and tongues colliding, arms knotted and legs tangled There was an...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 7
    I am thankful that I found ep one day by accident. If I didn't, I would not have met you,talked with you or shared friendship with you. I am saddened by the fact that ep is...
    Lavender007 Lavender007
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    There's this guy, that I just can't seem to get over, even though we've never dated. He was one of the first few people I came out to, but we eventually lost contact until January...
    xxxMeeThreexxx xxxMeeThreexxx
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    I just need to say this is not a rant I'm just statin the damn truth, I'm so glad I finally got rid ( aka blockin & he'll hopefully leave me be ) of the pest guy on E.P. I don't...
    SuchHorribleThings SuchHorribleThings
    16-17, F
    Apr 4
    I sorta get where Elliot Roger was coming from..what I mean by that..is I kinda don't blame him ..in some ways..I mean murder is bad..but ya know shittt happens ..some females are...
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Apr 4
    I loved someone and they loved me too, but I didn't let them come near me because I wasn't ready. If only Id have let them walk into my life I wouldn't have had to deal with such a...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 4
    I did it. Not like before, this time I left for good. I left my alcoholic husband for the 3rd time and as they say third time lucky and I am. I am filing for a divorce and I am...
    sunshineonarainyday sunshineonarainyday
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    I sometimes wish I didn't exist because of all the bad things that I have done, and all the pain that I cause on the people I love. I haven't been happy in years therefore my life...
    KartierCutie18 KartierCutie18
    18-21, F
    Apr 2
    It's hard to get rid of an old habit but when it just disappears please celebrate!!!!!!!!
    Powerlyn Powerlyn
    18-21, F
    Apr 2
    you people are lucky I'm a little mentally ill right now.. itd be in your best interest to never have me fixed..you don't know how bitter I am
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Apr 2
    When life is rough, pray. -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    When life is rough, pray. -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    For those of you who have lost your desire to pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    For those of you who have lost your desire to pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    tumblr: http://omorashi-lovers.tumblr.com So I got into another holding contest. Me, Sara, and Bella. We decided to do 3 rounds: Round 1- Glass of water, Round 2- Huge...
    nataliesoul nataliesoul
    26-30, F
    Apr 1
    I have never been married and started messing around in high school with my boyfriend. He asked me if I would sleep with him and I said yes immediately.
    coedinbikini coedinbikini
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 1
    I (f) had sex with my best friend (m) for the first time and I ended up getting pregnant. That experience kind of ruined sex for me.
    Calhoontrista16 Calhoontrista16
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 1
    4 yrs ...waste of time....family his only dtr not taking it well
    cateyeslady cateyeslady
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 31
    DIVORCE! I told myself that not a word of that shall be spoken after getting married. Then at a snap of a finger, infidelity happened! And the gates of Hell widely opened...
    UnveiledWife UnveiledWife
    26-30, F
    Mar 31
    well, he texted me a half hour later saying Thank you and saying that he is required to do some counciling now, and he's telling me how much he misses me and how his love for me is...
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 31
    then he sent a bunch of garbled non sense. I texted him back that if I didn't hear from him in 10 min, I would call an ambulance. I didn't hear from him so I called
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 31
    I got some texts last night from him saying he drank some whiskey and took a bunch of pills, he had no one around so he was asking for me to phone 911..
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 31
    I wrote a paragraph about it. *sigh* I wish I could get over feelings. My friend is trying to hook me up with someone. I am loosing some of my friends. Someone said I made "many...
    Kayla429 Kayla429
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Mar 31
    I got a chance to explore my more mature side. I'd have to stop role playing or pictures if I got into a relationship so I'm kinda glad to see it go, yet I'm sad because I'll miss...
    secretlyhonest1 secretlyhonest1
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 30
    I don't think you EVER LOVED ME OR CARED. You don't give up, you stay! You left I believed in you, in us. Hurts. So bad.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 30
    It ripped me apart, I am so confused and bitter, and angry, and sad. I doubt everything and everyone.
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 30
    He denies it all. But I've seen enough proof. whenever I confront him with it he gets extremely angry and I don't want to talk to him anymore
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 30
    we were together for 10 years. He caused a fight, I think so I would kick him out. He choked me and spit on me.
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Mar 30
    We have a child together. 6 years old! He didn't think once about how it would effect her if I found out...in fact he told her that I don't love him anymore and Mommy is asking him...
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 30
    They continued on for well over a year, I had no clue. I'm pretty sure they were together in our apartment. I'm pretty sure they were in my kitchen and broke my blender ( smashed...
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 30
    The worst part is she only became friends with me, I guess to keep tabs?
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 30
    my ex cheated on me with a friend of mine.
    Fractured247 Fractured247
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Mar 30
    Can't believe the luck, the good times, the bad times, the jobs I've done, the career I'm in, the friends I have, my 'foibles' (Kimmi understands), and, what's even better, it's...
    TValentine TValentine
    56-60, M
    1 Response Mar 30
    Only 4 weeks ago, I happened across it; and now I only have 3 weeks to go. I shall miss it.
    TValentine TValentine
    56-60, M
    Mar 30
    Always my situation. I have a friend that I really like but he's a jerk and I'll never date him. but still I can't help but want him.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 30
    So, I have a very good friend. You know, that type of friend whose door is always open if you are too drunk to go home, with whom being quiet is peaceful and not awkward, and if...
    LeapingToadstool LeapingToadstool
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 29
    I have seen lots of people talk about adding people on here to other social media since this sites closing, I have found my way of connecting with people, through games and...
    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 29
    I wanted to but it didn't quite turn out that way.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 29
More Stories