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I Am So Lonely

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    I miss having friends.

    I miss those midnight talks in the yard or on the porch, laughing our ***** off or telling eachother horror stories. Or just whatsoever. I just miss my two bestfriends. And after everything that has happened, I still wish them all the happiness. Where ever they are.
    YoureMyDemonMyDemise YoureMyDemonMyDemise 18-21, M Jul 20, 2014

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    I am thinking of paying

    for sex (male hooker, it is legal in the country I live). Kinda scared of the idea. But I need someone. I am a woman.
    foreversadsam foreversadsam 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    ladycaroline ladycaroline 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    It seems like no matter how much energy I put

    into trying to keep a good attitude or be positive about life - I simply cannot maintain it. I am so unbelievably lonely - I don't connect with people, I have no one to talk to, I spend every day alone. I wish I could meet someone who I could be affectionate with and/or just...
    meowmix29 meowmix29 22-25, F Mar 16

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    I'm feeling sort of lonely right now.

    Let's meet each other. 😉☺️
    Imaginatrix Imaginatrix 13-15, M Jun 13, 2014

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    Idk why but I feel so alone I have friends

    and I have family but the way they treat me is a different story. Some days I want to be alone and all hidden but it gets old fast and I am tired of losing friends and whatever
    sexybear4toy sexybear4toy 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Alone, Surrounded By People.

    Being a deeply introspective person, I try to examine and find definitive conclusions to the reasons why I feel the way I do, or why people do the things they do. There must be an answer, even if I'm not able to obtain one. I believe with enough time and patience, one can move...
    TheDarkTower TheDarkTower 31-35, M 11 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    The Continuos Pressure

    We see it on TV,on internet, on streets, commericals ... Everything and everybody says that it is bad to be single. The pressure is continuos. They say that we must find somebody. We must have someone by our side. I say, screw them! Sometimes it's better to be single and lonely...
    SaleSmrad SaleSmrad 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2012

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    I have next to no friends

    and next to no one to talk too
    Kaitlin100 Kaitlin100 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel like I have no one to talk to,

    it makes me feel so alone. I sometimes feel like most of my friends don't care and there ignoring me and avoiding me. Sometimes when I really need someone to talk to...no one is there. I just feel so alone.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2014

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    guys have the reputation of cheating on girls.

    i never cheated on any of my girl friends but they have all cheated on me. i see all these guys who are *** holes the their girls and the girls love them. i am kind and romantic but no girl seems to like that in a guy any more. non of my exes ever wanted to cuddle after sex its...
    vanmatrec vanmatrec 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    Angrybird3245 Angrybird3245 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    I am feeling really lonely.

    A feeling of isolation and being on the outside of what normal life is I guess. I'm in my 30's and have missed out on the marriage and kids thing, at least, that is how it feels when you hear others speak of their kids, their partners, what new kitchen they have, or holidays...
    Yougotmail Yougotmail 36-40 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    And I Have No One To Blame But Myself.

    I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't keep a friendship because I'm just a ****** friend. I will talk to them and be there for them, but randomly I will feel like I'm being annoying and they're just friends with me out of pity. So I shut down and stop answering their texts...
    SgtWalrus SgtWalrus 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    I can not believe how hard this is.

    If I would have known maybe I would have sucked it and stayed.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    So Alone

    I never thought I would feel so lonely. The longing has become so strong and  the feeling has become so overwhelming it's depressing. It creates a sense of weakness and for me that's the worst feeling of all. It leaves such a void of emptiness and despair. I mean I'm not a...
    sexxydiva sexxydiva 36-40, F 6 Responses May 24, 2011

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    I am so lonely and I miss you.

    I hope I could hear from you real soon so that I wouldn't worry a lot here.
    Charmeeee Charmeeee 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So Alone...

    I am going to be 38 soon and I feel more lonely now than ever. I never seriously thought that my fear of being alone at this age would really come to fruition. My family loves me because I am family, but they don’t truly “like” me. I have never had my mother...
    sportygrly sportygrly 36-40 Oct 23, 2008

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    I am just thinking of deleting my EP account

    for good one of these days. Thank you very much for all of those who believed and interacted with me for the past 10 months. I will just miss each and everyone of you guys.
    Charmeeee Charmeeee 36-40, F Feb 24

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    This winter is going 2 Suck .

