Me and my boyfriend have been together for a few months and we are really close and in love, we've even discussed an engagement. The thing is I keep changing my mind about how serious i feel about him because there are small things that he does that really get on my nerves...
need..but I am sick of their fighting and of their smoking. ....it is affecting my health as well as everyone I live with. And my uncle smokes in the house even though he knows it is illegal.....and disgusting and toxic.....*sigh*
I have to keep asking myself everyday:
Do I stay in counselling?Or do I stop?
Do I keep taking the meds?Or do I stop?
Do I want to commit suicide?Or do I not want to?
Am I happy?Or am I angry?
Do I like my school major?Or do I hate it?
There's always just many questions I...