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I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    Drowning In Tears

    Emotions flying, Anger seething, Thoughts in a whirl. Running forever won't make them stop and if I give in to the urge of screaming at the top of my lungs, I fear I'll go insane. Feeling the need for a straight jacket. Fearing myself more than my nightmares. The nightmares...
    phoebe55 phoebe55 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    When Is It Going To Go Away?

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me about four months ago. I was very upset when he broke up with me because I had been in love with him for over a year. I've been trying so hard to get over him but it's so difficult. In tired of being sad, depressed and upset all the time. I'm so...
    estefany1994 estefany1994 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I Try,i Really Do.

    Over the months I have just been down.I'm not myself.I try to live and be happy.I'm only a kid,this isn't suppose to affect me.Yet it does.People get to me.I'm tired of dealing with everything.Friends are not who you thought they were.People stop caring.Compassion fades...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17, 2012

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    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Basically what it says.

    I'm tired of being sad but I can't help it. I'm tired of feeling hurt all the time honestly it's affecting my life so much idk what to do..
    shariakugan64 shariakugan64 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    DO YOU KNOW WHICH IS THE MOST COSTLY LIQUID OF

    THE WORLD..?? . . . . Ans : "TEAR" ..It is made of 1 % water & 99 % feelings...!! SO.. Don't waste it..!
    surender007 surender007 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Its just really fascinating how the people u

    meet will say such sweet kind words such as "I'll be there when u need me" "You have me to share your thoughts with" "I'll help you get better" "I promise" But when u need them.. They're gone.. You were there for them but when it's your turn that needs them.. That needs help...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    It seems the only time people want to include

    me in anything is when they need something from me, whenever I can't be of use to anyone it seems no one wants me around. I don't think I've ever felt this used and alone in my life
    Cavalier7477 Cavalier7477 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23

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    I hate my reality. The more the failures trying

    to better or escape it, the more exhausting it's getting to face. I don't know what to do. I feel… Well, honestly, I don't think I truly feel anything now. I always seem to get over it all so fast. But then again I'm always back here, going through it all, over and over...
    stashd stashd 22-25, F Sep 14

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    Today my mum shouted at me,

    saying rude things and things that hurt me so much. So i tried to defend myself and trying to fight for myself. But I ended up being scolded and yelled at again. Tbh, my mum scold me for nothing and she always thinks that she's right and im always wrong. Even I'm right, she...
    llamaxxi llamaxxi 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    When I'm alone the pain can be unbearable.

    It's this hollow and empty feeling that lives inside me like a curse. It's horrendous.
    mikewmc2011 mikewmc2011 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    Im Getting So Tired

    Everyone leaves. I get it. I'm just not used to it. Should I be used to it? I'm only thirteen and people are fleeing so suddenly. My family, Best Friends. Even I'm running. I don't want to be here anymore. This town, this family, this life... Its not for me. I'm not cut out for...
    TimelyLow412 TimelyLow412 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    I'm exhausted with being an outcast

    and not feeling like I belong anywhere yet. I'm tired of being sad almost all the time and disconnected from almost everyone and everything around me. I'm tired of living in an area with such a small minded confining mentality. I'm always uncomfortable because I know I'm...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    No Valentine acknowledgement yesterday.

    18 years together and no words of endearment or gentleness. Just another mundane day. In fact he went out with his friends all night last night. How can I endure this until one of us pass away? Til death do us apart. I am doing my best to be composed and content that this may...
    1s93ck 1s93ck 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 15

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    I'm done allowing the same person to hurt me.

    I may still cry over you, think about you, miss you but I will move on in life and find someone that appreciates me for what I do and give.
    kns62 kns62 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    These are my thoughts

    so apologises that it rambles on. All I want in life is to be loved to lay in bed to able to go to sleep with someone who loves me in my arms being able to cuddle being able to wake up and have a kiss and cuddle. To be loved for me, to go to work and be kissed goodbye and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 9

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    I've been through a lot of heartbreak in my

    life. It seems I'm never good enough for anyone. It has been a long time since I have been in a relationship, and I have forgotten how much it hurts when it's over. When will I stop obsessing? When will he be off my mind? When will I stop crying? I just wanted this time to be...
    lostintranslation28 lostintranslation28 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Feel so guilty I had a packet of crisps

    and a sandwich today. Oh my gos
    dierexia dierexia 16-17, F 7 Responses May 13

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    I think about ending my life every day.

