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I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    These are my thoughts

    so apologises that it rambles on. All I want in life is to be loved to lay in bed to able to go to sleep with someone who loves me in my arms being able to cuddle being able to wake up and have a kiss and cuddle. To be loved for me, to go to work and be kissed goodbye and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    I'm so exhausted and tired of this life.

    ...I get to work today to find out my co-worker and shift partner is getting a new job else where for better pay and all doing the same thing we do now.....which put on a even heavier layer of depression because I'm stuck here I can't drive myself anywhere because a have a fear...
    Lachdanan Lachdanan 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 1

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    ThePorcelainDoll ThePorcelainDoll 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live.

    The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my being like it's something alive that wants me dead.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    I'm so tired. This isn't a post about self-harm,

    it's just a post about being so damn tired. Of pushing and pushing. Of having to be so, so strong. Being so, so alone. All the time. As an orphan, living through everything I did...I'm so tired and all of the days go by so fast, and I have to wonder, what am I trying so hard for...
    RubyLemon RubyLemon 22-25 2 Responses Mar 17, 2014

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    I feel like everything I tought is a lie.

    Trust only yourself because two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.
    SADNG SADNG 18-21 1 Response Apr 7

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    Just a moment of silence.

    Im useless I have no purpose in this life. I have nothing else to say also..
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses Oct 22, 2014

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    Its just really fascinating how the people u

    meet will say such sweet kind words such as "I'll be there when u need me" "You have me to share your thoughts with" "I'll help you get better" "I promise" But when u need them.. They're gone.. You were there for them but when it's your turn that needs them.. That needs help...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    My days are consumed with sadness.

    I have a deep fear in my heart that I will lose the love of my children. I have nothing else left in this world other than them and ache with the thought that they will eventually be gone. I have never learned to love anyone other than them. And yet, I have nothing to give, even...
    aussiegreg aussiegreg 51-55, M 3 Responses May 7, 2014

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    When the only lesson you've learned

    consistently in life from the people who "love" you is that there will never be time for you because their needs, desires, and beliefs will always come first, and what you want more than anything is to be over it; but it's all you can think about night and day, this feeling of...
    jadesei jadesei 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Engulfed with so much sadness.

    Can't stop the tears.
    issimma issimma 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    trying to move on and get out

    but it's kinda hard when I don't have a car and am stuck inside
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F Apr 1

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    When I'm alone the pain can be unbearable.

    It's this hollow and empty feeling that lives inside me like a curse. It's horrendous.
    mikewmc2011 mikewmc2011 22-25, M Aug 30, 2014

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    I always fall for the wrong guy.

    My ex was the absolute worst. The fighting was damn near unbearable. The breakup drained me. It made me hard and jagged. I wasn't open to meeting anyone new. It took me a lot of time to get over it. Two years to be exact. When I finally was open to the idea of starting...
    magz66 magz66 22-25, F Apr 13

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    I've spent my whole life trying to hide the

    real me from everyone....in the end I'm just sad and lonely and full of scars
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I can't find another job,

    and I hate the job I have currently. I'm grateful I have a job, but it's not my cup of tea. I'm also going through heartbreak, and my ex doesn't care about how he treated me. I'm talking to another guy I really like, and, as stupid as I feel to admit it, I'm catching feelings...
    lovecatsnothumans lovecatsnothumans 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When Is It Going To Go Away?

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me about four months ago. I was very upset when he broke up with me because I had been in love with him for over a year. I've been trying so hard to get over him but it's so difficult. In tired of being sad, depressed and upset all the time. I'm so...
    estefany1994 estefany1994 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F Apr 1

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    I literally can't go an hour without being sad

    all the time. I'm a girl who doesn't swear but now life is just playing with me, i just want to swear so bad but I won't. I feel like I'm never good enough for ANYONE. I have a "blessed" life with great friends but I can't be happy all the time anymore. a guy is breaking my...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I want to forget her

    and move on but it's so hard..
    asif25 asif25 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I've changed? No, I just grew up.

    I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that I can't always be happy. I accepted reality.
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 2 Responses May 30

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    No Valentine acknowledgement yesterday.

