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I Am So Sad and Lonely That It Is Killing Me

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    I Am All Alone and She Could Care Less

    The readers digest version is that the woman I spent my life with for 28 years, the woman that I devoted myself to left me like a sack of garbage at the curb of life.  She never appreciated anything that I did for her or our girls, never made even a token attempt...
    MichaelHStateler MichaelHStateler 51-55 17 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    I Dont Know What To Do Anymore

    i am 42 and go for days without human contact.my only constant is the tv for noise. i have no friends or social life, no family around me. people have used me for money and then disapearred. i feel im buying them and getting no input from them. i suffer from mental health...
    janeybell janeybell 41-45 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    Well yesterday night I had 3 dreams about my ex.

    She cruelly broke my heart almost 1 month a half ago and I'm still madly in love with her.
    dylanneo98 dylanneo98 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    To be honest I don't know

    why I'm here, all I can really say is all I can feel right now is pain and it is all coming from the fact my heart and mind can't accept that the person I want will never be with me.
    bucketofheart bucketofheart 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    Alone But ...

    I've read some stories about loneliness, and it prompted me to write this. At 51, I thought I'd be somewhere other than where I am now. I thought I'd have a book published by now, that I'd have my own herd of alpacas (albeit a small one), that I'd be with the love of my life and...
    moongirl62 moongirl62 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 9, 2013

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    I'm really sad... Idk why.

    .. I'm feeling lonely.. :/ it's really killing me..
    Thatssoawesome Thatssoawesome 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 29

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    Thoughts

    Ok so I was talking with one of my Xes & she was talking about her new BF so I didn't really know what to say so I said things like "I bet so" "yep" she had asked if I was ok I said yea but I'm not I miss her & I'm trying to get her to text back so I can ask her something but she...
    1LilLefty 1LilLefty 13-15, M Oct 18, 2013

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    Alone Forever And Ever It Seems........ :-(

    I think I will be forever alone, no one takes the time to call me or text me first or tell me they wanna visit,, why am i the one it seems who picks up the phone to send the first text or IM in these chats? Either I am a nobody or the world just s * * * * and everyone is all for...
    FreeBird275 FreeBird275 26-30 19 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    My dad died a few days ago.

    I don't have enough money to go back home and go to his funeral. The day that he died, i cried all night. The next day I was so numb. I don't know why but I decided to go to a bar and hooked up with this random girl that I met. I felt so guilty. I feel empty. That is...
    Sam448 Sam448 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I Feel Broken.

    My first post... Today was so awful. I have great parents, but even they didn't understand the magnitude of the pain I'm in. I have been depressed for years and years, so much so that I didn't really have a childhood. Not that I am that mature. Just, I am that sad. Sad beyond my...
    brokenjuliet brokenjuliet 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    Living Lonely

    I've never done this before, writing about myself online, I feel selfish and like there are so many people more deserving of telling their tales, but lately I just need to say it, it's been so long since I have, if I ever have really...I'm lonely, so very very lonely. I'm nearly...
    Tosie Tosie 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    I Can'T Handle It

    I don't even know where to begin. But I guess I should start with school, where i am put down everyday. My best friend found a new best friend. When I come home, I come home to my parents fighting and screaming at me for no reason. They pressure me into being the most perfect...
    allaloneandgone allaloneandgone 13-15 1 Response May 5, 2013

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    I lost my husband three years ago

    and I can not get over the loneliness, I have family but they are all involved in their own lives and do not have time for me.
    llinda67 llinda67 66-70, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I'm with my husband 21yrs he in the last few

    years is spending more and more time with his mom it's and I'm feeling so alone it's killing me now every day all weekend he spends with her he has pushed me and my kids to one side I have no family or friends in this town and am so depressed I really don't know what to so...
    Debbie879 Debbie879 41-45 1 Response Mar 8

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    My life is too painful.

    Every damn day I suffer depression, loneliness, anxiety, hopelessness, and more that won't go awaY or get better. I'm left out of everything. I fight all this **** but it DOESNT GET BETTER. I would go on and give more examples about how my life is a ******* joke, but I don't...
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    My life is a mess, it has been bad

    since I was born but I have been fighting against all the time. People see me like an example but they don't know how bad I suffer. I can't go back to the beginning and be different, there is no way because my fight had had fruits and now I find myself living life like a robot...
    annonnimo annonnimo 36-40, M Mar 8

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    Getting Hopeless

    I'm getting to the point where I'm getting really tired of trying to move forward. I just feel so empty and pointless. I just feel completely lost and I don't know where to go in life anymore, and I'm scared. I'm just super depressed and tired of fighting it. I'm tired of acting...
    chloe360 chloe360 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Just Not Good Enough

