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I Am So Sad and Lonely That It Is Killing Me

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    When I think about it too much,

    I cry or panic. I mostly panic in public and cry at home. Once I cried at school but I'm always alone so nobody really noticed except for the janitor who just awkwardly walked away.
    SM1028 SM1028 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Keep It Bottled In...

    My husband and I got together at 15. Started having kids at 18...we got married after 10 years despite his alcohol abuse, smoking weed, and numerous cheating. I wanted my family so bad and it's been even worse in the two years we've been married. He promised me no more bullshit...
    behindgreeneyes behindgreeneyes 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 3, 2012

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    I Am Fond Of Foreign Languages But Not Speaking...

    This is funny. I am so fond of studing foreign languages and at the same time I a failure at talking to people even in my mother tongue. Foreign languages are like a dreamy world for me, some other life where everything is the way I want it. But reality is still reality( in...
    Memonster Memonster 22-25 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    I feel so sick cuz of the cramps.

    I just want my bf here to cuddle me and tell me that everything is gonna be ok.
    BloodRedDarkness1 BloodRedDarkness1 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I need some One to talk to ;(

    that really likes me for who I'm ;( I will in to make u happy I promes jst give me a chance ;)
    jonathanyossio5 jonathanyossio5 22-25, M Mar 29

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    ....Sometimes even when I'm feeling okay,

    I get sad...Sometimes being in a good mood makes me depressed because I know it's not going to last...I am tired all the time. I tell people I'm trying to stop cutting, I'm trying so hard, I tell people it's been weeks, but those closest to me know it's only been three measly...
    LesbianBlue LesbianBlue 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Choco6014 Choco6014 26-30, F 14 Responses Apr 13

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    Suicidal?Sad?Lonely? Read!

    Are you thinking about suicide? Thinking about how, if you killed yourself, nobody would care? Think again. If you kill yourself you will change somebodies world. That's right. They will see everything differently. Just hearing your name will burn their mind with memores. They...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    A Life Long Lost

    This will be the first time in a while since I've told the story of my past. To this day it affects me and it only gets worse. When I was little all I wanted to be was recognized. I felt that I needed to feel that there will always be someone there for me. When I was born I was...
    WardenOfFate WardenOfFate 18-21 8 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    Absolute silence leads to sadness.

    It is the image of death.
    Adl5000 Adl5000 26-30, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I lost my husband three years ago

    and I can not get over the loneliness, I have family but they are all involved in their own lives and do not have time for me.
    llinda67 llinda67 66-70, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Have you ever encountered awkwardly meek people

    that rarely talks and most of the time, left alone with only themselves for company? That you'd often see walking home or eating lunch by themselves? That most people don't notice or even recognize by their names because they're just so... Invisible? Well, guess what. I'm one of...
    Aejii Aejii 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 1

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    I wish there were some people

    who love me and care about me.
    dreamer025 dreamer025 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 6

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    I almost deleted my account

    after 15mins here reading these stories. Its all so pointless. I'm just one of thousands in similar situations. Why add to this meaningless mountain of misery. What I do want to know is, what is the big problem with suicide. Why is it only just starting to be OK for those with...
    theonlyonelikeme theonlyonelikeme 36-40, M 4 Responses Jun 15

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    I'm really sad... Idk why.

    .. I'm feeling lonely.. :/ it's really killing me..
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I cry myself to sleep alot.

    And everyone at school makes fun of me for the way i dress. Many people have called me goth, emo, stupid, weird, And unwanted. The truth is, i go through alot and they just dont get it do they? And if someone says stay strong, look.. Ok i cant take this bullshit anymore! I cant...
    xxXSceneGurlXxx xxXSceneGurlXxx 13-15, F 3 Responses May 30

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    I can't handle it anymore,

    but I'm too afraid to kill myself. Please someone help me
    sadasusual sadasusual 22-25 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Alone But ...

    I've read some stories about loneliness, and it prompted me to write this. At 51, I thought I'd be somewhere other than where I am now. I thought I'd have a book published by now, that I'd have my own herd of alpacas (albeit a small one), that I'd be with the love of my life and...
    moongirl62 moongirl62 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 9, 2013

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    My last bf is 5 years ago

    and of course during these five years there were some men chasing after me but it just never feels right anymore. I'm lonely but I'm really used to it. I enjoy being not bothered and being all single. But sometimes I hope my 'special somebody' will show up soon, someone that...
    msmika msmika 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I Am Really Stressed And Depressed!

