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I Am So Lost

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    Heavy Sigh

    I'm lost, alone, traveling in darkness... blinded, deaf, unknown and unseen... muted, silenced, forgotten by many... saddened, frightened, scared... of the past, the present, the future... so bleak, for my children, myself, my world... evil, hatred, horrid people...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    Lost In Dreams

    I can't sleep or eat, my minds filled with thoughts...what do I do? Where do I go? .i can't believe or trust myself.my mind plays games on me.how can i trust anyone...I feel lost...lost in dreams..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 24, 2013

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    I don't like to be called a lesbian.

    Even the thought gives me chill. I'm Catholic and I'm proud of being one. Though, I keep falling in love with girls once awhile. Currently, I like a girl in my class and I don't know how I can express my feeling to her. She seems super nice while talking but im speechless so I...
    happyquest happyquest 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    Me.

    I hide behind a smile but I cry myself to sleep sometimes.I read people better than a book but i never have the words to exlplain my findings.I am the shoulder, the keeper of secrets, the kindness through people's pain.I am the place a person falls to when life gets hard.I...
    valerie64 valerie64 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2012

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    I'm So Lost

    I'm so lost,This world,Ain't gettin' any better,In fact,Gettin' worse,Manners,Where the hell they gone?
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Aug 10, 2012

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    Small Town Girl Moving to the city she met

    crystal meth all glistening and pretty not even 14 the devil called her name lost innocence oh such ashame. nights on cold streets november frost how have i become oh so lost?
    VioletViolence VioletViolence 18-21, F Mar 26

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    So Lost

    I have been separated for a little over ten months from my husband and he says he wants a divorce but hasn’t given me the papers even after I said I would sign them without a fight......... I don’t want a divorce but I also don’t want a man that doesn’t want me...... Why...
    lostinlimbo48 lostinlimbo48 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    Life

    I'm still figuring out what I wish to become after completing University. I want a profession which contributes immensely to Global Peace, but organization which I wish to join such as the UN which specialize in advocating for peace are monitored and funded by war enthusiasts...
    KillerLegacy KillerLegacy 18-21, M Nov 15, 2013

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    Friends talking about relationship

    and sexual intercourse and i feel so lost. I'm just listening and laughing. Polluted mind.
    elel110993 elel110993 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I Don't Like It Here

    I'm sick of what our society has become. Most people are rude and insensitive. They think only of themselves. I'm sick of arrogant people. I've been told that the city I live in has more than it's fair share of arrogant people and that most places aren't this bad. I would like to...
    Tamytha Tamytha 36-40, F Feb 24, 2012

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    I am not entirely sure

    that it's a bad thing though... to be lost, is to be completely free to explore from right here in this moment x
    rockyj rockyj 31-35, F Jun 21

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    My first day back to school

    and I am already a lost little senior but thanks to my awesome school councilor he got my schedule straightened out and all is good I just miss my wonderful man I hope I get to see him after school
    SlimsB SlimsB 16-17, F Aug 14

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    Woooow

    Its funny how the game of life works. When I was a little girl I always heard that opposites attract but never understood the full meaning but when you look at it; that isnt just for love. You have to experience the opposite feeling in order to know what the other feeling is. You...
    Teyiah Teyiah 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2013

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    People often think im too young to have this

    ocean of emotions that are constantly flowing threw my head happen to me I told my mom that i feel bad about myself, and that i have been feeling this way for 4 years and she keeps on telling me im over reacting, but the truth is im not. i need a doctor, and i need help im old...
    alyssa218 alyssa218 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    ...

    Really I have no idea. About anything. Who I am, what on earth I am doing, what I am doing on earth, if i like you, if I like me, if I want to be here, if I want to be anywhere. Im just floating, daydreaming through it. Like Ive been drowning for so long, fighting it, trying to...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 4, 2008

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    :'(

    This all just feels so wrong. I found where you were writing about your feelings, because I'm a creep, but they weren't about me.. It sucks that you had feelings for someone so soon after we broke up in January and never bothered to tell me. I guess I really was the second choice...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 21, 2011

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    How Did I End Up Here

    I don't know if anyone else feels like this, but I just feel so isolated and alone. Recently I have been culling negative people out of my life. I felt this needed to be done because they were not good for me. But as always, the tables were turned on me and I end up being the bad...
    SoulSearching83 SoulSearching83 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    My husband just told me last week

    that he doesnt want to be with me anymore. We have 4 kids and dont know how to deal with all of this for their sake. I know how ridiculous this sounds but I'm worried for all of us. He said that I have too much to change that trying to work it out would be worthless. He also...
    lost808 lost808 31-35, F 5 Responses May 12

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    How Does It Go From the Sweetest Love Making I Have Ever Felt to Nothing?

