I Am Sorry I Locked My Self Away From People

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    Thats How I Feel Today

    Just want to crawl into my lair and wait until someone or something comes to get me.  I seem to have nothing left inside to generate feelings of any sort except sadness.  I've given it all - no more pieces left of me.   I think I need a set of jumper cables...
    moxiesurvivor moxiesurvivor
    66-70, F
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2007


    I am so guilty of pushing people away, and locking people away from myself when things get bad. I don't do it to hurt anyone, and I don't do it becuase i have a hidden agenda or anything. I do it because I feel like its the one thing I have control over. Its the one thing I can...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 14, 2011

    I'm Sorry

    time slips off my hands and washes down to the drain naively, i thought things should stay the same meanwhile, the world has changed if i have to go tomorrow, what remains? the picture of me in a wooden frame? what if i own a thousand of diamond rings? would that be the...
    oldsoulkid oldsoulkid
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 22, 2007

    Missed You!

    To My EP Family,  I know I’ve been MIA for a bit and I just wanted to apologize and offer an explanation. About a week ago for no particular reason I fell… I fell hard and the monster surrounded me. I couldn’t, wouldn’t and still don’t see a...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Nov 21, 2007

    I'm Under Construction

    Last week has been an emotional whirlwind for me. I find myself constantly just whining, whining and feeling sorry for myself. I find it very hard to react to the things that are happening around me. I see them happen but I have no strength to do anything or reach out to other...
    Fennella Fennella
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 30, 2008

    Get Away....

    you're just on bull ****,living on lies,I can't take that.Not when I am into the clear,and live with the honest.Get away.I don't want to learn to trust again.Just leaves more hurt in the end.keep on proving me right people! Keep doing it! Make me into a bitter woman, see if I...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    Jun 28, 2011

    Is This It My Life Has Taken A 180 Degree Turn In The Wrong Way

    How do u strive to make things better when there is no way to do that, everthing you previously strived for is gone and no chance to get back to that place.  How do u start over in ur mid 50's
    laneyk laneyk
    Apr 1, 2011

    I Am Sorry I Locked My Self Away From People

    I got depressied. And locked my self in apartment. And did not see very many people. Now to get out to do things . It is hard to go out with other . And do things out in the world. The noise bothers me . And the noise of people can not deal with it. And been out is...
    lashanda lashanda
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2007
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