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I Am So Lost

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    GirlWhoCuts GirlWhoCuts 16-17, F Nov 9, 2014

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    My first day back to school

    and I am already a lost little senior but thanks to my awesome school councilor he got my schedule straightened out and all is good I just miss my wonderful man I hope I get to see him after school
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I miss your eyes So blue.

    I miss your voice How jolly. I miss our talks So carefree. I'd get lost in time with you. I wish things were different So different. I wish you'd let me in Just once more. I wish to tell you what you mean My whole world. I'd get lost again immediately. Now it's only me in our...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F Sep 16, 2014

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    I dont know if he likes me

    or wants to be my friend
    jacquiblue89 jacquiblue89 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    I don't know what's right. The only two choices right now is to make others happy but to leave myself hurt or to make me a bit happy but see others not. The problem is I don't want to see the people arround me that I love get hurt, but sometimes I can't handle the fact that I'm...
    xxxxxuu xxxxxuu 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2014

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    Is there anyone in this world

    that really even gives a **** about anyone? So many people say they are there for you and love you (bullshit) but when the chips are down they fucken run like a fucken rabbit....I am so sick of this ****....just one person that truly cares about someone.....**** this world...why...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 1 Response May 25

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    Really I have no idea. About anything. Who I am, what on earth I am doing, what I am doing on earth, if i like you, if I like me, if I want to be here, if I want to be anywhere. Im just floating, daydreaming through it. Like Ive been drowning for so long, fighting it, trying to...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 4, 2008

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    ...wondering,what a strange world with strange

    people doing strange things. i feel like am so young and dumb but all my life i was told and thought i am not sh*t..i feel like aargh..
    dope169 dope169 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I feel like i've lost myself again.

    .I've missed the one i used to be so much..That girl that cared about others,the one who loved them that much that didnt even care if she's getting hurt or dying deep inside as long as they are fine and happy..That person that believed in anything they would say,who would try to...
    Rockzanne Rockzanne 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I had this friend she was my best friend,

    and then one day she told me a secret and I promised to keep it. The next day we were talking about music , she got mad for no reason and she said I hate you ! Then a few days later she said I will not survive my next school year. She also said that I better watch my back and...
    imBECOMINGmyOWNworseENEMY imBECOMINGmyOWNworseENEMY 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    I am not entirely sure

    that it's a bad thing though... to be lost, is to be completely free to explore from right here in this moment x
    rockyj rockyj 31-35, F Jun 21, 2014

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    I try so hard to be good again

    and learn to be peaceful but i can feel the darkness in me tugging and pulling , getting stronger and its happening so quick. its so easy for me to say fvck it all and become that careless, cold , angry , lonely ,and sad little insane person again. I dont want to be always seen...
    LunarDream LunarDream 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2014

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    Broken

    I don't think I've ever been so hurt in all my life. Never in my life have I ever physically felt my heart break. I don't want to have to pick up the pieces again...but I guess I have too.I loved you and trusted you with everything I had. I feel so lost and broken. You helped me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 12, 2013

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    I just found out that I have genital herpes

    and the pain I am going through is absolutely grousum, I am so scared because this is something that stays with you for your whole life. I can't deal with having to go through this pain any longer my doctor told me this could last up to 3 weeks. I honestly just don't want to...
    shellyeahx shellyeahx 18-21, F Feb 25

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    It's a really low day.

    I can't shake it. I feel so hollow. Good damn it! Why me? What the hell did I do to deserve this? Why can't I just be normal. I just want my friends. I just want to be able to hang out with them and not feel out of place and isolated. I'm breaking down more and more with every...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M May 8

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    So Lost

    I have been separated for a little over ten months from my husband and he says he wants a divorce but hasn’t given me the papers even after I said I would sign them without a fight......... I don’t want a divorce but I also don’t want a man that doesn’t want me...... Why...
    lostinlimbo48 lostinlimbo48 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    My husband just told me last week

    that he doesnt want to be with me anymore. We have 4 kids and dont know how to deal with all of this for their sake. I know how ridiculous this sounds but I'm worried for all of us. He said that I have too much to change that trying to work it out would be worthless. He also...
    lost808 lost808 31-35, F 3 Responses May 12, 2014

