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I Am So Tired of Life Right Now

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    What Do You Got

    Bon Jovi once asked, what do you got if you ain't got love? The question asked at the Guild is a bit more complex, what do you have if you don't have a cause, a dream whether it be love or peace on earth or gay marriage or a clean environment etc. Without that, you aren't living...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 20, 2012

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    I seem to be Solving everyones problems,

    but no one cares about mine. Not trying to be naff i should just get over it i guess...
    ohno987 ohno987 13-15, F Sep 24

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    Out of interests sake,

    if someone was treating you really badly for no reason, and you had a friend that was close with both you and the person who was being nasty, would you expect the person to have your back? Or just ignore it and continue to be both people's friend?
    TaleOfTwoMinds TaleOfTwoMinds 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    It Does Get Tiresome, Fighting For A Reason To Remain Earth Bound....

    I don't know how others do it. I am completely exhausted from fighting every single day through the pain and the darkness that seems to hover above me at all times. I am so emotionally drained that I can't concentrate most of the time. My mind seems to keep processing these...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 5, 2012

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    Too Much Pain

    The only reason I carry on is my ten year old daughter. If it werent for her the pills I stare at every day would have been taken long ago. Ive had depression since I was 18 and Im tired of fighting it. The meds i take have made me put on so much weight I feel too self concious...
    lizzylou68 lizzylou68 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2013

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    What's the Point!!

    you know, you try to be there for people who need you, you try to love people, and you try to be a good person all around! but it has occurred to me, that i'm still depressed! i haven't done anything yet to better my life, well, i've tried, like working, but i'm still unhappy...
    Argentina Argentina 21-25, F 8 Responses Jan 23, 2008

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    I want nothing more than to lie down

    and just stop trying.
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    Hey everyone.. I dont know

    where to start. this is my first year in college and it has been good, i mean im studying a lot and my grades are good but there is something i cannot make right ME. I'm tired of life, i just dont know how to make peace with myself... its like everyday that im feeling good a...
    Palomamedina Palomamedina 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Sigh* I'm just tired,

    I physically feel like crap cause of this virus i've got and its gonna take forever to get rid of because the meds I've started fight it but weaken the immune system so its like hmmmmm ya know ? and I do know life is a precious thing, it didn't come easy ( from a mothers point...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    It's not like I would give it up

    but if I could change a few things I would
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Oct 9

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    i am so tired of being sick

    and tired! these chronic illnesses are the worst. they won't kill me but they won't go away either. when each damn day is a struggle just to get out of bed and make it to work, there are times I wish the end was in sight.
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F Dec 12

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    I am so tired if life at the moment.

    So many things going on and none if it seems worth it I guess we all have these times. I guess I just have to stand up pull it together and remember I have what some people wish they did. So even though times are tough and feel like crap, put a smile on and get back to it. So...
    slayer89 slayer89 22-25, M Dec 11, 2013

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    Im Sick Of It..

    im 17, i have been a good son id say i do everything my parents tell me to, and then one day i get drug tested at school i come out positive for marijuana, my mom sees it we have a huge discussion it just makes thing worse between my parents they were already on the verge of...
    dgenerate8 dgenerate8 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 16, 2010

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    Tired

    Im so tired of my life right now. I just want this to get over. I dont even choose to be in this situation. For those who dont believe in God, please do because i know He exist as He was the one who put me in this mess. My life i am living right now is the opposite of what i had...
    ttmpp ttmpp 22-25 1 Response Sep 22, 2013

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    Tired Of Life

    I married someone who was much lower class. I was a single mom with a beautiful daughter. He yelled all the time and made my life hell. I couldn't stand to live the way he lived, but I had a child, a son with him, so I stayed in the marriage for the son. My life went to...
    Princesazul Princesazul 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 26, 2011

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    When Will I Be At Rest With God?

    This moment of my life, I'm feeling tired, restless and perhaps useless. I'm 28 this year. I'm a single parent with an adorable daughter, I have many nice and supportive friends and closely knitted family. But no one will ever know deep within me, all I want is to be at rest...
    faithtlb faithtlb 26-30 6 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    My life sucks. I hate myself

    and don't think I should be here. My family thinks I'm ****** up and no one would miss me if I just stopped breathing. Maybe I wold make others' lives better off by not being here? This is the worst pain I've ever been in. Do things ever get better or will I be screwed up like...
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    I just wish I could just stay in my bed

    and not get out I need time away from the world
    Duchanne Duchanne 16-17, F Jul 18

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    I am so tired of people depending on me

    financially and emotionally. Why is life asking so much from me? If my life ended tomorrow, my only wish is to have a happily ever after moment.
    Jxen Jxen 31-35, F Jul 5

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    No Escape

    i want to stop running away from everything. i want to find something to run toward.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2013

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    Depression has been getting the best of me

    for the past week 0:-( hate it
    queercutie queercutie 16-17, F Oct 19

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    I'm so tired of Meeting guys

    who my height or shorter then me Wtf they just keep coming my way what's up with that? I'm 5'9 Nobody seem to be taller then me
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    Family Pressure