    I live with my grandparents.. and every mistake I make, my grandma threatens to kick me out. And I can't take it. All the time she yells at me ... and I'm so lonely. I feel like she's pushing me away. I used to think my grandparents where the nicest people , but that soon changed...
    exceptionallyweird exceptionallyweird 13-15, F 4 Responses May 21, 2013

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    Where do I start.... I'm overweight I've got no

    job I'm in trouble with the police for insurance fraud, my baby has a whole in his heart my boyfriends family can't stand me and reject my 3 boys he has a daughter (9) who doesn't like me and makes up lies about me an which my boyfriends family lap up to fuel their dislike for...
    wadeeb wadeeb 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Y sad ? well thr a lot of reasons big one is I

    have lost a lot belief i people and myself and lost so much confidence so my life is going nowhere right now. y lonely? its because all the friends I had ( and I had enough) are not in my contact anymore thats becoz i have stopped talking to them for a long while because I was...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I'm so sad and lonely

    that I am not even trying to take care of myself or my household. My hygiene is disgusting. My husband has took a job as a truck driver and is gone for five days straight. We have grown so far apart since then and I miss him a lot. He doesn't even sleep in the bed with me when...
    mrcrackers mrcrackers 36-40 Feb 28

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    I just feel as if anything I do is empty.

    There's no real meaning, none of my actions seem to take a significant role in anybody's life. I would like to have a friend, but just can't find one that stays next to me long enough. Everyone just despises me because I'm sad. Been feeling for years as if I can't go on anymore...
    sadasusual sadasusual 22-25 4 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    Today is fat and ugly

    and alone day. I just need to feel loved. By him. I am really tired of waiting.
    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    if someone would message me id greatly

    appreciate it 13-25 only
    Firefighter654 Firefighter654 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Ready To End It!

    This year has been the worst year I belive I have ever had in my life and I'm 54. My sister and I have been working togeather for 15 years and this year, in May, she decided to quit. That was so hard but I picked myself up and worked on. Then in June she was diagnosed with a...
    lea75708 lea75708 51-55 4 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Suicidal?Sad?Lonely? Read!

    Are you thinking about suicide? Thinking about how, if you killed yourself, nobody would care? Think again. If you kill yourself you will change somebodies world. That's right. They will see everything differently. Just hearing your name will burn their mind with memores. They...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    I Am Fond Of Foreign Languages But Not Speaking...

    This is funny. I am so fond of studing foreign languages and at the same time I a failure at talking to people even in my mother tongue. Foreign languages are like a dreamy world for me, some other life where everything is the way I want it. But reality is still reality( in...
    Memonster Memonster 22-25 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    Idk maybe it's the fact

    that I feel alone. That no one cares about me. I lay in my room every night wishing that someone showed they cared about me. But I've been waiting for a long time and there's nobody there.
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    ....Sometimes even when I'm feeling okay,

    I get sad...Sometimes being in a good mood makes me depressed because I know it's not going to last...I am tired all the time. I tell people I'm trying to stop cutting, I'm trying so hard, I tell people it's been weeks, but those closest to me know it's only been three measly...
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Quite Lonely

    I don't do this often at all really, this is the first time I've signed up for something like this. I left my ex nearly a year ago but only because she didn't want to be with me. I loved her and I was really sad for a long time. I'm an amateur kickboxer and I thought I could get...
    nqg17 nqg17 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    I am so sad all the time

    and I don't know why completely. I have had so much trauma growing up and things I have had to go through in my older years. I am twenty three now. I feel six years old and sixty years old at the same time. I am a victim of abuse on so many levels and I often find myself...
    amyfcook amyfcook 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Its 1:19 and I cant sleep.

    I felt like reading some stories about sadness. Heres mine. Lets start off bt saying im different. I was ever since I was born amd still am. I'm sad alot and I dont want to be like one of those teens who self-diagnose themselves with depression, cuz im not depressed, I think...
    SadNSmiling SadNSmiling 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I was dumped over text by my dream girl 2

    months ago. we have dated for 4 months but we spent tons of time together and I know that I love her. She wants nothing to do with me now and she always ignores me and flirts with guys already even tho she once claimed to love me. I've thought about her every single day and...
    dylanneo98 dylanneo98 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    Dreams don't die unless we want them to right?

    I feel selfish but hopeless. If I transition I'll die. Sacrificed a great career for my love. People treat me like ****. Look down upon me. Prey upon me and belittle me to exhault themselves. None of them know I live in my car. None of them know how lonely I am and how much I...
    reallyistear reallyistear 26-30, M Feb 20

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    Not Much To Say

    Other than I am so tired of being so sad all the time. It hurts, and I just feel like I can't do it any more.
    megrae megrae 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    I'm very angry with God

    but at the same time I feel so much shame for not being happy with the blessings I have.
    rundomorun rundomorun 36-40, F Mar 2

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    Sometimes I Google.