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    I Am Lost And Lonely

    I just ended a eight year relationship we were engaged for 5 years I put all my hope and dreams aside for his I helped him bulid a house and cooked and cleaned and worked a full time job i stopped talking and going out with friends becaused i loved him so much he became my whole...
    kld46 kld46 46-50 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    How Did I End Up Here

    I don't know if anyone else feels like this, but I just feel so isolated and alone. Recently I have been culling negative people out of my life. I felt this needed to be done because they were not good for me. But as always, the tables were turned on me and I end up being the bad...
    SoulSearching83 SoulSearching83 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    Drugs And Love?

    *sigh* I dont know what to do. I am so lost. I want to help my ex...but i know i cant. i want to stop feeling for him, but it's hard todo because i'm so deperate for love. i'm only 16...but i want it soooo bad. i have never been loved in anyway by anyone and that does **** to a...
    doubleDlicious doubleDlicious 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 28, 2006

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    I'm beyond lost. I can't

    even function right now at work. I just want to sit in the bathroom and cry. I have never felt so numb for so long and I feel like I'm going to break any moment and I do not know what to do
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 Sep 11, 2014

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    Have u ever cried while u're laughing watching

    a comedy show and u werent crying because of laughter but because u're feeling depress and u cant stop thinking bout how u can get through it, how u've tried everything so just u wont feel the emptiness go to ur friends, watch movies, eat go out, even starve urselve but none of...
    imlost77 imlost77 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    Life

    I'm still figuring out what I wish to become after completing University. I want a profession which contributes immensely to Global Peace, but organization which I wish to join such as the UN which specialize in advocating for peace are monitored and funded by war enthusiasts...
    KillerLegacy KillerLegacy 22-25, M Nov 15, 2013

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    Heavy Sigh

    I'm lost, alone, traveling in darkness... blinded, deaf, unknown and unseen... muted, silenced, forgotten by many... saddened, frightened, scared... of the past, the present, the future... so bleak, for my children, myself, my world... evil, hatred, horrid people...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    I Am a Lost and Alone Failure

    I never thought I would get this far to rock bottom. Never. I am not looking for sympathy, but I just need to know that someone feels or had felt like this. Recently I have failed college. I have a partner that I feel isn't helping me the best they can, I just wished I had more...
    moomoo11 moomoo11 18-21 6 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    I don't like to be called a lesbian.

    Even the thought gives me chill. I'm Catholic and I'm proud of being one. Though, I keep falling in love with girls once awhile. Currently, I like a girl in my class and I don't know how I can express my feeling to her. She seems super nice while talking but im speechless so I...
    happyquest happyquest 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2014

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    MsRebel MsRebel 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2014

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    Lost drowning in nothing skin yells at a

    hollow skull the outcast snapped with deep darkness scars and emotions ghost face box room alone smoke fades the sorrows
    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M May 17, 2014

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    Through Heaven And Hell

    If I had known that today would be our last day together I would have spend more time with you just to give you a hug and kiss and to remind you how much I love you. Maybe if I had known that what we spend years creating others would destroy overnight. I never knew people had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 8, 2011

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    :'(

    This all just feels so wrong. I found where you were writing about your feelings, because I'm a creep, but they weren't about me.. It sucks that you had feelings for someone so soon after we broke up in January and never bothered to tell me. I guess I really was the second choice...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 21, 2011

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    I am falling, I am fading,

    I am drowning Help me to breath I am hurting, I have lost it all I am losing Help me to breath
    Kanashimisama Kanashimisama 18-21, M Dec 4, 2014

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    Feeling empty lately.

