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I Am So Sad and Lonely That It Is Killing Me

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    my heart feels numb without him.

    I feel like its not beating
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    With the help of a support group,

    I believe I will get this through.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2014

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    Alone But ...

    I've read some stories about loneliness, and it prompted me to write this. At 51, I thought I'd be somewhere other than where I am now. I thought I'd have a book published by now, that I'd have my own herd of alpacas (albeit a small one), that I'd be with the love of my life and...
    moongirl62 moongirl62 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 9, 2013

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    I hate being single and alone.

    I hate to grow old without my prince charming.I hope he will come and take me away from a far away palace.Where is thou romeo and i will be your juliet?But one think i am happy about i have a son.But it sucks being a single mom. I have been searching so long and giving up hope.I...
    queenbee69 queenbee69 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    We are here for enjoy our life on earth

    but involve in lots other things which are obstacles in our life,, we want to do something but really doing something different, We need a good friend which help and enhance us but searching for support of money and other benefits which are not related to our strength, joy...
    dhbadli dhbadli 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Just Not Good Enough

    I live with my grandparents.. and every mistake I make, my grandma threatens to kick me out. And I can't take it. All the time she yells at me ... and I'm so lonely. I feel like she's pushing me away. I used to think my grandparents where the nicest people , but that soon changed...
    exceptionallyweird exceptionallyweird 16-17, F 4 Responses May 21, 2013

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    It took me 34 years to have my first kiss

    (peck). She ended it 2 weeks after it was a total of 3 weeks unofficially. I still haven’t had my first girlfriend. 10 years ago I didn’t care so much about this, but it really hurt I have cried everyday about it. The more I try not to cry about it the more I do. I don’t...
    MadDog21 MadDog21 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 5, 2014

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    I just want someone to be with me- soothe my

    crying inner boy that is me. He's gone without any help, any compassion and any love for way too long. Whenever he pushes back people, it was only to not become engulfed in me as I might not cope- he was fearing for me. But, now I've shut off him, and my emotions, and I don't...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 2 Responses May 15, 2014

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    My flat is a mess, my head is a mess,

    my life is a mess. The pain, the hurt, all the negative emotion is draining my body of energy. I have no motivation. I just want to lay in bed, tucked away beneath the duvet. Hidden away. Life is not what it's cracked up to be. I don't really want to participate in...
    xxlouisebaby xxlouisebaby 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    I was once sad and lonely,

    having nobody to comfort me, so I wore a mask that always smiled;to hide my feelings behind a lie. before long, I had many friends;With my mask, I was one of them but deep inside, I still felt empty, Like I was missing a part of me. nobody could hear my cries at night for I...
    belllla belllla 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    AwTia AwTia 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 8, 2014

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    I Dont Know What To Do Anymore

    i am 42 and go for days without human contact.my only constant is the tv for noise. i have no friends or social life, no family around me. people have used me for money and then disapearred. i feel im buying them and getting no input from them. i suffer from mental health...
    janeybell janeybell 41-45 9 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    Y sad ? well thr a lot of reasons big one is I

    have lost a lot belief i people and myself and lost so much confidence so my life is going nowhere right now. y lonely? its because all the friends I had ( and I had enough) are not in my contact anymore thats becoz i have stopped talking to them for a long while because I was...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2014

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    I moved away from my kids,

    living with my husband, in laws all around who hate me and I have never felt so alone and sad in my entire life. My husband always says "forget about them I love you" and my 2 year old always makes me smile but I feel ALONE. Even when I am surrounded by the ones I love I still...
    linnclark linnclark 31-35 Jan 27

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    It has been over ten years

    since I had a steady relationship. I've had short relationships but nothing meaningful in the past ten years. I was never the most popular guy, but I used to be able to charm girls and have a good time when going out. The relationship I had ten years ago lasted three years. We...
    Flanker69 Flanker69 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 6, 2014

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    its horrible when everyones in a relationship

    and you're still lonely one of the most painful experiences ever and you feel like when is it YOUR turn to be loved, to be wanted and to be touched like you're made out of angel wings?
    rxdicxlshit rxdicxlshit 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    My life is too painful.

