I Am Sometimes Clueless

Clueless. Yeah. I'm sometimes clueless about life....

I  find that it is the starting that is hard--not, ulimately the doing.... I have a big legal brief due in a couple weeks. I have dug in and done research in intense spurts--and other times I can't MAKE myself put the computer on...

You know how you go through life and things click along the way....  well, I feel as if nothing has clicked for quiet some time, I guess I'm still drifting...

I am always happy to be tuned in. It is ruff having no clue sometimes!

No offense to all the blonds out there but at times I feel so much like the jokes that go around.
I can be clueless or dense or whatever the going word it for it these days.
Sometimes I pick up on things so fast it makes me sit back...

I just think they are very friendly!

It happens to me too.  I'm not any different.

The most recent example for me was at the library where I tutor on Thursdays.
The library staff had moved from their offices to the IT suite while some restructuring was happening in their usual office area.
I had seen the staff...

my story is long and complicated. even my psych counselor says i've been through more than the normal 50 year old has. I've grown up with compulsively overbearing parents, one of which is a verbally aggressive and sometimes physically...

I'm not an idiot.  I know I'm not.  But sometimes I feel like I live on another planet.    Sometimes I just don't get what is going on around me.  It's like I missed a turn or something and ended up...

I am a 19 year old, about to go to college, and I just don't have a clue about how anything besides the basic of the basics work. Drive a car? Rocket science. Work a washer without destroying something? Greek to me. That new dance craze...