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I Am Sorry For Not Being The Great Person I Seem To Be

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    Apology

    Seems like I find myself saying this to people every time I let them get too close to me. But I am learning as I go to keep people at a distance so they never have to see the dark side of me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Its So Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad,sad Sad...

    Its so sad...sad....sad.. Sorry seems to be the hardest words to say. What have I got to do to make you love me What have I got to do to make you care What do I do when lightning strikes me And I wake to find that you're not there
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M Aug 17, 2012

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    Smiling on the outside

    but hurting on the inside has became my everyday struggle.
    Laniiah1 Laniiah1 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    Sorry...

    I'm sorry, but it's yet another mask I wear to have a modicum of acceptance in society and with those around me. I'm far from great, or even good. I don't know who to feel sorry for. For me for trying to be someone I'm not, or you for believing this lie that is presented to you...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    What You See Is Not What You Get... Sry

    I may seem happy always but more than often, while im smiling, im jus feeling nonchalent I may seem positive always but more than often, when i am optimistic, a part of me screams of negativity I may seem talkative always but more than often, when i talk, im jus sprouting...
    Thlabyrinth Thlabyrinth 16-17 1 Response Mar 8, 2011

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    I Am Sorry

    I am sorry for all that I've done to make you all believe I'm a good person. I am sorry that I seem like I nice person, I am sorry that I come off as something that I am cleary not. EP circle, please forgive me.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 7 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    They Don't Know The Real Me

     They all think that I'm this capable successful person. That's not the case. I'm a wreck. I'm a loser. I put on the front that I'm a person that can handle anything that can be this person that will be there for them no matter what. Thing is, I can take care of them, but...
    fuglywuggly fuglywuggly 26-30 2 Responses Feb 15, 2010

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    Im Different After You Start Knowing Me

    When people first meet me they all think im great, literally. Im funny, smart, really kind and all but if you really know me, you know i have a lot of issues, im a drama queen, my emotions are like a rollercoaster, im not as strong as you think i am. im sorry for all my friends...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2011

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    I Am Sorry

    To my family Friends and evrey one i hurt i promised u the Best but i failed i hope u aceept my Sorrys
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Let Down

    I've asked people, you sure you want me? I promise you right now in a few months you won't want me. But for whatever reason, people find me cute and funny and claim my quirks are endearing. Then of course I make the big mistake of trusting them. Soon enough, they discover I'm not...
    forgottenangel38 forgottenangel38 18-21 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    Sorry 4 Not Being The Great Person

    LOL @ the title.  :DPeople can think I'm not a great person, others think I'm the opposite.  I say whatever.  If I don't meet your criteria, then I will not make you happy for sure and there's nothing I can do to change your mind cause that's the impression you already have...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 16, 2011

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    I always feel like all the compliments I get

    and the way people view me are based on a lie. I say this because I look years younger then I am. I am 28 but most think I am 18-20 years old. I run a daycare and out of school programme at work and everyone says how good I am at my job but I worry they only think I am 'so good...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 18, 2014

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    To My Boyfriend

    I'm sorry that i had to make you go through so much pain. I'm sorry you had to suffer because of my depression. I'm sorry that you had to be there to comfort me and be my therapist. I'm sorry that i was always difficult, that sometimes i could be extremely clingy or push you away...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    Escc Escc 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Inbox me if your up for a convo 😜 I'm always up for a great person to talk to. Disclaimer: just to save some people's time -- I am not horny and I am not going to send you...
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    In the last few weeks I've been digging into soundtracks from my childhood that I really enjoyed. A friend of mine let me borrow The Chipmunk Adventure so I could show it to my...
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    Usually if I don't fall asleep I think about my greatest friend.. comforting me. I'm so thankful for having such a great person in my life, for that, I'm in their debt. Thank you...
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    I'm sorry for being selfish when it comes to my own feelings. I realize you lecture me on things because I don't listen and you only care about me. I haven't been taking my...
    Lifequards Lifequards 13-15, F Jun 19

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    I'm sorry I'm a greedy person. I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sooo sorry for being the way I am, really. God my heart hurts so much for not taking it into consideration. I know...
    AlmostEmpty AlmostEmpty 13-15, F Jun 19

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    To all the people ive ever hurt with my words my actions I am sorry. I dont always say it out loud but its there. I especially want to thank yet apologize and say im sorry to my...
    mkp86 mkp86 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    Before you i was deeply depressed and i hated my life. I hated everything going on even myself. I met you and you helped me faced all my problems. Yes i know that facing my...
    EternityF EternityF 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Thank you for being a friend I wanna thank you Thank you for being a friend You have to sing it :) And maybe dance ! :) Feels good ! :)
    wolffive wolffive 51-55, M Jun 18

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    Not in a terribly cruel way or anything....unless we are getting a little freaky ;-p But there's something so pleasing about a little belly poke and a comment on how I'm "filling...
    SweetGeorgiaPeach SweetGeorgiaPeach 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    DeboGottixxx is a multi-talented chef with almost 25 years of experience in the culinary industry. based in Rome, Italy, he runs his own restaurant at a highly crowded locale. The...
    dorseygraziani dorseygraziani 36-40, M Jun 18

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    I wish I could sleep and never wake up, like one of those Sleeping Beauty type of deals. I seem to be much happier in dream state than in this crappy reality I have to deal with...
    jimcrick jimcrick 22-25, M Jun 17

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    Thanks morons. For such ridiculous insecurities ingrained. May yall choke soon And get disabled too.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 16

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    To all my EP friends, I'm very sorry that I have been absent so long, and that I do disappear from time to time. Things are particularly busy in both work and personal life at...
    purplemessenger purplemessenger 22-25, F Jun 16

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