    Just started college but I haven't met anyone so it's been pretty lonely. Not really worried about classes since I will have plently of free time to read and study. Had a small meltdown yesterday because I miss my friends and family. Hopefully things will look up this week...
    janewsmith janewsmith 18-21 1 Response Aug 31, 2014

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    darkness49 darkness49 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2014

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    my boyfriend always contemplates on how he

    loves me so much, how perfect i am and that hes afraid im going to leave him. the thing is, we have gotten really close. i know that "other side" of him. frankly, i wish i didnt but at the same time i love him for who he is and how comfortable he is with me. he's well uh, a...
    thesmiths71 thesmiths71 18-21, F Jul 22, 2014

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    Sleepless nights I toss

    and turn in bed.. Random fights My mind turns heads.. Beauties and frights My past looms ahead.. Dull and bright My heart plays dead.. I am lost in the silent vastness of my own mind. I hope to prevail, with a touch of fingers intertwined.. Yes it is fatal, yes i am weak, but...
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn 22-25, M 1 Response May 17

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    I'm Lost

    It looks like people just know what they want and what to do. People look happy or at least fine. And grown up. I hate myself for not being able to be like that. Why I don't know what I want or what to do? Why I have to be this passive all the ******* time? Why I can't be happy...
    Lowfatmilk Lowfatmilk 22-25 Nov 29, 2013

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    I Am So Alone In This Life...

    There have been only a few times that I was convinced that This was it, that I was finally complete and my life was finally going in the right direction.. Today I sat in a deep depression and tried to find what it was exactly that shattered me so deeply inside that I feel I may...
    Wykitt23 Wykitt23 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    At Times...

    sometimes i really have no idea what i want to do with my life. then others it all seems so clear. i guess that's all part of why life can be so confusing.
    runnagirrl runnagirrl 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    It's Unreal Just How Lost I Am...

    Growing up I thought I had it all. I had a great family, religious beliefs that worked for me, a beautiful childhood. I was confident, cared-for, self-assured, happy, secure, comfortable and strong. Then in my teens I made choices that I now regret and hate myself for. My life...
    sheekchic sheekchic 31-35 4 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    Its been a while since my last post.

    ... For the past year I have been working hard to achieve my goals and become succesful, to be honest, I succeeded in every goal I had, but now being back at home, It feels like the more I achieve, the more I push away people...... Will it be like this forever, coz if it does not...
    DNA011 DNA011 22-25, M Sep 24, 2014

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    I do not understand math there is no point in

    math unless you are going to be a banker when you grow up
    lmawesomecool lmawesomecool 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    this is not home because I always feel alone

    the lies in this walls suffocate me I think they all hate me it’s as if I am drowning in an ocean full of mistakes and they watch over me, as if it was just another day they laugh, and only see the things they want to see arguing with the others who don’t agree...
    childofthemoon13 childofthemoon13 16-17, F Dec 15, 2014

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    I hate working I quit everything my work ethic

    sucks I'm an egotistical hypocritical Doushe bag that doesn't know what he wants to do in his life. I'm headed nowhere I'm self destructive and lazy. I'll never amount to anything in this poisonous society. All I want to do is play video games travel the world and make a family...
    Kloud99 Kloud99 18-21, M Jan 12

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    Hopeless Dreams

    We wove a web of hopeless dreams No way to make them real.... The time was short we had to share Yet to dream we both did dare... I kept my word...I did not give up I did not ask you for anything.. I only wanted to love you dear one And make your sad heart sing.. But now you put...
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    Im 22, had 5 different careers start up

    and fail, broke my back 10 months ago( which has stopped me from continuing my last career). i am trying to find my purpose but i just dont know how. i see the world for what it is, in essence, full of people that just dont care about anything but how much money they have and...
    Georgewatson99 Georgewatson99 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 30, 2014

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    I don't even recognize myself anymore.

    I can't help but feel like my gut is screaming at me. This is not right for you. But up until today I kept trying to ignore it. I just wake everyday but I don't feel much. just going through the motions. I mean I love my family but I feel out of place and realize my choices are...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29, 2014