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I Am So Lost

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    :'( - This all just feels so wrong. I found where you were writing about your feelings, because I'm a creep, but they weren't about me.. It sucks that you had feelings for someone...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 21, 2011

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    I Am Lost In The World Of Misery. - i am lost in the world of misery and pain, hunger and vain if you give me a bucket i will fill it up with tears but you know that when the last...
    JamesWoodlost JamesWoodlost 18-21, M Jul 16, 2012

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    I Am a Lost and Alone Failure - I never thought I would get this far to rock bottom. Never. I am not looking for sympathy, but I just need to know that someone feels or had felt...
    moomoo11 moomoo11 18-21 6 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    Had Everything Now Its Gone - I need to tell my story because its tearing me apart.It all began about 17 years ago, i met this girl through my best friend ,who had known her...
    helst helst 46-50, M 2 Responses May 3, 2010

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    So Very... - I don't know what I'm doing... I'm putting on a brave face for treatment but honestly... I'm scared. Like really scared. I've been more irritable lately... I'm just...
    MissingIdentidy MissingIdentidy 22-25, F Apr 16, 2013

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    Jails, Institutions, And Death - I feel so lost. I don't know where to go from here. I've been fighting these demons for years now. Well before this time in treatment, I actually...
    libra604 libra604 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2012

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    Through Heaven And Hell - If I had known that today would be our last day together I would have spend more time with you just to give you a hug and kiss and to remind you how much...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 8, 2011

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    Today Is Just A Day. - When the phrase "looking forward to a better tommorrow" comes to my mind, many see a bright and postive future. It's a simple phase that gets many people...
    Jan 7, 2013

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    I am now 25 and find myself living with my parents. I haven't really lived at home since my mid teens because of my drug use which i stopped about 2 years ago. I remember all too...
    WidowsNephew WidowsNephew 22-25, M Mar 22

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    So Lost - I have been separated for a little over ten months from my husband and he says he wants a divorce but hasn’t given me the papers even after I said I would sign them...
    lostinlimbo48 lostinlimbo48 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    I'm Lost - It looks like people just know what they want and what to do. People look happy or at least fine. And grown up. I hate myself for not being able to be like that. Why I...
    Lowfatmilk Lowfatmilk 22-25 Nov 29, 2013

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    Broken - I don't think I've ever been so hurt in all my life. Never in my life have I ever physically felt my heart break. I don't want to have to pick up the pieces again...but I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    At Times... - sometimes i really have no idea what i want to do with my life. then others it all seems so clear. i guess that's all part of why life can be so confusing.
    runnagirrl runnagirrl 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    Shame N Pain..... The 2 Sides Of My Life..!! - Not for any kind of sympathy.... I just know to cry out through a poem... . . . Just lying on my bed and talking to me... "Who am i...
    helpmetodie helpmetodie 22-25, M May 14, 2013

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    Lost In Dreams - I can't sleep or eat, my minds filled with thoughts...what do I do? Where do I go? .i can't believe or trust myself.my mind plays games on me.how can i trust...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 24, 2013

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    It's Unreal Just How Lost I Am... - Growing up I thought I had it all. I had a great family, religious beliefs that worked for me, a beautiful childhood. I was confident, cared-for...
    sheekchic sheekchic 31-35 4 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    My father died of drugs... He was abusive to my mother and I... My mother use to hide me from him and he kicked her out harshly, I had to raise myself. I moved schools a lot and...
    daltondane99 daltondane99 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Internet Is Big, And The Net I... - Internet is big, and the Net is bigger...here is another island in the big ocean.
    IA IA 26-30, F Dec 21, 2006

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    Flor MagníFica De Amor - The seed was planted in the soil of my soul; a spark within of desire.. curiosity... attraction. I poured my water over the seed; staring wide-eyed and...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F Oct 4, 2013

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    Hopeless Dreams - We wove a web of hopeless dreams No way to make them real.... The time was short we had to share Yet to dream we both did dare... I kept my word...I did not give...
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    Life - I'm still figuring out what I wish to become after completing University. I want a profession which contributes immensely to Global Peace, but organization which I wish to...
    KillerLegacy KillerLegacy 18-21, M Nov 15, 2013

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    Am Shattered And Lost .... - I am 33 and a Bisexual guy .. I am out of league from usual gay stereo types and strongly believe in values, career, love and commitment. I absolutely...
    hiiamtaurian hiiamtaurian 31-35, M May 19, 2012

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    Lost W/o Him - a month after the break-up... he still calls to say hello. i asked him 'why?' 'just to keep in touch...' i dunno if this is a good idea... i told him i needed...
    sillypop sillypop 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2007

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    Not So Much Lost As In Directi... - not so much lost as in direction, but lost as in i have no idea what i want to do with my life anymore. i always wanted to be a vet, and i...
    mentallyunavailable mentallyunavailable 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2006

