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I Am So Sad and Lonely That It Is Killing Me

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    I Am All Alone and She Could Care Less

    The readers digest version is that the woman I spent my life with for 28 years, the woman that I devoted myself to left me like a sack of garbage at the curb of life.  She never appreciated anything that I did for her or our girls, never made even a token attempt...
    MichaelHStateler MichaelHStateler 51-55 17 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    my heart feels numb without him.

    I feel like its not beating
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Dear my company i am alone most of the time.

    'Cos i don't have any family.no family support. i feel all alone in people of groups. i feel sad in public. i feel lonely talking with people who have family. I don't look for any preach or advice here. I just want to know is there anyone who doesn’t have family because of...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Nov 29, 2014

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    inloveandeath inloveandeath 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    Choco6014 Choco6014 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2014

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    Sad I live with it, it is my constant companion,

    I hide it well when necessary, people think I am funny and caring and an awesome person, but most days I wish I could just stop breathing.
    meigot2b meigot2b 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 23

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    I Am Fond Of Foreign Languages But Not Speaking...

    This is funny. I am so fond of studing foreign languages and at the same time I a failure at talking to people even in my mother tongue. Foreign languages are like a dreamy world for me, some other life where everything is the way I want it. But reality is still reality( in...
    Memonster Memonster 26-30 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm wilting.

    I can just feel the life slipping out of me and I think it's because I'm so completely alone. I have two kids who are about to leave home for university and I just feel like I'm going to be stuck here in this house with all this stuff completely alone and with no one to talk to...
    WickyLulu WickyLulu 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I Feel Broken.

    My first post... Today was so awful. I have great parents, but even they didn't understand the magnitude of the pain I'm in. I have been depressed for years and years, so much so that I didn't really have a childhood. Not that I am that mature. Just, I am that sad. Sad beyond my...
    brokenjuliet brokenjuliet 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    I sit up at night with my headphones in my ears

    and wish that I could be out with friends, family...anyone. I often wonder if it's my own fault that I'm so alone, that I may have made the wrong choices in terms of the friends I made along the way in my life. Even among people I am lonely... within crowds and anywhere that I...
    KyleMD KyleMD 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 2, 2014

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    Alone Forever And Ever It Seems........ :-(

    I think I will be forever alone, no one takes the time to call me or text me first or tell me they wanna visit,, why am i the one it seems who picks up the phone to send the first text or IM in these chats? Either I am a nobody or the world just s * * * * and everyone is all for...
    FreeBird275 FreeBird275 26-30 20 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    It took me 34 years to have my first kiss

    (peck). She ended it 2 weeks after it was a total of 3 weeks unofficially. I still haven’t had my first girlfriend. 10 years ago I didn’t care so much about this, but it really hurt I have cried everyday about it. The more I try not to cry about it the more I do. I don’t...
    MadDog21 MadDog21 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    When you cry for hours

    and realize the only people who message you are online. That nobody in your real life gives a **** 🔫
    KingDavid1996 KingDavid1996 18-21, M a week ago

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    It's No Use...

    I'm just a useless person who doesn't matter. Nothing would happen if I killed myself anyway. No one would notice. If a few a people do notice, they wouldn't care, or would probably think it's funny anyway. I've always been scared to kill myself for eight years now. But it seems...
    MeteorDeath MeteorDeath 18-21, M 11 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    I was once sad and lonely,

    having nobody to comfort me, so I wore a mask that always smiled;to hide my feelings behind a lie. before long, I had many friends;With my mask, I was one of them but deep inside, I still felt empty, Like I was missing a part of me. nobody could hear my cries at night for I...
    belllla belllla 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I try and fill the days with something to do

    and spend evening with children but get so stressed and lonely when they've gone to bed. Just came out of an abusive relationship of 20 years so had few friends anyway but the nights are the hardest to deal with.
    lolita3121 lolita3121 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    Hey guys, I am new here

    and I don't usually do things like this, but I feel some unbiased anonymous advice would be very helpful right now. I don't want to seem over dramatic, but I'm truly feel so emotionally drained I am about to collapse. I am currently in my second year of university, and I'm...
    Tinzers Tinzers 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2014

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    I don't understand it.