    I feel like i can't cope with the constant demands of my family. My husband has been diagnosed with MS now for 4 years and over the last 18 months his symptoms have gotten much worse. I am now his full time carer. He is only 44 and I am only 42 I think we are going to have a long...
    nofixedabode nofixedabode 41-45, F 7 Responses Aug 31, 2009

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    I am so tired of life

    now that I am too tired to explain. 1st off I wasn't born beautiful which really ticks me off. This is my number one problem as vain as it sounds but it controls my life. So I'm not confident,scared to go out in public, can't get the job I want, the guy I want, house car ect...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    Sprained knee, loads of schoolwork due,

    and one of my best friends is moving soon. This whole scenario is killing me inside and I can't take much more
    bonquisha203 bonquisha203 16-17, F Sep 28

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    Oh my God. Just got back from a trip to Canada

    for my Dad's wedding. My mom is so hurt and I'm so hurt and my brother's so hurt and I hate my stepmom. She's not too bad but I hate her because she's making my life so hard. I know that's not fair, but listen to this: She's trying to get my mom to give me up so I can live with...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F Nov 30

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    Kclassified Kclassified 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Unknown124678 Unknown124678 22-25, F Sep 19

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    Losing Interest In Living

    My whole life I thought was a life to be proud of... I served my country, went to college, had custody of both my sons, have a comfy government job... Nothing ever seems good enough, I have lost interest in all things, my wife and I fight all the time. We do care about each other...
    AngryImpatientjealous AngryImpatientjealous 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 17, 2013

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    Seriously wish there was someone I could talk to

    that knew everything I was going through
    bonquisha203 bonquisha203 16-17, F Oct 5

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    This will NOT be the day i give up!

    But I just really want to. I want to disappear forever. I want to not be able to be hurt again! I'm just angry and tired and REALLY don't wanna go on that vacation with my stepmom and my dad! I just wanna give up right now..
    Pumpkinpiespice Pumpkinpiespice 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I agree with the opening

    but I'm not to the point as yet of not wanting to be here or doing harm to myself. Loveife far more than that.
    babyglp babyglp 46-50, M Sep 21

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    School, no friends yet.

    No one helped me with the girl I've been chasing for 5 months.
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 1

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    Just So Bored And Exhausted

    I dont remember the last time i was excited. I really dont want to write a huge story, but perhaps the following can shed some light on my confused state: I can't remember the last time i was excited. It has taken me a large deal to write this also I am just so tired of life...
    jay2788 jay2788 26-30, M 1 Response May 15, 2013

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    I'm so tired of trying,

    I try to be nice and get to know people but the second I tell them of my illness they don't bother, why are people like this? Maybe I just want to be normal too? I never asked for this. I will never be in a relationship or get married or have kids but I at least deserve to have...
    labella1214 labella1214 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    Of course my family would treat me like crap

    today. Of course I'd fail at public speaking today. Of course I'd think of self-destruction today. Of course I'd want to curl up and hurt myself today. Of course it had to be today. But I'm fine.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    My Hope Is Dead

    Rejection is my Constant companion, it has been with me most of my life.My childhood sweetheart breaking up with me again and again. The only girl I ever really loved. Never dating, only waiting for her to take me back. Roaring laughter from young...
    benbtrayed benbtrayed 51-55, M Jan 28, 2013

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    I enjoy the crap out of my life.

    It's the human race I worry about. They have screwed up so far.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Sep 20

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    I Am So Tired Of Life

    I know that a lot of people would love to have my life. There are so many things in my life that  should make me happy. I think my major obstical to happiness, is overcoming the affair my wife had 5 years ago. Somehow, it is always with me. I have nightmares about...
    benbtrayed benbtrayed 51-55, M 4 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    I Am Tired Of The Constant Struggle

    Hi Folks, I have been struggling to make myself a better life than I have had before for quite a number of years now... Feeling tired of the struggle. Every level I climb, I see another obstacle.. Each one bigger than the one before.. Now.. mind you I don't wanna kill myself...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2013

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    Scapegoat At Large...

    Why should I always be the one who has problems and needs to seek therapy, last time I looked there were two of us in this relationship! Just because I have BPD does not mean I'm the scapegoat for our problems!! I'm tired of taking the blame for everything, even if I didn't do it...
    ScrappyKitty ScrappyKitty 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2011

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    Americans Are Friendly All The Time.

    I know every coutry has different cultures, but why do Americans look happy all the time? Americans all are friendly and nice to unknown people. For 10 years living in U.S., I have seen only a few unhapply people, but most of them are super frinedly. Is that considered as a part...
    Mystory2013 Mystory2013 31-35, F Aug 1, 2013

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    I'm in a really depressed state right now

    and feel so hopeless. Life keeps throwing one thing after another at me and it's exhausting. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I'm just flat out exhausted. I'm tired of no one ever caring about me and feeling lonely. I'm tired of doing good and never getting recognized by it. I'm...
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    Schools kinda boring right now

    and all the homework is tiring. After i finish id o nothing...... ;-;
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M Sep 21

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