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I Am Sorry For Not Being The Great Person I Seem To Be

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 158 People

    Apology

    Seems like I find myself saying this to people every time I let them get too close to me. But I am learning as I go to keep people at a distance so they never have to see the dark side of me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    To My Boyfriend

    I'm sorry that i had to make you go through so much pain. I'm sorry you had to suffer because of my depression. I'm sorry that you had to be there to comfort me and be my therapist. I'm sorry that i was always difficult, that sometimes i could be extremely clingy or push you away...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    Its So Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad,sad Sad...

    Its so sad...sad....sad.. Sorry seems to be the hardest words to say. What have I got to do to make you love me What have I got to do to make you care What do I do when lightning strikes me And I wake to find that you're not there
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M Aug 17, 2012

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    Im Different After You Start Knowing Me

    When people first meet me they all think im great, literally. Im funny, smart, really kind and all but if you really know me, you know i have a lot of issues, im a drama queen, my emotions are like a rollercoaster, im not as strong as you think i am. im sorry for all my friends...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2011

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    Smiling on the outside

    but hurting on the inside has became my everyday struggle.
    Laniiah1 Laniiah1 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    I always feel like all the compliments I get

    and the way people view me are based on a lie. I say this because I look years younger then I am. I am 28 but most think I am 18-20 years old. I run a daycare and out of school programme at work and everyone says how good I am at my job but I worry they only think I am 'so good...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 18, 2014

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    Let Down

    I've asked people, you sure you want me? I promise you right now in a few months you won't want me. But for whatever reason, people find me cute and funny and claim my quirks are endearing. Then of course I make the big mistake of trusting them. Soon enough, they discover I'm not...
    forgottenangel38 forgottenangel38 18-21 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    I Am Sorry

    To my family Friends and evrey one i hurt i promised u the Best but i failed i hope u aceept my Sorrys
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M Nov 30, 2010

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    I Am Sorry

    I am sorry for all that I've done to make you all believe I'm a good person. I am sorry that I seem like I nice person, I am sorry that I come off as something that I am cleary not. EP circle, please forgive me.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 7 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    They Don't Know The Real Me

     They all think that I'm this capable successful person. That's not the case. I'm a wreck. I'm a loser. I put on the front that I'm a person that can handle anything that can be this person that will be there for them no matter what. Thing is, I can take care of them, but...
    fuglywuggly fuglywuggly 26-30 2 Responses Feb 15, 2010

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    What You See Is Not What You Get... Sry

    I may seem happy always but more than often, while im smiling, im jus feeling nonchalent I may seem positive always but more than often, when i am optimistic, a part of me screams of negativity I may seem talkative always but more than often, when i talk, im jus sprouting...
    Thlabyrinth Thlabyrinth 16-17 1 Response Mar 8, 2011

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    Sorry 4 Not Being The Great Person

    LOL @ the title.  :DPeople can think I'm not a great person, others think I'm the opposite.  I say whatever.  If I don't meet your criteria, then I will not make you happy for sure and there's nothing I can do to change your mind cause that's the impression you already have...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 16, 2011

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    Sorry...

    I'm sorry, but it's yet another mask I wear to have a modicum of acceptance in society and with those around me. I'm far from great, or even good. I don't know who to feel sorry for. For me for trying to be someone I'm not, or you for believing this lie that is presented to you...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I am sorry for hurting my boyfriend. I loved him dearly at one time. Probably more than I should have let myself and that was wrong. Wrong to him to lead him to believe I could...
    PRCgirl73 PRCgirl73 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is it. I give up. I'm sorry for giving up but I can only take so much. I've lost to many people I care about and I'm worried of hurting another. It's best it's all over now.
    EpicBrotato EpicBrotato 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    ... or actually basically always. But I try hard not to show it. The truth is: I feel ashamed for not being loved. I feel ashamed for living alone, without a loving partner...
    ElonaElona ElonaElona 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Am A Virgin Because I Am Waiting For The Right Person
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M a week ago

