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I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

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    Andy you know nobody is gone

    and you a lying fraud right? Face up top your lies..m
    10minutestops123 10minutestops123 51-55, F 5 days ago

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    I'm so tired. This isn't a post about self-harm,

    it's just a post about being so damn tired. Of pushing and pushing. Of having to be so, so strong. Being so, so alone. All the time. As an orphan, living through everything I did...I'm so tired and all of the days go by so fast, and I have to wonder, what am I trying so hard for...
    RubyLemon RubyLemon 22-25 2 Responses Mar 17, 2014

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    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live.

    The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my being like it's something alive that wants me dead.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 22, 2014

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    Again 😥😥😥😥 She's A Problem Yet

    Again. I Dont Know What To Say. I Dont Know What To Feel. I Just Dont Wanna Let Go,....
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    I Need A Release

    I have no intention of being a part of this community, i simply need to say what i'm feeling to someone who won't tell me their problems are greater or that i should get over it. i feel empty. for years now, i have been struggling with being alone. i have a deep gnawing pain in...
    exxus exxus 18-21 1 Response Jun 25, 2013

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    Indeed I am. I tell myself it's over

    that I'm done with all the rubbish that people give me. People can't seem to accept me as I am and its starting to make me wonder whose wrong in all this. I don't get it at all. I'm remotely annoyed of the idea of people approaching me and eventually backstabbing me in...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    As you all know, I had my DUI

    and just recently I served my time in jail and now I am on house arrest! Thank god jail wasn't anything like I expected and it was actually better than I could have imagined. It was nothing scary at all. House arrest blows though. I can't believe how many times my sobreitor...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F Jan 14

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    I've been different my whole life,

    and I'm not young any more! I know everyone here is somewhat different, we need several different kinds of people! my mom put me in panties by age 4, she said I acted like a girl! I would cry like a sissy, she would give me a belt whipping and send me to school in the panties...
    mistysissy mistysissy 41-45, T 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I had a friend with whom I was very very close.

    I miss him so much. Now we don't talk so much. He is not interested. But I miss him so much.I want to be normal again. It is so painful when someone just leaves u and go.
    verniatracy verniatracy 26-30, F Oct 27, 2014

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    Drowning In Tears

    Emotions flying, Anger seething, Thoughts in a whirl. Running forever won't make them stop and if I give in to the urge of screaming at the top of my lungs, I fear I'll go insane. Feeling the need for a straight jacket. Fearing myself more than my nightmares. The nightmares...
    phoebe55 phoebe55 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Silence And Alienation Are Soul Crushers

    I have been on such an emotional roller coaster ride today. Yesterday was my 4-month-anniversary-of-separation from my wife. I just wish that I could move on and find peace and at least start down a new path of life. I wish she would just file for divorce and let me go. She says...
    Passionateheartman Passionateheartman 46-50, M 14 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    Telishiouss Telishiouss 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2014

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    Get Out!

    I want them OUT and I want them OUT NOW! I have worked - cleaned, scrubbed, scraped down the walls, opened the windows….and still they remain. I’ve even written and posted a 30-day notice – but they simply refuse to vacate. Short of lighting a match and burning the...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    i said i should stop having crushes

    but that butterflies-on-tummy feeling makes my day unboring but at the same time it let myself lives in Dreams far from Reality :)
    KeeyCharming KeeyCharming 22-25, F Nov 1, 2014

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    I am tired...it is like a heavy weight inside

    like a thousand pounds inside me, each day I try to move it wants to hold me back, like walk up against the strongest winds......I am tired of getting hurt, I am tired of being sad......I do not even know the sound of my own laughter any more, or what a smile feels like any more...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jan 7

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    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today my mum shouted at me,

    saying rude things and things that hurt me so much. So i tried to defend myself and trying to fight for myself. But I ended up being scolded and yelled at again. Tbh, my mum scold me for nothing and she always thinks that she's right and im always wrong. Even I'm right, she...
    llamaxxi llamaxxi 13-15, F Oct 20, 2014

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    It seems the only time people want to include

    me in anything is when they need something from me, whenever I can't be of use to anyone it seems no one wants me around. I don't think I've ever felt this used and alone in my life
    Cavalier7477 Cavalier7477 22-25, M 1 Response May 23, 2014

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    Its just really fascinating how the people u

    meet will say such sweet kind words such as "I'll be there when u need me" "You have me to share your thoughts with" "I'll help you get better" "I promise" But when u need them.. They're gone.. You were there for them but when it's your turn that needs them.. That needs help...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    I'm feeling very, very low right now.

    Probably the worst I ever have. It scares me.
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I just want real connections,

    is there anyone that is real these days? Anyone I can find to connect with? It seem's so rare to find people like me.. Why? Why couldn't it be easier.
    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Oct 24, 2014

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    Being Gay....

    I have known i was gay as soon as i found out what sex was. I grew up in a pretty religious household (well, they tried) and i think it has a lot to do with this apprehension, anxiety and depression. BUT my largest gripe is how gays are treated. GAYS DO NOT CHOOSE TO BE GAY! Yes...
    graywulf01 graywulf01 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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    Once Upon A Time

    There was a beautiful princess named Jube Jube. She was so beautiful, and so graceful, and so nice that all the men wanted her. Everyone admired her. She was a great ruler; she helped the impoverished, the disabled, and anyone else who needed her assistance. She was completely...
    JubeJube1231 JubeJube1231 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    bitchhtripinnXD bitchhtripinnXD 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    When Is It Going To Go Away?