    I am so sad. I don’t want everybody to ask me about my job. Now, I am very worried about my job. I graduated with a good degree in Accounting from A University of Economics 2 months ago. It’s really hard to find a job. When i apply for a job, the companies require work...
    ngakim90 ngakim90 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 25, 2012

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    I feel stuck. I've drifted from all my friends

    and I can't even hold a conversation with my best friend of 11 years. For my past 3 birthdays I've lost someone when; I turned 13 my grandma died, 14 my best fiend left, 15 my mom walked out on me and my sister (who hates me) and soon I'll be 16 and all I can think about is who...
    smallzworld smallzworld 13-15, F May 11

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    Hi.I am so lonely and depressed right now.

    7 months ago I met a girl.I got to get her with her.I was for the first time happy I have always been lonely and depressed for crying out loud I before this i never even kissed a girl. So anyway.the relationship was good for the first 5 months it was good.Bit then it went...
    spidergrrr spidergrrr 18-21, M Jul 21

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    I Can'T Handle It

    I don't even know where to begin. But I guess I should start with school, where i am put down everyday. My best friend found a new best friend. When I come home, I come home to my parents fighting and screaming at me for no reason. They pressure me into being the most perfect...
    allaloneandgone allaloneandgone 13-15 1 Response May 5, 2013

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    My life is a mess, it has been bad

    since I was born but I have been fighting against all the time. People see me like an example but they don't know how bad I suffer. I can't go back to the beginning and be different, there is no way because my fight had had fruits and now I find myself living life like a robot...
    annonnimo annonnimo 36-40, M Mar 8

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    Everyone at school calls me ugly.

    Now i cant stand to look in the mirror. I am not beautiful or pretty, i just want someone to be there for me and always have my back too.
    xxXSceneGurlXxx xxXSceneGurlXxx 13-15, F 2 Responses May 30

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    Happyjudy Happyjudy 18-21 1 Response Aug 1

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    Sometimes. I get so wrapped up in my own head

    and get so depressed. Sometimes I just can't take it anymore. It's so hard to move past these harmful thoughts and emotions I get wrapped into. I'm so sad and lonely and the pain is slowly eating me
    Samika1400 Samika1400 13-15, F Apr 29

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    It's No Use...

    I'm just a useless person who doesn't matter. Nothing would happen if I killed myself anyway. No one would notice. If a few a people do notice, they wouldn't care, or would probably think it's funny anyway. I've always been scared to kill myself for eight years now. But it seems...
    MeteorDeath MeteorDeath 18-21, M 11 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    I am so alone & have no friends I just don't

    know what to do anymore. I feel so ungrateful for the life I have been given, but I can't help feeling sad
    unique1990 unique1990 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    Getting Hopeless

    I'm getting to the point where I'm getting really tired of trying to move forward. I just feel so empty and pointless. I just feel completely lost and I don't know where to go in life anymore, and I'm scared. I'm just super depressed and tired of fighting it. I'm tired of acting...
    chloe360 chloe360 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Idk maybe it's the fact

    that I feel alone. That no one cares about me. I lay in my room every night wishing that someone showed they cared about me. But I've been waiting for a long time and there's nobody there.
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    gkchappy gkchappy 16-17, F Jun 8

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    Ready To End It!

    This year has been the worst year I belive I have ever had in my life and I'm 54. My sister and I have been working togeather for 15 years and this year, in May, she decided to quit. That was so hard but I picked myself up and worked on. Then in June she was diagnosed with a...
    lea75708 lea75708 51-55 4 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    I sit up at night with my headphones in my ears

    and wish that I could be out with friends, family...anyone. I often wonder if it's my own fault that I'm so alone, that I may have made the wrong choices in terms of the friends I made along the way in my life. Even among people I am lonely... within crowds and anywhere that I...
    KyleMD KyleMD 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 2

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    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX 13-15, F 2 Responses May 19

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    Demented walker~~~Is this life in full colour

    and clarity?why did i yearn for the unknown? Now biting back chunks of regrets and no thank you's! I am no snow white and this no fairy tale love story.This is my reality unsure and insecure, is your reality different from mine? Or does yours also bring you to your knees? Sunset...
    Sproetjies3 Sproetjies3 22-25, F 2 Responses May 24

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    I just want someone to be with me- soothe my

    crying inner boy that is me. He's gone without any help, any compassion and any love for way too long. Whenever he pushes back people, it was only to not become engulfed in me as I might not cope- he was fearing for me. But, now I've shut off him, and my emotions, and I don't...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 2 Responses May 15

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    I Feel Broken.

