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I Am So Lost

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    my boyfriend always contemplates on how he

    loves me so much, how perfect i am and that hes afraid im going to leave him. the thing is, we have gotten really close. i know that "other side" of him. frankly, i wish i didnt but at the same time i love him for who he is and how comfortable he is with me. he's well uh, a...
    thesmiths71 thesmiths71 18-21, F Jul 22, 2014

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    I do not understand math there is no point in

    math unless you are going to be a banker when you grow up
    lmawesomecool lmawesomecool 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    Lost drowning in nothing skin yells at a

    hollow skull the outcast snapped with deep darkness scars and emotions ghost face box room alone smoke fades the sorrows
    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M May 17, 2014

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    .....................

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    GirlWhoCuts GirlWhoCuts 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2014

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    So Lost

    I have been separated for a little over ten months from my husband and he says he wants a divorce but hasn’t given me the papers even after I said I would sign them without a fight......... I don’t want a divorce but I also don’t want a man that doesn’t want me...... Why...
    lostinlimbo48 lostinlimbo48 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    I am falling, I am fading,

    I am drowning Help me to breath I am hurting, I have lost it all I am losing Help me to breath
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 4, 2014

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    ...

    Really I have no idea. About anything. Who I am, what on earth I am doing, what I am doing on earth, if i like you, if I like me, if I want to be here, if I want to be anywhere. Im just floating, daydreaming through it. Like Ive been drowning for so long, fighting it, trying to...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 4, 2008

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    I Am Lost And Lonely

    I just ended a eight year relationship we were engaged for 5 years I put all my hope and dreams aside for his I helped him bulid a house and cooked and cleaned and worked a full time job i stopped talking and going out with friends becaused i loved him so much he became my whole...
    kld46 kld46 46-50 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Its been a while since my last post.

    ... For the past year I have been working hard to achieve my goals and become succesful, to be honest, I succeeded in every goal I had, but now being back at home, It feels like the more I achieve, the more I push away people...... Will it be like this forever, coz if it does not...
    DNA011 DNA011 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 24, 2014

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    It's Unreal Just How Lost I Am...

    Growing up I thought I had it all. I had a great family, religious beliefs that worked for me, a beautiful childhood. I was confident, cared-for, self-assured, happy, secure, comfortable and strong. Then in my teens I made choices that I now regret and hate myself for. My life...
    sheekchic sheekchic 31-35 4 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    My husband just told me last week

    that he doesnt want to be with me anymore. We have 4 kids and dont know how to deal with all of this for their sake. I know how ridiculous this sounds but I'm worried for all of us. He said that I have too much to change that trying to work it out would be worthless. He also...
    lost808 lost808 31-35, F 3 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Heavy Sigh

    I'm lost, alone, traveling in darkness... blinded, deaf, unknown and unseen... muted, silenced, forgotten by many... saddened, frightened, scared... of the past, the present, the future... so bleak, for my children, myself, my world... evil, hatred, horrid people...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    My first day back to school

    and I am already a lost little senior but thanks to my awesome school councilor he got my schedule straightened out and all is good I just miss my wonderful man I hope I get to see him after school
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I just found out that I have genital herpes

    and the pain I am going through is absolutely grousum, I am so scared because this is something that stays with you for your whole life. I can't deal with having to go through this pain any longer my doctor told me this could last up to 3 weeks. I honestly just don't want to...
    shellyeahx shellyeahx 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2015

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    So lost emotionally. I haven't been on here much

    and I've been trying to put all of my focus on school... But Dani here has been having a lot of difficulty with that (talking in the third person for dramatic effect... pathetic yet somewhat comical). In the past 3 weeks I have lost all my motivation, the love of my life, tons...
    alexis3000 alexis3000 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    I try so hard to be good again

    and learn to be peaceful but i can feel the darkness in me tugging and pulling , getting stronger and its happening so quick. its so easy for me to say fvck it all and become that careless, cold , angry , lonely ,and sad little insane person again. I dont want to be always seen...
    LunarDream LunarDream 16-17, M Aug 30, 2014

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    I Am So Alone In This Life...

    There have been only a few times that I was convinced that This was it, that I was finally complete and my life was finally going in the right direction.. Today I sat in a deep depression and tried to find what it was exactly that shattered me so deeply inside that I feel I may...
    Wykitt23 Wykitt23 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    How Does It Go From the Sweetest Love Making I Have Ever Felt to Nothing?

    He and I had just made love.  we talked.  It is so hard to have a long distance relationship. It had felt so good to have him near to me again.  I had to tell him that I was so  lonely.  My female friends all abandoned me, as they always do.  (why...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 27, 2007

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    I hate working I quit everything my work ethic

    sucks I'm an egotistical hypocritical Doushe bag that doesn't know what he wants to do in his life. I'm headed nowhere I'm self destructive and lazy. I'll never amount to anything in this poisonous society. All I want to do is play video games travel the world and make a family...
    Kloud99 Kloud99 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12, 2015

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    I'm Lost

    It looks like people just know what they want and what to do. People look happy or at least fine. And grown up. I hate myself for not being able to be like that. Why I don't know what I want or what to do? Why I have to be this passive all the ******* time? Why I can't be happy...
    Lowfatmilk Lowfatmilk 22-25 Nov 29, 2013

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    I dont know whats wrong with me.