    He and I had just made love.  we talked.  It is so hard to have a long distance relationship. It had felt so good to have him near to me again.  I had to tell him that I was so  lonely.  My female friends all abandoned me, as they always do.  (why...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 27, 2007

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    I don't know what's right. The only two choices right now is to make others happy but to leave myself hurt or to make me a bit happy but see others not. The problem is I don't want to see the people arround me that I love get hurt, but sometimes I can't handle the fact that I'm...
    xxxxxuu xxxxxuu 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    What is the point of life?

    Honestly? Why do we do what we do? And if we're doing our best and get put down for it, why even try? I don't see why trying is going to help...
    SilverCrow55 SilverCrow55 13-15, T 1 Response Jul 31

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    Hopeless Dreams

    We wove a web of hopeless dreams No way to make them real.... The time was short we had to share Yet to dream we both did dare... I kept my word...I did not give up I did not ask you for anything.. I only wanted to love you dear one And make your sad heart sing.. But now you put...
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    Shame N Pain..... The 2 Sides Of My Life..!!

    Not for any kind of sympathy.... I just know to cry out through a poem... . . . Just lying on my bed and talking to me... "Who am i..?? and What i want to be..??" I see people happy holding hand of there love.... And then i see myself, who was ditched n hurt.... Parents are God...
    helpmetodie helpmetodie 26-30, M May 14, 2013

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    Flor MagníFica De Amor

    The seed was planted in the soil of my soul; a spark within of desire.. curiosity... attraction. I poured my water over the seed; staring wide-eyed and like a child, innocent; wanting to see what flower would bloom. I poured my water, my words of love, my gentle care, my...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F Oct 4, 2013

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    Drugs And Love?

    *sigh* I dont know what to do. I am so lost. I want to help my ex...but i know i cant. i want to stop feeling for him, but it's hard todo because i'm so deperate for love. i'm only 16...but i want it soooo bad. i have never been loved in anyway by anyone and that does **** to a...
    doubleDlicious doubleDlicious 16-18, F 7 Responses Oct 28, 2006

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    darkness49 darkness49 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    I Am a Lost and Alone Failure

    I never thought I would get this far to rock bottom. Never. I am not looking for sympathy, but I just need to know that someone feels or had felt like this. Recently I have failed college. I have a partner that I feel isn't helping me the best they can, I just wished I had more...
    moomoo11 moomoo11 18-21 6 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    I'm Lost

    It looks like people just know what they want and what to do. People look happy or at least fine. And grown up. I hate myself for not being able to be like that. Why I don't know what I want or what to do? Why I have to be this passive all the ******* time? Why I can't be happy...
    Lowfatmilk Lowfatmilk 22-25 Nov 29, 2013

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    Through Heaven And Hell

    If I had known that today would be our last day together I would have spend more time with you just to give you a hug and kiss and to remind you how much I love you. Maybe if I had known that what we spend years creating others would destroy overnight. I never knew people had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 8, 2011

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    MsRebel MsRebel 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Hi! I am brand new to this group,

    and long story short my boyfriend just took a contracting job after being out of the marines for a year he is in training right now and will deploy 3 times after this. We havent been dating long so it is what makes this complicated. I have tried to reach out to him but lately he...
    marie232 marie232 22-25, F 1 Response May 15

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    It's Unreal Just How Lost I Am...

    Growing up I thought I had it all. I had a great family, religious beliefs that worked for me, a beautiful childhood. I was confident, cared-for, self-assured, happy, secure, comfortable and strong. Then in my teens I made choices that I now regret and hate myself for. My life...
    sheekchic sheekchic 31-35 4 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    my boyfriend always contemplates on how he

    loves me so much, how perfect i am and that hes afraid im going to leave him. the thing is, we have gotten really close. i know that "other side" of him. frankly, i wish i didnt but at the same time i love him for who he is and how comfortable he is with me. he's well uh, a...
    thesmiths71 thesmiths71 18-21, F Jul 22

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    I had this friend she was my best friend,

    and then one day she told me a secret and I promised to keep it. The next day we were talking about music , she got mad for no reason and she said I hate you ! Then a few days later she said I will not survive my next school year. She also said that I better watch my back and...
    ytryYOLO ytryYOLO 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I Am So Alone In This Life...

