I Am So Very Very Broken

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    I Am Not Normally

    depressed.  I try to keep a stiff upper lip and think positive.  But sometimes it gets on top of me.  I would rather not deal with my own problems.  They are too close to home.  I delve into books, movies... even being online to keep my brain occupied so...
    Maqi Maqi
    26-30, F
    9 Responses May 21, 2009

    Feel Like I Have So Many Personality Abnormalities...

    I have been hurt a lot in my life, maybe that is why I have so many personality abnormalities. Going by my own thoughts and what others have said on here, I can think of a number of disorders I may have. Yes, I know. Most people who do online tests will score highly in certain...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 17, 2011

    Life Is So Like a Box of Chocolates

    You never really do know what you're gonna get. i feel like lately I've been getting the cream ones, when I have been dieing for a chocolate covered cherry. So many things change all the time, but lately everything's been changing and its not been changing for the better. My...
    jdbateman21 jdbateman21
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2009

    People who die by Suicide They don't want to

    end their Life They want to End their Pain " A Pain of Loneliness, Rejections , hurts , disappointments , darkness, Emptiness.....
    ProSolitude ProSolitude
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015

    Sometimes the pain just hits me out of no where.

    An overwhelming sadness. I hate him. And yet I still miss him so so much. I don't understand any of this. I just want to be happy. I just want to forget everything.
    Unluckynky Unluckynky
    41-45, F
    Oct 15, 2015

    Im Shatered

    my heart is in small fragments and honestly i just wana stop living. i would never kill myself but i just cant do this anymore...its to hard...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero
    18-21, T
    4 Responses Mar 29, 2010

    Wholly Broken

    I've been broken for so long that I don't know what being whole feels like.  By now it would probably be uncomfortable as all get out. I may be shattered, but I choose to dance among the shards of myself.  I can piece them together to create a new person, a stronger person.I'm...
    Plaid Plaid
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 9, 2011

    That It Hurts

    But I am, getting better. Even if I'm only saying that, I am getting better. I am so very very broken, it hurts me and even others sometimes, but I am getting better. But I won't forget, that way I learn from what broke me, take it and use it to tape me up, and send me on my way...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    Nov 30, 2010

    It doesn't matter what i do,

    or what i choose. Im whats wrong, nothing i can do about it. If I'm mot hurting myself, I'm hurting everyone around me. There is nothing i can do about it.............. Im broken
    RageGod RageGod
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    Can't See The Light Of Day Even In The Daylight

    I walk around feeling really numb and dazed since the rape its a constant darkness and midnight in my mind
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2011

    Broken To Pieces Beyond Repair.

    I    am   a lot of small pieces of glass shattered in the mud.Nothing valuable left  .I am not whole.Never can I become.There is no heart ....all the pieces got lost.I  donot have  selfrespect.I want to spit on my life.Forgive me if I am so...
    tenderheart35 tenderheart35
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Oct 8, 2010

    All The Kings Horses...

    And all the kings men will never be able to put Chronimax together again. But I have learned how to make broken look whole and live with it, so it's all good! :)
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Mar 9, 2011
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