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me about four months ago. I was very upset when he broke up with me because I had been in love with him for over a year. I've been trying so hard to get over him but it's so difficult. In tired of being sad, depressed and upset all the time. I'm so...
    estefany1994 estefany1994 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    In this world there are those

    who is trying to drag you down and those who already did but still trying to take every single thing left of you. You might tell me 'What do you know, you're still a kid.' Technically it is illegal to be young and have experiences in this ****** up society.
    FloatingWithHope FloatingWithHope 16-17, F Nov 28, 2014

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    I don't want to be a downer

    or anything, but I am pretty sad right now. I feel like a failure. I've worked hard my entire life and now I just feel spent, almost as if I have nothing left to give. I've always focused on my education and I haven't quite enjoyed life as much as I would want to. Now I'm...
    liliuminterspinas liliuminterspinas 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    No Valentine acknowledgement yesterday.

    18 years together and no words of endearment or gentleness. Just another mundane day. In fact he went out with his friends all night last night. How can I endure this until one of us pass away? Til death do us apart. I am doing my best to be composed and content that this may...
    1s93ck 1s93ck 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    I'm done allowing the same person to hurt me.

    I may still cry over you, think about you, miss you but I will move on in life and find someone that appreciates me for what I do and give.
    kns62 kns62 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    I'm sooo tired of hurting,

    being sad and depressed. It's getting harder to put on a fake smile.
    katelin4427 katelin4427 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2014

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    ThePorcelainDoll ThePorcelainDoll 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    I was crying while studying.

    Not sure if this was okay or I was crazy because the things just got so stressful. I hope I didn't do anything stupid. This post sounds stupid anyway, sorry guys. Have a good day!
    itsjennyjaa itsjennyjaa 18-21, F Nov 17, 2014

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    I wish there were an end to this.

    A real end. Now my head is pounding from crying so hard. Happy New Year to me
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I hate you I hate me I hate what u were gonna

    do I hate the fact u told me u were going on a date with a girl whole I was dating you
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F Nov 29, 2014

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    Sometimes I think that i should just give up on

    my life but there is some er.. thing that will be hurt if i leave like this....I hate u for holding me so tight that i cannot leave just go already U don't know the real me....
    IAmACatXP IAmACatXP 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    yup, sometimes i wish i could just let go of

    everything that makes me feel like this, let go of everything that is making my every breath from now on harder and just excist with no struggles... But, this pain, sadness is important for us as humans. With this we grow as a person, becoming more wise and learning to not...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    My Life....

    I hate my life and myself. Every ******' day I want to die. I have no place to go, i have no friends. I am sad and lonely. In fact, I don't need people who are trying to preach to me all the time. I just need someone who will understand me. I need someone who has suffered the...
    HoneySakura HoneySakura 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2013

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    My days are consumed with sadness.

    I have a deep fear in my heart that I will lose the love of my children. I have nothing else left in this world other than them and ache with the thought that they will eventually be gone. I have never learned to love anyone other than them. And yet, I have nothing to give, even...
    aussiegreg aussiegreg 51-55, M 3 Responses May 7, 2014

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    I was getting so much better a

    while ago and then once again I feel really bad. It's like there's something missing in my life. I don't ever get surprised by anything and I don't thing I ever will. I live every single day like is my last and care about every single little thing that goes wrong. If it wasn't...
    lanadorkhas lanadorkhas 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    When I'm alone the pain can be unbearable.

    It's this hollow and empty feeling that lives inside me like a curse. It's horrendous.
    mikewmc2011 mikewmc2011 22-25, M Aug 30, 2014

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    and I'm sick of living

    when no on really wants me around.
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    It's all just pain...

    I'm so tired pretending.. I'm so tired holding on to someone I can't really have. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm tired of feeling all these feelings.. I'm tired crying every night.. But still I have to go through life.. I don't know if I can still make it to the end...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    Hard times are coming back,

    ofcourse. I hate mean people, why does anyone wants to hurt another? Like, I don't even know them..? So weird..
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    Why does my dumbass believe I have friends

    and that people like me? You'd think after 33 years I'd get it through my thick skull that they only want to contact me if they think I will be convenient or useful to them. Perhaps I should turn off the social media accounts so that the gravity of how little people think of me...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    I Have Been Hurting For So Long

    As long as I can remember I have never felt totally happy.  Always some cloud over me to make me feel sad.  As a child my mother and I was never close, I could feel it as long as I can remember.  She told me once she didn't want me, and I have always felt that way...
    movie49 movie49 46-50 8 Responses Dec 31, 2008

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    I just hurt. like i just hurt.

    Nothing else just pain, and hurt. And i hate it. and talking doesn't help. I could have talked to my teacher and told him whats going on but I couldn't. My voice got caught i'm my through. Shortly after we where talking , a bit of my pain faded away, but it was filled with...
    SavanahSav SavanahSav 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2014

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    These are my thoughts

    so apologises that it rambles on. All I want in life is to be loved to lay in bed to able to go to sleep with someone who loves me in my arms being able to cuddle being able to wake up and have a kiss and cuddle. To be loved for me, to go to work and be kissed goodbye and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    Just a moment of silence.

    Im useless I have no purpose in this life. I have nothing else to say also..
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses Oct 22, 2014

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    Because of him. He caused me

    so much pain. I can't sleep and can't stop my tears from falling down. He lied about everything and I believed him when he said that I'm his dream. I wish him pain and sadness. I just wish, only wish to happen to him what he did to me.
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 10, 2014

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    I don't remember when it was exactly,

    but one day I woke up and said "Is this my life? What about all of the things I dreamed for myself? Where is the ease and comfort and love and fun? Where did I go wrong?"I used to be the "boy wonder." I was bright and creative and smart and nice. People fought for my time and...
    ToughEddie ToughEddie 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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