I Am Sometimes Confused By Life

We know so much, yet it never seems enough. Everything matters so much to each individual, yet we all die. I sometimes enjoy life so much, and sometimes life's so painful. 434 People

    It all started when i was only four years old,

    i was always happy, because i have always been family's clown, the class' clown, wherever i went i was always making laugh everyone because i loved to act, and i still love it, but also i was a bit different, i have a twin, so we were both four years old when my mum started...
    Andrea2297 Andrea2297
    18-21, F
    Dec 8, 2013

    When I walk around school I always see people

    who I know hate each other's gut talking. But what really confuses me is when they start laughing and saying stuff like "lov yah" or "u are the best person ever" it confuses me because they hate each other and act like they like each other!
    ElectricDream ElectricDream
    18-21, F
    Sep 6, 2014

    Why life is so confusing?

    ??? It confuse u more when u don't belong somewhere... And even more when no one seems to notice you.... Am i not likeable??? I dont know....
    ijusthateit ijusthateit
    Dec 16, 2013

    Why is that if someone loves you you don't love

    them and if you love someone they don't love you?
    undespicablemin undespicablemin
    22-25, F
    Aug 22, 2014

    I've been so stressed lately.

    My career goals feel really far fetched at this point and I'm going through a big transition in my personal life. I'm just confused. http://youtu.be/VR31Iv7J61o But I guess that sometimes you just have to trust that it's all going to end up alright.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    1 Response Mar 12, 2015

    Here's my story. I won't hide

    that I'm only 14 years old. Yes i'm realy young i know. Maybe you think that i'm just a child that doesn't understand anything and thinks that her life is a mess, but i do understand everything. Everyday i am sad and unhappy. Everyday i think about suicide. Why? I don't know...
    fallenindarkness fallenindarkness
    18-21, F
    Dec 24, 2013

    I get confused by how much I let social media

    negatively affect my mood. Especially sites like Facebook where I'm constantly tortured by attractive people I went to school with. Makes me want to get rid of it for a while.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    Dec 6, 2014


                          Can you die, When you're not alive? Which leads me to questions...Am I already dead? Or must O die again....If dying is what it is.....Or is it? Either way Im already gone.....
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Feb 1, 2011

    Life is so painful and

    yet so lovely...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    Depression... That **** confuses me.

    Always comes back in the most inconvenient of times. But I'm also a resilient ***** so imma pull through :)
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    Oct 20, 2014

    It's amazing how many times we think we know

    everything, but we really don't have we have it all wrong. Sometimes it's a bad thing, but other times, damn it's such a good feeling
    fuentes33 fuentes33
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2014

    I still miss Anthony ,

    my BF that passed away a month ago. I feel him warm my heart when I think about him and the tines we shared . I can't believe I'll never get to hold,talk to, or see him again. He was such a beautiful man inside and out . I'm talking to this new guy who attends my university who...
    PrettySmartLeo PrettySmartLeo
    Jan 3, 2014

    everything contradicts everything

    and it's all true and it's all lies...everything goes round in circles, theres no end conclusion to any thought about anything in the world...you could just sit and think until you drive yourself insane. it's best not to think at all but that's easier said than done.
    MushroomFaerie148 MushroomFaerie148
    26-30, F
    Oct 27, 2015

    Ah yes, strive to be great,

    so we can die and be absolutely nothing.
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    3 Responses Jul 26, 2015

    When I was little I did some thing a my mom

    just w hent out the door and I was so scared case she letters really fast and I cried for 2 hours I thos I would never see her agin and I prepared to never see her but she came back.
    oakdolphinking oakdolphinking
    18-21, M
    Jan 27, 2014
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2014
    shannonsjourney shannonsjourney
    18-21, F
    Mar 18, 2015

    Hell these days I dunno what day it is

    but there's been a lot going on. Pretty sure I'm not crazy. Just messed up lately. Hard to explain. Doubt anyone cares. Guess it's just self speculation. Lots of hurt lately.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 13, 2015

    Sometimes I sit and ponder of all the messed up

    things in my life. Yes my life is generally an exciting one, weird things happen to me constantly, so weird that they make really interesting stories. To be completely honest, I love it. But sometimes really inappropriate things happen to me, and then my mom finds out and I get...
    lightning17 lightning17
    18-21, F
    Dec 19, 2013

    New in Fort Collins..

    . trying out figure life out again.
    enltguy enltguy
    1 Response Dec 27, 2013

    I always thought life was a fair thing.

    Like you have to go through so many bad things, all this suffering & pain. Then eventually, the best thing ever would happen that would top all of that! But what if that best thing that your looking forward to soo badly, never happens? What if there's just more bad news? What if...
    juliefishh juliefishh
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2014

    So my girl that doesn't know what she wants she

    wants to go eat I told her I just got this job I don't get paid yet she throws a fit..why am I going to buy u food if u don't know if u want to be with me
    frankie2114 frankie2114
    22-25, M
    Oct 20, 2014

    Living My Second Life

    For the past couple of years I have built up this entire second life in my head. In this life, I live in a different place where I work with tons of fun people and I have great friends and a boyfriend and I have fun all the time. It seems like a lot of the time I live in this...
    SaraKP SaraKP
    18-21, F
    Dec 26, 2011

    Have you ever played chess,

    and you are in a stale mate, but you still have your queen, and rook, and maybe even a bishop sitting in the corner? That is what I feel like right now. My family recently became homeless, landing us at my grandmother, who is emotionally abusive to me, though not my sister...
    Sederick Sederick
    Dec 5, 2013

    This goes back to May this year

    when to cut a long story short, I was stood up by a girl, who I REALLY fancied. Never mind, life moves on, helped by hardly seeing her over the last couple of months since she got herself a new boyfriend. In the build up to the football last Sunday, I heard from her (by text...
    Mick672 Mick672
    41-45, M
    Nov 1, 2015
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