    ... Cold and lonely
    sirdabsalot420 sirdabsalot420 18-21, M Nov 8, 2014

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    my boy friend hurt me add my skype to forgot

    all bad feelings here debbie.curt1
    debbiesmith23 debbiesmith23 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    Food Makes Me Happy

    i wish i knew y but since im lonely i have a void that is never easy to fill unless i eat something i love like any fast food or something that tastes really good like stuff my granny makes but mainly since females hate adisabled man like me food fills that void 4 about a hour...
    jayjax211233 jayjax211233 26-30, M 10 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    I Am So Lonely Inside

    Doesn't anyone see how lonely I am? Why can't anyone see how sad I am? Can't anyone see how much I hurt? Can't anyone see me struggling to stay alive. I feel so empty. I am losing my wife, my everything and don't really care! I lost who I...
    Sorriso Sorriso 46-50, M 8 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    princesscaro princesscaro 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Every day I put on a fake smile,

    hoping for a better day, and yet every day I'm rejected from everyone, even my own friends. No one knows how lonely I feel throughout the whole day.
    mistywolf14 mistywolf14 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8, 2014

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    I should be happy and thankful.

    I have the love of my life. A great life. I can do whatever I want with my days. He just works - a lot - out of town. I don't see him for a month, sometimes 2 or 3, and when he comes home, he is tired. He just want to be fed, massaged, and have his place in his recliner and the...
    truckerswife86 truckerswife86 26-30 Jan 24

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    The Park

    The other day while walking in the park I noticed a couple seated at a picnic table. They were making out like crazy. They seemed so in love. It was sweet. It made me think of when I was a teenager. I used to sneak off to the park and have secret rendezvous with a boy my parents...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F Mar 2, 2012

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    Two Steps Back...

    When did it go so wrong. Was it ever right? I am here, alone. Just alone. I never intended for it to be this way. I guess it has to be me, and my fault. But she decided another man was the answer. After 20 years of marriage and two wonderful sons. And she never even went with...
    boysherpa boysherpa 41-45, M 5 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    I Am Married But So Lonely

    Some strange things have happened to me since past few days and of course it is connected to the last story which i shared on EP which talks about my marriage. I was about to file a divorce and suddenly at the last moment my husband's family member's called up and said that they...
    Revona777 Revona777 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 28, 2011

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    I miss having someone,

    a couple of days ago I bought a brand new bed, its so big and comfortable but it makes me feel so lonely because I have this giant bed and no one to lay in it with me, I miss cuddling and staring into each others eyes, long warm kisses and the soft caressing : (
    cookieporn cookieporn 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 3

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    I Am So Very Alone

    My husband died last year, he was only 51 and wasn't ill.  He had a heart attack. I have since sold my home and moved closer to my daughter and her family.  They thought it would be a good idea.  Well, it's not! My daughter has pretty much nothing to do with me...
    whocaresjustme whocaresjustme 46-50 15 Responses Jan 27, 2009

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    My Shadow And I

    I'm friends with my shadow, it's long tall and black, it mimics every move I make, but never answers me back. It's like another part of me, tied at the heel, trying desperately to escape, never knowing how I feel. I'm always by my shadow, it doesn't matter if there's no...
    alwaysfightingmyemotions alwaysfightingmyemotions 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2012

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    I'm 17 and I can't seem to find "a group"

    or even just friends. I've changed schools but still in the same city. Everyone at my old school has forgotten about me and everyone at my new school already has their people and just ignores me. I'm not ugly, I've been told by many people I'm beautiful. I'm not mean, although I...
    fistfulofglitter fistfulofglitter 16-17, F Nov 1, 2014

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    how do i even start this?

