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I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    I really am. But I have the sure hope

    that it will be better soon this time. I mean really okay and that's a good feeling. I know that God has put people in my life and still is to keep me going for the meantime. It wont be much longer now. I am grateful for all I've endured because it made me who i am and hurting...
    MourningDove7 MourningDove7 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live.

    The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my being like it's something alive that wants me dead.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    shortfry3 shortfry3 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2015

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    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    Hi. I am just typing this to annoy my roommate

    with the typing noise. She's trying to sleep. Why am I doing this? Cuz it's a long story. Basically she turned on the big lights while I was sleeping, and that woke me up, cuz one of the big lights is right on top of my head. Now I had wanted to go to sleep early, so I could...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 3, 2015

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    Mhmmmm sums me up completely.

    I just feel trapped.
    Ariellight Ariellight 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2015

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    good afternoon every one.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    My past is haunting me again.

    All I can think about is how ugly I feel on the inside and out, and that I deserve my abuse...
    Claricalle10 Claricalle10 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    I'm so young to have

    so much sadness and hate in my heart. Please tells me this goes away.
    chiloe13 chiloe13 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    It seems the only time people want to include

    me in anything is when they need something from me, whenever I can't be of use to anyone it seems no one wants me around. I don't think I've ever felt this used and alone in my life
    Cavalier7477 Cavalier7477 26-30, M May 23, 2014

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    When will it ever end?

    I need someone to hold me tightly and tell me it'll be okay. I need the guy who will treat me right. I need to fall in love with them. but how am I supposed to do that when I don't even know who he is
    ashlenamya66359 ashlenamya66359 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 30

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    My whole life I've always had a decent amount

    of friends and I've always been very sociable and easygoing when it comes to gatherings. I'm used to having enough friends to keep me busy and yet my relationships were intimate enough for us to feel truly close. Lately, however, I've been so alone. Ever since I moved in with my...
    TornWanderer TornWanderer 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    I don't remember when it was exactly,

    but one day I woke up and said "Is this my life? What about all of the things I dreamed for myself? Where is the ease and comfort and love and fun? Where did I go wrong?"I used to be the "boy wonder." I was bright and creative and smart and nice. People fought for my time and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    one day..everything will be right.

    one day..my tears will be gone on day..i will have my dream I guess not now...one day
    msvanish0 msvanish0 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 17, 2015

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    For the past several months I have been hurting

    more and more. My close friends have been tearing me down. It is not their intent to hurt me, but they do not exactly help. Moreover, there are friends I would like to see, that seem to brighten the day. They never have time for me. I feel like a burden on others. One...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 18, 2015

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    This has felt like the longest couple weeks.

    In the last 2 weeks, I lost 2 great friends and my mother passed away. The loneliness feels overwhelming. I grieve for the lose of my friends as much as anyone else. Because they took a part of me when they went. Now the memorial service for mom tomorrow. Picking music for the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 27, 2015

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    How can they be so happy.

    ........... I am torturing myself. I don't even understand why I was made this way. I stopped caring for people and my dream diminished from the pain and hurt I had experienced in my past. In elementary I didn't know what college was but I knew that it was my escape and now that...
    Peterpansxwifey Peterpansxwifey 16-17, F Dec 1, 2015

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    My days are consumed with sadness.

    I have a deep fear in my heart that I will lose the love of my children. I have nothing else left in this world other than them and ache with the thought that they will eventually be gone. I have never learned to love anyone other than them. And yet, I have nothing to give, even...
    aussiegreg aussiegreg 51-55, M 3 Responses May 7, 2014

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    good afternoon everyone.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I

    wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you...
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M Jan 29

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    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2015

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    I loathe when people see crying

    as a weakness. Sometimes when you cry it's not over one thing, it's built up anger and emotions that you've been harboring for too long.
    lexxrodriguezz lexxrodriguezz 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    So my friend got me a black full blooded lab,

    for Christmas. My momma doesn't want me to keep him but I really want him. He's so cute and playful and adorkable. This is the second time someone's gotten me a dog and she wants me to get rid of it. The first one she made me put outside and he never came back. He could help me...
    QueenAqua QueenAqua 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 24, 2015

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    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    (Sorry if this text has any misspelling,

    English is not my first language.) Well, I can bet someone on this site ever felt or experienced something like this. I hate my family. Yes, I HATE. All my relatives are absurdly stupid and prejudiced, and it makes me want to get away from them. I've suffered several family...
    pablitohudson pablitohudson 18-21, M Jan 21

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    Sometimes, being hurt very badly is life's way

    of telling us that we are better off without that which caused the pain.
    StubbornTiger StubbornTiger 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2015

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    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    good afternoon every one.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    May the stars carry your sadness away.