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    I have been hit and bullied for being transgender but that's was when I was in high school and know I just get dirty looks and name called so yeah me and my transgender and gay...
    imyourboyhere imyourboyhere 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 8

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    Dont Like People Who Make Fun N Abuse Kids For Being Kids
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M Mar 21

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    been bullied at my new school basically since i got here Not a hole lot i can to do be honest... i suffer from Autism & ADHD so sometimes i do weird minor things... even if i speak...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Mainly cuz I'm gay cause apparently that makes me different from every freaking person ever
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 10

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    Why is it that muslim men mainly from Asia don't wanna marry a girl or woman who is born with a genetic situation even though the person is normal in every other way???
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875 36-40, F Mar 21

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    Pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person. That's why you should be grateful to Allah swt.
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I've never met one face to face... I've become so exhausted... So depleted. There was a time when I would give the best parts of myself to others... The consequences were...
    WytW0lf WytW0lf 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    The One Who has brought you into being from nothingness can take your worries back into nothingness. Subhaan Allah
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I used to not like it, but as I have gotten older it's really grown on me. I'm not sure why, it just has.
    ethan96 ethan96 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 12

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    I was on the fence about this at first but it really gets me going nowadays
    bbyxoxo bbyxoxo 18-21, F a week ago

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    i've been told to write my about my EP rules, so that's what i'm doing (because i just love assignments (take that as you will)). i'm not to talk to anyone on EP inappropriately...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Today's reasons why my husband that I should divorce hates me today: 1. My credit score is better than his, but it's my fault anyway. 2. Not having time to read a self help book...
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I don't care what I have. As long as I can skip school! :P
    helloyourbored helloyourbored 13-15, M Mar 17

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    I may not act like the best Muslim but I'm still very proud of my religion and I feel very blessed to be Muslim
    Zjmsmyking Zjmsmyking 16-17, F Mar 20

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    Laa ilaaha illaa anta subhaanaka innee kuntu minazzalimeen There is no God but Thou,glory be to Thee,surely I am of those who make themselves to suffer loss. SURAH AL-ANBIYA...
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875 36-40, F Mar 21

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    I have to end my relationship with my boyfriend because I'm a psychopath, this really sucks. I can't be normal and can't keep abusing the people around me . Maybe abusing myself is...
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Sorry for being such a drag lately. I just haven't been feeling myself. :-/
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    Top ten questions about relationships with psychopaths/narcissists. I took this from the site psychopathfree.com. I found it to be very helpful. 1. Is he / she really a psychopath...
    totallytea totallytea 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Quick introduction; She is my last great love, probably the only true one yet. Had plenty of girlfriends before her. We met at university and we developed a great frienship and...
    GroovyET GroovyET 31-35, M Mar 11

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    ...Him. I want to go back to being in denial! Here's some BG info 1st (please don't judge) I am 19, graduated from highschool as an honour student and am currently attending uni...
    Alienatic Alienatic 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    It is so simple. Just be nice. Look at the person you're interacting with and understand that what you see, what they show you is just the tip of the iceberg. The crabby salesgirl...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Though it's far f rom being the worst thing in the world, being a psychopath is an odd thing to journey through life as. I choose to not physically hurt other people, and mostly...
    bigwags239 bigwags239 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I'm sorry for falling so low, time after time. I'm sorry for destroying myself in hope of relief. I'm sorry I've tried to leave this place so many times. I'm sorry I stop caring...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    So... Here I am. With another chip in my pride and ego. Ever since the end of my long term relationship. Everything in my love department has been going downhill. Literally. Every...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Im a young female from Trinidad. I use to talk to an older man on here (on another profile) before I disappeared :( He was from from France, and had a beautiful daughter. he was...
    SeraRogue SeraRogue 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Everyone in the world is pretty shallow...me included. We look at someone & immediately judge them whether we mean to or not. If they don't look a certain way, then we don't even...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 5 Responses 4 days ago