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I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    For the past one year there wasn't a single

    night I could sleep without worrying. And there wasn't a day I didn't hurt. First, I thought this pain will subside over time and I am gonna be ok just after 3 months. But I guess over time my pain only increases. I truly miss being not shattered and broken. I miss those times I...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F Mar 11

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    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    I always fall for the wrong guy.

    My ex was the absolute worst. The fighting was damn near unbearable. The breakup drained me. It made me hard and jagged. I wasn't open to meeting anyone new. It took me a lot of time to get over it. Two years to be exact. When I finally was open to the idea of starting...
    magz66 magz66 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    No Valentine acknowledgement yesterday.

    18 years together and no words of endearment or gentleness. Just another mundane day. In fact he went out with his friends all night last night. How can I endure this until one of us pass away? Til death do us apart. I am doing my best to be composed and content that this may...
    1s93ck 1s93ck 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    Telishiouss Telishiouss 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2014

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    Because of him. He caused me

    so much pain. I can't sleep and can't stop my tears from falling down. He lied about everything and I believed him when he said that I'm his dream. I wish him pain and sadness. I just wish, only wish to happen to him what he did to me.
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 10, 2014

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    Feel like I couldn`t anymore.

    I want to go, to stop it... Like I was more and more unable to control my life... I know I hurt people around, people who care, people I love, good ones who don`t deserve it... I do my best to be a good person, but I`m running out of strenght... I just wish to disappear, to be...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F Nov 18, 2014

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    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    It seems the only time people want to include

    me in anything is when they need something from me, whenever I can't be of use to anyone it seems no one wants me around. I don't think I've ever felt this used and alone in my life
    Cavalier7477 Cavalier7477 22-25, M 1 Response May 23, 2014

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    and I'm sick of living

    when no on really wants me around.
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    My days are consumed with sadness.

    I have a deep fear in my heart that I will lose the love of my children. I have nothing else left in this world other than them and ache with the thought that they will eventually be gone. I have never learned to love anyone other than them. And yet, I have nothing to give, even...
    aussiegreg aussiegreg 51-55, M 3 Responses May 7, 2014

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    I feel like everything I tought is a lie.

    Trust only yourself because two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.
    SADNG SADNG 18-21 1 Response Apr 7

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    Its just really fascinating how the people u

    meet will say such sweet kind words such as "I'll be there when u need me" "You have me to share your thoughts with" "I'll help you get better" "I promise" But when u need them.. They're gone.. You were there for them but when it's your turn that needs them.. That needs help...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    I'm so tired. This isn't a post about self-harm,

    it's just a post about being so damn tired. Of pushing and pushing. Of having to be so, so strong. Being so, so alone. All the time. As an orphan, living through everything I did...I'm so tired and all of the days go by so fast, and I have to wonder, what am I trying so hard for...
    RubyLemon RubyLemon 22-25 2 Responses Mar 17, 2014

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    shortfry3 shortfry3 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    Sometimes, being hurt very badly is life's way

    of telling us that we are better off without that which caused the pain.
    StubbornTiger StubbornTiger 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    It feels like I lost everything I cared

    for in only few days. All hope is gone. The man I loved most, school... He said he didn't love me and I feel so fooled. It wasn't him, who fooled me. It was me. I love him more than anyone, more than I thought I could ever loved. But I even feel I hate him for saying all the...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    It didn’t sound like this would be the last

    time we actually talked to each other. Our last fight about whose internet connection sucked more. For the past seven months we’ve been far, but not this kind of far. Ups and downs, you and me. Eventually it brought a big fat snow ball. Fears, insecurities...moving on. It took...
    FlyingMolly FlyingMolly 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I miss you so much, but I couldn't do anything

    else. I'm so sorry, but to cut you off was the only way to protect myself. I wasn't able to carry all the pain anymore. I love you too much. I still hope, somewhere deep in my heart, that you love me too. I hope for the best for you. Love you.
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Get Out!

    I want them OUT and I want them OUT NOW! I have worked - cleaned, scrubbed, scraped down the walls, opened the windows….and still they remain. I’ve even written and posted a 30-day notice – but they simply refuse to vacate. Short of lighting a match and burning the...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    This has felt like the longest couple weeks.