    Every damn day I suffer depression, loneliness, anxiety, hopelessness, and more that won't go awaY or get better. I'm left out of everything. I fight all this **** but it DOESNT GET BETTER. I would go on and give more examples about how my life is a ******* joke, but I don't...
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2014

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    Dear my company i am alone most of the time.

    'Cos i don't have any family.no family support. i feel all alone in people of groups. i feel sad in public. i feel lonely talking with people who have family. I don't look for any preach or advice here. I just want to know is there anyone who doesn’t have family because of...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Nov 29, 2014

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    I Feel Broken.

    My first post... Today was so awful. I have great parents, but even they didn't understand the magnitude of the pain I'm in. I have been depressed for years and years, so much so that I didn't really have a childhood. Not that I am that mature. Just, I am that sad. Sad beyond my...
    brokenjuliet brokenjuliet 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    Absolute silence leads to sadness.

    It is the image of death.
    ProSolitude ProSolitude 26-30, F 3 Responses May 6, 2014

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    My last bf is 5 years ago

    and of course during these five years there were some men chasing after me but it just never feels right anymore. I'm lonely but I'm really used to it. I enjoy being not bothered and being all single. But sometimes I hope my 'special somebody' will show up soon, someone that...
    msmika msmika 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    No matter how hard it gets,

    you have to realise. We werent put on this earth to suffer, and cry. We were made of being happy, so be happy, for me, for you... We were put here on this earth to feel joy!
    heybro1 heybro1 18-21, M Jan 20

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    I am so sad all the time

    and I don't know why completely. I have had so much trauma growing up and things I have had to go through in my older years. I am twenty three now. I feel six years old and sixty years old at the same time. I am a victim of abuse on so many levels and I often find myself...
    amyfcook amyfcook 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    Ready To End It!

    This year has been the worst year I belive I have ever had in my life and I'm 54. My sister and I have been working togeather for 15 years and this year, in May, she decided to quit. That was so hard but I picked myself up and worked on. Then in June she was diagnosed with a...
    lea75708 lea75708 51-55 4 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    I don't have anyone that I can talk to

    and be completely honest with. I have no one to share my feelings with and I'm scared of living a long life feeling this loneliness and misery. I want someone to care about me and show me that they care. I want to be someone's "everything", someone's best friend, someone's 4am...
    DreamingOfSparrows DreamingOfSparrows 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I feel like I am all alone in this world.

    I have family and friends but they don't know that I am depressed most of the time and have been for more than 10 years. I always fake a smile and pretend like I am okay because I don't want them to worry about me and I dont think any of them will truly understand how I feel. I...
    AnnaChoe AnnaChoe 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I gave you my heart and all I had,

    but it seems to me like you don't even care. You rather be with your friends, and front to be a single man.but when we're alone its just you and me in this world. So I ask myself, Why do you come back to me and make me cry?? Don't you understand that I Love...
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M Dec 24, 2014

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    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Jan 2

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    Choco6014 Choco6014 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2014

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    You're not gonna be here

    for me Close my eyes and start to dream Remember a time I used to laugh Before my soul was cut in half How could you take this away from me I used to be strong but now I can't breath You lifted me up and I was so high Now I'm crashing down waiting to die My heart is big and...
    velvetskies velvetskies 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I try and fill the days with something to do

    and spend evening with children but get so stressed and lonely when they've gone to bed. Just came out of an abusive relationship of 20 years so had few friends anyway but the nights are the hardest to deal with.
    lolita3121 lolita3121 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    Why is dating so ******* complicated?

    ??? I am 18 and I am in college and I asked many 18-19 year old girls their numbers and all of them said "they sort of have boyfriends" and I argue with them afterwards because I am so ******* fed up of their ******* lies, and I know that they don't have boyfriends because they...
    mynameispaul23 mynameispaul23 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Sometimes I Google.

    When there is no one to talk to, or even sometimes when there are, I turn to google to admit all of my real feelings and thoughts. Just glancing through my recent searches would tell you what sort of person I am, probably, what sort of person anyone is. I feel strongly that we...
    ninedeenine ninedeenine 26-30 8 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    I wish there were some people

    who love me and care about me.
    dreamer025 dreamer025 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    I'm really sad... Idk why.

