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I Am So Tired of Fighting Pain

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    My Pain My Living Hell

      You have work to live But the way this life is I'm too tired to try And I can't even die Pain has taken away everything All the things I could do that were "me" Nothing is left but an empty shell My Pain has become my living hell I'm going nowhere There...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Want To Give Up

    I mean garnet there are people out there that have it so much worse than me and have been through so much but I'm not around them. I'm not forced to watch what they have gone through so I can be thankful for what I have. Instead I'm surrounded by people who get everything they...
    alwaysintheshadows alwaysintheshadows 16-17, F Jun 29, 2013

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    Life Sentence

      Life Sentence... I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial from living a...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F Apr 6, 2012

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    Ok I'm Tired

    I lately have been have worse days  than in the 12 years previously. I have been told yeah it will get worse over time but I do get tired of fighting this chronic pain, the Opiates, ant-inflammatory, and muscle relaxers lately haven't been doing much good at controlling or...
    lingerieme lingerieme 51-55, M Jun 21, 2010

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    I Am Drained Right Out

    i am so tired all i want to do lately is sleep and stay in bed.. I want to go back to exercising and long walks and getting back some energy but I am just so tired.  god these medications are very taking everything out of me...  so now the doctor wants more tests done. I just...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Oct 11, 2011

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    Life Sentence

    Life Sentence... I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Impotent Rage

    I woke up today in pain. I have myriads of chores that need to be done. I have things that I simply want to do. I need to excercize. I feel that all I am capable of is going back to bed. I am so angry right now at my body. I want to punch something repeatedly but even were I to...
    bitterdregs bitterdregs 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    I'm At The End I Feel

    I was injured at work in 2004. I have been dealing with chronic pain since then. 5 surgeries later I still can't do what I want. I watch others suffer watching me in pain so I do my best to not show the pain. I have tried so many pain killers and no real relief. I'm tired of...
    Sparkinak Sparkinak 31-35 2 Responses Dec 7, 2011

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    The Pain Of Life

    Ugh. Life. It is ******* painful! What is the point really. I am not sure there is one, though sometimes I feel sure and I just don’t particularly like the conclusion i’ve come to. Cuz its simply that the pain is as necessary as anything in this life. Sometimes I wonder if...
    ForgetHate ForgetHate 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2012

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    Hell

    I was injured 2 years ago. Lni is in place to protect your employer not you. I've been in my own personal pain hell since. No one will give me any thing. I'm allergic to a slew of medications. I have tos and Injury's to the front and back of my neck. I am a mom since my injury my...
    Somberagression Somberagression 26-30, F 1 Response May 16, 2013

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    I Wish I Didn't Have To Worry About Consquence.

    I have a lot of physical and emotional pain. I know it's not as bad as some people have, but it's difficult to fight and sometimes I let it take over for just a glimpse, then I find my worlds upside down in a short period of time. I wish I could let go for a while and not worry...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F May 4, 2011

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    So Tired And Alone

    I am so tired of all the pain the constant body pains that stop me doing things it would be easier to cope with the pain if I was able to do more,but the pain stops me, my stomach pains I cant eat but have to eat control my hypoglycemia ever 3 to 4 hours.It's a constant battle...
    chris50 chris50 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2011

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    Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired

    I have been living with this fibromyalgia pain since I was 19 and I'm now 43. I have been on so many different meds that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I also have polymyositis and osteoathritis. I just wonder what did I do to be cursed with all these painful...
    blessedmommy126 blessedmommy126 41-45, F Dec 8, 2012

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    Life Sentence...

      I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial from living a normal life again. I...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    More Of The Same

    The pain has been getting worse. I don't know if it's the fibro, ms, tendonitis, arhtitis or what. My spine was seriously out of whack as well as my hips. I've been able to get to a chiropracter and it's helped THAT pain but the underlying pain is still increasing. I called a...
    bitterdregs bitterdregs 46-50, F 2 Responses May 26, 2010

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    Tired Indeed

    But aren't we all? I am lucky in that this isn't chronically embedded in my bones or muscles. It is only my spirit, being rotted away. Slowly. I feel that I infect people, that I lead people to unhappiness. It isn't always inflicted by others, in fact that is the rarest case. I...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Every Day of My Life Is Painful

    I feel like, if I gotta live in pain every day & not be allowed 1 moment of happiness, then it's pointless for me to live. Everything I DO that makes me happy, I feel ashamed because people always make my happiness into a wrong-doing. Me going swimming is a crime because it...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    I Am Tired of Fighting Pain.

