I Am Sorry, But I Just Can't Forgive You Right Now

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    How do you get over the past? Is being addicted to emotional pain real?
    ConfusedHurtSearching ConfusedHurtSearching
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 16, 2013

    Broken Promises Come To Fruition In The Dark

    Warning:  This is not the typical post you see from Fungirl.  It is a little darker side of my soul that I don't share often so I want you to know this before you read on. Thanks!You shattered my heart, broke my body, and corrupted my mind; in some ways I will forever be your...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    47 Responses Feb 9, 2011

    That Really Hurt....

    Everyone says that when you are in Love you should be able to forigve just about everything, but right now, I can't not forgive the fact that I brought you down so much that you are wanting to die. I can not forgive myself for brining you down that low, and even more can't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 9, 2011

    I don't regret meeting you,

    because for the first two years what we had was a great adventure. For the many times you hurt me I want to say that I should have stood up to you. I let you walk all over me. Yes you did hurt me, many times. When you told me your friends said 'dump him', all because I...
    BlueZeo BlueZeo
    26-30, M
    Nov 13, 2014

    Need Some Space.

    So my boyfriend and I just started dating, we are having a greta time right now. My best friend just started being close with him, the only reason i thought was because him and I are dating now. But after the week of dating. I notice her trying to physically touch him. ANd one...
    xUsa xUsa
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2012

    I Just Can't Forgive You Right Now

    I just can't forgive you right now,I'm sorry,You should have thought,Before you acted,It's too late now,Please leave!
    storywriter2 storywriter2
    46-50
    Jun 9, 2012

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