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I Am So Happy I Could Cry

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    Finally!

     I submitted my FAFSA information in the end of January, like I was supposed to, and I checked it religiously for a while until I gave up for a little while. But, I just looked and I had an email saying that my award information is available and I...
    FeistyRoadrunner FeistyRoadrunner 19-21, F 4 Responses Apr 26, 2009

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