    Like bricks or stones that ghosts around me throw I get hit in the most random of places. I get a loneliness that no one can cut through, a feeling of emptiness that is so consistently eating away at me that I legitimately feel as though there is a cylinder of nothing in my neck...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F May 10

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    Sometimes I Google.

    When there is no one to talk to, or even sometimes when there are, I turn to google to admit all of my real feelings and thoughts. Just glancing through my recent searches would tell you what sort of person I am, probably, what sort of person anyone is. I feel strongly that we...
    ninedeenine ninedeenine 26-30 8 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    i have never felt so alone

    before in my life. I don't feel the same connection with anyone and it hurts me so much. I have been crying myself to sleep for the last two nights. I hate this but i can't change it. I always find it hard to change myself.
    nellag7 nellag7 18-21, F Mar 10

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    am having my exams from this month ending i

    feel i can score a better rank but am not working on it am loosing my interests at last am feeling sad for that am getting diverted from my books am just wasting my time can anyone tell me how to improve myself
    shekarleader shekarleader 18-21, M Mar 14

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    Sometimes I just want to be in a room alone,

    curl up on the bed, and cry for 30 min straight. Nobody thinks or cares about the stress that's on me. All this hurt & pain I'm keeping in, it's taking its toll on me physically, mentally, & emotionally. It caused me to become depressed. I can't focus, it's effecting my memory...
    lovethybey lovethybey 16-17, F 3 Responses May 12

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    I often wonder if it's my own fear holding me

    back with trying to meet someone I can care for and cherish. I often convince myself that a woman would never want me because I don't make enough money,or have the best job in the world. Sometimes I tell myself that I don't look good enough. My point is though why is it that a...
    Quinney Quinney 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 19

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    We are here for enjoy our life on earth

    but involve in lots other things which are obstacles in our life,, we want to do something but really doing something different, We need a good friend which help and enhance us but searching for support of money and other benefits which are not related to our strength, joy...
    dhbadli dhbadli 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I hate being single and alone.

    I hate to grow old without my prince charming.I hope he will come and take me away from a far away palace.Where is thou romeo and i will be your juliet?But one think i am happy about i have a son.But it sucks being a single mom. I have been searching so long and giving up hope.I...
    queenbee69 queenbee69 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    I feel like I am all alone in this world.

    I have family and friends but they don't know that I am depressed most of the time and have been for more than 10 years. I always fake a smile and pretend like I am okay because I don't want them to worry about me and I dont think any of them will truly understand how I feel. I...
    AnnaChoe AnnaChoe 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    Please. Your message might save a life today.

    I need a reason to live. Im feeling hopeless. Please talk to me.....
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 8

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    ....Sometimes even when I'm feeling okay,

    I get sad...Sometimes being in a good mood makes me depressed because I know it's not going to last...I am tired all the time. I tell people I'm trying to stop cutting, I'm trying so hard, I tell people it's been weeks, but those closest to me know it's only been three measly...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    Absolute silence leads to sadness.

    It is the image of death.
    ProSolitude ProSolitude 26-30, F 3 Responses May 6, 2014

