I Am Sorry For Not Being The Great Person I Seem To Be

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    Sorry 4 Not Being The Great Person

    LOL @ the title.  :DPeople can think I'm not a great person, others think I'm the opposite.  I say whatever.  If I don't meet your criteria, then I will not make you happy for sure and there's nothing I can do to change your mind cause that's the impression you already have...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 16, 2011

    I always feel like all the compliments I get

    and the way people view me are based on a lie. I say this because I look years younger then I am. I am 28 but most think I am 18-20 years old. I run a daycare and out of school programme at work and everyone says how good I am at my job but I worry they only think I am 'so good...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 18, 2014
    ken68 ken68
    66-70, M
    1 Response Mar 31

    To My Boyfriend

    I'm sorry that i had to make you go through so much pain. I'm sorry you had to suffer because of my depression. I'm sorry that you had to be there to comfort me and be my therapist. I'm sorry that i was always difficult, that sometimes i could be extremely clingy or push you away...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2012

    Sorry...

    I'm sorry, but it's yet another mask I wear to have a modicum of acceptance in society and with those around me. I'm far from great, or even good. I don't know who to feel sorry for. For me for trying to be someone I'm not, or you for believing this lie that is presented to you...
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    Aug 8, 2011

    Let Down

    I've asked people, you sure you want me? I promise you right now in a few months you won't want me. But for whatever reason, people find me cute and funny and claim my quirks are endearing. Then of course I make the big mistake of trusting them. Soon enough, they discover I'm not...
    forgottenangel38 forgottenangel38
    18-21
    1 Response Aug 9, 2011

    Its So Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad,sad Sad...

    Its so sad...sad....sad.. Sorry seems to be the hardest words to say. What have I got to do to make you love me What have I got to do to make you care What do I do when lightning strikes me And I wake to find that you're not there
    HardingP119 HardingP119
    36-40, M
    Aug 17, 2012

    I Am Sorry

    I am sorry for all that I've done to make you all believe I'm a good person. I am sorry that I seem like I nice person, I am sorry that I come off as something that I am cleary not. EP circle, please forgive me.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    7 Responses Nov 11, 2010

    "How are you so nice?

    " and "you're pretty, smart and nice, of course you're going to succeed in life." When these statements seem to follow me around, and even strangers feel the need to apologize for cursing in my presence, why is it that all I want to do is disappear from this existence? I feel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 2

    Im Different After You Start Knowing Me

    When people first meet me they all think im great, literally. Im funny, smart, really kind and all but if you really know me, you know i have a lot of issues, im a drama queen, my emotions are like a rollercoaster, im not as strong as you think i am. im sorry for all my friends...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2011

    What You See Is Not What You Get... Sry

    I may seem happy always but more than often, while im smiling, im jus feeling nonchalent I may seem positive always but more than often, when i am optimistic, a part of me screams of negativity I may seem talkative always but more than often, when i talk, im jus sprouting...
    Thlabyrinth Thlabyrinth
    16-17
    1 Response Mar 8, 2011

    I Am Sorry

    To my family Friends and evrey one i hurt i promised u the Best but i failed i hope u aceept my Sorrys
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    Nov 30, 2010

    Apology

    Seems like I find myself saying this to people every time I let them get too close to me. But I am learning as I go to keep people at a distance so they never have to see the dark side of me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

    They Don't Know The Real Me

     They all think that I'm this capable successful person. That's not the case. I'm a wreck. I'm a loser. I put on the front that I'm a person that can handle anything that can be this person that will be there for them no matter what. Thing is, I can take care of them, but...
    fuglywuggly fuglywuggly
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 15, 2010

    Smiling on the outside

    but hurting on the inside has became my everyday struggle.
    Laniiah1 Laniiah1
    18-21, T
    1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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