    18 years together and no words of endearment or gentleness. Just another mundane day. In fact he went out with his friends all night last night. How can I endure this until one of us pass away? Til death do us apart. I am doing my best to be composed and content that this may...
    1s93ck 1s93ck 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    I guess now I understand

    why I had a fear of love. Deep down in my heart, I always knew that I would end up loving too much and being hurt too deep.
    Laluna29 Laluna29 70+ Jul 12

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    Because of him. He caused me

    so much pain. I can't sleep and can't stop my tears from falling down. He lied about everything and I believed him when he said that I'm his dream. I wish him pain and sadness. I just wish, only wish to happen to him what he did to me.
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 10, 2014

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    Hello Readers Out There,

    There was a time i used to feel depressed while trying to live up to the expectations of ppl....now i m completely done....i don't try to impress ppl as it is not worth it....many times i felt alone but finally i got a job which keeps me busy and doesn't let me think about any...
    Andrieke Andrieke 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    Last night was a fun night with my ex with him

    starting on me which I didn't need I was stressed out about my dog on top of that because she's gonna have her pups soon I only got 4 hours of sleep last night and I'm so tired.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 1

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    For the past several months I have been hurting

    more and more. My close friends have been tearing me down. It is not their intent to hurt me, but they do not exactly help. Moreover, there are friends I would like to see, that seem to brighten the day. They never have time for me. I feel like a burden on others. One...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325 26-30, M 5 Responses Feb 18

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    Again 😥😥😥😥 She's A Problem Yet

    Again. I Dont Know What To Say. I Dont Know What To Feel. I Just Dont Wanna Let Go,....
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    How people could just easily dispose you of

    their life.. After you have given them everything, they would still hurt you by calling you really mean stuff.. Then again youre the villain as always..you can only hope..that they re read what you told them and try to understand that their life is no where close to yours, not...
    Sublevarse Sublevarse 18-21, M 1 Response May 4

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    Since many years ago,

    almost every day, i feel exhausted, drained, to the point of feeling like everything i do is a chore. Sometimes, i go to bed during the day, and when i get up, or wake up, it's like i'm crawling out of a grave. Only if i could go to bed, and fall asleep, but i can't, for many...
    PureBlueLight PureBlueLight 26-30, M 2 Responses May 21

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    I just need a little room to break.

    A place where I can cry all I want without people asking why and feeling sorry for me. A place where I can break stuff when I'm mad, angry and hurt.
    AverageGirl1k AverageGirl1k 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    Telishiouss Telishiouss 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2014

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    It seems the only time people want to include

    me in anything is when they need something from me, whenever I can't be of use to anyone it seems no one wants me around. I don't think I've ever felt this used and alone in my life
    Cavalier7477 Cavalier7477 26-30, M 1 Response May 23, 2014

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    It didn’t sound like this would be the last

    time we actually talked to each other. Our last fight about whose internet connection sucked more. For the past seven months we’ve been far, but not this kind of far. Ups and downs, you and me. Eventually it brought a big fat snow ball. Fears, insecurities...moving on. It took...
    FlyingMolly FlyingMolly 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    You know a long time ago I thought family was

    evrything... but I was wrong Yet I can't do anything about since it's not my choice in the matter right? every single day I and hurt mentally, physically and emotionally, and nobody dosen't see the truth. I know hate is a strong word but, if I can hate someone that badly it...
    Shrous Shrous 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I dont feel good today.

    . Its one of those weird days when something is wrong but I dont know what... Maybe something is gonna happen..
    trulywords trulywords 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    Today, the results of the final exam have been

    published and I didn't get a distinction! I got so mad and upset and now I feel really depressed. Education is the only thing that keeps me sane and makes me feel like a normal person. I am special in no way, I don't have any talents and I'm poor as hell. I believe that...
    ZAINna ZAINna 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I woke up and saw my ex's snapchat story.

    ....and well....I want to text her or text one of her friends and see how she is doing.....I have been feeling this for a while and I have the urge to try and contact her....but everyone I ask says no don't let her contact you and I am planning to wait till next week or next...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M Apr 29

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    I miss you so much, but I couldn't do anything

    else. I'm so sorry, but to cut you off was the only way to protect myself. I wasn't able to carry all the pain anymore. I love you too much. I still hope, somewhere deep in my heart, that you love me too. I hope for the best for you. Love you.
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    so i listen to my favorite music

    and it helps a little but being alone for 35 yrs just makes hurting and sad again.https://youtu.be/E_rC2U2BRYg?list=FLkjPaPOorw0iLfqy5_8Y2RA
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 19

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    Get Out!

    I want them OUT and I want them OUT NOW! I have worked - cleaned, scrubbed, scraped down the walls, opened the windows….and still they remain. I’ve even written and posted a 30-day notice – but they simply refuse to vacate. Short of lighting a match and burning the...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    It's been 2 weeks and I still hurt,

    I miss him.. I was just watching videos of long distance couples who met for the first time.. I was supposed to have one, and I can't stop thinking about all our time together. I want to be done with all this pain, I don't want to cry over him anymore. I want to be happy again...
    Beast16 Beast16 16-17, F May 22

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    This has felt like the longest couple weeks.

    In the last 2 weeks, I lost 2 great friends and my mother passed away. The loneliness feels overwhelming. I grieve for the lose of my friends as much as anyone else. Because they took a part of me when they went. Now the memorial service for mom tomorrow. Picking music for the...
    sml4 sml4 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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