    I'm so tired all the time, I used to be an insomniac an now I can't stay awake for more than 8 hours straight. I can't get really excited about anything, I've tried . The few people I talk to regularly have noticed that somethings up with me and I'm often bitched at for not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 13

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    How Did I End Up Here

    I don't know if anyone else feels like this, but I just feel so isolated and alone. Recently I have been culling negative people out of my life. I felt this needed to be done because they were not good for me. But as always, the tables were turned on me and I end up being the bad...
    SoulSearching83 SoulSearching83 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    Have u ever cried while u're laughing watching

    a comedy show and u werent crying because of laughter but because u're feeling depress and u cant stop thinking bout how u can get through it, how u've tried everything so just u wont feel the emptiness go to ur friends, watch movies, eat go out, even starve urselve but none of...
    imlost77 imlost77 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2015

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    He just disappeared out of no

    where lost and confused hurt and in disbelief.... he knows he has to know this hurts... why? I just want an answer and I feel like I'm being ignored! If I only knew what I could do right to make it better I would regardless the matter of the fact is this is what happens when you...
    jbnj12 jbnj12 26-30, F Sep 12, 2015

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    It's a really low day.

    I can't shake it. I feel so hollow. Good damn it! Why me? What the hell did I do to deserve this? Why can't I just be normal. I just want my friends. I just want to be able to hang out with them and not feel out of place and isolated. I'm breaking down more and more with every...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M May 8, 2015

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    I am a lost soul and feel

    so out of place and time then plonker me goes and watchs something like Dr who gee I know its a tv program but its still able to rip that f@ing hole right open again. This world, our race ... we are f@ed and for what ? we are evil to each other and only reason we really havenis...
    LustenUK LustenUK 26-30, M Dec 12, 2015

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    :'(

    This all just feels so wrong. I found where you were writing about your feelings, because I'm a creep, but they weren't about me.. It sucks that you had feelings for someone so soon after we broke up in January and never bothered to tell me. I guess I really was the second choice...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 21, 2011

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    Flor MagníFica De Amor

    The seed was planted in the soil of my soul; a spark within of desire.. curiosity... attraction. I poured my water over the seed; staring wide-eyed and like a child, innocent; wanting to see what flower would bloom. I poured my water, my words of love, my gentle care, my...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F Oct 4, 2013

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    MsRebel MsRebel 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2014

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    Drugs And Love?

    *sigh* I dont know what to do. I am so lost. I want to help my ex...but i know i cant. i want to stop feeling for him, but it's hard todo because i'm so deperate for love. i'm only 16...but i want it soooo bad. i have never been loved in anyway by anyone and that does **** to a...
    doubleDlicious doubleDlicious 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 28, 2006

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    At this point, I'm so depressed

    that I really don't care if I'm going to die from kidney failure anymore. I just want to die already, I'm so miserable. Just take me already, God.
    LindseyElaine LindseyElaine 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    I feel like my life is directionless.

    if it does have a direction, it's headed straight down south and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
    GoGoTomago GoGoTomago 18-21, M Jun 19, 2015

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    Sleepless nights I toss

    and turn in bed.. Random fights My mind turns heads.. Beauties and frights My past looms ahead.. Dull and bright My heart plays dead.. I am lost in the silent vastness of my own mind. I hope to prevail, with a touch of fingers intertwined.. Yes it is fatal, yes i am weak, but...
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn 22-25, M 1 Response May 17, 2015

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    Feeling empty lately.

    Just started college but I haven't met anyone so it's been pretty lonely. Not really worried about classes since I will have plently of free time to read and study. Had a small meltdown yesterday because I miss my friends and family. Hopefully things will look up this week...
    janewsmith janewsmith 18-21 1 Response Aug 31, 2014

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    Broken

    I don't think I've ever been so hurt in all my life. Never in my life have I ever physically felt my heart break. I don't want to have to pick up the pieces again...but I guess I have too.I loved you and trusted you with everything I had. I feel so lost and broken. You helped me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2013

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    I'm beyond lost. I can't

    even function right now at work. I just want to sit in the bathroom and cry. I have never felt so numb for so long and I feel like I'm going to break any moment and I do not know what to do
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 Sep 11, 2014

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    ...wondering,what a strange world with strange

    people doing strange things. i feel like am so young and dumb but all my life i was told and thought i am not sh*t..i feel like aargh..
    dope169 dope169 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    At Times...

    sometimes i really have no idea what i want to do with my life. then others it all seems so clear. i guess that's all part of why life can be so confusing.
    runnagirrl runnagirrl 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    I dont know if he likes me

    or wants to be my friend
    jacquiblue89 jacquiblue89 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I Am a Lost and Alone Failure

    I never thought I would get this far to rock bottom. Never. I am not looking for sympathy, but I just need to know that someone feels or had felt like this. Recently I have failed college. I have a partner that I feel isn't helping me the best they can, I just wished I had more...
    moomoo11 moomoo11 18-21 6 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    Im 22, had 5 different careers start up

    and fail, broke my back 10 months ago( which has stopped me from continuing my last career). i am trying to find my purpose but i just dont know how. i see the world for what it is, in essence, full of people that just dont care about anything but how much money they have and...
    Georgewatson99 Georgewatson99 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 30, 2014

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    Life

    I'm still figuring out what I wish to become after completing University. I want a profession which contributes immensely to Global Peace, but organization which I wish to join such as the UN which specialize in advocating for peace are monitored and funded by war enthusiasts...
    KillerLegacy KillerLegacy 22-25, M Nov 15, 2013

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    Lost W/o Him

    a month after the break-up... he still calls to say hello. i asked him 'why?' 'just to keep in touch...' i dunno if this is a good idea... i told him i needed some time on my own, truth to be told, i can't bear to hear his voice & feel so far away from him. we met up...
    sillypop sillypop 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2007

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    Through Heaven And Hell

    If I had known that today would be our last day together I would have spend more time with you just to give you a hug and kiss and to remind you how much I love you. Maybe if I had known that what we spend years creating others would destroy overnight. I never knew people had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 8, 2011

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