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I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    .... hurting for what is,

    what has been, what hasn't been and what's happening right now. I don't know what to do any more.
    SlowWhispa SlowWhispa 36-40, F Jun 28

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    Being Gay....

    I have known i was gay as soon as i found out what sex was. I grew up in a pretty religious household (well, they tried) and i think it has a lot to do with this apprehension, anxiety and depression. BUT my largest gripe is how gays are treated. GAYS DO NOT CHOOSE TO BE GAY! Yes...
    graywulf01 graywulf01 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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    First off I was the ******* in the relationship.

    I would go out drink party come back whenever I pleased, it was wrong and I knew it. The whole time I always loved my girl but just couldn't stop runnin around. We were together for 6 years and have a five year old girl. The first couple years were relatively good it was the...
    DannyC4 DannyC4 26-30, M Jun 25

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    I think about ending my life every day.

    I don't see the point of being here.
    freefalling20 freefalling20 18-21 5 Responses Jun 15

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    I dont know why i am like this?

    why i just cant see someone is happy, laughing with other? why i make them angry by my words like i say all time pass..no work ... only time pass with people. ... & than suffer inside...also they respond in the same way. i know she will trouble my life if i make her angry...
    raoudupi raoudupi 26-30, M May 13

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    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live.

    The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my being like it's something alive that wants me dead.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    It seems the only time people want to include

    me in anything is when they need something from me, whenever I can't be of use to anyone it seems no one wants me around. I don't think I've ever felt this used and alone in my life
    Cavalier7477 Cavalier7477 22-25, M 2 Responses May 23

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    My Life....

    I hate my life and myself. Every ******' day I want to die. I have no place to go, i have no friends. I am sad and lonely. In fact, I don't need people who are trying to preach to me all the time. I just need someone who will understand me. I need someone who has suffered the...
    HoneySakura HoneySakura 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2013

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    I broke up with my boyfriend just recently

    and this is what happened between the both of us. So we got to know each other and fell in love instantly. He was very nice initially, in fact he was the one who took the initiative to ask me out and all, He always makes the first move whether its asking for a kiss or out on a...
    sharmilahstyles sharmilahstyles 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    lynnys lynnys 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 4

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    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I'm alone. People tell me I have

    so much to offer, but to everyone I meet, I'm just "that nice guy." I can't stand feeling so alone and isolated. I keep saying I'm ready to stop trying to meet people, because I can't stand always being hurt. I don't know what to do anymore.
    Phaedrus25 Phaedrus25 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 7

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    When Is It Going To Go Away?

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me about four months ago. I was very upset when he broke up with me because I had been in love with him for over a year. I've been trying so hard to get over him but it's so difficult. In tired of being sad, depressed and upset all the time. I'm so...
    estefany1994 estefany1994 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I'm sooo tired of hurting,

    being sad and depressed. It's getting harder to put on a fake smile.
    katelin4427 katelin4427 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    Life seemed too short with you.

    And now a day seems like eternity. You won't even let me have the satisfaction of knowing that you are hurting as well!
    Anconia Anconia 26-30, M Jul 2

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    My days are consumed with sadness.

    I have a deep fear in my heart that I will lose the love of my children. I have nothing else left in this world other than them and ache with the thought that they will eventually be gone. I have never learned to love anyone other than them. And yet, I have nothing to give, even...
    aussiegreg aussiegreg 51-55, M 3 Responses May 7

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    Drowning In Tears

    Emotions flying, Anger seething, Thoughts in a whirl. Running forever won't make them stop and if I give in to the urge of screaming at the top of my lungs, I fear I'll go insane. Feeling the need for a straight jacket. Fearing myself more than my nightmares. The nightmares...
    phoebe55 phoebe55 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Get Out!