    When there is no one to talk to, or even sometimes when there are, I turn to google to admit all of my real feelings and thoughts. Just glancing through my recent searches would tell you what sort of person I am, probably, what sort of person anyone is. I feel strongly that we...
    ninedeenine ninedeenine 26-30 7 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    Nobody understands what I feel.

    I am constantly drowning within an abyss of pain and suffering. I am lonely and I feel unloved. I live at home with my mother right now- I am all alone with her taking care of her on my own. I have sisters who could help- they could have at least helped me to find resources...
    maddybaddy01 maddybaddy01 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    Choco6014 Choco6014 26-30, F 13 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been a selective mute

    since I was seven years old. I quickly learned to hide the emotions people sought out in a selective mute and seemed normal to everyone around me just shy. When I realized that I had selective mutism I was happy. There were others like me but I knew I would never talk to them. I...
    mutedselectively mutedselectively 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    It's No Use...

    I'm just a useless person who doesn't matter. Nothing would happen if I killed myself anyway. No one would notice. If a few a people do notice, they wouldn't care, or would probably think it's funny anyway. I've always been scared to kill myself for eight years now. But it seems...
    MeteorDeath MeteorDeath 18-21, M 11 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    25? Already?? Me???...

    My age... I can't catch up with it... I left behind... I can't realise I'am 25. When I meet people of my age it seems strange to me.. to be their age!.. When a person is 28 it suddenly strikes me it is only 3 years difference.. and that people are supposed to be just like me... I...
    Memonster Memonster 22-25 1 Response Jan 8, 2013

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    I dont know what to do everytime she says

    "ok" I dont know why, but we're not burning anymore
    drose01 drose01 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Hi, I'm new here and I would like to meet

    people. I have great friends but I still feel really lonely and I can't seem to see to point in anything latelly. I don't know I guess I'm a ****** up guy. I used to write poetry but now I feel too empty to do so. I don't even know what I'm doing here and what i'm expecting to...
    tonel9530 tonel9530 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    I Keep It Bottled In...

    My husband and I got together at 15. Started having kids at 18...we got married after 10 years despite his alcohol abuse, smoking weed, and numerous cheating. I wanted my family so bad and it's been even worse in the two years we've been married. He promised me no more bullshit...
    behindgreeneyes behindgreeneyes 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 3, 2012

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    allanrufus allanrufus 36-40, M Jan 21

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    I thought I was a good person.

    My heart feels more love than i can even begin to say.. I would die for every single person in my life that i care about.. not even just that i would die for just about anybody... i LOVE. I love so much that it kills me. but now my heart is in pieces, shattered all over the...
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 5

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    A Life Long Lost

    This will be the first time in a while since I've told the story of my past. To this day it affects me and it only gets worse. When I was little all I wanted to be was recognized. I felt that I needed to feel that there will always be someone there for me. When I was born I was...
    WardenOfFate WardenOfFate 18-21 8 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    liy20 liy20 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I need some One to talk to ;(

    that really likes me for who I'm ;( I will in to make u happy I promes jst give me a chance ;)
    jonathanyossio5 jonathanyossio5 22-25, M Mar 29

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    What do you do when nothing seems to cheer you

    up? :( Nothing seems quite as good and you just want to cry all the time. I feel I'm dying inside, slowly, everyday I die a little more and I don't know what to do anymore. I am so terrible. :(
    anom33 anom33 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I Am Really Stressed And Depressed!

    I am so sad. I don’t want everybody to ask me about my job. Now, I am very worried about my job. I graduated with a good degree in Accounting from A University of Economics 2 months ago. It’s really hard to find a job. When i apply for a job, the companies require work...
    ngakim90 ngakim90 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 25, 2012

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    I am hurting inside like a stab inside the

    heart. Apart from all these years that has been passed by. I have cried with blood tears. Lied many times! How can I be such a fool? but what my dad and my family don't understand that I saved the family from going to foster homes. I would have not even been in college right now...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I have been dull and boring all my life. I never had fun and when i try to have some fun i was not allowed and it made me more dull. Now i am depressed sad lonely and feeling very...
    divich divich 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 28

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    Sometimes it doesn't take much to cry and let it all out. I feel sad, lonely and helpless out of the blue, like everything is falling apart and there is nothing I can do to stop...
    FoxxySilverCrow FoxxySilverCrow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    So yeah, I feel lonely. It doesn't mean I am stupid. Lonely means lonely, not a fool or an idiot. I thought that was obvious!
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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