I Am Sometimes Angry With Myself

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    I Beat Myself Up

    Its not often but when I do get really angry with myself, its for the following reasons: Letting someone get to me..."someone"usually meaning my Mother. Opening my mouth when I probably should have kept it shut. Flaking out on stuff. Hurting...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21
    22-25, F
    May 12, 2008

    I don't know why I get fits of anger all the

    time lately and I just want to be happy. Sigh, maybe I'm angry because yesterday I found out a friend I thought to be close with and that I've known for a long time has in actual fact betrayed me and that's the end of that
    younotme2 younotme2
    31-35, F
    Mar 4, 2014

    I do this every time!

    I build myself up and say this time I'll do it. I get closer every time and I don't. Every time I don't, it hurts me more and the hurt cuts even deeper. I feel like a piece of crap :( >:( and I want cry too
    jhns1029 jhns1029
    22-25, M
    Jul 22, 2015

    I messed up at work and tried to just avoid

    admitting it by just continuing on like nothing happened. Now it has become a huge mistake and one that my boss has now discovered without me telling her. I am very afraid that I may lose my job now and if I had just admitted my mistake from the beginning , there wouldn't be an...
    duncan123183 duncan123183
    31-35, F
    Jan 4, 2014

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