I Am So Mad At Myself

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    I'm not saying what I did but I feel so bad.. I fel sick because if it and I want God to forgive me
    lilrocker lilrocker
    Oct 22, 2012

    Since we don't have a lot of food in the house

    right now, there are some periods of two to three days that I don't eat... I'm trying to ration whatever food I have left. I haven't eaten for two days and I just made some food, only to throw it up. And I'm so mad at myself.. I'm hungry again, and there's no food to just go eat...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat
    16-17, T
    May 20, 2015

    I don't want to continue pestering you

    but I hope you see this. I Feel like such an idiot. I spent the entire time scared to fall incase you ****** me over and in the end it was my own reckless and insensitive actions that are causing the pain I was trying to avoid. This isn't another attempt to get you to change...
    Shiningstar26 Shiningstar26
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2014

    Again and Again..

      I guess i'm ****** myself over again-not studying..procrastinating..and my grades are quickly declining. WHy can't i end this (endless) cycle?
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    Feb 11, 2009

    That I Allowed People to Walk All Over Me

    for so long.it amazes me that i allowed it for so long.even now i allow people to get away with way to much.but now i raise h*** when i have had enough.i am by nature,a very gentle and caring person.but i have been run over too many times.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    Apr 30, 2009

    For giving in, to what I want,

    never again. ****
    victoriaalvarez victoriaalvarez
    16-17, F
    Aug 9, 2014

    I can't ******* make the bed properly

    and I cut my side hand by accident. ****! -.-
    deleted deleted
    Feb 8, 2015

    I get so mad at myself a lot recently.

    I feel like such a failure. I just barely have gotten a part time job and I'm just now in training and I love it so far, however, I need to work more because I have put myself in a slight amount of debt and that's on top of the fact that I need to pay some bills and get saving...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2015

    I'm always angry for what I do

    even when I don't do anything
    vanessa5290 vanessa5290
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2015


    I get so mad at myself for not getting motivated to do things that are good for me and also doing things that stunt my growth to be a better person inside. I am always doing the same mistakes and do not get any satisfaction out of doing them and always seem to hurt myself but I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings
    Apr 14, 2009

    Not Just At Myself, Im Mad At Everyone

    Im mad at Sean for what he did, im mad at him for everything he did. Im mad at my room mate for not calling my dad and asking if the kids could come over, im pissed off at him for that actually CAUSE THEY ARENT HIS ******* KIDS!!!. Im mad at the fact that I can't be the one to...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2012

    I'm So Stupid

    Seriously...what is wrong with me? Why the hell did I eat today?! I wasn't supposed to and I cant purge it and my stupid brother fell asleep downstairs so now I cant even work out. I dont want to do this anymore. I am so tired of all the cold showers, the extreme exercise...
    StarvedAndScarred StarvedAndScarred
    18-21, F
    Feb 21, 2012
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