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I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our

    school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my mind I was thinking "you know what, I'm gonna try to talk to her, I need to man up, I need to know how to talk to a girl and here's my first...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 7

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    My Life....

    I hate my life and myself. Every ******' day I want to die. I have no place to go, i have no friends. I am sad and lonely. In fact, I don't need people who are trying to preach to me all the time. I just need someone who will understand me. I need someone who has suffered the...
    HoneySakura HoneySakura 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2013

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    Being Gay....

    I have known i was gay as soon as i found out what sex was. I grew up in a pretty religious household (well, they tried) and i think it has a lot to do with this apprehension, anxiety and depression. BUT my largest gripe is how gays are treated. GAYS DO NOT CHOOSE TO BE GAY! Yes...
    graywulf01 graywulf01 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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    I don't want to cry, I don't want to be sad.

    I don't want to be depressed. I don't want to fear people. I don't want to despise food. I don't want to be fake-happy. I don't want to wake up. I don't want to. Or do I?
    April1626 April1626 13-15, F Feb 7

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    Everytime we make plans he seems to have some

    excuse for bailing. He doesn't text me for weeks, sometimes months. I know he cheated but I chose to forgive him and move on, so why do I still feel this way? Every time he can't make it, I cry, I think he must be with her. Am I not enough? Will I ever be? I love him, and he...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    No Valentine acknowledgement yesterday.

    18 years together and no words of endearment or gentleness. Just another mundane day. In fact he went out with his friends all night last night. How can I endure this until one of us pass away? Til death do us apart. I am doing my best to be composed and content that this may...
    1s93ck 1s93ck 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 15

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    Breaking My Heart

    I have been dating this guy off & on for the past 12 years. I am sick & tired of him playing his game with me.Everyone says I need to move on.It is easier said then done when you are deeply in love with the person.He says he feels the same way but the way he has been...
    firestormblues firestormblues 31-35 3 Responses Nov 7, 2008

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    I'm a Loser

    I don't want to be a loser... but I am. I'm trapped in the house everyday, because I suffer from social anxiety... I try to go out, but wind up feeling worse than staying indoors. So, all I do is stay home, work at home, then spend the rest of my time online, until...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 30, 2008

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    FMS has robbed me of a "normal" life!

    So I had to redo normal. After 20 years still trying to help hubby understand...ugh! I've had one if my worst flares this winter. I just want to participate in my 9 and 10 year olds life.
    FMSmom FMSmom 41-45, F Apr 3

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    A battle of the heart

    that can't be touched for all touch feels cold freezing what little hope there is. I feel cold wish there was a savior to wrap me up. I no longer want to be in this world for what is left worth living for. I have encountered people, experienced different walks and sadly has left...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kaaat101 kaaat101 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Silence And Alienation Are Soul Crushers

    I have been on such an emotional roller coaster ride today. Yesterday was my 4-month-anniversary-of-separation from my wife. I just wish that I could move on and find peace and at least start down a new path of life. I wish she would just file for divorce and let me go. She says...
    Passionateheartman Passionateheartman 46-50, M 14 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    Life Of Sadness

    I think I may have finally reached my breaking point. Everything I do in life just isn't going well at all. Im not a good mother I am a horrible girlfriend and I am so sad about how I was raised. I hate the person I have become.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    I Need A Release

    I have no intention of being a part of this community, i simply need to say what i'm feeling to someone who won't tell me their problems are greater or that i should get over it. i feel empty. for years now, i have been struggling with being alone. i have a deep gnawing pain in...
    exxus exxus 18-21 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    I have this fantasy -

    that my 'dream girl' will come to me and comfort me, listen to me, let me cry on her shoulder, let me buy her things, tell me what makes me unique, tell me how I can better myself, give me encouragement, give me support, give me her hand in friend, and make me feel like I am...
    maulerrr maulerrr 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 6

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    I am Indo Chinese girl My first BF

    when i was 15 yrs old and i have 6 yrs relationship with him we planned everything like travel around the world, planning to getting married and everything But all of sudden our life change.. because he addicted gambling :( and stole my bank card and he used all my money to...
    Lisa1801 Lisa1801 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Do You Know What It's Like?

    Do you know what it's like to have barely any friends that are there for you? Do you know what it's like to have no one understand you? Do you know what it's like to have no one to talk to? Do you know what it's like to have to hide your pain everyday? Do you know what it's like...
    beautifulgoodbye beautifulgoodbye 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    Ppl don't understand how much it hurts to be

    called a liar about being blind online! Ppl don't stop to think about how phones and PC can do a lot for blind ppl today!
    cowboyac82 cowboyac82 31-35, M Mar 14

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    It's almost 4am and I have no one to talk to.

