I Am So Sad

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 354 People

    Most of the time. I put on a mask

    when I go out. When I'm at work, or with anyone except when I'm alone. So much abuse. Physical, mental, sexually...it keeps going. I've been around a lot of violence most of my life. I'm finally in a sane, normal, realistic state. For the most part. It makes me sad when it's...
    FreightTrainOG FreightTrainOG
    22-25, M
    Apr 5, 2015

    I think it's over. I can finally see it in his

    eyes that he can't take it anymore. There is nothing else that I can do for him. I'm not ready to give up, I love him too much, but if this is how we are going to be...I just don't know.
    Starkillera Starkillera
    22-25, F
    Sep 12, 2014

    lonely girl from Africa going through a break

    up, the best relationship I ever had with my handsome monkey...and now its all down the drain. keep asking my self what went wrong... :(
    melisa02 melisa02
    22-25, F
    Feb 19, 2014
    mdbp mdbp
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2015

    I'm So Sad

    I'm so sad,The ****,That's going down,In this world,The Middle East,And so on,Saddens me,To think,It's humans doing this,I'm ashamed,To call myself,A human!
    startinover1 startinover1
    Jun 17, 2012

    There's not much more to say.

    . I'm feeling very sad.. Sleeping isn't helping much.
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 25, 2015

    I don't want to do this.

    .i dont want to wake up because all i feel is pain.
    amayah14 amayah14
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 23, 2014
    AmericanPie91 AmericanPie91
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    Idk why. I'm depressed.

    And I try to stay happy. I get my life on track but there is no hope.
    abspit abspit
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 16, 2014

    I want to see sandy because I love her with all

    my heart, but i can't!😭 And even worse...😭...she is depressed and wants to commit suicide! I don't know what to do! I love her so much, i don't want her to leave me! 😒😣😭😭
    TheKidInTheCorner TheKidInTheCorner
    13-15, M
    Aug 27, 2014

    I don't have anyone,

    and it seems like everybody has someone. I am not talking about having a boyfriend or a girlfriend, I am talking about someone who truly understands what you are going through. I have a boyfriend but somehow I feel so alone, that I refuse to tell him anything because every time...
    karladdg karladdg
    18-21, F
    Feb 8, 2014
    georgia2001 georgia2001
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Sep 7, 2014

    I am really sad...Im just

    so alone. I wish I wasnt so alone. I really just want to be gone. I dont even know what to do. I just have nothing to say...
    mypoetryissad mypoetryissad
    1 Response Aug 23, 2014

    no one talking to me lol

    but if u wont to talk just message me
    yasmin09 yasmin09
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Today I am truly heart broken,

    I maybe slept an hr at night picturing the horror movie I had seen so I could keep my mind off things and go to sleep. None the less I surely woke up an hr later with heart ache that seemed to have intensified. The events of the night were that the person I cared deeply for sort...
    brokenheart11 brokenheart11
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 21, 2014

    I am so so sad momma how do I take this sadness

    away what will take this sadness away ..... No one tells me momma ......
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2014

    my dad doesn't care anymore.

    there's no way he cares anymore. he doesn't even talk to me anymore without having to yell or something. I can't live like this anymore.
    hannahrose29 hannahrose29
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2015

    TheKidInTheCorner TheKidInTheCorner
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2014


    just like that you were gone, all my hopes dreams like they never even existed. why does no one care? I am so far away from where i thought i would be, flowers in the park music in the air. How did i get left with nothing, i just don't understand it. My heart is so broken it...
    someday629 someday629
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2010

    I was listening to music

    and I came across a song that remembers me of something's. I was listening to back to December by Taylor swift.and remembered that one time someone that I didn't really like gave me flowers and asked me to go to a school dance with him and I said no.as soon as he walked away I...
    cchristinaa cchristinaa
    13-15, F
    Jun 25, 2014

    My best friend Ryan's mom's boyfriend was

    abusing him n his mom caught him in the act they attracted fighting now Ryan and his mom r moving far.....I cried for 3 hours straight....I loved him so much....he was like a brother .... I cried for 3 hours today during school...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2014


    I am so sad for my friend Destiney. She has been through so much and is struggling with chronic pain right now. Doctors have prescribed every imaginable pain medication and nothing works. There is a new therapy that is basically in it's infancy and I am praying that it can...
    wolvescry2 wolvescry2
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Jan 5, 2012

    I am hanging on by a thread.

