There is some serious problem with my family background. my father was alcoholic and mother mentally disturbed i had horrible childhood,
school life was terrible and i wanted to always run away from myself and life
now im socially challenged and cant go out or talk mix with...
I used to make friends very easily, but lately I've been horribly depressed, and it just makes it so hard to talk to people. I've struggled with my self-esteem for years, too, which doesn't help. Basically I'm a shut-in now.