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I Am So Sad and Confused

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    The Time Has Come To End The Marriage

     I have been all over the place emotionally for a long time.  Feels like I'm going crazy actually. The ups and downs cannot continue. I started writing about my marriage, hoping to capture something I guess. Writing it all would take a year. It's time to face facts...
    kitten3750 kitten3750 41-45, F Mar 23, 2010

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    My Life Seems Like A Disaster And I Feel So Confused And Despairing..

    I wanted to post something here because I am experiencing the sentiments of the group.. I feel so lost right now, my life isn't turning out like I hoped and I'm finding myself alone and unhappy and I don't know how to go about improving things.. if in fact they can be improved...
    blurble blurble 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    Falling in love is easy,

    staying in love is hard, letting go is harder and moving on is the hardest.
    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2014

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    Just don't understand,

    logic tells me it's not all my fault. I can replay the events in my head and know it wasn't my fault. But I still feel guilty, I still blame me. It's not my fault but if he doesn't see that, I won't either. I'll say sorry again and hope this one softens him. That he'll feel...
    AlaskanBeliever AlaskanBeliever 18-21, F Oct 13, 2014

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    I Just Dont Get You Anymore...

    So I've been seeing this amazing guy since May 2010. I really care for him. In essence, you could say I'm in love with him. :) We get along fine....usually. But jus recently, he started ignoring me. Because of his stupid truck. It broke down, now he doesnt even want to talk to me...
    DeathBeforeDishonour DeathBeforeDishonour 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2010

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    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 26, 2014

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    Friends

    I don't know if this is true or it's just me It feels like my friends leave me. Okay I'll give you some examples; (1) My guy friend and I were together almost every day at school, now he has a girlfriend and have more friends than he used to, and I know it's weird of me that I...
    ThisIsNothing ThisIsNothing 13-15, F Oct 13, 2013

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    About 18 months ago I got engaged to my then

    boyfriend after dating for about a year. He moved in with me and my flat mate, and he was so clean and tidy. He was very conscious of his looks and always went to the gym. I was so attracted to him. He used to clean up after himself and buy groceries etc. We moved into our own...
    Tina411 Tina411 31-35 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I was hoping this New Year would be special

    for both me and two of my dearest friends. Unfortunately after believing so many things were getting better, I find that is not the case. Only into the second day of this New Year, a large slice of my world has fallen apart. I am lucky I have beautiful memories to hold on to and...
    sweetlovefor2 sweetlovefor2 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Oh God Just One Bus

    i have been with my wife for almost 2 years, i love her like i have loved no other. But i keep getting this feeling that she is stepping out on me. its not tangible signs, its her mood its her eyes it her hidden inner self that scares the hell out of me. I would have ran a long...
    springtight springtight 36-40 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    Lost And Alone

    yeah, i'm fine"…words i wish i could say and mean. have you ever felt alone? like no one in the world can understand the way you feel, like your the only person in the world stuck in pause? while everyone else is on PLAY ? like you have absolutely no idea what your doing with...
    raginggirl raginggirl 16-17 9 Responses Aug 5, 2010

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    My Friend?

    i feel sad and confused because someone who i thought was my good friend now avoids like someone avoids a leper. I mean she won't even look at me or tell me what it is that's bothering her since as far as i know i haven't done or said anything that may be hurtful because i haven...
    hollywoodlife hollywoodlife 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    I Just Want To Cry

    he says he loves me but he ignores me i try to spend time with him but he pushes me away im so confused i dont know wot to do i just want to break down and cry but wot will that solve apart from him telling me to stop being so stupid. i used to love my relationship with him but...
    LadyRouge LadyRouge 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    Dont Know What To Do

    this is not really a story I really just need an advice I have two lil ones and I do live with my baby's daddy and he is just not the same he is always in a bad mood he doesn't help me with my girls he is not even nice well just at times but I feel like he doesn't love me anymore...
    lostandconfuse lostandconfuse 22-25 Apr 19, 2013

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    He Just Doesn't Love Me Enough.

    I simply do not understand how the person that claims to love me like he has never loved anyone in his life can be so mean and nasty but claim those things are just said in anger.  I also do not understand why he has not made the effort to see me in almost 9 months - I guess...
    jms1970 jms1970 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    What Next?

    seems like i have caused this all myself but i know i havnt. I am a 17 stone 6ft one guy but i have a year and a half of bullying from my boss to contend with. I have also lost my marriage (although she wants me back, probably for my large salary) and i am at my wits end now...
    simonplumb simonplumb 41-45, M 3 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Christmas is in a few days

    and I've been thinking lately about how my real dad and I have never met. I've never seen a picture of him and I've only been told about him a few times. I'd just like some straight forward answers.
    maddyb6761 maddyb6761 13-15, F Dec 22, 2014

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    I'm so sad and confused.

