I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    It hurts :') I feel like i'm dissolving.

    I want to smile but I can't smile. I tried my best to make her reconsider but all I did was deepen my scar. The feeling sucks because it's my birthday tomorrow :')
    JehanGuiang JehanGuiang
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 31, 2016

    good afternoon everyone.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 29, 2016

    It's me again, the girl

    who no one cares about. The girl who's friends forget she exists. The girl who just wants to be loved by the people she loves. The girl who desperately calls out for some, or any one of her friends to talk to her. Sure my main troubles stem from a guy, but it doesn't help that...
    lininsayy lininsayy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2016

    I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I

    wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you...
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    Jan 29, 2016

    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live.

    The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my being like it's something alive that wants me dead.
    Ludavin Ludavin
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Jul 22, 2014
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    Jan 26, 2016

    people can be so mean sometimes.

    I'm tired of people who take me for granted. tired of being nice to those that do not appreciate.they know you are nice and caring towards them they'll walk over you. I hope one day everything is gonna be all right. :'(
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 31, 2015

    Hello Readers Out There,

    There was a time i used to feel depressed while trying to live up to the expectations of ppl....now i m completely done....i don't try to impress ppl as it is not worth it....many times i felt alone but finally i got a job which keeps me busy and doesn't let me think about any...
    Andrieke Andrieke
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

    I don't remember when it was exactly,

    but one day I woke up and said "Is this my life? What about all of the things I dreamed for myself? Where is the ease and comfort and love and fun? Where did I go wrong?"I used to be the "boy wonder." I was bright and creative and smart and nice. People fought for my time and...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 28, 2014

    When Is It Going To Go Away?

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me about four months ago. I was very upset when he broke up with me because I had been in love with him for over a year. I've been trying so hard to get over him but it's so difficult. In tired of being sad, depressed and upset all the time. I'm so...
    estefany1994 estefany1994
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 10, 2013

    My past is haunting me again.

    All I can think about is how ugly I feel on the inside and out, and that I deserve my abuse...
    Claricalle10 Claricalle10
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2016

    My man just went out

    for the third time tonight .he drops everything and runs the second his adult daughter and her mom text and demand something from store.i can't even say how I feel to him because when I do he says you knew what you were getting into.yes I knew he had a daughter but at 20 years...
    Atmybreakingpointandwantout Atmybreakingpointandwantout
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2016

    I don't know why I thought random strangers

    would care... People who tell me they love me don't give a ****... Why bother reaching out when no one is even there. My heart is broken, my sprit is dead, I can't even wish myself away.
    TreZ1 TreZ1
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 6, 2015

    good afternoon every one.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 28, 2016

    good afternoon every one.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    Jan 27, 2016

    I loathe when people see crying

    as a weakness. Sometimes when you cry it's not over one thing, it's built up anger and emotions that you've been harboring for too long.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Feb 1, 2016

    It seems the only time people want to include

    me in anything is when they need something from me, whenever I can't be of use to anyone it seems no one wants me around. I don't think I've ever felt this used and alone in my life
    Cavalier7477 Cavalier7477
    26-30, M
    May 23, 2014

    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2014

    I just want to smile.

    I just want to cry. And hide. I want to wake up and start again. I am sincerely tired of not fitting in. Everyone is so different from me ... I want someone to understand me...why is it so hard?
    flowerchan flowerchan
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 3, 2016

    I'm so broken inside.

    I'm doing everything I can and it's just not getting better.. I think about him every single day and I cry because I know he doesn't give a crap about me. He never thinks about me. Heck he probably has forgotten that I even exist. Isn't that sad? You give your entire heart to...
    lininsayy lininsayy
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 9, 2016

    For the past several months I have been hurting

    more and more. My close friends have been tearing me down. It is not their intent to hurt me, but they do not exactly help. Moreover, there are friends I would like to see, that seem to brighten the day. They never have time for me. I feel like a burden on others. One...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Feb 18, 2015

    I still don't know why I wake up in the morning.

    Why do I shower, why do I go to work. I am still trying to figure out why am I still trying to go on, when I am so tired of this, this life. I wonder while I dress what's the point of this all. On the bus I see people but I no longer feel that I am alive like the people I see...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    I have no children of my own

    so my nephews and nieces are my world. My great nephew is 5 and cries so much when he has to go home it breaks my heart. I've tried talking to him and I just don't know what to do. His mom blames me. I tell her it's because he has me all to his self and doesn't have to share me...
    howlongwillicry howlongwillicry
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2016
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    Jan 26, 2016

    I really have no idea what to do:/ A couple

    weeks ago I went on holiday with my dad and while I was away my mum went onto my laptop and she read through my conversation to my best friend which shes always had something against him idk why, but my friend was messing about and asking me to do things for him on Skype but...
    skyealexandra skyealexandra
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Aug 22, 2015
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    Feb 1, 2016

    Its just really fascinating how the people u

    meet will say such sweet kind words such as "I'll be there when u need me" "You have me to share your thoughts with" "I'll help you get better" "I promise" But when u need them.. They're gone.. You were there for them but when it's your turn that needs them.. That needs help...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

    I'm so exhausted and tired of this life.