    I don't see the point of being here.
    freefalling20 freefalling20 18-21 5 Responses Jun 15

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    I loss my mom and the same week loss my

    relationship only to find out he was playing me to get back to his ex girl friend . All three of us attend the same church . He told everyone in the church he had sex with me. I feel so betrayed and hurt and use i feel so broken with my mom deaths and everything I am so broken...
    Clarineclarice Clarineclarice 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    This is my first post on EP Life!

    I don't understand it some times. People change. Situations change. A moment of happiness that seem to last forever goes away too soon. " Expectations lead to pain". This thought keeps on reverberating in my mind. But why do we expect? Aren't we supposed to expect anything from...
    switchfooot switchfooot 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This week has again continued my rough year.

    I lost one of my best friends this week. After being in a coma for two weeks, the man known as zvet or firemanscock to you here at EP, has left this world. And my heart aches and the tears won't stop. :'(
    spitfirekitten spitfirekitten 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Im Done Making Friends Here.

    .. They All Just End Up Leaving Me Anyway. Save Me The Heartache Please. I Can't Keep Feeling Like This Every Time I Get Attached To Someone. =,{
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    I'm so tired. This isn't a post about self-harm,

    it's just a post about being so damn tired. Of pushing and pushing. Of having to be so, so strong. Being so, so alone. All the time. As an orphan, living through everything I did...I'm so tired and all of the days go by so fast, and I have to wonder, what am I trying so hard for...
    RubyLemon RubyLemon 22-25 1 Response Mar 17

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    He doesn't even know it ******* hurts,

    this is so ******, I never want to talk to him again right now, but I probably will.
    victoriaalvarez victoriaalvarez 13-15, F Aug 9

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    I'm not asking for much.

    I mean, I don't ask for a boyfriend who'd buy me chocolates or bring me flowers everyday. (But it would be a bonus tho) all I wanted is someone who would look past my mistakes and my past. Look at me beyond all that and love me as a whole, not as someone to fill in the...
    ThePorcelainDoll ThePorcelainDoll 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    Is there a difference

    for men watching **** and playing virtual **** and porn0graphic games?
    Tanalic Tanalic 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Tired. Society is wrong.

    They lie for profit. And charge too much. And bully others. And call the caring or sad wrong. Posting barely helps. Most say thats life. Despite how much better we can be. Idiots with power cause suffering. Heal nothing. And expect respect or praise...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 28

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     What's the difference between love,

    true love and showing off?
    surender007 surender007 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I Have Been Hurting For So Long

    As long as I can remember I have never felt totally happy.  Always some cloud over me to make me feel sad.  As a child my mother and I was never close, I could feel it as long as I can remember.  She told me once she didn't want me, and I have always felt that way...
    movie49 movie49 46-50 8 Responses Dec 31, 2008

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    I'm sooo tired of hurting,

    being sad and depressed. It's getting harder to put on a fake smile.
    katelin4427 katelin4427 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    ThePorcelainDoll ThePorcelainDoll 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Again 😥😥😥😥 She's A Problem Yet

    Again. I Dont Know What To Say. I Dont Know What To Feel. I Just Dont Wanna Let Go,....
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I'm so done with it now.

    I'm not giving anyone a second chance ever again. I'm done giving a crap about peoples feelings, and being lied too. I'm 14, and I shouldn't be this damn depressed ever. I'm done talking about my problems to people who supposedly care. I'm really over it. Everyone from my past...
    OutOfTheOrdinary OutOfTheOrdinary 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Once Upon A Time

    There was a beautiful princess named Jube Jube. She was so beautiful, and so graceful, and so nice that all the men wanted her. Everyone admired her. She was a great ruler; she helped the impoverished, the disabled, and anyone else who needed her assistance. She was completely...
    JubeJube1231 JubeJube1231 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    I'm a manager at a store.

