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I Am So Sad and Confused

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    The Time Has Come To End The Marriage

     I have been all over the place emotionally for a long time.  Feels like I'm going crazy actually. The ups and downs cannot continue. I started writing about my marriage, hoping to capture something I guess. Writing it all would take a year. It's time to face facts...
    kitten3750 kitten3750 41-45, F Mar 23, 2010

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    He Just Doesn't Love Me Enough.

    I simply do not understand how the person that claims to love me like he has never loved anyone in his life can be so mean and nasty but claim those things are just said in anger.  I also do not understand why he has not made the effort to see me in almost 9 months - I guess...
    jms1970 jms1970 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Oh God Just One Bus

    i have been with my wife for almost 2 years, i love her like i have loved no other. But i keep getting this feeling that she is stepping out on me. its not tangible signs, its her mood its her eyes it her hidden inner self that scares the hell out of me. I would have ran a long...
    springtight springtight 36-40 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    About 18 months ago I got engaged to my then

    boyfriend after dating for about a year. He moved in with me and my flat mate, and he was so clean and tidy. He was very conscious of his looks and always went to the gym. I was so attracted to him. He used to clean up after himself and buy groceries etc. We moved into our own...
    Tina411 Tina411 31-35 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    My Friend?

    i feel sad and confused because someone who i thought was my good friend now avoids like someone avoids a leper. I mean she won't even look at me or tell me what it is that's bothering her since as far as i know i haven't done or said anything that may be hurtful because i haven...
    hollywoodlife hollywoodlife 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    Soo I recently moved in with my bf.

    it wasn't a "oh I love you so much let's love together" thing. More like I was being evicted from my apartment and no where else to go.. Now the relationship seems to be slowly going down hill. And it's only been a month. At this very moment I'm sitting in my car with 9 month...
    Royaltycream Royaltycream 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 5, 2014

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    Just don't understand,

    logic tells me it's not all my fault. I can replay the events in my head and know it wasn't my fault. But I still feel guilty, I still blame me. It's not my fault but if he doesn't see that, I won't either. I'll say sorry again and hope this one softens him. That he'll feel...
    AlaskanBeliever AlaskanBeliever 18-21, F Oct 13, 2014

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    My Life Seems Like A Disaster And I Feel So Confused And Despairing..

    I wanted to post something here because I am experiencing the sentiments of the group.. I feel so lost right now, my life isn't turning out like I hoped and I'm finding myself alone and unhappy and I don't know how to go about improving things.. if in fact they can be improved...
    blurble blurble 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    I'm so sad and confused.

    So I'm in a lot of pain right now because of my tummy. It hurts like and I took a lotta meds already. I hate how my parents won't take me to a doctor and how they make me feel worse than I'm feeling right now. They care more about their friends and they always point out their...
    Dinden123 Dinden123 18-21, F Jan 10, 2014

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    I Just Want To Cry

    he says he loves me but he ignores me i try to spend time with him but he pushes me away im so confused i dont know wot to do i just want to break down and cry but wot will that solve apart from him telling me to stop being so stupid. i used to love my relationship with him but...
    LadyRouge LadyRouge 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    What Next?

    seems like i have caused this all myself but i know i havnt. I am a 17 stone 6ft one guy but i have a year and a half of bullying from my boss to contend with. I have also lost my marriage (although she wants me back, probably for my large salary) and i am at my wits end now...
    simonplumb simonplumb 41-45, M 3 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    do you ever just try way too hard

    for someone you just keep doing it over and over and over and over and over again hoping that somehow it would just change, that someday it's going to wake up and be different then someday it just changes and you're like how did this happen when everyday was the same
    bonyknees bonyknees 18-21, F Mar 4

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    Friends

    I don't know if this is true or it's just me It feels like my friends leave me. Okay I'll give you some examples; (1) My guy friend and I were together almost every day at school, now he has a girlfriend and have more friends than he used to, and I know it's weird of me that I...
    ThisIsNothing ThisIsNothing 13-15, F Oct 13, 2013

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    I was hoping this New Year would be special

    for both me and two of my dearest friends. Unfortunately after believing so many things were getting better, I find that is not the case. Only into the second day of this New Year, a large slice of my world has fallen apart. I am lucky I have beautiful memories to hold on to and...
    sweetlovefor2 sweetlovefor2 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 26, 2014

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    Falling in love is easy,

    staying in love is hard, letting go is harder and moving on is the hardest.
    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2014

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    Christmas is in a few days

    and I've been thinking lately about how my real dad and I have never met. I've never seen a picture of him and I've only been told about him a few times. I'd just like some straight forward answers.
    maddyb6761 maddyb6761 13-15, F Dec 22, 2014

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    Dont Know What To Do

    this is not really a story I really just need an advice I have two lil ones and I do live with my baby's daddy and he is just not the same he is always in a bad mood he doesn't help me with my girls he is not even nice well just at times but I feel like he doesn't love me anymore...
    lostandconfuse lostandconfuse 22-25 Apr 19, 2013

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    So Sad And Confused

    So sad and confused,That's me,On my own again,Wondering why,Did nothing wrong,Why, oh why,Is life like this?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jul 1, 2012

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    Lost And Alone

    yeah, i'm fine"…words i wish i could say and mean. have you ever felt alone? like no one in the world can understand the way you feel, like your the only person in the world stuck in pause? while everyone else is on PLAY ? like you have absolutely no idea what your doing with...
    raginggirl raginggirl 16-17 9 Responses Aug 5, 2010

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    I Just Dont Get You Anymore...