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    Heavy Sigh - I'm lost, alone, traveling in darkness... blinded, deaf, unknown and unseen... muted, silenced, forgotten by many... saddened, frightened, scared... of the past...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    In The Rose Bush - My legs and arms bleed... I step amongst the thorns... I am now in the rose bush. I hold up a rose. The wind blows it away. The dust of pills is on my hands. Is...
    roseshideinthemind roseshideinthemind 16-17, F Apr 16, 2013

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    Nightmare, That May Never End - its been so long since ive got a decent sleep, everydream is a nightmare, tormenting me, scaring me, terrorizing me, into the abyss that leads me to...
    tigra139 tigra139 18-21, F Sep 14, 2012

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    I Am So Alone In This Life... - There have been only a few times that I was convinced that This was it, that I was finally complete and my life was finally going in the right...
    Wykitt23 Wykitt23 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    Nothing is harder than telling someone you don't love them anymore. They say they love you but you don't feel it or see it. They say they have tried but actions showed different...
    Hope70 Hope70 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Drugs And Love? - *sigh* I dont know what to do. I am so lost. I want to help my ex...but i know i cant. i want to stop feeling for him, but it's hard todo because i'm so deperate...
    doubleDlicious doubleDlicious 16-18, F 7 Responses Oct 28, 2006

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    Soul Searching. - I have lost every part of my personality that I loved. I am now like an empty shell with a rattled mind. I loved the person I was, and am trying so desperately to...
    laquinn laquinn 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2013

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    Small Town Girl Moving to the city she met crystal meth all glistening and pretty not even 14 the devil called her name lost innocence oh such ashame. nights on cold streets...
    VioletViolence VioletViolence 18-21, F Mar 26

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    I Am Lost And Lonely - I just ended a eight year relationship we were engaged for 5 years I put all my hope and dreams aside for his I helped him bulid a house and cooked and...
    kld46 kld46 46-50 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    How Did I End Up Here - I don't know if anyone else feels like this, but I just feel so isolated and alone. Recently I have been culling negative people out of my life. I felt this...
    SoulSearching83 SoulSearching83 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    When You Feel All Alone. - I get them feelings like everyone else, where you just feel alone and like nobody really cares about you. Them moments when people try and make you happy...
    imhotas imhotas 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2012

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    In Need Of Direction. - I truly do not know where to even begin. I am in a big mess with school right now and I am trying to be calm about it but I cant.... my husband is trying to...
    DiScReTePoEt DiScReTePoEt 18-21, F 2 Responses May 23, 2012

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    Me and my best friend have made plans for our studies after we turn 19, which is to study in UK. We're merely 16 but we know clearly what and where we want to go and be at. She is...
    Planetweird Planetweird 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Lost In The Battle With Wnv - I am 42 years old. Over a year ago, I got West Nile Virus from a mosquito bite. I somehow managed to survivie the encephalitis that signaled my...
    ag925az ag925az 41-45, M Oct 28, 2012

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    Who Am I? What Do I Do? Why Me? - I am not a good writer. So I'll apologize for that. I don't know who I am, I always feel, well, gone. I have no control over my feelings, I feel...
    alwaysgone alwaysgone 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    How Does It Go From the Sweetest Love Making I Have Ever Felt to Nothing? - He and I had just made love.  we talked.  It is so hard to have a long distance relationship...
    veraluvzmikey veraluvzmikey 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2007

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    I Don't Know - I don't even know why I'm doing this. I never do stuff like this. I was just crying and felt lost so I typed it in safari somehow thinking it would help. Nothing...
    Jan 18, 2013

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    I'm So Lost - I'm so lost,This world,Ain't gettin' any better,In fact,Gettin' worse,Manners,Where the hell they gone?
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Aug 10, 2012

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    Friends talking about relationship and sexual intercourse and i feel so lost. I'm just listening and laughing. Polluted mind.
    elel110993 elel110993 18-21, F Mar 30

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    What'S There In This Body.. - What is there in this body, it's only the cover of the soul, what's there in this pain, it's the search of love only, This wish to love has destroyed...
    Decentsoul Decentsoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    ... - Really I have no idea. About anything. Who I am, what on earth I am doing, what I am doing on earth, if i like you, if I like me, if I want to be here, if I want to be...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 4, 2008

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    I Don't Like It Here - I'm sick of what our society has become. Most people are rude and insensitive. They think only of themselves. I'm sick of arrogant people. I've been told...
    Tamytha Tamytha 36-40, F Feb 24, 2012

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    Torn - I wanted to cook,that's why i planned to took up culinary arts after i graduated high school. My parents didn't agree.They wanted me to have a course that would make sure...
    ilovebutterfliesuknow ilovebutterfliesuknow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2011

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    Where Did I Go? - The walls are closing in, my mind so full i feel like it is going to explode. My feelings no longer exist i am just this empty shell. Even i don't recognize me...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    Woooow - Its funny how the game of life works. When I was a little girl I always heard that opposites attract but never understood the full meaning but when you look at it; that...
    Teyiah Teyiah 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2013

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    Me. - I hide behind a smile but I cry myself to sleep sometimes.I read people better than a book but i never have the words to exlplain my findings.I am the shoulder, the keeper of...
    valerie64 valerie64 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2012

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