    About a year ago I caught a customer stealing, he didn't come back so I thought all was done. Now he comes back in and tells my employees how rude I am. But tonight, he said to a 17 year old female that when I was walking he saw my shirt got a little tangled and he saw the small...
    mandy241980 mandy241980 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    Telishiouss Telishiouss 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I have started to get to the point,

    where I find it completely useless to try to become friends with anyone. All my friends act like I am really annoying, and they criticize me over my opinions on anything. I am somewhat a loner at school. I usually try to do group projects with myself, because I get stuff done...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    As the school year is approaching,

    my life is falling apart. In order to return to school and be enrolled in the IB program at my school, I have to pay $500. I asked my mom at the beginning of the summer if she would be able to get the money. She said yes. She had the money but said she would wait to pay it later...
    PoetGirl97 PoetGirl97 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live.

    The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my being like it's something alive that wants me dead.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 22

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    I'm So Tired Of It...

    I Get Close To Someone, Then All Of A Sudden They Decide To Up And Leave Me. Like, **** My Feelings... I Don't Want To Keep Going Through This. It's Hell Getting Over The First One. :,(
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F Aug 3

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    Its been exactly one week

    since you told me you didnt want me. And telling me that you wanted to move on. I know I have made those mistakes. I shouldve been more patient with everything and paid closer attention you. I cant keep hurting and losing sleep over this. You were my high school sweetheart and...
    lost808 lost808 31-35, F 2 Responses May 13

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    I really hate how my life is.

    .. I know there are people who have it much much WROST than me, and I should somewhat be thankful... I'm just tired of it....
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I love someone who has been abused.

    He hides inside himself. He hurts me nearly every day. But I still love him.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 5

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    Do you ever feel like you're alone in this

    world? Never knowing where to turn? Feeling that everyone hates you? Doesn't understand you? It's like your trapped in sadness. You can't escape.. There is no way out. I'm currently like that right now..
    areyouthereforme areyouthereforme 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    My Life....

    I hate my life and myself. Every ******' day I want to die. I have no place to go, i have no friends. I am sad and lonely. In fact, I don't need people who are trying to preach to me all the time. I just need someone who will understand me. I need someone who has suffered the...
    HoneySakura HoneySakura 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2013

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    After the ignore me, block me ,

    i will never come back, now i got a missed call? What was that? Is he not over hurting me? What do you want multo? I am trying to get over so please stop popping like a ghost haunting and grinning like im not yet done making you sad or im here to hurt you more plot. Isn't it that...
    noxicillin noxicillin 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I Need A Release

    I have no intention of being a part of this community, i simply need to say what i'm feeling to someone who won't tell me their problems are greater or that i should get over it. i feel empty. for years now, i have been struggling with being alone. i have a deep gnawing pain in...
    exxus exxus 18-21 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    Silence And Alienation Are Soul Crushers

    I have been on such an emotional roller coaster ride today. Yesterday was my 4-month-anniversary-of-separation from my wife. I just wish that I could move on and find peace and at least start down a new path of life. I wish she would just file for divorce and let me go. She says...
    Passionateheartman Passionateheartman 46-50, M 14 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    Get Out!

    I want them OUT and I want them OUT NOW! I have worked - cleaned, scrubbed, scraped down the walls, opened the windows….and still they remain. I’ve even written and posted a 30-day notice – but they simply refuse to vacate. Short of lighting a match and burning the...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    Life Of Sadness

    I think I may have finally reached my breaking point. Everything I do in life just isn't going well at all. Im not a good mother I am a horrible girlfriend and I am so sad about how I was raised. I hate the person I have become.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Being Gay....

    I have known i was gay as soon as i found out what sex was. I grew up in a pretty religious household (well, they tried) and i think it has a lot to do with this apprehension, anxiety and depression. BUT my largest gripe is how gays are treated. GAYS DO NOT CHOOSE TO BE GAY! Yes...
    graywulf01 graywulf01 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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