I Am So Tired Of Crying

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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants.

    I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No hurt, no chest crushing pain, no loneliness, no more being not enough. All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. Why is that to much? Why am I...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123
    46-50, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2015

    I probably sound crazy by the things I post on

    this app. I'm not. Just tired. Of everything.
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    1 Response May 14, 2015

    I Am Not A Cry Baby

    I spend much of my time ignoring my feelings so that I don't cry. This sounds great except every once in awhile it catches up with me and then "oy!!! the waterworks!"I went to see my daughter at college this weekend. It was very nice to see her again. I forget however how much i...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk
    46-50, F
    Nov 19, 2012

    I feel like such a pushover.

    My boyfriend hasn't got in contact with me for 9 days. He's ignoring my calls & texts and I'm so worried about him! I don't even know if he still wants to be with me & I'm hurting painfully inside. I can't even sleep- all I want is a hug from him but, he's not here :'(
    Claricalle10 Claricalle10
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 12, 2015

    I wish I could do over life & be one of those

    people who can brush things off and not care about things people do. I must have a default somewhere. 5+ years out of high school and sometimes I still find myself crying when I remember what girls at my school did to me. How screwed up am I...
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    1 Response May 14, 2015
    Jovanite Jovanite
    16-17, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2014
    ConfusedxAwkward ConfusedxAwkward
    18-21, F
    May 12, 2014

    That moment when you lay there

    and you know that you are fixing to start crying and the thoughts are horrible and you just want them to go away.... you feel scares and panicked and would do anything for them not to fall. You just want someone there with you to say it's okay and you're not alone, even though...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2014

    The littlest things set me off.

    Not with anger, but the sadness swells inside of me... I can't cry most of the time, cause my family wouldn't accept that, but when I'm alone that's all I ever do, is cry.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 30, 2014

    I'm in an extremely fragile state with

    everything going on in my life. On top of it all, i'm behind in school and stressed to the extreme with trying to be the perfect person for everyone. I keep crying and I just wish someone would let me know that they were on my side. The worst part is that it seems like nobody is...
    bkm13 bkm13
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2014

    The Onion Slowly

    but surely I am getting over this. For the most part, I am getting on with life but the strangest things make me think of our time together. This morning I was putting stuff in the crock pot. I was cutting an onion and my eyes started to water. I'm not usually that...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    When I was single I may have cried

    once in a while but not like this. I'm married and have 2 amazing children yet I find myself crying almost every day over stupid arguments and passive aggressive swipes my husband makes. I am so drained.
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    I Can't Cry

    My boyfriend Mason died last week, I loved him for a year, I cant cry..... No matter how much I feel its going to happen it just never does.....is there something wrong with me?
    CindyBrooks CindyBrooks
    13-15, F
    Aug 28, 2013

    I hate the fact that i cried

    so much my brother got angry at me, my mother cried for me, but my father doesn't know and the things he says makes me feel so little sometimes... it's just what he does.
    eAngeliqueXX eAngeliqueXX
    16-17, F
    Aug 30, 2014

    One of these days, when you are yelling

    and saying everything I do wrong and telling me how selfish I am, I will tell you how I really feel which is you are the selfish ones and you are not my family, the only family I have are my three siblings! You my parents are nothing to me but people I once knew!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay
    18-21, M
    Oct 8, 2014

    Why are people so awful to one another?

    Here I sit, in the darkest hours of morning, alone once again in the setting I know all too well. I find my mind wandering into the darkest crevices of my memories and unlocking the dark whispers that gnaw away at me and break me down from within. Doesn't help that the only...
    EclecticDay EclecticDay
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2015
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