    So I've been seeing this amazing guy since May 2010. I really care for him. In essence, you could say I'm in love with him. :) We get along fine....usually. But jus recently, he started ignoring me. Because of his stupid truck. It broke down, now he doesnt even want to talk to me...
    DeathBeforeDishonour DeathBeforeDishonour 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I met someone from online. We are from different place. We chat all day and never stop. Except when sleep or he play games. Im in love with him. Bcs he is really nice and funny...
    ochamr ochamr 16-17, F 2 Responses May 3

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    You ever get that sensation where you don't even know what you're exactly feeling . You're just laying down In bed full of confusion . Despising the mistakes you've done , mad for...
    ValentinaSz ValentinaSz 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I've been feeling sad lately...the past 2-3 months tbh. I can't put my finger on where this sadness has come from. I feel like I've been in a deep slump and it's been difficult to...
    tomcat3999 tomcat3999 22-25, M 1 Response May 11

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    Today was a gloomy day at first, but at first I felt happy, as the day went on I got sad for no reason, I didn't even want to attend my classes, the day went on and the day got...
    MyExperiences2000 MyExperiences2000 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I think I can't spend another minute in the "system." I want to get out. School is causing me to rot away from the inside out. The stress exacerbates my symptoms a great...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I need you to pay attention. Everything is going to be okay. I know it’s hard for you right now. It hurts just to think about it and that isn’t the easiest thing in the world...
    BlackSeoul BlackSeoul 18-21, F May 19

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    I am and i used to be an excellent student at school. My relationships with my classmates were very bad, i was very competitive, i used to believe that having friends is not...
    cat34567 cat34567 16-17, F 2 Responses May 21

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    well who am I, I'm just a confusing teen going through what life have to offers, grew without a mom, and a dad who is on and off never been for me anywhere in life, graduation...
    tishev210 tishev210 13-15, F May 24

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    I want a relationship then when I find someone I might want to have a relationship with, I then change my mind and want to be single .. It's so sad because I might hurt someone's...
    BIP235 BIP235 16-17, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Imagine if I married that dope. I'd be so miserable. A part of me didn't know whether he was sincere or not but I always felt as if he was just with me because he was settling. He...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response May 6

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    looking at that engagement ring brings hella good memories but at the same time bring pain n sadness. it was an easy decision to get it for her but now idk if it was a mistake...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M May 10

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    Known this guy about three weeks. We've hung out three times. Yeah we've slept together twice .... But he's seemed really indicative of wanting to actually date. My issue is he...
    violetskynoise violetskynoise 22-25, F 2 Responses May 24

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    My dad died suddenly due to unknown causes, I was not present but was told he was sleeping and had a heart attack or something of that nature by his current girlfriend. Let me...
    trentw2000 trentw2000 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I have never experienced it (save for childhood "crushes"). I have never liked being closed to anyone, being hugged or touched (even by my own parents). I am a misanthropic...
    LaufeyJarson LaufeyJarson 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I'm a 24y/o female. I have a boyfriend but that'll be another story if I spill it. So here's the thing. I think I'm reaching that stage where I'm starting to think about my sexual...
    kikit24 kikit24 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Recently, 4 weeks ago, my boyfriend arrived from Abu Dhabi to meet his family. During 1 week he was with me after his trip, he was so strange and I felt something was wrong. Im...
    sarahvenice sarahvenice 26-30, F 2 Responses May 9

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    First and foremost, I would like to admit that I have failings as a human being, like we all do. I have my ego issues, I have my temper issues, I live with the consequences of...
    anarane anarane 26-30 May 16

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    I'm confused about life because I don't have a goal in life right now. I don't know what I'm living for what my aim should be. Everyday I'm basically doing nothing, just read...
    kekehuang kekehuang 36-40, F May 23

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    On Friday I was in gym with my best friends and one of my regular friends having a conversation (I'm going to call my regular friend k) then k just randomly says you guys lets not...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 1 Response May 24

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    I'd like to apologize for the length as it's literally a life story of sorts. I have a friend who I've known for at least 24 years (we're both only 25). We grew up in the same...
    nolongerhidden01 nolongerhidden01 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    yes I am. very. much. confused. at times I don't even want her anymore even if she wanted me back... but so far she doesn't want me... so.... I don't know what to feel .
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 1 Response May 3

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    so yesterday dad calls n say all this nasty things which I reply to wth simple okay now instead of the yelling n blaming I used to do. n then call me today n tell hey I will come...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 4 Responses May 3

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