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I Am Sorry I Have Learnt How To Balance

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    I don't know why but most days I hate how I look. I have BDD. I wish I was more confident in myself . But I'm just not.
    crimsonrosebud crimsonrosebud 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I've been with him on and off for about a year and a half. We've got back together and have been with one another for about 6 months now. Things have taken a bit of a turn...
    HaightStreet HaightStreet 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Dear J. You don't realise it but I have so much to thank you for. I have always felt at work that I have had to be strong and get on with it all. I have got used to having no...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    Ok so it's been ages since i've shared anything so how about some venting eh ? i gotta say that 2016 didn't start as calmly as i was hoping it would, January has been very...
    Freude91 Freude91 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    I've been talking to this guy strictly as friends for like five days, and he said he has a crush on me yesterday. I don't like him in that way so I told him and I said I'm sorry...
    Princesslauryn Princesslauryn 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    There are days I hate my life. In other words hating my life is hating my parents, my father in particular. I was my family's scapegoat. Yep, I inherited that dreadful honorable...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    Okay, so it looks like today is going to be another of those sucky days where we don't get to say "Good morning" to each other. Time to put on my big sub collar and deal with it...
    LoneSouls LoneSouls 31-35, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Ever feel like your an imposter? Failing at everything, everyone, especially yourself. Like my kids deserve a better mother and completely understanding why your son chose to be...
    yari531 yari531 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    I used to play a video game a lot called World of Warcraft and in the last 8 or so months I was playing I raided with an amazing guild that felt like a second family. I sorta kinda...
    midnightkid43 midnightkid43 18-21 7 hrs ago

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    You have done so many bad things to me. Asking you to try to be real with me, my trying to get closure, forgiving you and asking for you to think about how you have affected my...
    JessygotaBooBoo JessygotaBooBoo 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    To 'Love' yourself, may sound idiotically stuck up and stupid, especially as it reeks with a range of different implications. To love yourself can be ugly when you are treating...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    How Do You Know When You Truly Love Someone?
    kmillz243 kmillz243 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    At least once or twice during our walk, my dog comes across an irresistible spot. A spot so rich in whatever it is that a dogs nose finds valuable, that the dog stops on a dime...
    AgentSeven AgentSeven 46-50, M 12 hrs ago

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    It was during the summer. I was out of school and house hopping since I had no stable home to go back to. It was a difficult year. I felt like dying every day. I had bouts of...
    starsheepie starsheepie 22-25, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Well sort of.(I was forced into this because of a social worker. it was family problems) I had it for one day and oh my gosh it was so embarrassing.I was left alone in a room with...
    EnigmaticPerson EnigmaticPerson 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    Light and Dark are a part of us all. Balance is what keeps things going. Too much one way or the other and things start falling apart. Fear with hope, anger with compasion, and...
    hidden0ne hidden0ne 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Hi, im a new member to ep and i have cp. I have only had my diagnosis for around a year despite being born that way. I have the ataxic type of cp along with some athetoid features...
    cinderellas2016eyes cinderellas2016eyes 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I apologies for being who I am, with my flaws and my moody ways, with my past and my scars. I am sorry to not always be good enough and forgetting to ask how you are. I am sorry to...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I came here -which was supposed to be an ironic group- to ruin your irony and make it real... Because yeah, I'm a sh¡tty person, so whatever, besides the problem is not even...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    What if you’ve died…?Dear myI don’t really know how to call you, but I think you know what I mean…That day when I have heard you could have died my heart...
    Estranea Estranea 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    so far i have learnt that i cannot learn every thing. still trying to learn my own thoughts.
    nice4mheart nice4mheart 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I try and keep my shadow side and persona in harmony to be complete...life is about balance...too good is out of balance, too bad is out of balance...what do you think the story of...
    PrometheusArcanus PrometheusArcanus 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am completely socially isolated. Its scary to think if anything went seriously wrong I literally have not one person I could call short of the police. I have zero friends, I don...
    pre125 pre125 31-35, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    and I don´t need to struggle to forget them because I´ve seen that those memories are branded in my brain forever: The day when a man tried to kidnap my son, those days, when I...
    Loretta78 Loretta78 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Sorry but having HERPES is a LIFE CURSE. It never "gets better with time". THAT, is a MYTH. No sane woman, WANTS this..Pain, broken heart, OB'S, Med's, Stigma...I have had this...
    DEADwithH DEADwithH 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 28

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    my darling child, now only 21, hears loud wicked voices in her head 24/7. three years of chasing help for her has worn me down and i don't know what to do anymore. to see her...
    twitchie twitchie 61-65, F Jan 28

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    Diagnosed when i was around 19/20. Lots of Dr visits but finally got to get some sort of clarification. i suffer from some of the symptoms but over the years i've learnt to manage...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    Depression goes along with it ...I try really hard to keep my numbers in check to keep some sort of balance ...it's ******* hard gawd damn it ... Unless ,you have it or know...
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    "Tell me this," my bff said, taking a sip of wine and chasing it down with a gulp of cappuccino, "what does happiness mean?" What does happiness mean?, I thought for a flash of...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I Got Flowers Today..... I got flowers today... It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that...
    legzydawlyy legzydawlyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    My Sin Debt Has Been Paid In Full!Never forget one very important thing. When Jesus died on the cross for your sins, His blood covered your sins not for just that moment, but for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    22 years ago I fell in love with a man I worked with. I was in my mid 20s and he was a year older than me. We started as friends and it turned to flirting. One day a coworker said...
    Freckles1969 Freckles1969 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 20

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    Not only for what i did, but for what i didnt do. I was in the valley of decisions but i went the wrong way, and how i just long to go back and make a better choice, but that time...
    xseventyXsevenx xseventyXsevenx 18-21, M Jan 19

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    I am a first year undergraduate and I absolutely hate university. I'm sorry to be another weak and whiny online post, I'm very much the kind of person to say 'if you've got time to...
    josie95 josie95 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I think this can be taken in many different ways. As I am very close to my immediate family - live just over from my nan and my mum also lives on the same street, so I see them...
    EverlyLeex EverlyLeex 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I have a really nice and lonely naboir, Tommy. He lives down the hall from my uncle and I. I kinda feel bad for him cause we don't think he has anybody to talk to. So when my uncle...
    CreepypastaFan2016 CreepypastaFan2016 16-17, F Jan 17

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    that embarassment moment when i say sorry too much lol: me: sorry someone: again? what are u sorrying about? me: sorry about saying too much sorries...
    AllySaz AllySaz 18-21, F Jan 17

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    I haven't been to the pool much as I've been growing up and I never have learned how to swim. I know that most kids my age know how to swim but they have probably been to the pool...
    katiegibson katiegibson 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    My daughter has mild Aspergers. She was late to walk and didnt utter her first words until she was almost 2 1/2. She would point at what she wanted. Her first word was "brother...
    1AngelHeart 1AngelHeart 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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