    May the flowers fill your heart with beauty. May hope forever wipe away your tears. And above all, may silence make you strong
    MourningDove7 MourningDove7 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    people can be so mean sometimes.

    I'm tired of people who take me for granted. tired of being nice to those that do not appreciate.they know you are nice and caring towards them they'll walk over you. I hope one day everything is gonna be all right. :'(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 31, 2015

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    I've changed? No, I just grew up.

    I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that I can't always be happy. I accepted reality.
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 2 Responses May 30, 2015

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    I don't know why I thought random strangers

    would care... People who tell me they love me don't give a ****... Why bother reaching out when no one is even there. My heart is broken, my sprit is dead, I can't even wish myself away.
    TreZ1 TreZ1 26-30, F 1 Response May 6, 2015

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    Its just really fascinating how the people u

    meet will say such sweet kind words such as "I'll be there when u need me" "You have me to share your thoughts with" "I'll help you get better" "I promise" But when u need them.. They're gone.. You were there for them but when it's your turn that needs them.. That needs help...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    I have no children of my own

    so my nephews and nieces are my world. My great nephew is 5 and cries so much when he has to go home it breaks my heart. I've tried talking to him and I just don't know what to do. His mom blames me. I tell her it's because he has me all to his self and doesn't have to share me...
    howlongwillicry howlongwillicry 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I didn't know that when your birthday's near

    you're suppose to be dealing with all the emotions and sadness in your heart for a whole month. February is my birth-month, yes I am very excited about my birthday but trust me just thinking about it and the month sucks. I've gone through a very rough time, I'm so stressed and...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i got into a new relationship with someone i

    met online. he wasn't as clingy as i was, so i moved on to another person a month or so later. the dude i met online hung out with me once and like i said we had differences that i felt i was better off not having to deal with. this new person popped into my life because my...
    tealbeliefs tealbeliefs 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Been with this one guy

    for a year saying he loves me and I'm the only one for him but as soon as he goes back home he's done. I stuck with him through everything even when he broke my heart and made me feel like ****. I was always there for him no matter what even when his friends and family wasn't. I...
    BlueMoonx BlueMoonx 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2015

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    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M Jan 30

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    It just hurts so much to be

    so happy and than all of a sudden a trigger goes off in your head and your dad and lonely and you feel so broken that not even your prayers can be made . I didn't asked to be this way , I prayed so hard for something to change but it didn't . Everyone leaves and in the end I'll...
    Peterpansxwifey Peterpansxwifey 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I'm so tired.... I just want to give up I'm

    so tired of feeling so awful
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 15, 2015

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    good afternoon every one.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV 26-30, M Jan 27

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    I just need a little room to break.

    A place where I can cry all I want without people asking why and feeling sorry for me. A place where I can break stuff when I'm mad, angry and hurt.
    AverageGirl1k AverageGirl1k 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2015

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    When Is It Going To Go Away?

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me about four months ago. I was very upset when he broke up with me because I had been in love with him for over a year. I've been trying so hard to get over him but it's so difficult. In tired of being sad, depressed and upset all the time. I'm so...
    estefany1994 estefany1994 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I can't believe I'm hurting

    so badly over a stuPID BOY
    BeautifulMistake21 BeautifulMistake21 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2015

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    These are my thoughts

    so apologises that it rambles on. All I want in life is to be loved to lay in bed to able to go to sleep with someone who loves me in my arms being able to cuddle being able to wake up and have a kiss and cuddle. To be loved for me, to go to work and be kissed goodbye and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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