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    I am so sad all the time

    and I don't know why completely. I have had so much trauma growing up and things I have had to go through in my older years. I am twenty three now. I feel six years old and sixty years old at the same time. I am a victim of abuse on so many levels and I often find myself...
    amyfcook amyfcook 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    My flat is a mess, my head is a mess,

    my life is a mess. The pain, the hurt, all the negative emotion is draining my body of energy. I have no motivation. I just want to lay in bed, tucked away beneath the duvet. Hidden away. Life is not what it's cracked up to be. I don't really want to participate in...
    xxlouisebaby xxlouisebaby 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    My last bf is 5 years ago

    and of course during these five years there were some men chasing after me but it just never feels right anymore. I'm lonely but I'm really used to it. I enjoy being not bothered and being all single. But sometimes I hope my 'special somebody' will show up soon, someone that...
    possiblyali possiblyali 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    I don't have anyone that I can talk to

    and be completely honest with. I have no one to share my feelings with and I'm scared of living a long life feeling this loneliness and misery. I want someone to care about me and show me that they care. I want to be someone's "everything", someone's best friend, someone's 4am...
    DreamingOfSparrows DreamingOfSparrows 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    You're not gonna be here

    for me Close my eyes and start to dream Remember a time I used to laugh Before my soul was cut in half How could you take this away from me I used to be strong but now I can't breath You lifted me up and I was so high Now I'm crashing down waiting to die My heart is big and...
    velvetskies velvetskies 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    I gave you my heart and all I had,

    but it seems to me like you don't even care. You rather be with your friends, and front to be a single man.but when we're alone its just you and me in this world. So I ask myself, Why do you come back to me and make me cry?? Don't you understand that I Love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    My life is too painful.

    Every damn day I suffer depression, loneliness, anxiety, hopelessness, and more that won't go awaY or get better. I'm left out of everything. I fight all this **** but it DOESNT GET BETTER. I would go on and give more examples about how my life is a ******* joke, but I don't...
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    its horrible when everyones in a relationship

    and you're still lonely one of the most painful experiences ever and you feel like when is it YOUR turn to be loved, to be wanted and to be touched like you're made out of angel wings?
    rxdicxlshit rxdicxlshit 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    I skype'd with my sister tonight

    and it was brought up about what's next in my life. All I do is work. I don't really have a social life. I have so much anxiety and am so depressed that idk what to do. My mom passed, my Dad moved away, my sister lives down South. I feel like I don't have a family. I feel...
    Christiangirl7 Christiangirl7 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Why is dating so ******* complicated?

    ??? I am 18 and I am in college and I asked many 18-19 year old girls their numbers and all of them said "they sort of have boyfriends" and I argue with them afterwards because I am so ******* fed up of their ******* lies, and I know that they don't have boyfriends because they...
    mynameispaul23 mynameispaul23 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I work in law enforcement.

    I'm single, divorced, have no children, work 2 jobs to make ends meet, and feel so utterly alone that I can not stand it. I have an I.Q. north of 140 am good looking and have a great sense of humor. I have Tourette's and I hate who I am. I have no idea who I am. I am at a very...
    Jamesinathens Jamesinathens 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 14

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    Just Not Good Enough

    I live with my grandparents.. and every mistake I make, my grandma threatens to kick me out. And I can't take it. All the time she yells at me ... and I'm so lonely. I feel like she's pushing me away. I used to think my grandparents where the nicest people , but that soon changed...
    exceptionallyweird exceptionallyweird 16-17, F 4 Responses May 21, 2013

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    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I moved away from my kids,

    living with my husband, in laws all around who hate me and I have never felt so alone and sad in my entire life. My husband always says "forget about them I love you" and my 2 year old always makes me smile but I feel ALONE. Even when I am surrounded by the ones I love I still...
    linnclark linnclark 31-35 Jan 27

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    I just want to escape from feeling this extreme

    sadness... I don't know what to do anymore. It's freakin tearing me apart everyday... It hurts so bad that sometimes i wish i could give up... *sighs*
    ajdream ajdream 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    I just want someone to be with me- soothe my

    crying inner boy that is me. He's gone without any help, any compassion and any love for way too long. Whenever he pushes back people, it was only to not become engulfed in me as I might not cope- he was fearing for me. But, now I've shut off him, and my emotions, and I don't...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 2 Responses May 15, 2014

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