    ...I get to work today to find out my co-worker and shift partner is getting a new job else where for better pay and all doing the same thing we do now.....which put on a even heavier layer of depression because I'm stuck here I can't drive myself anywhere because a have a fear...
    Lachdanan Lachdanan
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 1, 2015

    I didn't know that when your birthday's near

    you're suppose to be dealing with all the emotions and sadness in your heart for a whole month. February is my birth-month, yes I am very excited about my birthday but trust me just thinking about it and the month sucks. I've gone through a very rough time, I'm so stressed and...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2016

    My sadness and pain is overwhelming,

    and I don't even know if I want to live anymore.
    lininsayy lininsayy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2016
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    Jan 30, 2016

    (Sorry if this text has any misspelling,

    English is not my first language.) Well, I can bet someone on this site ever felt or experienced something like this. I hate my family. Yes, I HATE. All my relatives are absurdly stupid and prejudiced, and it makes me want to get away from them. I've suffered several family...
    pablitohudson pablitohudson
    22-25, M
    Jan 21, 2016
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 19, 2015

    So my friend got me a black full blooded lab,

    for Christmas. My momma doesn't want me to keep him but I really want him. He's so cute and playful and adorkable. This is the second time someone's gotten me a dog and she wants me to get rid of it. The first one she made me put outside and he never came back. He could help me...
    HypnoticAqua HypnoticAqua
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 24, 2015

    This has felt like the longest couple weeks.

    In the last 2 weeks, I lost 2 great friends and my mother passed away. The loneliness feels overwhelming. I grieve for the lose of my friends as much as anyone else. Because they took a part of me when they went. Now the memorial service for mom tomorrow. Picking music for the...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    No Valentine acknowledgement yesterday.

    18 years together and no words of endearment or gentleness. Just another mundane day. In fact he went out with his friends all night last night. How can I endure this until one of us pass away? Til death do us apart. I am doing my best to be composed and content that this may...
    1s93ck 1s93ck
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Feb 15, 2014

    I hide away in fairy tales

    and fantasies... Procrastinating reality... Avoiding a heavy fate. There is so many horrible things that could happen in my future... And all because i did not understand the warnings. They say i will know and understand the warnings when it is time... But i don't think i do...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy
    18-21, F
    Feb 8, 2016

    My whole life I've always had a decent amount

    of friends and I've always been very sociable and easygoing when it comes to gatherings. I'm used to having enough friends to keep me busy and yet my relationships were intimate enough for us to feel truly close. Lately, however, I've been so alone. Ever since I moved in with my...
    TornWanderer TornWanderer
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2016

    Hi. I am just typing this to annoy my roommate

    with the typing noise. She's trying to sleep. Why am I doing this? Cuz it's a long story. Basically she turned on the big lights while I was sleeping, and that woke me up, cuz one of the big lights is right on top of my head. Now I had wanted to go to sleep early, so I could...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 3, 2015

    I'm feeling very, very low right now.

    Probably the worst I ever have. It scares me.
    ThunderWaffles ThunderWaffles
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2015

    When will it ever end?

    I need someone to hold me tightly and tell me it'll be okay. I need the guy who will treat me right. I need to fall in love with them. but how am I supposed to do that when I don't even know who he is
    ashlenamya66359 ashlenamya66359
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 30, 2016

    my heart is broken and im trying to deal with

    life being single after a horrible break up .. if i wouldve known love was going to feel this way when it goes bad i wouldve steered far from it .
    reddmarie reddmarie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2016

    I'm so young to have

    so much sadness and hate in my heart. Please tells me this goes away.
    chiloe13 chiloe13
    16-17, M
    Jan 25, 2016

    These are my thoughts

    so apologises that it rambles on. All I want in life is to be loved to lay in bed to able to go to sleep with someone who loves me in my arms being able to cuddle being able to wake up and have a kiss and cuddle. To be loved for me, to go to work and be kissed goodbye and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

    one day..everything will be right.

    one day..my tears will be gone on day..i will have my dream I guess not now...one day
    msvanish0 msvanish0
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 17, 2015

    My days are consumed with sadness.

    I have a deep fear in my heart that I will lose the love of my children. I have nothing else left in this world other than them and ache with the thought that they will eventually be gone. I have never learned to love anyone other than them. And yet, I have nothing to give, even...
    aussiegreg aussiegreg
    46-50, M
    3 Responses May 7, 2014

    I am so tired I am letting everything go.

    I am tired of expecting phone calls from friends, it seems that they don't even care about me. I am letting them go. I am tired of expecting connection with any guy, it seems that they just go for the pretty or extroverted women. I am letting that go. I am tired of expecting...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2016

    good afternoon every one.

    how are you today?
    KindofDOV KindofDOV
    26-30, M
    Feb 2, 2016

    shortfry3 shortfry3
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2015

    My thoughts are racing

    and they won't stop. I've been rejected by someone who was never going to be mine. Am I undesirable? Am I unattractive? To distract myself from these thoughts I do something ludicrous, I attempt to cut myself with a dull blade. I can't even make myself bleed! What is wrong...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 23, 2016

    I've changed? No, I just grew up.

    I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that I can't always be happy. I accepted reality.
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 30, 2015

    It just hurts so much to be

    so happy and than all of a sudden a trigger goes off in your head and your dad and lonely and you feel so broken that not even your prayers can be made . I didn't asked to be this way , I prayed so hard for something to change but it didn't . Everyone leaves and in the end I'll...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 13, 2016

    Been with this one guy

    for a year saying he loves me and I'm the only one for him but as soon as he goes back home he's done. I stuck with him through everything even when he broke my heart and made me feel like ****. I was always there for him no matter what even when his friends and family wasn't. I...
    BlueMoonx BlueMoonx
    18-21, F
    Sep 22, 2015
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