    Well ive been kinda a loner from high school till now. I am currently 22. i never had a girlfriend or no girl has shown interest in me. i mean i feel like theres nothing wrong with me. it just seems that there is something wrong with me if that makes any sense. i have two best...
    timcruzm1193 timcruzm1193 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I'm Getting Tired Of Trying.

    I feel like I am the only person going through this. I guess I'll find out one way or another. Anyway, I'm 33, happily married and I have two, beautiful, healthy kids. I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back and food on the table. I am very grateful to have these things...
    notjustamom30 notjustamom30 31-35, F 8 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    i feel so lonely ,it the school break

    yet all i do is stay at home and sleep its been 10 days .All my friends stop contacting me ,we used to hang out together in the past ,but now no one even bother to contact me .My family is all working so only left alone in the house,this is really killing me
    Appolo123 Appolo123 16-17, M Oct 8, 2014

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    I want to die. if not

    for my kids i would just end it all. I want so badly to share my life with someone who is funny, smart, attractive, and who gets me. but I am getting old. Generally speaking I am not ugly, but i have lines around my eyes, my hair is greying. I try and keep it colored; I try...
    geminigirlnextdoor geminigirlnextdoor 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I have people around me,

    but no one i can share my intimate secrets, fears, sorrow, and joy. Someone to call me in my **** and really want to help me be a better person. Because, i want to be that for someone. -Glendale, CA
    LonesomeBuffalo LonesomeBuffalo 26-30, M Oct 6, 2014

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    Artist Trapt In His Room.

    I am a artist. I am trapt in my room. I go for walks. And i go to college. But i am trapt in my room the rest of the time. Doing my art. And my mum is my rock. But she is not a artist. So she can not help me with some things. I am blind but i can see a bit also. And i like to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    I am so very Lonely. I am a seemingly very

    social person. At school and at work, everyone thinks I am an extrovert as I am quite loud and laugh a lot and talk to everyone but I am not. I have this fake attitude that I have been living for so long and got really good at it because I dont wanna show people that I am...
    Killme2 Killme2 22-25 1 Response Mar 18

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    Living Alone

    I'm really social so I'm at my happiest when I'm with other people but as soon as I'm all alone I just kind of shut down and feel less than worthless. It's really becoming a problem that I feel the need to have constant attention/companionship... and it's only getting worse. I...
    louisthepearl louisthepearl 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I am so lonely, but the only person I can blame

    for that is myself. When people get to close to me or I feel like I'm becoming too attached, I just feel like I need to push them away. I hate the parr of myself that always feels like it needs to be on guard. Hell, I can't even stay in a relationship because I can never...
    LiamShiromaruEP LiamShiromaruEP 18-21, M Nov 23, 2014

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    Night after night day by day

    and nothing no matter what I do or say I'm always still left behind and alone constantly .. Guess destiny has got me in her clutches and there's no escape it seems
    movietime movietime 31-35 1 Response Jan 24

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    Trapped In My Head...

    I'm sure anyone who feels lonely, isolated, forgotten or/and completely alone knows what I mean by my title. Thats pretty much how I feel 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. I suspect most people never expected to be in this situation but I also suspect that at some point many people...
    homealoneguy homealoneguy 41-45, M 20 Responses Aug 11, 2009

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    Hollidays can be lonely.

    It's that time of year again and the feeling of loneliness is creeping up on me again. I used to really enjoy Thanksgiving and Christmas with family and friends. Now it seems all has disapeared from me and I'm here left all alone again for the Hollidays :(
    UnclesGiraffe UnclesGiraffe 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    The Kind Of Loneliness That Suffocates You

    so few people understand me.....so very very few.rare and precious people.. the most important and sacred bond is the one where you feel comfortable,safe and free to be who you really are,share and receive... I decided that people who understand me...those who can see deeper,are...
    incurableromantic incurableromantic 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    Soul Crushing Loneliness

    So lonely right now, I feel like nobody cares about me. What makes me lonelier is when people don't respond to my messages or anything on EP. I'm pathetic, I depend on the internet to take my loneliness away but I'm stupid for thinking. Maybe I should stop this fit of self...
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M 6 Responses Apr 27, 2012