    To life I mean. I am so destitute. I work all the time, as much as I can, and after paying all my bills I can barely afford gas in my car never mind any extras for my family or myself. The constant grind of work, responsibilities, and virtually no real happiness ever takes...
    blackcloud79 blackcloud79
    41-45, M
    Aug 30, 2014

    My posts are always taken down,

    but it makes me feel better to at least get things off my chest. I married to a man that makes me feel so unwanted. He appears annoyed by my presence. I pay all the bills and tidy up the house when I am home. I offer to be close, but he makes excuses. I know this is all...
    momma4daddy momma4daddy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2015
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Dec 19, 2015

    I am so sad my life is like a joke all bad

    things happen to me, I never have any real friends who care about me or family who care about me I have 3 kids with different fathers I've been abused more than once, I thought I met the man of my dreams 5 years ago he was good to me for the first 3 years than in the past 2...
    Cheritara Cheritara
    36-40, F
    Jun 18, 2014


    i'm so slim...when i try to forget that people keep reminding me of it...what can i do?
    moments87 moments87
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 2, 2009

    I am always so sad have been

    for a long time. I feel like an alien most of the time. People seem really selfish. I always want to make people happy. People boss me around criticize me. They tell me to stick up for myself but still make me feel bad. I am a grown women I have always been like this.I don't...
    pinetreeto pinetreeto
    41-45, M
    Aug 24, 2015

    It was our bedroom. You held me & told me you

    loved me every night. In 2yrs we spent only 4 nights apart from one another. Now you are gone & it's my bedroom & I hate it!! I hate walking into that room. I hate crawling into that bed without you. The bedroom is empty. Your side of the closet is empty, your drawers are still...
    Beckarae Beckarae
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Sep 15, 2014

    I'm so sad. The deep dark feeling is creeping

    up on me about to strangle and drown me with sadness. I can't breath and my chest is so tight. All I can think about is death. I sometimes feel so sad that I wanna die. But I could never harm myself in anyway after what I've been through. All I want to do is cry but I'm so sad...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    Jul 10, 2015

    Feels like my heart is caving in (all the

    bodies have long since stopped breathing and there's nothing but a unlit lantern crushed within the rubble)
    mmoonbeamm mmoonbeamm
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2014

    I can't stop crying. I love my boyfriend

    so much and I miss him like crazy. I hate it that he had to move back to where he used to live. Now he is so far away. It's painful knowing that I won't see him anymore. If I am lucky maybe I can see him in four months. But I cry just thinking about how a few hours ago I was...
    rubylunaa rubylunaa
    18-21, F
    Jan 5

    I wish there was something I could do.

    . i just feel confused and hopeless.. :'(
    turtlebrainx27 turtlebrainx27
    26-30, F
    Apr 13, 2015

    I feel like I fail at everything.

    I could kill myself right now. I need somebody. Anyone
    Superunknownx Superunknownx
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2014

    I fight with my parents

    so much and they just don't get me. I try to tell them about what is happening with me but i know they will tell me to just be stronger. I had such a close relationship with my mom but now i don't tell her anything. When i am at home i lock myself in my room and never come out...
    truthtobetold truthtobetold
    16-17, F
    Feb 15, 2014

    So to make my night a little more real my dad

    sent me a pic of him with a shaved head. My ears tested up when I received it amd I know one thing for sure o will cherish it forever
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 25, 2015

    I'm in love with someone

    that is love with me, but we are not together. :(
    ob1knob1 ob1knob1
    36-40, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    So Angry

     Why are people that say they love you so cruel? Want to run far away but cant as i have children. Need a friend or lover, who knows what.... Want to be a small child again.. someone just to hold me close and love me forever......
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Jul 1, 2008

    I am still in denial.

    ....this really sucks!!
    Sunnykel76 Sunnykel76
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 27

    A Puddle...

    the tears will not stop...no matter what...oh they may stop for a little while..then they come back....my son left my house to go back to his dad's house...where all of his heroin addict friends live...he left me, because i was on to him...he realized he couldn't ΓΊse' here and...
    prettyinpink prettyinpink
    46-50, F
    Jul 22, 2012

    I hate myself. I kick,

    scream,hit,bite everything it dont work. I feel like.... idk what to do..im just tried
    KillingTheseHoes101 KillingTheseHoes101
    16-17, F
    May 4, 2015

    My mum just takes jabs at my ego.

    She Claims I'm full of myself just to upset me because she knows that's what gets to me. It's pretty clear I'm not very confident. Then she acts as though she's some god being, deserving everyone's respect. If she is gonna get angry at me for not understanding her, I'm not...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jan 1

    I am so sad. I'm not sad every second of

    everyday. Honestly I'm not sad everyday. But I feel the feeling creeping back. I can't enjoy anything because I'm think about it. I can feel the darkness coming over me and my chest closing up. I've also started seeing and hearing things. It's probably nothing just me over...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    Jul 31, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Apr 4, 2015

    My days just gets worse

    and worse. My new years is going to be awfull, everything in my life right now is going wrong
    lookinginsidemymind lookinginsidemymind
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Dec 28, 2015

    Thank you, if you're here reading this.

    I'm not sure how long this will end up being, so feel free to leave if you're busy. First of all, I'd like to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for writing this, for being sad most of the time, for never being able to finish anything, for not keeping promises, for being ugly, for...
    milkcan milkcan
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2014

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