I Am So Tired of Life Right Now

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    Ugh. Sick of everything at the moment.

    Don't feel like doing anything. Feeling the motions today.
    sombodydiffrent sombodydiffrent
    22-25, M
    Sep 26, 2015

    people are straining me with late decisions

    and time changes. Its starting to weigh on me it really time for me to go to rest right now and people are asking me for time to make decisions. friends are taking up my time and starting to put me in a bad mood
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 1, 2015

    My scars tick-tock like an aching clock.

    And sometimes I just wish it'd stop A moment's reprise from all the pain Just a moment to breathe again
    Blackbourne Blackbourne
    26-30, M
    Aug 10, 2015

    Why Is My Life Plagued With So Much Pain??

    Where do i start ?where do i start? My life has become a horrible nightmare.Am a 29 year old lady and for a better part of my life i have battled with social anxiety and inferiority.I never felt good about my self because when i was younger friends always laughed at me that i had...
    bonosz bonosz
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 30, 2012

    What's the Point!!

    you know, you try to be there for people who need you, you try to love people, and you try to be a good person all around! but it has occurred to me, that i'm still depressed! i haven't done anything yet to better my life, well, i've tried, like working, but i'm still unhappy...
    Argentina Argentina
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Jan 23, 2008

    Life sucks. And then you die.

    At least that's how I feel right now. Continual suck fest. Last night. I drove over a river on a bridge. I pulled into a lot on the side. Thought about jumping in. No one would know. I'd be gone. The pain would be over. My coat would get so heavy I couldn't swim to shore. But...
    Ludavin Ludavin
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2015

    Out of interests sake,

    if someone was treating you really badly for no reason, and you had a friend that was close with both you and the person who was being nasty, would you expect the person to have your back? Or just ignore it and continue to be both people's friend?
    TaleOfTwoMinds TaleOfTwoMinds
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 12, 2014

    Sleep..sleep, I just want to be in a deep sleep

    filled with dreams and nightmares forever, and never ever wake up again. I'm just going with the flow no plans no goals, tired..just tired with everything. Tired of being pathetic, being that dull person, tired of being a loser, tired of trying to be a better person, tired at...
    KatisGone KatisGone
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2015

    I am so tired of it all.

    My "supportive" family makes me want to just give up and not try anymore. My parents allow my little brother who is ten years younger to hit, kick, bite, and punch me. I can't even count the bruises I have right now. My parents undermine my depression telling me that it isn't...
    DeeJayKay DeeJayKay
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2015

    It is astounding to see how tenuous

    and superficial most connections are today.. whether personal or business related. People pay plenty of lip service to the idea of lending an ear, a hand, counsel or advice.. but only as it suits them. You try to do these things in your own life, so you avoid the stain of...
    Tiredmonk Tiredmonk
    Feb 12, 2015

    Life is about fruitlessly spinning your wheels,

    going nowhere, and then you die. I don't even want to spin my wheels.
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    46-50, M
    Aug 26, 2015

    I'm sick of making things worse,

    of being hurt, crying myself to sleep, hating everything. I'm sick of faking a smile, of feeling this way, I'm sick of letting people down, I'm sick of being me.
    Ana104 Ana104
    22-25, F
    Sep 11, 2015

    When Will I Be At Rest With God?

    This moment of my life, I'm feeling tired, restless and perhaps useless. I'm 28 this year. I'm a single parent with an adorable daughter, I have many nice and supportive friends and closely knitted family. But no one will ever know deep within me, all I want is to be at rest...
    faithtlb faithtlb
    5 Responses Nov 12, 2013

    cause i am lesb i have girlfriend

    who loves me so much but i am scared to come out to my parents about my self cause they are too much orthodox with their thoughts. n i m still nt self dependent . i won die cause i felt like m nothing but a burden.
    Elzielle Elzielle
    22-25, F
    Jan 7, 2016

    School, no friends yet.

    No one helped me with the girl I've been chasing for 5 months.
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    I feel empty. I feel I can't go through further.

    I am tired of my life. I always struggle to make things better but I fail and fail. I feel I am unlucky not in a normal way.
    Parisiano Parisiano
    26-30, M
    Jan 29, 2016

    Im tired of everyones freaking bullsh*t like

    can people just stop there are people who just dont give a damn about anyone else well being wtf f***ers like really anything else better to do besides being a bullsh*ter? Guess not! Aye i speak it like it is can i get an Amen?
    lbell416 lbell416
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2015

    http://www.mediaite.com/online/ny-catholic-priest-accused-of-taking-church-donations-to-pay-male-prostitute/ people make me ******* sick
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 13, 2015

    After surgical operation,

    I couldn't imagine why my life become so hard.. 1 week already, but I don't feel well yet! It's bad to make my family busy with me! I don't wanna tell ppl around how bad I feel... hmmm... I'm so tired right now.
    kimlys kimlys
    22-25, F
    Feb 2, 2016

    I just don't want to be here.

    I'm sick of life. Every time I feel things will get better they blow up. There's a purpose for everything and every person but I don't think there is for me sometimes. I just exist. You have to make your own life happen but I'm just to worn out from all that I have to do. I don...
    Ludavin Ludavin
    51-55, F
    3 Responses May 11, 2015

    dimes,nickels & pennies dont impress me i dont

    enjoy the up and go + people are disappointing and my intake is a bore, im not unhappy or sad just over the repetitiveness of this thing called life....
    miimii0069 miimii0069
    31-35, F
    Aug 25, 2015

    Depression is the worst kind of killer.