    Aderrall hasn't worn off yet so I'm wide awake and miserable.
    ChizzyVanGogh ChizzyVanGogh 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    When Is It Going To Go Away?

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me about four months ago. I was very upset when he broke up with me because I had been in love with him for over a year. I've been trying so hard to get over him but it's so difficult. In tired of being sad, depressed and upset all the time. I'm so...
    estefany1994 estefany1994 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I'm alone. People tell me I have

    so much to offer, but to everyone I meet, I'm just "that nice guy." I can't stand feeling so alone and isolated. I keep saying I'm ready to stop trying to meet people, because I can't stand always being hurt. I don't know what to do anymore.
    Phaedrus25 Phaedrus25 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I'm so tired. This isn't a post about self-harm,

    it's just a post about being so damn tired. Of pushing and pushing. Of having to be so, so strong. Being so, so alone. All the time. As an orphan, living through everything I did...I'm so tired and all of the days go by so fast, and I have to wonder, what am I trying so hard for...
    RubyLemon RubyLemon 22-25 1 Response Mar 17

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    I'm having a really hard time

    and I don't know how to deal with it, I'm never ok in the back of my head and I can't even function! I just want somebody to notice and help me
    aoifeod95 aoifeod95 18-21, F Apr 7

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    Im Getting So Tired

    Everyone leaves. I get it. I'm just not used to it. Should I be used to it? I'm only thirteen and people are fleeing so suddenly. My family, Best Friends. Even I'm running. I don't want to be here anymore. This town, this family, this life... Its not for me. I'm not cut out for...
    TimelyLow412 TimelyLow412 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    I just got back from what should have been the

    best gig of my entire life, yet all the way through it I was wishing he was there. I couldn't enjoy it as much as I should because I wanted him there with his arms around me :( I'm home now & I just feel so sad & alone & scared :(
    hayleyxruth hayleyxruth 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Lionessalexah Lionessalexah 36-40, F Apr 3

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    When my son was 8 years old his dad

    and I divorced due to domestic abuse. He witnessed some of it, but was not physically involved. Skip to today, 15 years later. He is now 23 years old. I remarried years ago to a man with 2 kids , and I had my 2. They all grew up together with my husband and I raising them with...
    MeltdownMom MeltdownMom 41-45, F Mar 19

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    I am 16 years old, and I'm on the edge of

    breaking down. Here's a summary about my life.. My dad left my mother and I when I was 2 months old, he stole $60,000 from my grandparents bank. My dad has made threats to my mom that if she tells anyone about this situation he will come hurt me. My mom has gone to court with my...
    StayingStrong365 StayingStrong365 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Tired Of Being Shot Down

    Every time that I open up to someone, I get hurt. It happens a lot with guys. I'll finally become comfortable with him, and finally, finally, happy. Then he will stop talking to me, saying that "he's been busy," or "he broke his phone." It feels like every guy in my life has...
    AllieGirl96 AllieGirl96 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2011

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    My Burden Of Despair

    15 years down the tube. Thats where I'm at, trying to survive while building a new life for myself and my son, hold down two jobs, pay the bills, not be an emotional drag for my friends and somehow, find someway to not succumb to this overwhelming despair. I was left, rejected...
    bmcinnis bmcinnis 31-35, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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    I'm in high school and I guess I've been

    "depressed" since freshman year... had a few therapists but I never told them how I felt about myself, just the situation around me. I guess it started when I began feeling stressed out over the tiniest of things... I would forget to do the dishes and I'd feel like a complete...
    adams0 adams0 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I am just so tired of being depressed.

    Tired of being angry. Tired of having anxiety. Tired of my anxiety getting so bad that it manifests physically. Tired of the down days. Tired of crying. Tired of feeling like I want to give up. I am just so tired. I am just so tired of this feeling and being this way. I want to...
    NoClueWhoIam NoClueWhoIam 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I understand It was boring I was not easy to

    get along with I was demanding I was selfish I payed more attention to the kids I never looked across the room just to see you I never showed you I loved you I understand the WHY I don't understand the pain I don't understand my mind I don't want to face another heartache I...
    aprilsums aprilsums 31-35, F Feb 7

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    People leave. Sad truth of life.