    .. I'm feeling lonely.. :/ it's really killing me..
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    i am deleting this account nobody likes me back

    can see jamesmonty3950 has blocked me
    crazylover54 crazylover54 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 28

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    It's No Use...

    I'm just a useless person who doesn't matter. Nothing would happen if I killed myself anyway. No one would notice. If a few a people do notice, they wouldn't care, or would probably think it's funny anyway. I've always been scared to kill myself for eight years now. But it seems...
    MeteorDeath MeteorDeath 18-21, M 11 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    ....Sometimes even when I'm feeling okay,

    I get sad...Sometimes being in a good mood makes me depressed because I know it's not going to last...I am tired all the time. I tell people I'm trying to stop cutting, I'm trying so hard, I tell people it's been weeks, but those closest to me know it's only been three measly...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    The sad thing was that she felt lonely in a

    room full of people. The only thing that was keeping her from collapsing is gone....She feels more alive in her own dream and She s wondering what s beyond the sky will she see the light if she falls asleep....
    IAmACatXP IAmACatXP 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    In order not to be hurt at all,

    you close up and push people out of your life. It is the safest. You will never experience hurt or losing someone. I lost my mom and I don't need to feel that pain again. My dad doesn't appreciate me even though I do love him very much. He doesn't see me as a person and is often...
    jellyrainbowbeans jellyrainbowbeans 26-30, F Feb 14

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    Alone Forever And Ever It Seems........ :-(

    I think I will be forever alone, no one takes the time to call me or text me first or tell me they wanna visit,, why am i the one it seems who picks up the phone to send the first text or IM in these chats? Either I am a nobody or the world just s * * * * and everyone is all for...
    FreeBird275 FreeBird275 26-30 20 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    My life is a mess, it has been bad

    since I was born but I have been fighting against all the time. People see me like an example but they don't know how bad I suffer. I can't go back to the beginning and be different, there is no way because my fight had had fruits and now I find myself living life like a robot...
    annonnimo annonnimo 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8, 2014

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    I have been sad for longer

    than I can remember. I tried to tell people who I thought were friends when they just told me that it wasn't that bad and they had worse. I lost all my friends. I don't know what I did but I destroyed relationships with friends, family, other people and somehow everyone blamed...
    LindseyWe4 LindseyWe4 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    i am so sad and lonely

    as hell right now. no sweet family but abuser. anyway,i need to make new good friends who can trust each other....
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Dec 2, 2014

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    Hey guys, I am new here

    and I don't usually do things like this, but I feel some unbiased anonymous advice would be very helpful right now. I don't want to seem over dramatic, but I'm truly feel so emotionally drained I am about to collapse. I am currently in my second year of university, and I'm...
    Tinzers Tinzers 18-21, F Oct 2, 2014

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    I hate it when I get really depressed.

    There's not exactly a reason why, I just get super miserable. I pretty much feel like giving up on myself, and a lot of the time I wish I could just disappear. I just want this to end.
    Iamevolved Iamevolved 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 6, 2014

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    I sit up at night with my headphones in my ears

    and wish that I could be out with friends, family...anyone. I often wonder if it's my own fault that I'm so alone, that I may have made the wrong choices in terms of the friends I made along the way in my life. Even among people I am lonely... within crowds and anywhere that I...
    KyleMD KyleMD 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 2, 2014

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    I Am Fond Of Foreign Languages But Not Speaking...

    This is funny. I am so fond of studing foreign languages and at the same time I a failure at talking to people even in my mother tongue. Foreign languages are like a dreamy world for me, some other life where everything is the way I want it. But reality is still reality( in...
    Memonster Memonster 22-25 1 Response Apr 7, 2013

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    My boyfriend and i broke up just 4 days ago.

    We have been together almost four years but have known each other for 7 years. He is gone and i feel like dying. I have no strength to do anything. I need someone to talk to...
    Gabriela24 Gabriela24 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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