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I Am So Tired of Fighting Pain

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    Hell

    I was injured 2 years ago. Lni is in place to protect your employer not you. I've been in my own personal pain hell since. No one will give me any thing. I'm allergic to a slew of medications. I have tos and Injury's to the front and back of my neck. I am a mom since my injury my...
    Somberagression Somberagression 26-30, F 1 Response May 16, 2013

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    I Wish I Didn't Have To Worry About Consquence.

    I have a lot of physical and emotional pain. I know it's not as bad as some people have, but it's difficult to fight and sometimes I let it take over for just a glimpse, then I find my worlds upside down in a short period of time. I wish I could let go for a while and not worry...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F May 4, 2011

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    Tired Indeed

    But aren't we all? I am lucky in that this isn't chronically embedded in my bones or muscles. It is only my spirit, being rotted away. Slowly. I feel that I infect people, that I lead people to unhappiness. It isn't always inflicted by others, in fact that is the rarest case. I...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Every Day of My Life Is Painful

    I feel like, if I gotta live in pain every day & not be allowed 1 moment of happiness, then it's pointless for me to live. Everything I DO that makes me happy, I feel ashamed because people always make my happiness into a wrong-doing. Me going swimming is a crime because it...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    Ok I'm Tired

    I lately have been have worse days  than in the 12 years previously. I have been told yeah it will get worse over time but I do get tired of fighting this chronic pain, the Opiates, ant-inflammatory, and muscle relaxers lately haven't been doing much good at controlling or...
    lingerieme lingerieme 51-55, M Jun 21, 2010

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    I Am Drained Right Out

    i am so tired all i want to do lately is sleep and stay in bed.. I want to go back to exercising and long walks and getting back some energy but I am just so tired.  god these medications are very taking everything out of me...  so now the doctor wants more tests done. I just...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Oct 11, 2011

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    I Want To Give Up

    I mean garnet there are people out there that have it so much worse than me and have been through so much but I'm not around them. I'm not forced to watch what they have gone through so I can be thankful for what I have. Instead I'm surrounded by people who get everything they...
    alwaysintheshadows alwaysintheshadows 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    americangal americangal 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I Am Tired of Fighting Pain.

    I am so tired of fighting pain everyday. I wake up in the morning, and I hurt all day, long. Pain pills don't help, and neither does hot packs or cold compresses. I hurt all over, and nothing seems to help. I am so tired of fighting with this pain all the time. I wish there was...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2008

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    Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired

    I have been living with this fibromyalgia pain since I was 19 and I'm now 43. I have been on so many different meds that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I also have polymyositis and osteoathritis. I just wonder what did I do to be cursed with all these painful...
    blessedmommy126 blessedmommy126 41-45, F Dec 8, 2012

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    One Day At A Time

    Hello in this group we are in a constant battle with our bodies, right?i have found this site to be so helpful with finding others that understand.Pain has taken my life and has consumed  my being.their are times I can fight through long enough to cook are shop.Mostly its...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2012

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    I had a mental breakdown this morning.

    I know I'm not that pretty. and my sister constantly reminds me of my unattractiveness. everyday. and to top it off, I have no cute clothes and ugly hair that never cooperates and ugly eyebrows along with a face that's always breaking out. so thus morning I was running out if...
    auterbug123 auterbug123 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    More Of The Same

    The pain has been getting worse. I don't know if it's the fibro, ms, tendonitis, arhtitis or what. My spine was seriously out of whack as well as my hips. I've been able to get to a chiropracter and it's helped THAT pain but the underlying pain is still increasing. I called a...
    bitterdregs bitterdregs 46-50, F 2 Responses May 26, 2010

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    My Pain My Living Hell

      You have work to live But the way this life is I'm too tired to try And I can't even die Pain has taken away everything All the things I could do that were "me" Nothing is left but an empty shell My Pain has become my living hell I'm going nowhere There...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Life Sentence

      Life Sentence... I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial from living a...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F Apr 6, 2012