    It gets more upsetting when they take with them your sense of security and trust. When they leave, they take away a part of you. You are left alone to deal with yourself and you realise how dependent you were on them. I wish there was an easy way to deal with all of this. I...
    LISTENING13 LISTENING13 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I went through a bad break-up,

    have no job, lots of bills pending, loan installments mounting up and I dont know what to do.. I think of dying all the time :(
    misterweirdo misterweirdo 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 13

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    My marriage is like a bloody yo yo.

    One minute it is really good the next it feels as though it is just not worth trying any more - and we have been married only seven months. It is like living with a total nutcase! Yesterday I was the second best thing that had ever happened in her life (the most important being...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    Telishiouss Telishiouss 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    So tired of hurting. You ever want the pain

    just to go away? I just want to disappear and never return.
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 3

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    Anger Is A Vicious Circle To Be Traveling In.

    There is a Buddhist saying: "You will not be punished for your anger; you will be punished by your anger."Recently I have found myself asking, no, begging God to help me take the anger out of my head and heart because it consumes me sometimes and it takes a lot of energy to carry...
    lifelongstudent lifelongstudent 41-45, F Jan 3, 2013

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    One Step Forward, Two Steps Back....

    I feel like I am only allowed a limited amount of happiness and then that's my limit. I had two very good days but then today happened and it has just been awful. Basically I work in a playscheme and it is on a rota basis. My boss thought I was away this week (despite me filling...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    I Try,i Really Do.

    Over the months I have just been down.I'm not myself.I try to live and be happy.I'm only a kid,this isn't suppose to affect me.Yet it does.People get to me.I'm tired of dealing with everything.Friends are not who you thought they were.People stop caring.Compassion fades...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 17, 2012

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    :(

    The back story is I am a 36 year old female with a 28 year old husband. It is my 2nd marriage, his first. I bring children, he has none. We've been together almost 3 years and married for a year. There were rumours of him cheating before we got married, but we got past those...
    chicksher chicksher 36-40 2 Responses Mar 30, 2010

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    Once Upon A Time

    There was a beautiful princess named Jube Jube. She was so beautiful, and so graceful, and so nice that all the men wanted her. Everyone admired her. She was a great ruler; she helped the impoverished, the disabled, and anyone else who needed her assistance. She was completely...
    JubeJube1231 JubeJube1231 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    Get Out!

    I want them OUT and I want them OUT NOW! I have worked - cleaned, scrubbed, scraped down the walls, opened the windows….and still they remain. I’ve even written and posted a 30-day notice – but they simply refuse to vacate. Short of lighting a match and burning the...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    It's getting hard to breathe.

    The pain overwhelms me all the time. At times I start crying and screaming for no reason. I've been pretending to be happy for so long....I know my act is beginning to fall apart, my mask beginning to crack. I've been trapped in this emotional hell for years....overwhelmed by my...
    Josephineong Josephineong 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Sometimes i feel like i'm lost,

    that i'm starting to belive that life ia a bad joke
    julymap julymap 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Regret..

    Regret is a horrible thing.  It stares you in the face and won't let you look away.  I never used to regret anything.  I figured that I had to go through all the bullshit I went through in order to get to the good stuff.  Now?  I realize there is no good...
    tigerstwo tigerstwo 56-60 7 Responses Dec 16, 2010

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    Being alone is getting to me.

    I question whether its worth going on. After all its the same **** different day.
    Dleushon Dleushon 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I Don't Know Why I Hurt

    I've always been depressed since I was a kid, I just can't seem to get better, It's worse now, than ever before, I really don't know what to live for, I have no goals except for the ones my mother has set for me, I don't know my true self, I hate it, I don't want to...
    gamingzone3 gamingzone3 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    I have no words to express how hurt I feel from

    how people have treated me. People who have yelled at me and treated me like dirt when in my heart I never had the intention to EVER hurt anyone, or cause anyone pain. What is it about me that they aren't pleased by me? Who do I have to be, where they would gladly speak well...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F Mar 16

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    I'm sooo tired of hurting,

    being sad and depressed. It's getting harder to put on a fake smile.
    katelin4427 katelin4427 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I Have Been Hurting For So Long

    As long as I can remember I have never felt totally happy.  Always some cloud over me to make me feel sad.  As a child my mother and I was never close, I could feel it as long as I can remember.  She told me once she didn't want me, and I have always felt that way...
    movie49 movie49 46-50 8 Responses Dec 31, 2008

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    Drowning In Tears

    Emotions flying, Anger seething, Thoughts in a whirl. Running forever won't make them stop and if I give in to the urge of screaming at the top of my lungs, I fear I'll go insane. Feeling the need for a straight jacket. Fearing myself more than my nightmares. The nightmares...
    phoebe55 phoebe55 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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