I Am So Sad Today

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    One of my Aunts has been sick

    for about a month now. She went to the doctor today. My sister just called and told me that the doctors found a mass on her brain. She's in the ER right now. My Grandpa is also in the hospital, and one of my uncles has had like seven surgeries on his head because he had a tumor...
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 18, 2014

    i'm so sad and i dont know why?

    is possible? maybe is for him ..
    michellem096 michellem096
    18-21, F
    Feb 24, 2015

    sorry to hear a servivor of the boston

    bombings died in Dubai yesterday,many races are won even if you come up short . . . she's at the ultimate finish line now
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 8

    Today, I had to say goodbye to a very special

    person in my life. He made me smile everyday. I understood his reasons for leaving, but I am absolutely crushed. Losing him is affecting me much more than I thought it would. I hope, someday, we can reconnect. I don't want to lose him as my friend.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 1, 2014

    Sad And Empty

    I am sitting here on the couch surronded by people in my house around me. I have not one ounce of feelings in my body right no. No love, no remorse, just saddness!!! I feel as if not one person in the world TRULEY cares anymore. Everyone is so self absorbed into there own...
    wishingformore wishingformore
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2012

    Today

    Today,What a day,I'm so sad,Some things have gone down,Not good,Upsettin' me,Wish it wasn't so.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jul 1, 2012

    Just not feeling to well today.

    ...idk whats bringing me down. Maybe I need a nap
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 6, 2014

    I'm so sick of lettng people into my heart

    and getting hurt,my ex best friend got mad at me and stopped talking to me and this guy i liked left with no reason and stopped talking to me too :( wat the hell is wrong with me does my shirt say abandon me... I keep getting hurt ignored and left behind and it hurts,I wanna cry...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 27, 2014

    This Is What I Call "venting"

    I am beyond my breaking point... in fact, I believe that such a point was passed quite a while ago. I have been broken for so long that I am starting to forget how it feels to be whole. Even worse, I wonder if maybe I am meant to stay this way. After remaining and thriving in...
    OblitusAuri OblitusAuri
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Feb 8, 2012

    I sometimes feel ugly

    and worthless :,( and it makes me sad to think that :'(:'( I'm sorry if I am!
    tiashepherdx tiashepherdx
    13-15, F
    6 Responses Jul 19, 2014

    Sad, Sad Day

    This story is like a vent/just getting it out of my system!. I love my family and when they run into problems I am the one that helps them, I am the won that they come running to, I am the one the come talking to. BUT why is it when I have a problems and I am so sad, my...
    wishingformore wishingformore
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2012

    Can you hold a cloud in your hands?

    Can you stop the setting sun? Can you? When you can't even stop the tears even after hours of crying hard. You sleep off over it, thinking the sleep would make it go away, but does it ever? Its the same again in the morning, you burst into tears feeling utterly sad. You try to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 5, 2015

    So many of my best EP friends are leaving this

    week. The best of the best on here will be gone and I will miss them! There'll be precious little worth my staying, if they all go... IDK what to do.
    Likewise2 Likewise2
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Mar 1

    Something bad happened to me

    and I just can't stop feeling sad even though it won't affect me long term but it's still the worst thing is the feeling of injustice happining to you and knowing you don't wanna fight back cause you afraid of losing .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 11

    My Husband Puts On A Front

    I don't even know what love is anymore. I am so sad and lonely. I have high blood pressure and my husband goes above and beyond to stress me out. This year my sister and her husband lost their house. He freaked out because he thought I was going to invite them to stay with us and...
    giannina giannina
    36-40
    2 Responses Sep 4, 2012

    I woke up questioning me

    why did I treat so disrespectful to my parents ( in the past obviously ) now I feel depressed .... Ps : I love my parents beyond of the inexistence.
    RonOE RonOE
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2014

    Sad, Sad Day!!

    Today started out great, I got to sleep late, got up feed all my critters. got to hang out at the chicken coop and the goat lot for a while to play with my babies.. come in done some homework, took a nap, lol ate some frosted flakes, no kids or husband bothering me. It was...
    wishingformore wishingformore
    36-40, F
    Apr 29, 2012
    Harper101 Harper101
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2015

    I Feel Empty Inside

    I just wonder is it always going to feel like this? I hate having that empty feeling inside where you never think anything would ever fill it up again. I keep telling myself everything will be fine and work out for the better, but really will it? I am beginning to wonder about...
    wishingformore wishingformore
    36-40, F
    Jan 29, 2013

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