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I Am Sorry For Not Being The Great Person I Seem To Be

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    They Don't Know The Real Me

     They all think that I'm this capable successful person. That's not the case. I'm a wreck. I'm a loser. I put on the front that I'm a person that can handle anything that can be this person that will be there for them no matter what. Thing is, I can take care of them, but...
    fuglywuggly fuglywuggly 26-30 2 Responses Feb 15, 2010

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    Sorry...

    I'm sorry, but it's yet another mask I wear to have a modicum of acceptance in society and with those around me. I'm far from great, or even good. I don't know who to feel sorry for. For me for trying to be someone I'm not, or you for believing this lie that is presented to you...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Aug 8, 2011

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    Smiling on the outside

    but hurting on the inside has became my everyday struggle.
    Laniiah1 Laniiah1 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    To My Boyfriend

    I'm sorry that i had to make you go through so much pain. I'm sorry you had to suffer because of my depression. I'm sorry that you had to be there to comfort me and be my therapist. I'm sorry that i was always difficult, that sometimes i could be extremely clingy or push you away...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    Apology

    Seems like I find myself saying this to people every time I let them get too close to me. But I am learning as I go to keep people at a distance so they never have to see the dark side of me.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Sorry 4 Not Being The Great Person

    LOL @ the title.  :DPeople can think I'm not a great person, others think I'm the opposite.  I say whatever.  If I don't meet your criteria, then I will not make you happy for sure and there's nothing I can do to change your mind cause that's the impression you already have...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 16, 2011

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    I Am Sorry

    To my family Friends and evrey one i hurt i promised u the Best but i failed i hope u aceept my Sorrys
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M Nov 30, 2010

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    Im Different After You Start Knowing Me

    When people first meet me they all think im great, literally. Im funny, smart, really kind and all but if you really know me, you know i have a lot of issues, im a drama queen, my emotions are like a rollercoaster, im not as strong as you think i am. im sorry for all my friends...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2011

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    What You See Is Not What You Get... Sry

    I may seem happy always but more than often, while im smiling, im jus feeling nonchalent I may seem positive always but more than often, when i am optimistic, a part of me screams of negativity I may seem talkative always but more than often, when i talk, im jus sprouting...
    Thlabyrinth Thlabyrinth 16-17 1 Response Mar 8, 2011

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    Its So Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad, Sad,sad Sad...

    Its so sad...sad....sad.. Sorry seems to be the hardest words to say. What have I got to do to make you love me What have I got to do to make you care What do I do when lightning strikes me And I wake to find that you're not there
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M Aug 17, 2012

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    I always feel like all the compliments I get

    and the way people view me are based on a lie. I say this because I look years younger then I am. I am 28 but most think I am 18-20 years old. I run a daycare and out of school programme at work and everyone says how good I am at my job but I worry they only think I am 'so good...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 18, 2014

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    I Am Sorry

    I am sorry for all that I've done to make you all believe I'm a good person. I am sorry that I seem like I nice person, I am sorry that I come off as something that I am cleary not. EP circle, please forgive me.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 7 Responses Nov 11, 2010

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    Let Down

    I've asked people, you sure you want me? I promise you right now in a few months you won't want me. But for whatever reason, people find me cute and funny and claim my quirks are endearing. Then of course I make the big mistake of trusting them. Soon enough, they discover I'm not...
    forgottenangel38 forgottenangel38 18-21 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    I hide away in fairy tales and fantasies... Procrastinating reality... Avoiding a heavy fate. There is so many horrible things that could happen in my future... And all because i...
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    I really hate dishonesty of any kind. Mostly the sneaky insidious kind that comes from self deception, and the inability too many people have to be self introspective. It makes...
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    My friend, my best friend, got mad at me for being too sad. She yelled at me because i was ruining her mood. I have severe depression and i try very hard to hide it but i had been...
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    Especially if they know I already told them that I no longer have my faith in God. Thank you mom and dad for being great parents. I'll always count on you when I'm having trouble.
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    I am not the person I used to be, in every aspect this could be taken. Re-read and think, then breath and feel the relief of no longer being that person you used to be.
    BastardBlue BastardBlue 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't care who you are. If you accept me I'll accept you. If you don't accept me then you're missing out on a great person/weirdo/friend/nerd/student/student/Etc. You're missing...
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    It always feel like I'm being watched and judged by everything I do or say. Most of the time, I try and ignore that looming feeling but other times it just sort've..gets to me. It...
    ApatheticSpark ApatheticSpark 13-15, F Feb 3

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    Associated card: Judgement. Associated track: none. Just right now I cut away another person from my life. This year was and is just amazingly eye-opening when it comes to dating...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Dear Tummy, I’m sorry for being empty, I had nothing to offer. I’m so scared when I hear you raged at God but so afraid when your labels became my labels too. I am so sorry...
    tummytum tummytum 22-25, F Feb 3

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    "i m sorry for letting u for every thing i ve just couldnt done and i beg myself i m sorry" i m sorry - eminem ft 50 cent
    SEDDIKMBM SEDDIKMBM 16-17, M Feb 2

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    What is this feeling of being Green? There is a children's song that I identify with and the lyrics are: "It's not that easy being green Having to spend each day the color of...
    justmerae1 justmerae1 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    i am who i am, take me or leave me, end of story!!
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M Jan 31

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    Recently diagnosed, learning coping strategies... Feels like if I even go near the thoughts I'm supposed to challenge, it amplifies them and makes them so scary... I fight against...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 31

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    I have been through loads in my life & trumped through all of it (abused by dad at 5, sobered up at 19, abusive husband for 5 years, watched BFF die next to me in wreck, left ex...
    IAmDoneBeingLiedTo IAmDoneBeingLiedTo 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Hey just wanted to say to everyone I'm sorry for being gone and replying so late I've just been busy recovering from the Holidays but I'm back now.
    Ashley123445 Ashley123445 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    Do you ever just feel like a disappointment? I'm just so fed up with how I'm turning out I feel like such a failure when I see my friends bringing in a load of money and driving...
    SarcasticCxnt SarcasticCxnt 18-21 Jan 30

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    You are amazing and I'm happy we met here....you know who you are, thank you for being you!!!
    PrettyAsaFlower1972 PrettyAsaFlower1972 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I am so sorry my little angel... My puppy's eyes have been itching him, and I now know why. I was holding his blanket when I put my hands to my eyes and I could not stop...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Wow, what a week! I realized that what has been eating me up and it has been that my birth mother never said sorry for putting me up for adoption and never trying to find me...
    Leolatina Leolatina 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    My wife's brother died yesterday. A tragic life. High school football star, "A" student, hansome. bright future. Drafted in 1969 and after basic training sent to Vietnam, given a...
    hancockian hancockian 66-70, M 5 Responses Jan 28

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    I am busy mastur......... One of those nights i guess
    Solopleasure Solopleasure 41-45, M Jan 28

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