    I want them OUT and I want them OUT NOW! I have worked - cleaned, scrubbed, scraped down the walls, opened the windows….and still they remain. I’ve even written and posted a 30-day notice – but they simply refuse to vacate. Short of lighting a match and burning the...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    I Need A Release

    I have no intention of being a part of this community, i simply need to say what i'm feeling to someone who won't tell me their problems are greater or that i should get over it. i feel empty. for years now, i have been struggling with being alone. i have a deep gnawing pain in...
    exxus exxus 18-21 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    So me and my boyfriend literally had a massive

    argument, I'm a fare blame to it and so he is aswell partially. My friends are now not talking to me anymore that I'm going out with him and met him after he broke up with me calling me all rude words from the dictionary. He doesn't understand that I understand I hurt him and I...
    rubina18 rubina18 18-21, F Jun 23

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    Once Upon A Time

    There was a beautiful princess named Jube Jube. She was so beautiful, and so graceful, and so nice that all the men wanted her. Everyone admired her. She was a great ruler; she helped the impoverished, the disabled, and anyone else who needed her assistance. She was completely...
    JubeJube1231 JubeJube1231 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    Life Of Sadness

    I think I may have finally reached my breaking point. Everything I do in life just isn't going well at all. Im not a good mother I am a horrible girlfriend and I am so sad about how I was raised. I hate the person I have become.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    I'm so tired. This isn't a post about self-harm,

    it's just a post about being so damn tired. Of pushing and pushing. Of having to be so, so strong. Being so, so alone. All the time. As an orphan, living through everything I did...I'm so tired and all of the days go by so fast, and I have to wonder, what am I trying so hard for...
    RubyLemon RubyLemon 22-25 1 Response Mar 17

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    I'm not asking for much.

    I mean, I don't ask for a boyfriend who'd buy me chocolates or bring me flowers everyday. (But it would be a bonus tho) all I wanted is someone who would look past my mistakes and my past. Look at me beyond all that and love me as a whole, not as someone to fill in the...
    ThePorcelainDoll ThePorcelainDoll 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I have always been in love,

    I had two amazing boys whom I had custody of both at a time now only my little one. Both their moms tore my heart to pieces in so many ways that I don't believe my scars in my heart will ever truly heal. Although I am on some antidepressants now and they have helped, I feel...
    lifesabeach4me2 lifesabeach4me2 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    Someone told me that

    when you love someone, it's not about how you feel, it's choosing to feel that way. You chose to love that person even how good, bad or different he/she. You chose to love that person no matter how hard, how painful and risky you may have just for that person. You chose too...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I Have Been Hurting For So Long

    As long as I can remember I have never felt totally happy.  Always some cloud over me to make me feel sad.  As a child my mother and I was never close, I could feel it as long as I can remember.  She told me once she didn't want me, and I have always felt that way...
    movie49 movie49 46-50 8 Responses Dec 31, 2008

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    How can I learn to be a better debater

    or arguer? Instead of being easily taken advantage of?
    Surviver2014 Surviver2014 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    Again 😥😥😥😥 She's A Problem Yet

    Again. I Dont Know What To Say. I Dont Know What To Feel. I Just Dont Wanna Let Go,....
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I don't have no friends anymore well I do

    but it's summer and we are all going to university in September so we are going our seperate ways so it's an end of an era. I do nothing but stay at home and wait for my so called boyfriends to mentally abuse me over the phone. And now he thinks I'm up to something and now he...
    rubina18 rubina18 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Its been exactly one week

    since you told me you didnt want me. And telling me that you wanted to move on. I know I have made those mistakes. I shouldve been more patient with everything and paid closer attention you. I cant keep hurting and losing sleep over this. You were my high school sweetheart and...
    lost808 lost808 31-35, F 2 Responses May 13

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    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    I've been in love and in a relationship

    for 12 years. But found out that she's been talking to someone behind my back. My heart feels like it's broken I've started cutting myself because I can deal with physical pain not the emotional pain. I wish my life would end because I don't want to feel like this.
    Simmy85 Simmy85 36-40, M 4 Responses Jun 25

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    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I have had enough, i want to live my life

    and be happy so no more being sad for me!! x
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Hi all, really struggling with personal

    relationship problems and feel so angry with the situation but at the same time feel it is all my fault. The guilt and regret it really hard to bear.
    smmerrose smmerrose 41-45, F Jul 7

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    I'm done allowing the same person to hurt me.

