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I Am So Tired of Life Right Now

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    Life sucks. And then you die.

    At least that's how I feel right now. Continual suck fest. Last night. I drove over a river on a bridge. I pulled into a lot on the side. Thought about jumping in. No one would know. I'd be gone. The pain would be over. My coat would get so heavy I couldn't swim to shore. But...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    It is astounding to see how tenuous

    and superficial most connections are today.. whether personal or business related. People pay plenty of lip service to the idea of lending an ear, a hand, counsel or advice.. but only as it suits them. You try to do these things in your own life, so you avoid the stain of...
    Tiredmonk Tiredmonk 70+ Feb 12

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    I Am Tired Of The Constant Struggle

    Hi Folks, I have been struggling to make myself a better life than I have had before for quite a number of years now... Feeling tired of the struggle. Every level I climb, I see another obstacle.. Each one bigger than the one before.. Now.. mind you I don't wanna kill myself...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2013

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    Why Is My Life Plagued With So Much Pain??

    Where do i start ?where do i start? My life has become a horrible nightmare.Am a 29 year old lady and for a better part of my life i have battled with social anxiety and inferiority.I never felt good about my self because when i was younger friends always laughed at me that i had...
    bonosz bonosz 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 30, 2012

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    I am so tired of people depending on me

    financially and emotionally. Why is life asking so much from me? If my life ended tomorrow, my only wish is to have a happily ever after moment.
    Jxen Jxen 31-35, F Jul 5, 2014

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    Just So Bored And Exhausted

    I dont remember the last time i was excited. I really dont want to write a huge story, but perhaps the following can shed some light on my confused state: I can't remember the last time i was excited. It has taken me a large deal to write this also I am just so tired of life...
    jay2788 jay2788 26-30, M 1 Response May 15, 2013

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    Alright, serious sh*t here.

    So my dad has been being really mean. He has hit me for the past couple if months. Hard! To the point where they bleed. He sometimes kicks me in my stomach. He mentally and phyicaly abused me. I would like to know what to do about this. Can anyone give me some advice or tell me...
    ZOMB13SLAY3R ZOMB13SLAY3R 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    I am so tired if life at the moment.

    So many things going on and none if it seems worth it I guess we all have these times. I guess I just have to stand up pull it together and remember I have what some people wish they did. So even though times are tough and feel like crap, put a smile on and get back to it. So...
    slayer89 slayer89 22-25, M Dec 11, 2013

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    My life sucks. I hate myself

    and don't think I should be here. My family thinks I'm ****** up and no one would miss me if I just stopped breathing. Maybe I wold make others' lives better off by not being here? This is the worst pain I've ever been in. Do things ever get better or will I be screwed up like...
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    i am so tired of being sick

    and tired! these chronic illnesses are the worst. they won't kill me but they won't go away either. when each damn day is a struggle just to get out of bed and make it to work, there are times I wish the end was in sight.
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F Dec 12, 2014

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    I'm so tired of Meeting guys

    who my height or shorter then me Wtf they just keep coming my way what's up with that? I'm 5'9 Nobody seem to be taller then me
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2014

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    Too Much Pain

    The only reason I carry on is my ten year old daughter. If it werent for her the pills I stare at every day would have been taken long ago. Ive had depression since I was 18 and Im tired of fighting it. The meds i take have made me put on so much weight I feel too self concious...
    lizzylou68 lizzylou68 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2013

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    Sprained knee, loads of schoolwork due,

    and one of my best friends is moving soon. This whole scenario is killing me inside and I can't take much more
    bonquisha203 bonquisha203 16-17, F Sep 28, 2014

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    What's the Point!!

    you know, you try to be there for people who need you, you try to love people, and you try to be a good person all around! but it has occurred to me, that i'm still depressed! i haven't done anything yet to better my life, well, i've tried, like working, but i'm still unhappy...
    Argentina Argentina 21-25, F 8 Responses Jan 23, 2008

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    I agree with the opening

    but I'm not to the point as yet of not wanting to be here or doing harm to myself. Loveife far more than that.
    babyglp babyglp 46-50, M Sep 21, 2014

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    Schools kinda boring right now

    and all the homework is tiring. After i finish id o nothing...... ;-;
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M Sep 21, 2014

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    It Does Get Tiresome, Fighting For A Reason To Remain Earth Bound....

    I don't know how others do it. I am completely exhausted from fighting every single day through the pain and the darkness that seems to hover above me at all times. I am so emotionally drained that I can't concentrate most of the time. My mind seems to keep processing these...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 5, 2012

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    Family Pressure

    I feel like i can't cope with the constant demands of my family. My husband has been diagnosed with MS now for 4 years and over the last 18 months his symptoms have gotten much worse. I am now his full time carer. He is only 44 and I am only 42 I think we are going to have a long...
    nofixedabode nofixedabode 41-45, F 7 Responses Aug 31, 2009

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    This will NOT be the day i give up!

    But I just really want to. I want to disappear forever. I want to not be able to be hurt again! I'm just angry and tired and REALLY don't wanna go on that vacation with my stepmom and my dad! I just wanna give up right now..
    Pumpkinpiespice Pumpkinpiespice 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    I can't. I know alot of other people are going

    through more things than me, but I wanna off myself if I keep messing up and can't do anything for the people I want to protect even if I tried. I just wanna eat and eat until I explode and vanish from the face of earth.
    KatisGone KatisGone 18-21, F Jan 5

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    School, no friends yet.