    So I'm in a lot of pain right now because of my tummy. It hurts like and I took a lotta meds already. I hate how my parents won't take me to a doctor and how they make me feel worse than I'm feeling right now. They care more about their friends and they always point out their...
    Dinden123 Dinden123 18-21, F Jan 10, 2014

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    Soo I recently moved in with my bf.

    it wasn't a "oh I love you so much let's love together" thing. More like I was being evicted from my apartment and no where else to go.. Now the relationship seems to be slowly going down hill. And it's only been a month. At this very moment I'm sitting in my car with 9 month...
    Royaltycream Royaltycream 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 5, 2014

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    So Sad And Confused

    So sad and confused,That's me,On my own again,Wondering why,Did nothing wrong,Why, oh why,Is life like this?
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jul 1, 2012

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    Wow.. I thought I had overcome so many things. I feel like I'm falling apart again. Can I be sad? I mean I don't think I can put on a tough act for long. Sometimes I don't even...
    SleepyRose22 SleepyRose22 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    Having a major breakdown right now. Read below for the whole story. So there's this guy, and we met back in 8th grade, so about 5 years or so ago. My best friend at the time "set...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I'm talking with my ex about my depression and a lot of other stuff and he's crying and I hate how desensitized I am about it all. I feel like I should be sad or remorseful about...
    connieawaller connieawaller 16-17, F a week ago

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    today is a really bad day. I had to come home from my dads because christmas break is over, and i don't know the next time i will see them, probably not till may when my dad and...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F Jan 4

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    there's probably a better place for posting this but nevermind...I just got back from my cousins place to find that the 5 gorgeous, playful 2 month old kittens are no where to be...
    zkzi zkzi 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I feel completely worthless and simply pathetic. I feel like I let everyone down and everyone lets me down. I don't know why I'm even put on this Earth I don't understand my...
    lemonade5 lemonade5 16-17, F Jan 2

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    Is my boyfriend allowed to ask me to stop talking to a friend. Well I used to consider him a friend. He was till I realized he made me feel so inadequate around him and I'm sick of...
    CatLory CatLory 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    my husband and i have been living separately but in daily contact for about 6 months. we have a verbal agreement for custody and support of our 2 1/2 year old son because we have...
    susieq45 susieq45 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    How can you be that interested in a person you don't even know? Especially when for example a reality 'star', they have absolutely zero talent, make no contribution to society and...
    NPMEE NPMEE 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    UGH, where to begin. I've come to the conclusion that I should probably join an emotions anonymous group the way my emotions roller coaster. Lets see, problem 1. I could possibly...
    moobly1 moobly1 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Hi, this is my very first post. I just would like to share what i have been going through for the last month or so. First, backstory: I met this girl 4 years ago. She was 15, i...
    roobs108 roobs108 22-25, M Jan 3

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    I'm not confused!!! I think I know and you know too. So who's confused now??? :-P
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    I had always assumed that I was straight. I went to church and listened to my preacher on the issue, like a "good boy", as my mother once put it. I had been taught sexuality was a...
    super563 super563 13-15, M Jan 18

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    I just got into this new relationship.. And I don't know how to handle it.. He's the same age as me which is weird because I like older guys better.. He doesn't have a job.. He has...
    LovingTheNewMe LovingTheNewMe 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 18

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    So I've been taught and raised that being nice and a gentlemen was the way to get a girl. But in reality most girls fall for the bad boys, those who treat them like objects, or...
    Storyguy007 Storyguy007 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I've had a massive crush on my history teacher for 2 years but he left and moved half way across the world in September, since he left I've been really confused with my feelings...
    anonymous329 anonymous329 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm really confused and no one knows it except my therapist who I just revealed this to. I've kept things a secret for so long and have been afraid to say anything. I feel so...
    ces588 ces588 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The Death of My Godfather This happened a number of years ago but it feels just as painful now as it did at the time when i got the bad news about my godfather's death.He was not...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M Jan 2

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    The break up with the girl I was dating made me realized how confused I am, and I really don't know what to do with my life. I'm in college, pretty close to graduating, but I'm not...
    clixt clixt 22-25, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I feel unhappy in my marriage. We've been together since age 18. Mostly happy until a few years ago things started coming to a head. I feel as though I fell out of love. Although...
    sally7 sally7 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    i hate this feeling. oh well off to bed to be even more confused I guess lol
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Jan 1

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    I went on a camping trip with some friends and there is one who im quite keen on, after drinking a little we ended up holding hands then going back to his tent and cuddling...
    irrelevantlol irrelevantlol 16-17, F Jan 2

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    Ever since middle school I felt like I wasn't just attracted to guys but girls as well. I also lack sexual desire unless I've developed close romantic relations with them. But on...
    KimmiNinja KimmiNinja 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    My husband thinks my ex still has feelings for me... Hubby's reasons? Well firstly, my ex wouldn't argue with me as much as we did if he didn't, he'd of just blocked me and never...
    JenniBob JenniBob 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    am not confused i love girlsss bcuz they eat me good
    sexyloveles sexyloveles 18-21, F Jan 5

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    hi everyone. i'm a 22 years old cisgender female. first of all, i apologyze for my english. lately i've been questioning my gender a lot. When i was a child (actually until I was14...
    finnien finnien 22-25, T 1 Response Jan 6