    I may still cry over you, think about you, miss you but I will move on in life and find someone that appreciates me for what I do and give.
    kns62 kns62 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Im Getting So Tired

    Everyone leaves. I get it. I'm just not used to it. Should I be used to it? I'm only thirteen and people are fleeing so suddenly. My family, Best Friends. Even I'm running. I don't want to be here anymore. This town, this family, this life... Its not for me. I'm not cut out for...
    TimelyLow412 TimelyLow412 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    Telishiouss Telishiouss 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I am tired of being hurt.

    Everyone I get close to hurts me. People abandon me and get tired of me. So I tend to just shut people out I don't let people get close to me. And if I do, I push them away so they can't hurt me. Being alone is better than being hurt all the time.
    rainbowdinosaurcx rainbowdinosaurcx 16-17, F 1 Response May 6

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    Drowning in the stress of kids

    and ex wife and trying to help the people I love. The pain from the spinal cord injury is taking over again. My usual pain remedies aren't working. Because I'm stressed, the panic attacks are back. So I'm afraid of going to sleep and wake up screaming. But since I have "Daddy...
    WheelchrWarrior WheelchrWarrior 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Feel so guilty I had a packet of crisps

    and a sandwich today. Oh my gos
    dierexia dierexia 13-15, F 7 Responses May 13

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    I'm trying to breathe.

    .. I can't breathe... My baby, m-my e-e-everything. The girl who changed me. She's not here still. I've been waiting for 9 months for her. I don't care about that anymore. I love her so much! Damn it... I've spent so many years fighting for love and I never got it. Now I...
    UniqueFlower14 UniqueFlower14 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    No Valentine acknowledgement yesterday.

    18 years together and no words of endearment or gentleness. Just another mundane day. In fact he went out with his friends all night last night. How can I endure this until one of us pass away? Til death do us apart. I am doing my best to be composed and content that this may...
    1s93ck 1s93ck 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 15

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    Listen to the song tired by Kelly price first

    and then break every chain by Tasha...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I'm so sad I don't know

    if he likes me or not or if I'm his back up girl. I don't know what to do
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F a week ago

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    Silence And Alienation Are Soul Crushers

    I have been on such an emotional roller coaster ride today. Yesterday was my 4-month-anniversary-of-separation from my wife. I just wish that I could move on and find peace and at least start down a new path of life. I wish she would just file for divorce and let me go. She says...
    Passionateheartman Passionateheartman 46-50, M 14 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    This year has been a year from hell.

    I have had a job taken from me because of my race and given to someone with a criminal record and no high school education, while I have a masters degree and credit toward a doctorate. My younger sister passed away last month. I was scammed for over$1000. And now my finances...
    spitfirekitten spitfirekitten 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 21

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    I ran a critter over with my truck the other day

    and it made me sooooo sad. I don't know why I waste my life.
    sadfaceman sadfaceman 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I've been a mess all day long.

    I'm hurting for no apparent reason. I'm just overwhelmed and so ******* sad. And I feel worthless, like no one needs me. Like everyone who actually knows me hates me. I feel like a horrible person and I look gross and I'm needy and no one likes me. Today has just been horrible...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I am so tired of feeling this way.

    I hate so much. But I don't know how to stop. I have few friends and even they betray me. I am not like in school and alone most of the time. I'm tired of the pain and sadness I want to stop so much but I don't know how. My friends don't understand so I have no one to talk to...
    Awsomdude14 Awsomdude14 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 3 Responses May 9

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    I just want to be happy

    but it seems hard to be. It's just the people I am around are not good influences and it hurts seeing others sad or others hurting me. I am thinking of committing suicide but I know it's not a good choice. All I really want is to truthfully smile.
    Alyzza123 Alyzza123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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