    No one helped me with the girl I've been chasing for 5 months.
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

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    Oh my God. Just got back from a trip to Canada

    for my Dad's wedding. My mom is so hurt and I'm so hurt and my brother's so hurt and I hate my stepmom. She's not too bad but I hate her because she's making my life so hard. I know that's not fair, but listen to this: She's trying to get my mom to give me up so I can live with...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F Nov 30, 2014

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    I am so tired of life

    now that I am too tired to explain. 1st off I wasn't born beautiful which really ticks me off. This is my number one problem as vain as it sounds but it controls my life. So I'm not confident,scared to go out in public, can't get the job I want, the guy I want, house car ect...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 21, 2014

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    I just want to sleep

    and never wake up
    dkemama dkemama 31-35, F Jan 21

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    Depression has been getting the best of me

    for the past week 0:-( hate it
    queercutie queercutie 18-21, F Oct 19, 2014

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    Sigh* I'm just tired,

    I physically feel like crap cause of this virus i've got and its gonna take forever to get rid of because the meds I've started fight it but weaken the immune system so its like hmmmmm ya know ? and I do know life is a precious thing, it didn't come easy ( from a mothers point...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I enjoy the crap out of my life.

    It's the human race I worry about. They have screwed up so far.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    Sleep..sleep, I just want to be in a deep sleep

    filled with dreams and nightmares forever, and never ever wake up again. I'm just going with the flow no plans no goals, tired..just tired with everything. Tired of being pathetic, being that dull person, tired of being a loser, tired of trying to be a better person, tired at...
    KatisGone KatisGone 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I just wish I could just stay in my bed

    and not get out I need time away from the world
    Duchanne Duchanne 16-17, F Jul 18, 2014

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    I am so tired of it all.

    My "supportive" family makes me want to just give up and not try anymore. My parents allow my little brother who is ten years younger to hit, kick, bite, and punch me. I can't even count the bruises I have right now. My parents undermine my depression telling me that it isn't...
    DeeJayKay DeeJayKay 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    It's not like I would give it up

    but if I could change a few things I would
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Oct 9, 2014

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    Today has been an awful day.

    I'm so sick of feeling unwanted. I just hang onto the hope that one day I'll feel like I'm worth something. At the moment that feels like it could be millions of years into the future.
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I do love that I take the time to try

    and talk to someone and get completely ignored... I know that not everyone will like me, I know that not everyone has to talk But just straight up ignoring me, or starting a conversation then leaving it hanging and never coming back to it? ******* really?
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Sometime I feel like falling asleep

    and never waking back up.
    rodgod1999 rodgod1999 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Out of interests sake,

    if someone was treating you really badly for no reason, and you had a friend that was close with both you and the person who was being nasty, would you expect the person to have your back? Or just ignore it and continue to be both people's friend?
    TaleOfTwoMinds TaleOfTwoMinds 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2014

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    I want someone to take care of me.

    I'm tired and I don't want to do it any more.
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F Jan 5

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    I'm so tired of trying,

    I try to be nice and get to know people but the second I tell them of my illness they don't bother, why are people like this? Maybe I just want to be normal too? I never asked for this. I will never be in a relationship or get married or have kids but I at least deserve to have...
    labella1214 labella1214 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2014

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    I want nothing more than to lie down

    and just stop trying.
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    I'm in a really depressed state right now

    and feel so hopeless. Life keeps throwing one thing after another at me and it's exhausting. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I'm just flat out exhausted. I'm tired of no one ever caring about me and feeling lonely. I'm tired of doing good and never getting recognized by it. I'm...
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 21, 2014

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    I seem to be Solving everyones problems,

    but no one cares about mine. Not trying to be naff i should just get over it i guess...
    ohno987 ohno987 16-17, F Sep 24, 2014

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    No Escape

    i want to stop running away from everything. i want to find something to run toward.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2013

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    Scapegoat At Large...

    Why should I always be the one who has problems and needs to seek therapy, last time I looked there were two of us in this relationship! Just because I have BPD does not mean I'm the scapegoat for our problems!! I'm tired of taking the blame for everything, even if I didn't do it...
    ScrappyKitty ScrappyKitty 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2011

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    My Hope Is Dead

    Rejection is my Constant companion, it has been with me most of my life.My childhood sweetheart breaking up with me again and again. The only girl I ever really loved. Never dating, only waiting for her to take me back. Roaring laughter from young...
    benbtrayed benbtrayed 51-55, M Jan 28, 2013

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    On a lonesome journey I walk with patience no

    one within my view. Promises made once come in my mind how to exclude them I know not though. Amidst the ceaseless noise of the world, I have died to learn what life really is. I have drowned numerable times in my own agony. The night is full of stars, and on my lips are longing...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Of course my family would treat me like crap

    today. Of course I'd fail at public speaking today. Of course I'd think of self-destruction today. Of course I'd want to curl up and hurt myself today. Of course it had to be today. But I'm fine.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2014

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    When Will I Be At Rest With God?

    This moment of my life, I'm feeling tired, restless and perhaps useless. I'm 28 this year. I'm a single parent with an adorable daughter, I have many nice and supportive friends and closely knitted family. But no one will ever know deep within me, all I want is to be at rest...
    faithtlb faithtlb 26-30 6 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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