    I am so tired of fighting pain everyday. I wake up in the morning, and I hurt all day, long. Pain pills don't help, and neither does hot packs or cold compresses. I hurt all over, and nothing seems to help. I am so tired of fighting with this pain all the time. I wish there was...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2008

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    Chronic Low Back Pain

    after reading through your stories i've realized i dont have it as bad as i thought.ten years is quite enough, mind you, of the physical and mental exhaustion of forcing myself to get out of bed every day, to push through the first painful steps, talk myself into giving a...
    lumborum lumborum 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2010

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    I Know I'm Awake In the Morning When...

    I hear myself crying out in pain.  The moans and groans eek out from my mouth.  My dogs inch closer as I moan.  Then as I try to stand I feel the extra weight that magically appears to be on my ankles and my arms ache as I try to make them work as well.  It's...
    forceofnature forceofnature 51-55, F 13 Responses Sep 24, 2008

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    One Day At A Time

    Hello in this group we are in a constant battle with our bodies, right?i have found this site to be so helpful with finding others that understand.Pain has taken my life and has consumed  my being.their are times I can fight through long enough to cook are shop.Mostly its...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2012

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    Sometimes it is just so hard to keep picking yourself bk up and brushing yourself of and saying try again this time it won't happen. I'm so tierd of fighting everyday of my life to...
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    I had a painful breakup about a year ago and now I am so over it by now. I just found out my ex broke up with his fourth girlfriend.I was in love with a crazy man.We had a very...
    chocomochalate chocomochalate 26-30, F Sep 4

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    Its Sunday and another week is beginning. I just don't care though. I'm tired of the struggle. I keep trying to push on and keep fighting, but because of one giant obstacle I have...
    ohguyoh ohguyoh 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    **** my life. **** it. I hate it, there's no meaning, not one good thing has ever happened in my entire f*cking life except for meeting my friends and former lover. I just hate it...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    OK..let's see...I have sleep apnea, restless leg syndrome, depression, anxiety, Fibromyalgia, Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD, I'm overweight...which doesn't help a damn...
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    Went to the doctors today to see if anything more pain relief can be done for my partner as she is suffering. Turned out to be bad news that she can't take anything more as she is...
    Lightandshadows Lightandshadows 31-35, M Sep 8

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    I have Endo and I'm in pain everyday. It's like deep pain inside me and some days are worst than others, but the pain is always there. I might get a few hours without this dull...
    Sorasai Sorasai 22-25, F Sep 16

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    Everyone is avoiding me and blocking me and ignoring me and my pain. Why just because I'm a guy; I'm not allowed to have feelings, why when girls look at me they feel disgusted...
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    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Tonight the one night I would like to get some sleep but I can't cause my sister and her boyfriend a fighting and to busy worring about them selfs then everyone in the house
    mtndew25 mtndew25 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I feel really bad, my back hurts in all spots, my eyes and area around them is so sore that it hurts to move my eyes around. What caused this? Maybe I'm stressed and I don't know...
    Thomasjcox Thomasjcox 18-21, M Sep 5

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    im tried of going through a cycle of depression everyday. i got everything tooken away from me because god is an ******* and im just tired of everything.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    Real tired. But promised pals to be close.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 18

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    Im tired of pretending like im not slowly burning from inside. Like the pain isn't killing me... It hurts so much ... I wanna kill myself . i dont wanna keep faking a smile every...
    Bellacallidora Bellacallidora 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My heart hurts so bad. All I've been doing is crying because I can't take this pain anymore. People don't care, they just leave and forget. Am I really that unimportant? I'm so...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    Another night of pain, and nothing can take it away or even ease it..but I can always count on sleep to free me from my hurt heart and busy mind. I'm tired anyway, so much going on...
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    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Sep 23

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    VerveMum VerveMum 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    I'm so tired. I want to sleep forever. I'm not just regular tired, I'm tired of everything. Tired of being tired. Tired of being wrong. Tired of being lonely. Tired of everything...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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