    My first post... Today was so awful. I have great parents, but even they didn't understand the magnitude of the pain I'm in. I have been depressed for years and years, so much so that I didn't really have a childhood. Not that I am that mature. Just, I am that sad. Sad beyond my...
    brokenjuliet brokenjuliet 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    Where do I begin is there anyone out there

    that would care to hear? I have no friends to turn to either, with the pain.of not seeing my.mother for.years running into her at.Wal-Mart.to.her doing drugs.with me to my dad leaving me with my grandma after beating me to saying.im.Not.his.daughter im a dog. To finding love...
    Jadyd Jadyd 22-25 1 Response Apr 23

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    I Dont Know What To Do Anymore

    i am 42 and go for days without human contact.my only constant is the tv for noise. i have no friends or social life, no family around me. people have used me for money and then disapearred. i feel im buying them and getting no input from them. i suffer from mental health...
    janeybell janeybell 41-45 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    I have never been alone,

    there has always been someone there in my life. There is naturally nothing wrong with this only when you forget how to be alone with yourself; I have forgotten. After the break-up of my marriage, I suffered major depression (still am), I have little friends, my relationship with...
    LigeGaveMeLemons86 LigeGaveMeLemons86 26-30, F Jun 2

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    liy20 liy20 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Quite Lonely

    I don't do this often at all really, this is the first time I've signed up for something like this. I left my ex nearly a year ago but only because she didn't want to be with me. I loved her and I was really sad for a long time. I'm an amateur kickboxer and I thought I could get...
    nqg17 nqg17 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Thoughts

    Ok so I was talking with one of my Xes & she was talking about her new BF so I didn't really know what to say so I said things like "I bet so" "yep" she had asked if I was ok I said yea but I'm not I miss her & I'm trying to get her to text back so I can ask her something but she...
    1LilLefty 1LilLefty 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Y sad ? well thr a lot of reasons big one is I

    have lost a lot belief i people and myself and lost so much confidence so my life is going nowhere right now. y lonely? its because all the friends I had ( and I had enough) are not in my contact anymore thats becoz i have stopped talking to them for a long while because I was...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Just Not Good Enough

    I live with my grandparents.. and every mistake I make, my grandma threatens to kick me out. And I can't take it. All the time she yells at me ... and I'm so lonely. I feel like she's pushing me away. I used to think my grandparents where the nicest people , but that soon changed...
    exceptionallyweird exceptionallyweird 13-15, F 4 Responses May 21, 2013

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    Alone Forever And Ever It Seems........ :-(

    I think I will be forever alone, no one takes the time to call me or text me first or tell me they wanna visit,, why am i the one it seems who picks up the phone to send the first text or IM in these chats? Either I am a nobody or the world just s * * * * and everyone is all for...
    FreeBird275 FreeBird275 26-30 19 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    I Am All Alone and She Could Care Less

    The readers digest version is that the woman I spent my life with for 28 years, the woman that I devoted myself to left me like a sack of garbage at the curb of life.  She never appreciated anything that I did for her or our girls, never made even a token attempt...
    MichaelHStateler MichaelHStateler 51-55 17 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    My life is too painful.

    Every damn day I suffer depression, loneliness, anxiety, hopelessness, and more that won't go awaY or get better. I'm left out of everything. I fight all this **** but it DOESNT GET BETTER. I would go on and give more examples about how my life is a ******* joke, but I don't...
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    if someone would message me id greatly

    appreciate it 13-25 only
    Firefighter654 Firefighter654 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I am so sad all the time

    and I don't know why completely. I have had so much trauma growing up and things I have had to go through in my older years. I am twenty three now. I feel six years old and sixty years old at the same time. I am a victim of abuse on so many levels and I often find myself...
    amyfcook amyfcook 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Sometimes I Google.

    When there is no one to talk to, or even sometimes when there are, I turn to google to admit all of my real feelings and thoughts. Just glancing through my recent searches would tell you what sort of person I am, probably, what sort of person anyone is. I feel strongly that we...
    ninedeenine ninedeenine 26-30 8 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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