I Am So Unhappy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 140 People

    Learn From My Mistakes

    Hello I am so unhappy, why I dont know I have always struggled.  I have been married for 31 years. have 2 grown up children. All my life I have found it hard to cope,  I am 1 of 7 children a girl,  I am full of self hate and disgust. My Dad has just died of...
    tcryan tcryan
    46-50
    1 Response Jul 21, 2010

    I Am Always So Down

    My boyfriend of 2 years cheated on me, and left me out to dry. I was off to school at the time and barely made it out of the experience living. I had no one at the time, and it forced me to return back home because of the depression. Since, I have gotten over this experience, but...
    iloveyou33 iloveyou33
    18-21
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2011

    EP removed my picture

    because it was "innapropriate." There is nothing wrong with the human body, it's natural to be naked! EP states that it's "a place where you will not be judged" ya well so much for that :(
    nightlife94 nightlife94
    22-25, F
    Jan 17, 2015

    Searching But Not Quite Finding....inner Peace

    I am 28 years old. I have a great job, it's not too much stress, it pays pretty good, and the people I work with are pretty much great. I have a husband who loves me, although he's not a great provider he has a kind heart and is an amazing father. My daughter brings me so much...
    InSearchOfMyself InSearchOfMyself
    26-30
    2 Responses May 22, 2012

    In My Presence,but Im Still Lonley

    hi. i have been married for 14 years, to a man that has no reguard for me, my feelings, my spirit. i try so hard to make everyday as light as possible, but some how i fail. and i get treated like i am a child, like i have no intelegence.he wont work.wont  help in the house,wont...
    clantonrd clantonrd
    31-35
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2011

    Hey All

    hey all, First of all,pardon my poor english and my grammatical errors...I am from Europe and english isn't my 1rst language. It's the first time I post about me being so unhappy...I don't really understand why I have always been so unhappy,most of my life...it's always been...
    rmgp rmgp
    41-45, M
    Aug 7, 2012

    Totally Upset

    Hi, I am so upset, I have an adult daughter and son, and an adult stepson and step daughter.  I am also a grandmother to two wonderful grandkids.  The reason I am so upset is that my family hates my husband and they are always mad at me because I...
    ryansgranny ryansgranny
    41-45
    Dec 8, 2008

    I Feel Lost And Unhappy.

    I have always struggled with being happy, I think its something that doesn't come to easy for me and I want so badly to change that but I have no idea where to start. I guess the only way is to tell my story and hope doing so will help me in some small way. I am 24 years old, I...
    babycat10 babycat10
    22-25
    4 Responses Nov 28, 2011

    So Dumb of Me By Jordanne

    so dumb of me for for not coming to talk to you you were everything that i wanted,i was starting to like you. but i didn't take the chance so i had learn to be without you now im dying and its friend were all going to be.
    Jordanne Jordanne
    16-17, F
    Apr 9, 2007

    Don't Know How To Be Happy!

    I wake up happy but i end up unhappy.. I don't know if its because of me or the people i'm hanging out with.Clearly i'm a teenager and i believe that this year, last year in college must be memorable and so it can be memorable it musst be full of hapiness or something like that...
    wasailluminati wasailluminati
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2012

    Landlocked

    I dont know what Im doing here, I need to get stuff off my chest but I dont want the few friends I do have to know that my life sucks and I hate to say it but it does.   And I think im making someone elses life unhappy too.. It is like we are two eagles with our talons...
    CroTron CroTron
    26-30
    Jul 23, 2009

    Every night since I left my children father I

    cry for peace and love and it seems it will never come. I don't understand how all the physical an emotional abuse you put me through how the hell you get to live a very happy single life. Now I have two beautiful kids I struggled to make ends meet after having his daughter 3...
    Shyvon5 Shyvon5
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2015

    I have never been more unhappy

    than I am in this moment I'm so ******* depressed Today I spent most of the day crying for basically no reason But I think I deserve it
    sadvibes sadvibes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2015

    Hi I am so unhappy in my life.

    My husband and I have known each other for over 30 years and we have a 17 yr old and a 13 yr old both girls. I grew up on a farm in the south, an only child and loved my parents deeply. My husband grew up in the east where it is always cold and snowy and the sun hardly shines...
    BADGERBOYSMOM BADGERBOYSMOM
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2014

    I'm on the brink. I'm about to turn 50

    and it's becoming increasingly difficult to continue on day to day. I have no one in my life that I can talk to. I have so much darkness inside and nowhere to let it out. I think more and more about how I can go on like this but there is no end in sight.
    skippychurch skippychurch
    51-55, M
    2 Responses May 16, 2014

    I feel incredibly isolated

    and alone. I haven't been able to get around to much lately, I put everything off as much as I can..I am particularly worried about graduating on time, and I'm worried I've lost the ability to make friends and be normal. I feel broken. I started drinking way more the past...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    Maybe If I Was Happy I Would Care.....

    The holidays are the worst times of year for me. Everyone around me is so happy about Thanksgiving and Christmas.....but not me. it just reminds me that i have no one, am miserable and just have nothing to look forward to. the gifts and decorations just make me even more...
    Alwysblue Alwysblue
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2011

    I Am So Unhappy

    I'm 20 and in the marines, I am in the infantry and that's not a easy job for a lot of people. I don't know why I am so unhappy. I have a good family and friends, and none of them know that I'm not happy with my life, I am good at pretending to be happy but I just don't know what...
    Nifty1 Nifty1
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 2, 2013

    Tell Me How..