    There have been only a few times that I was convinced that This was it, that I was finally complete and my life was finally going in the right direction.. Today I sat in a deep depression and tried to find what it was exactly that shattered me so deeply inside that I feel I may...
    Wykitt23 Wykitt23 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 24, 2009

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    Me and my best friend have made plans

    for our studies after we turn 19, which is to study in UK. We're merely 16 but we know clearly what and where we want to go and be at. She is kinda spendthrift and does not come from a well to do family. Same goes for me but I don't spend as much since I don't like going out. We...
    Planetweird Planetweird 16-17, F Apr 14

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    Lost drowning in nothing skin yells at a

    hollow skull the outcast snapped with deep darkness scars and emotions ghost face box room alone smoke fades the sorrows
    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M 1 Response May 17

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    My father died of drugs.

    .. He was abusive to my mother and I... My mother use to hide me from him and he kicked her out harshly, I had to raise myself. I moved schools a lot and houses. Saying I'm lost is a simple way to put my life.
    daltondane99 daltondane99 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Lost W/o Him

    a month after the break-up... he still calls to say hello. i asked him 'why?' 'just to keep in touch...' i dunno if this is a good idea... i told him i needed some time on my own, truth to be told, i can't bear to hear his voice & feel so far away from him. we met up...
    sillypop sillypop 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2007

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    At Times...

    sometimes i really have no idea what i want to do with my life. then others it all seems so clear. i guess that's all part of why life can be so confusing.
    runnagirrl runnagirrl 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    I am now 25 and find myself living with my

    parents. I haven't really lived at home since my mid teens because of my drug use which i stopped about 2 years ago. I remember all too strongly why i began in the first place; this daily run of emotions which I am unable to express is taking its toll. The shrink says it is a...
    WidowsNephew WidowsNephew 22-25, M Mar 22

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    Torn

    I wanted to cook,that's why i planned to took up culinary arts after i graduated high school. My parents didn't agree.They wanted me to have a course that would make sure that i would be able to have a stable job after college. Well, i love my dad,.he has been supporting us...
    ilovebutterfliesuknow ilovebutterfliesuknow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2011

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    Broken

    I don't think I've ever been so hurt in all my life. Never in my life have I ever physically felt my heart break. I don't want to have to pick up the pieces again...but I guess I have too.I loved you and trusted you with everything I had. I feel so lost and broken. You helped me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 12, 2013

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    stressedbaba stressedbaba 26-30, M 1 Response May 14

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    Who Am I? What Do I Do? Why Me?

    I am not a good writer. So I'll apologize for that. I don't know who I am, I always feel, well, gone. I have no control over my feelings, I feel sad, then happy, then angry, then guilty. There's always something new that I feel. I never feel happy enough to do anything. I just...
    alwaysgone alwaysgone 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    Jails, Institutions, And Death

    I feel so lost. I don't know where to go from here. I've been fighting these demons for years now. Well before this time in treatment, I actually....ok wait a minute....drum roll please....LOL... Was clean for 5 years. No heroin, cocaine or any illegal drugs or alcohol for 5...
    libra604 libra604 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2012

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    I Am Lost And Lonely

    I just ended a eight year relationship we were engaged for 5 years I put all my hope and dreams aside for his I helped him bulid a house and cooked and cleaned and worked a full time job i stopped talking and going out with friends becaused i loved him so much he became my whole...
    kld46 kld46 46-50 3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Not only does my father get torn away from me,

    but a month later his sister/my aunt does too? I don't understand it! How much pain can one family be put through before we all break? I am lost. I am confused. I just don't know what to do. 4/1/14💙 5/4/14💙 Love them both so much. Life really isn't fair.
    OwnWhoYouAre OwnWhoYouAre 18-21, F May 4

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    Soul Searching.

    I have lost every part of my personality that I loved. I am now like an empty shell with a rattled mind. I loved the person I was, and am trying so desperately to find her that it is causing a lot of problems in my life right now. My story begins about 4 years ago. I started...
    laquinn laquinn 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2013

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    I am amazed at how quickly my life took a turn

    for the worst. Three days ago, I was bright, talkative, bubbly, and happy, and now it's as if I'm a whole different person. I am grounded to my house without any privileges or my phone. This, sadly, is all I have for the next three weeks. I have never needed a friend to talk to...
    kashleym kashleym 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    I woke up this morning,

    hungover, again. After the reality of getting so drunk that I'm ill set in; the irritability did. Short with my kids again after a long night - great; not. And then the tears, it's been a weird 24 hours. I'm not supposed to beat myself up for being a drunk, its a disease they...
    LovelyLamp LovelyLamp 22-25 Apr 29

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    I dont know if he likes me

    or wants to be my friend
    jacquiblue89 jacquiblue89 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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