    It corners you at night, or when you're all alone, and slowly eats away at any shred of happiness it can find, until there's nothing left, but pain, and eventually, death.
    Ana104 Ana104
    22-25, F
    Sep 6, 2015

    Went to sleep for a few,

    woke up freezing. Figured my fan was too high, nope found out from my dad our furnace was broken fml
    angelcastiel1997 angelcastiel1997
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 9, 2015

    I am so tired of people depending on me

    financially and emotionally. Why is life asking so much from me? If my life ended tomorrow, my only wish is to have a happily ever after moment.
    Jxen Jxen
    36-40, F
    Jul 5, 2014

    I've been suffering so long now.

    Life continues to beat me up. I'm afraid I'll never find that person I need who makes me feel needed, whole, and special. I feel like I get so close to happiness and it's yanked right out of my hands as soon as I grasp it. Over and over, and over. And there's no end in sight to...
    BoBeara BoBeara
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 8, 2015

    When will I finally just give up

    and stop fighting for someone who clearly doesn't give a **** about me? Like, I am pathetic and need to get over him. I just have so many feelings for him, we have talked for years, but he always does the same thing, tells me how he feels, then ignores me for a couple months, he...
    alyjrose alyjrose
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2015

    I hate taking antidepressants,

    cause all I want to do is sleep on them. Then I don't take them, and I can't sleep at all.
    Pleiotropic Pleiotropic
    46-50, M
    Jan 31, 2016

    Sometime I feel like falling asleep

    and never waking back up.
    rodgod1999 rodgod1999
    18-21, M
    Feb 27, 2015

    I'm so tired of trying,

    I try to be nice and get to know people but the second I tell them of my illness they don't bother, why are people like this? Maybe I just want to be normal too? I never asked for this. I will never be in a relationship or get married or have kids but I at least deserve to have...
    labella1214 labella1214
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 22, 2014

    On a lonesome journey I walk with patience no

    one within my view. Promises made once come in my mind how to exclude them I know not though. Amidst the ceaseless noise of the world, I have died to learn what life really is. I have drowned numerable times in my own agony. The night is full of stars, and on my lips are longing...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2015

    I want nothing more than to lie down

    and just stop trying.
    superwholockimom superwholockimom
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Dec 1, 2014

    I am tired of people telling me how I should

    feel I am tired of being told what I should have done I am tired of being told what I should do now I am tired of being judged if I don't want to do any of that I am tired of work I am tired of school I am tired of my religious family I am tired of my situation I'm just...
    oyhoy oyhoy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 27, 2015

    I just want to sleep

    and never wake up
    dkemama dkemama
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2015

    You should've just killed me,

    that would've been a lot better than this
    deleted deleted
    Jul 1, 2015

    It Does Get Tiresome, Fighting For A Reason To Remain Earth Bound....

    I don't know how others do it. I am completely exhausted from fighting every single day through the pain and the darkness that seems to hover above me at all times. I am so emotionally drained that I can't concentrate most of the time. My mind seems to keep processing these...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jan 5, 2012

    Sigh* I'm just tired,

    I physically feel like crap cause of this virus i've got and its gonna take forever to get rid of because the meds I've started fight it but weaken the immune system so its like hmmmmm ya know ? and I do know life is a precious thing, it didn't come easy ( from a mothers point...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    i feel so tired right now.

    .. and it is because of the pressure i am under..it is not everyday that you are understand by your parents and they just simply blamed everything on you... i feel like sleeping and like sleeping for a long time so that no more nonsense will come to me anymore.
    volturimerciseal volturimerciseal
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2015

    Family Pressure

    I feel like i can't cope with the constant demands of my family. My husband has been diagnosed with MS now for 4 years and over the last 18 months his symptoms have gotten much worse. I am now his full time carer. He is only 44 and I am only 42 I think we are going to have a long...
    nofixedabode nofixedabode
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Aug 31, 2009

    I am so tired now. Tired of being hurt every

    day, tired of all these humiliations every day, tired of being used of everybody in my life - it really seems that the only way to get just a little bit of freedom and peace is to choose the death.
    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    I Am Tired Of The Constant Struggle

    Hi Folks, I have been struggling to make myself a better life than I have had before for quite a number of years now... Feeling tired of the struggle. Every level I climb, I see another obstacle.. Each one bigger than the one before.. Now.. mind you I don't wanna kill myself...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2013

    Too Much Pain

    The only reason I carry on is my ten year old daughter. If it werent for her the pills I stare at every day would have been taken long ago. Ive had depression since I was 18 and Im tired of fighting it. The meds i take have made me put on so much weight I feel too self concious...
    lizzylou68 lizzylou68
    41-45, M
    1 Response Feb 3, 2013

    Seriously , I'm 25 ,

    and I still live with my parent. Why ? Because they need me , for everything. I work my *** off 24/7 , to make them happy , to make life easier , yet , nothing seems to be enough.
    freythayer freythayer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 6, 2016

    Nobody gets knocked down just to get right back

    up smile and right back down again. LIKE ME
    TruLifeExists TruLifeExists
    36-40, F
    May 7, 2015
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