    In the last 2 weeks, I lost 2 great friends and my mother passed away. The loneliness feels overwhelming. I grieve for the lose of my friends as much as anyone else. Because they took a part of me when they went. Now the memorial service for mom tomorrow. Picking music for the...
    sml4 sml4 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    When's it going to be my turn?

    I'm just wondering, you know? Because I thought I was doing everything right. What do you do, when you give all of yourself to someone, you try your very best and you actually succeed in making them happy and enriching their life....but they still leave you hanging high and dry...
    ifitellyouigottakillyou ifitellyouigottakillyou 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    Of course this didn't

    even last 2 months. It makes me feel like garbage knowing that it's so easy to leave me. I love him and of course I lost him. I don't know what to and I feel like relapsing again..
    RyleeFTM RyleeFTM 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    Why is it that the people ( my famil) the ones

    that should be the closest are the meanest to me?
    courtneywaw courtneywaw 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live.

    The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my being like it's something alive that wants me dead.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    I wish there were an end to this.

    A real end. Now my head is pounding from crying so hard. Happy New Year to me
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    ThePorcelainDoll ThePorcelainDoll 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    shortfry3 shortfry3 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    im just going to vent

    for a minute...i dont handle things well. i have always made bad descisions and as a result im a high school dropout, ive been to jail twice and in general im just a **** up. im 30 yo and living at home with my parents while im going to school to try to get my **** together. ive...
    WorkInProgress2012 WorkInProgress2012 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    trying to move on and get out

    but it's kinda hard when I don't have a car and am stuck inside
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F Apr 1

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    but I don't think I'll ever be ok

    until I can get away but that is the hardest thing in the world to do....I know exactly where I would go but that even scares me a little even though it's where I want to be im ******* ******
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F Mar 3

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    Andy you know nobody is gone

    and you a lying fraud right? Face up top your lies..m
    10minutestops123 10minutestops123 51-55, F Jan 21

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    I just need a little room to break.

    A place where I can cry all I want without people asking why and feeling sorry for me. A place where I can break stuff when I'm mad, angry and hurt.
    AverageGirl1k AverageGirl1k 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    Move on... Move on...

    Move on.... There must be more to life that just having to move on...
    StubbornTiger StubbornTiger 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Not really peace if mind.

    .. Because I still don't understand what happened. And I am still hoping you will explain things one day. It's just that I didn't exactly have any other choice except to accept things and give up.
    StubbornTiger StubbornTiger 41-45, F Mar 11

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    For the past several months I have been hurting

    more and more. My close friends have been tearing me down. It is not their intent to hurt me, but they do not exactly help. Moreover, there are friends I would like to see, that seem to brighten the day. They never have time for me. I feel like a burden on others. One...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325 26-30, M 5 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm done allowing the same person to hurt me.

    I may still cry over you, think about you, miss you but I will move on in life and find someone that appreciates me for what I do and give.
    kns62 kns62 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    When I'm alone the pain can be unbearable.

    It's this hollow and empty feeling that lives inside me like a curse. It's horrendous.
    mikewmc2011 mikewmc2011 22-25, M Aug 30, 2014

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    I've spent my whole life trying to hide the

    real me from everyone....in the end I'm just sad and lonely and full of scars
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    I don't remember when it was exactly,

    but one day I woke up and said "Is this my life? What about all of the things I dreamed for myself? Where is the ease and comfort and love and fun? Where did I go wrong?"I used to be the "boy wonder." I was bright and creative and smart and nice. People fought for my time and...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F Apr 1

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    stafford158 stafford158 16-17, F 6 Responses Feb 19

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    These are my thoughts

    so apologises that it rambles on. All I want in life is to be loved to lay in bed to able to go to sleep with someone who loves me in my arms being able to cuddle being able to wake up and have a kiss and cuddle. To be loved for me, to go to work and be kissed goodbye and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    Hello Readers Out There,

    There was a time i used to feel depressed while trying to live up to the expectations of ppl....now i m completely done....i don't try to impress ppl as it is not worth it....many times i felt alone but finally i got a job which keeps me busy and doesn't let me think about any...
    Andrieke Andrieke 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    One thing I hate is when I sign up

    for a dating and you go all out on spilling your live to you profile than go message people never get a reply
    truck1013 truck1013 22-25, M Feb 20

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    Again 😥😥😥😥 She's A Problem Yet

    Again. I Dont Know What To Say. I Dont Know What To Feel. I Just Dont Wanna Let Go,....
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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