    I have been married to the same man for the past 28 1/2 years. It wasn't always bad. He is a good man doesn't cheat, works every day, cleans the house, does the dishes,doesn't drink. So why am I so unhappy with him. He used to make me laugh now he just frustrates me. We haven't...
    daisymae179 daisymae179
    51-55
    3 Responses May 7, 2008

    A little background, I had a pretty traumatic

    childhood. Our ghetto apartment in the "hood" was infested with roaches, dad was an addict and abuser, our family relied on welfare, my mother never defended or protected us, my siblings (sister mainly) suffered epilepsy and eventual pschizophrenia. I was the lucky one...
    29sucks 29sucks
    31-35, F
    Dec 6, 2014

    I love my boyfriend but I hate his dog.

    He lets the dog sleep in the bed with us and I can't stand it. The dog is constantly moving and licking the bed till it's beyond wet and it's really gross. He treats the dog better than me. Not to mention my boyfriend got me pregnant and made me have an abortion. So he can love...
    Royals818 Royals818
    22-25, F
    Jul 2, 2014
    TheRouge TheRouge
    18-21, F
    Mar 4, 2014

    Help Me Through This

    Gone through so much - so much hurt so much pain - but always managed to keep smiling.But cant do that any moreI hate the person I have become - grumpy and miserable - I cant even sing any moreIts like that - ability to pull myself towards myself is gone - no more energy to fight...
    Cryingintherain Cryingintherain
    46-50
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2011

    Will It Ever End?

    After 37 years you would think I would be able to accept things for what they are. That's far from the truth. It seems like no matter how good I have it, I feel empty. Something is always missing. I could go on about my child hood without a father or my ex wife, but...
    Shocker Shocker
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Feb 19, 2009

    I Deserve An Idiot of the Universe Award.

    He promised me that he would never cheat because he had been cheated on and he knows how much it hurts. We work at the same place and because of that we had to keep it a secret so he told people he was dating a girl named karen, i thought nothing of it until i found out karen is...
    ihatemen ihatemen
    18-21, F
    12 Responses Nov 23, 2006

    God, I'm so unhappy. This is

    so draining and tiring. My parents will be the death of me.
    imtired123456789 imtired123456789
    22-25, F
    Feb 17, 2015

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    tinaeisnernews tinaeisnernews
    22-25, F
    May 9, 2013

    A Strange Story

    This is going to sound really strange and i guess people will think me a little if not a lot sad and stupid!! I have been married for 39 years and I love my wife who is also my best friend,lover ,confidant etc etc I lost my Mother at the age of 15 lost contact with my brother...
    aljuda aljuda
    61-65
    Jun 6, 2009

    I was happy for two days.

    .. No I'm depressed and not happy.... 😒👎 wtf....
    Sammie099 Sammie099
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014

    With him, I'm ok. maybe not happy,

    not yet, but I'm ok. Everything seems to be ok, and I'll keep acting like it is, not slipping in front of those who shouldn't be bothered by my unhappiness...
    mystiere13 mystiere13
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 20, 2015

    life can be so much f***ked at times.

    . today was such a bad bad day...smoked the whole pack of cigarettes today ...still too tensed:|
    Smartnesspersonified Smartnesspersonified
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 26, 2015

    Have I Been Cursed?

    Nothing ever seems to go right for me. From relationships to hopes, dreams, goals, and even simple tasks. It wasnt always like this for me. I used to have what you would call good luck until I was 27, about 4 years ago. Since then,everything that can go wrong, has and does. I...
    FrustratedChick FrustratedChick
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 8, 2010

    Why Am I So Unhappy?

    i dont understand. why am i so unhappy - in desperation i googled this question an found this website. recently i have been so stressed that when i finished work on friday i just packed a bag and took off on my own to get away from everyone and everything. i had beautiful views...
    barmouth barmouth
    41-45
    3 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    Apr 20
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    Apr 20
    I never thought of it as an affair..... It started here, on EP, with a reply to her story about the Status Quo. She was involved with a man on-line, but it wasn't fulfilling, it...
    deleted deleted
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    4 Responses Apr 20
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    He left after 5 years and we just became engaged in November. Suddenly became cold. His eyes even looked different. Just said he wanted to be single and he was unhappy and needed...
    notavictimbutasurvivor notavictimbutasurvivor
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    MrSquishy MrSquishy
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    darkcide39 darkcide39
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    Apr 17
    Things I've always dreamed of having but I've given up on: -waking up to see the girl I married's smile every morning with every sunshine. Instead, I sleep alone. A big pillow...
    Lovehurtstoomuch Lovehurtstoomuch
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Apr 16
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    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    Months of not cutting, months of being clean, months of being unhappy. I finally cut again, it felt like everything it was supposed to be. The thoughts replay in my mind, over and...
    muffinsfrommountains muffinsfrommountains
    16-17, M
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    Everything will be perfect one day , a really happy death of me and all my problems, yes what a wonderful day that will be, I shall release myself of this earthly unhappy bond.
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    Curious? Cancer had it's three kicks at me, but after chemo, radiation and aggressive surgery, I came out on top. However, it cost me all my kidney parts. So, I have not peed since...
    Pullon Pullon
    51-55, M
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    I suppose this is where I can speak freely, not revealing my identity. Honestly, writing about my life, a stupid, sob story, I feel skeptical about it. Not knowing if anyone cares...
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    ACWK226 ACWK226
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    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet
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    Clairebear95 Clairebear95
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    your critics want you to be as unhappy, unfulfilled and unimportant as they are. let your happiness eat them up from inside. Ricky Gervais
    deleted deleted
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