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I Am Sorry For Not Being The Great Person I Seem To Be

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    Smiling on the outside

    but hurting on the inside has became my everyday struggle.
    Laniiah1 Laniiah1 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    What You See Is Not What You Get... Sry

    I may seem happy always but more than often, while im smiling, im jus feeling nonchalent I may seem positive always but more than often, when i am optimistic, a part of me screams of negativity I may seem talkative always but more than often, when i talk, im jus sprouting...
    Thlabyrinth Thlabyrinth 16-17 1 Response Mar 8, 2011

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    Sorry...

    I'm sorry, but it's yet another mask I wear to have a modicum of acceptance in society and with those around me. I'm far from great, or even good. I don't know who to feel sorry for. For me for trying to be someone I'm not, or you for believing this lie that is presented to you...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    Its So Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad,sad Sad...

    Its so sad...sad....sad.. Sorry seems to be the hardest words to say. What have I got to do to make you love me What have I got to do to make you care What do I do when lightning strikes me And I wake to find that you're not there
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M Aug 17, 2012

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    Sorry 4 Not Being The Great Person

    LOL @ the title.  :DPeople can think I'm not a great person, others think I'm the opposite.  I say whatever.  If I don't meet your criteria, then I will not make you happy for sure and there's nothing I can do to change your mind cause that's the impression you already have...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 16, 2011

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    I Am Sorry

    I am sorry for all that I've done to make you all believe I'm a good person. I am sorry that I seem like I nice person, I am sorry that I come off as something that I am cleary not. EP circle, please forgive me.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 7 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    They Don't Know The Real Me

     They all think that I'm this capable successful person. That's not the case. I'm a wreck. I'm a loser. I put on the front that I'm a person that can handle anything that can be this person that will be there for them no matter what. Thing is, I can take care of them, but...
    fuglywuggly fuglywuggly 26-30 2 Responses Feb 15, 2010

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    Let Down

    I've asked people, you sure you want me? I promise you right now in a few months you won't want me. But for whatever reason, people find me cute and funny and claim my quirks are endearing. Then of course I make the big mistake of trusting them. Soon enough, they discover I'm not...
    forgottenangel38 forgottenangel38 18-21 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    I always feel like all the compliments I get

    and the way people view me are based on a lie. I say this because I look years younger then I am. I am 28 but most think I am 18-20 years old. I run a daycare and out of school programme at work and everyone says how good I am at my job but I worry they only think I am 'so good...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 18, 2014

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    I Am Sorry

    To my family Friends and evrey one i hurt i promised u the Best but i failed i hope u aceept my Sorrys
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Apology

    Seems like I find myself saying this to people every time I let them get too close to me. But I am learning as I go to keep people at a distance so they never have to see the dark side of me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    To My Boyfriend

    I'm sorry that i had to make you go through so much pain. I'm sorry you had to suffer because of my depression. I'm sorry that you had to be there to comfort me and be my therapist. I'm sorry that i was always difficult, that sometimes i could be extremely clingy or push you away...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    Im Different After You Start Knowing Me

    When people first meet me they all think im great, literally. Im funny, smart, really kind and all but if you really know me, you know i have a lot of issues, im a drama queen, my emotions are like a rollercoaster, im not as strong as you think i am. im sorry for all my friends...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2011

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    It's not that i am becoming bitter. I am just so sick of people not understand that it's not my fault for being the way i am. I havr depression. I was raped. I have anxiety. I was...
    DaniBear69 DaniBear69 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Maybe I should be sorry, but I'm really not. I am who I am until further notice:)
    Flower293 Flower293 26-30, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I'm a bisexual girl and am currently dating another girl. Sometimes when I'm being really flirty with her or playfully bratty, she'll slap my butt and tell me to behave myself. It...
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    If you hate me, I am just gonna keep on loving you unconditionally like God tells us to so whoever reads this I love you so much and I hope you have a very nice day :) :)
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    from everyone i talk to. i hate applying and learning the new skills. sorry for being negative. it's just a bear.
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Actually its a habit now. I always fall for the women older than me or who r already married or taken. Since I dont believe in using people so mostly it ends in a bittersweet way...
    soocute25 soocute25 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I am who I am and thats that! I I may **** up from time to time, i have a lot of pride. I don't say sorry often, I don't forget easily, i do forgive a lot.I love deeply, I am...
    Lucylubbsgolda Lucylubbsgolda 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    It's not my fault that when I was little was I bullied and teased to the point where now I'm an introvert, extremely shy and awkward, have low self esteem, and is now extremely...
    MsFuzzWuzzOreoCat MsFuzzWuzzOreoCat 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    you either love me for it or hate my ***,either way IDGAF! never gonna change to please anyone
    CasseMoi CasseMoi 31-35, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I was always a nobody. Thats why Im doing everything to be the best version of myself everyday so that people would finally notice me. It's really hard especially when depression...
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I haven't cared since I was 14. Not about things people may say, or what they might think. Unless you matter to me, I don't give a damn what you think of me. I like who I am. For...
    JoRigs JoRigs 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    'im more sorry for who gave me my life'
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    No matter how hard I try to get rid of you. Deep down. I'll always want you. I try to sleep but I can't even though I want to I can't because when I am about to close my eyes. I...
    Ownership Ownership 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    tombailey especially here on EP who is such an attention seeker..!!
    Amy201994 Amy201994 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    for the people in my life who like me, great. we are gonna have a hell of a time. for those who dont, you can have a nice life without me. i dont care.
    BillyBillion BillyBillion 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am a quiet and soft spoken and shy person if I don't know you or I am in a large group and so to most people I am seen as weak and someone who doesn't show that I deserve respect...
    john6899 john6899 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I'm gonna say this to anyone who thinks I owe them something.... If you wanted to follow my emotional journey all you'd have to do is read my past posts... I've got a lot going on...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I'm tired! I'm tired of always taking care of everybody. I've got 1 younger brother, and my parents are divorced. It's actually frustrating when you have divorced parents, we live...
    Livetillmadness Livetillmadness 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    I only speak when I've got something worthwhile to say. I'm not going to say something purely for the sake of opening my mouth. Yes, I am quiet, so what?!
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Healing Through Spirituality Despite the “scientific” explanations I have been fed by medical professionals over the years, I have never believed that I am “mentally ill...
    giannaboleyn giannaboleyn 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    **** all Christians there is no **** in god
    Gallifrey32 Gallifrey32 22-25, M Aug 21

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    over and over and over again. I don't want to think about this. screaming and yelling and pain over and over again. rotten deep within,build up your walls again.over and over and...
    catacomb catacomb 66-70 Aug 21

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    Is being quiet is crime now?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20

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    A lot of the time people feel that I am stuck up because I am so quiet. When I was in school I rarely raised my hand to answer questions or never really talked to my fellow...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    advice sisters for me for being a good husband ??
    Billyaldo Billyaldo 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    I am sorry for the way I act. I am sorry for being diffrent. I am sorry for having a hard time loving someone. I am sorry for the things I say. I am sorry for hating myself. I am...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    Just because im extra quiet sometimes it doesn't mean I won't speak up. It's almost like I cant hold it in if something has to be said. I remember this girl was giving a speech...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Aug 18

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