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I Am So Tired of Fighting Pain

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    More Of The Same

    The pain has been getting worse. I don't know if it's the fibro, ms, tendonitis, arhtitis or what. My spine was seriously out of whack as well as my hips. I've been able to get to a chiropracter and it's helped THAT pain but the underlying pain is still increasing. I called a...
    bitterdregs bitterdregs 46-50, F 2 Responses May 26, 2010

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    Chronic Low Back Pain

    after reading through your stories i've realized i dont have it as bad as i thought.ten years is quite enough, mind you, of the physical and mental exhaustion of forcing myself to get out of bed every day, to push through the first painful steps, talk myself into giving a...
    lumborum lumborum 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2010

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    I Wish I Didn't Have To Worry About Consquence.

    I have a lot of physical and emotional pain. I know it's not as bad as some people have, but it's difficult to fight and sometimes I let it take over for just a glimpse, then I find my worlds upside down in a short period of time. I wish I could let go for a while and not worry...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F May 4, 2011

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    Life Sentence...

      I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial from living a normal life again. I...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    The Pain Of Life

    Ugh. Life. It is ******* painful! What is the point really. I am not sure there is one, though sometimes I feel sure and I just don’t particularly like the conclusion i’ve come to. Cuz its simply that the pain is as necessary as anything in this life. Sometimes I wonder if...
    ForgetHate ForgetHate 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2012

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    So Tired And Alone

    I am so tired of all the pain the constant body pains that stop me doing things it would be easier to cope with the pain if I was able to do more,but the pain stops me, my stomach pains I cant eat but have to eat control my hypoglycemia ever 3 to 4 hours.It's a constant battle...
    chris50 chris50 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2011

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    Life Sentence

      Life Sentence... I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial from living a...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F Apr 6, 2012

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    Life Sentence

    Life Sentence... I am serving a life sentence... A life sentence with Chronic Pain. The bars I stand behind are not metal; they are bars of tears, pain and grief. I wake up in my prison daily, to see my sentence unchanged. I do not see parole, only denial...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Tired Indeed

    But aren't we all? I am lucky in that this isn't chronically embedded in my bones or muscles. It is only my spirit, being rotted away. Slowly. I feel that I infect people, that I lead people to unhappiness. It isn't always inflicted by others, in fact that is the rarest case. I...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    My Pain My Living Hell

      You have work to live But the way this life is I'm too tired to try And I can't even die Pain has taken away everything All the things I could do that were "me" Nothing is left but an empty shell My Pain has become my living hell I'm going nowhere There...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Want To Give Up

    I mean garnet there are people out there that have it so much worse than me and have been through so much but I'm not around them. I'm not forced to watch what they have gone through so I can be thankful for what I have. Instead I'm surrounded by people who get everything they...
    alwaysintheshadows alwaysintheshadows 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    Impotent Rage

    I woke up today in pain. I have myriads of chores that need to be done. I have things that I simply want to do. I need to excercize. I feel that all I am capable of is going back to bed. I am so angry right now at my body. I want to punch something repeatedly but even were I to...
    bitterdregs bitterdregs 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired

    I have been living with this fibromyalgia pain since I was 19 and I'm now 43. I have been on so many different meds that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I also have polymyositis and osteoathritis. I just wonder what did I do to be cursed with all these painful...
    blessedmommy126 blessedmommy126 41-45, F Dec 8, 2012

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    I Am Drained Right Out

    i am so tired all i want to do lately is sleep and stay in bed.. I want to go back to exercising and long walks and getting back some energy but I am just so tired.  god these medications are very taking everything out of me...  so now the doctor wants more tests done. I just...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Oct 11, 2011

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    I Know I'm Awake In the Morning When...

    I hear myself crying out in pain.  The moans and groans eek out from my mouth.  My dogs inch closer as I moan.  Then as I try to stand I feel the extra weight that magically appears to be on my ankles and my arms ache as I try to make them work as well.  It's...
    forceofnature forceofnature 51-55, F 13 Responses Sep 24, 2008

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    Hell

    I was injured 2 years ago. Lni is in place to protect your employer not you. I've been in my own personal pain hell since. No one will give me any thing. I'm allergic to a slew of medications. I have tos and Injury's to the front and back of my neck. I am a mom since my injury my...
    Somberagression Somberagression 26-30, F 1 Response May 16, 2013

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    Ok I'm Tired

    I lately have been have worse days  than in the 12 years previously. I have been told yeah it will get worse over time but I do get tired of fighting this chronic pain, the Opiates, ant-inflammatory, and muscle relaxers lately haven't been doing much good at controlling or...
    lingerieme lingerieme 51-55, M Jun 21, 2010

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    One Day At A Time

    Hello in this group we are in a constant battle with our bodies, right?i have found this site to be so helpful with finding others that understand.Pain has taken my life and has consumed  my being.their are times I can fight through long enough to cook are shop.Mostly its...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2012

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    I Am Tired of Fighting Pain.

    I am so tired of fighting pain everyday. I wake up in the morning, and I hurt all day, long. Pain pills don't help, and neither does hot packs or cold compresses. I hurt all over, and nothing seems to help. I am so tired of fighting with this pain all the time. I wish there was...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2008

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    I'm At The End I Feel

    I was injured at work in 2004. I have been dealing with chronic pain since then. 5 surgeries later I still can't do what I want. I watch others suffer watching me in pain so I do my best to not show the pain. I have tried so many pain killers and no real relief. I'm tired of...
    Sparkinak Sparkinak 31-35 2 Responses Dec 7, 2011

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    Every Day of My Life Is Painful

    I feel like, if I gotta live in pain every day & not be allowed 1 moment of happiness, then it's pointless for me to live. Everything I DO that makes me happy, I feel ashamed because people always make my happiness into a wrong-doing. Me going swimming is a crime because it...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    I feel tired all the time! It may be because I sleep 3 or 4 hours a day but I just can't sleep more, I have so many things to do and the worst part is that now I'm going to start...
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    I think I'm ok. I think I'm actually happy. But I'm to weak to make that last. I feel sick, weak and tired and all the thoughts I tried so hard to get rid of just come back and I...
    thequietone0307 thequietone0307 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I paint my toe nails but I don't wear sandals. I wear flats In the summer or wear heels that have one toe out.
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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants. I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F Feb 22

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