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    Impotent Rage

    I woke up today in pain. I have myriads of chores that need to be done. I have things that I simply want to do. I need to excercize. I feel that all I am capable of is going back to bed. I am so angry right now at my body. I want to punch something repeatedly but even were I to...
    bitterdregs bitterdregs 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    The pain is emotional,

    not physical--although my chest hurts from the grief. My disabled husband lost his job, I am barely working, and we have constant appointments without the money for gas to get us there. We live with my husband's dad, who pays half the rent, but is very controlling and obnoxious...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 Apr 30

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    I think the worst type of pain is emotional

    pain, I can deal with a broken bone but a broken heart has no healing time, the scar may not be visible but it's there and it's deep. I'm tired of the pain in my chest it's so overwhelming that it makes me choke hardly able to breathe choking on air as I gasp breath, trying to...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    Chronic Low Back Pain

    after reading through your stories i've realized i dont have it as bad as i thought.ten years is quite enough, mind you, of the physical and mental exhaustion of forcing myself to get out of bed every day, to push through the first painful steps, talk myself into giving a...
    lumborum lumborum 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2010

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    Life Sentence

    Life Sentence... I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    I'm At The End I Feel

    I was injured at work in 2004. I have been dealing with chronic pain since then. 5 surgeries later I still can't do what I want. I watch others suffer watching me in pain so I do my best to not show the pain. I have tried so many pain killers and no real relief. I'm tired of...
    Sparkinak Sparkinak 31-35 2 Responses Dec 7, 2011

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    Life Sentence...

      I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial from living a normal life again. I...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I Know I'm Awake In the Morning When...

    I hear myself crying out in pain.  The moans and groans eek out from my mouth.  My dogs inch closer as I moan.  Then as I try to stand I feel the extra weight that magically appears to be on my ankles and my arms ache as I try to make them work as well.  It's...
    forceofnature forceofnature 51-55, F 13 Responses Sep 24, 2008

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    So Tired And Alone

    I am so tired of all the pain the constant body pains that stop me doing things it would be easier to cope with the pain if I was able to do more,but the pain stops me, my stomach pains I cant eat but have to eat control my hypoglycemia ever 3 to 4 hours.It's a constant battle...
    chris50 chris50 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2011

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    The Pain Of Life

    Ugh. Life. It is ******* painful! What is the point really. I am not sure there is one, though sometimes I feel sure and I just don’t particularly like the conclusion i’ve come to. Cuz its simply that the pain is as necessary as anything in this life. Sometimes I wonder if...
    ForgetHate ForgetHate 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2012

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    It's almost 1am and I'm actually tired for a change. But I still have to take my painkillers, which means I'll sleep past noon. :/
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    i gave you all of me i exposed myself to you i trusted you believed in you because i loved you you told me you were different and i somehow forgot all the hurt and pain you put...
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    I need a vacation from everything and everyone. I swear I'm so tired. I just want to clock out and go sit somewhere and sip some tea. Life is draining the life out of me. I'm not...
    Krazycool Krazycool 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    If we're fighting and I say "bye" you're not supposed to let my stubborn *** go smh
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    Sad. tired. But instead of sleep, I lay awake. Hopeless. Drowning in my thoughts and just becoming even more sad, and more tired. I should be grateful for what I have. I...
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    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    For years I've tried..I've tried my very best, and I can't do it anymore. I have reached far beyond my breaking point. If I do it for another day I'll go insane. I used to think...
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Right now so hungry I'm feeling so tired Tired of living the same day Repeating the same things I'm angry! This may sound cliche I'm so tired! So tired I'm writing a poem...
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    I keep failing. I haven't been able to get back up. I'm still digging that hole. I keep hurting the ones who break down their walls for me. I can't stop. I don't want to. But it...
    AidanPiwnicki AidanPiwnicki 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Tired of players B!tches Snitches Spammers Scammers And most of all stupid people saying there gonna kill themselves multiple times and never do it just for attention
    swaged104 swaged104 13-15, M a week ago

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    I have two big problems;First I keep atracting problematic people in my life (Or they bacame agrassive after knowing me) The more I value the person as a friend or someone like...
    windlessfreedom windlessfreedom 26-30 a week ago

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    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jun 22

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    Tired of not being good enough, in general, I hate to feel my mother's disappointment at myself, I'm just tired of being in an emotional roller coaster in which I'm 5 minutes fine...
    AllieLe AllieLe 18-21, F Jun 21

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