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I Am Sorry I'm Alive

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    I'm Sorry

    I'm sorry,I'm alive,I don't fit in,Lost my way,Must have,Earth,I'm sure,Wasn't meant for me,I lost my way,Became detached,From the Alien world,Don't know how,But here am I.
    mrraincoat mrraincoat 46-50 2 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    Being Alive ******* Sucks, But Theres No Way Out of It

    I refuse to do suicide. No matter how bad life gets I'm going to stick with it until I crash and burn in hell the natural way. Life sucks and I'm sick of being depressed and alone every day for years and years but I just have to bite the bullet.
    FoolYourself FoolYourself 16-17, M 8 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    I'm Sorry I Was Born

    I'm sorry that I was born when in reality, I should have been aborted. If it wasn't for me, my dad wouldn't have sexually abused me, my mom wouldn't have got hurt and her life ruined by me because I went to the police about it. She wouldn't have such a hard time raising me due to...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2012

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    Hmmm

    Why should I have to live? I am unhappy. I dont want to be here. I want to die really and truely I do. Yesturday I was talking to this guy and my GOD he is fine. He gave me his NUM and well we talked. But he told me that I am to happy to be suicidal.... WFT? How am I to happy to...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Mar 13, 2012

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    I Have Felt Like Suiciding Most Of My Life

    in 1994 I came close to jumping infront of a train after this couple bashed me at central railway station and joyce poorter was abusing me...with baffling so-called psychology I wish I had died in 2000 after ken raped me... I had a stroke and life has been hell since! you'd swear...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Feb 25, 2011

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    Let's Trade

    I always feel sad when I hear someone's daughter died, or someone's son, or grandchild, mother, etc. Then I will see the sadness well up in their family's eyes, hear of how much they were loved, how much they left behind, or how much they had to live for. And I see this beautiful...
    endofseptember endofseptember 26-30, F Aug 11, 2010

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    I'm Alive

    I'm alive,Sorry to tell you,Ain't done yet,Gonna create hell,Till I'm gone,I'm not at peace,Why should you be?
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    I Didnt Mean To

    I didnt want to be born! It wasnt my choise! I wanted to stay a little angel baby up in the sky! I didnt want to have to grow up. I wanted to stay up in the sky. Up there in baby heaven, it wasnt my falt. I really am sorry. I wish I could take it back! Ive even tried to go back...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Nov 25, 2011

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    I really have nothing going

    for me. My mum constantly insults me calling me weak/selfish/lazy/etc and says she wishes she didn't come home some nights because of me. I have no close friends that I can open up to, none of them know that I'm a pretty sensitive person. Every guy I've ever dated has just used...
    Lstoneheart Lstoneheart 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    Sorry I'm Alive

    Sorry I'm alive,The mistakes I've made,Trouble I've caused,Sometimes wonder,Is it all worth it?
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 1 Response Jun 3, 2012

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    The Neverending Cicle

    I have a supporting family, good friends, not rich but i live well, but I've never felt happy. I am to coward to killl myself :/ . I feel like a burden to my family but worst of all I've never feel love. It would have been amazing to experience a sentimental relationship in...
    avetnego avetnego 26-30, M Nov 30, 2013

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    Brother in law died. He was one day younger

    than me. He had a son and I guess he liked life, well, he gave up on his medicine. But at least he liked life more than me. All the ones who died in my family did. Now my newphew has no dad. I'm not going to be a good role model. It's more reasons why I can't kill myself. The...
    Nixed Nixed 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 2, 2014

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    Being A Coward

    Have been so close these past few months. This year had been a rough one for me. My depression took a turn for the worst and dying seemed to always be on my mind. I couldn't get to it or couldnt do it on every attempt. Afraid of the pain I wondered if i was really ready. I just...
    endofseptember endofseptember 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Not Dead Yet

    over the last few years ive tried twice to kill myself, i really did try but i always missed  the right place. right now i dont think i want to try again, but who knows i feel my life is cursed, nothing i do seems to work out to good. even now the people here on this site...
    blackdog blackdog 41-45, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2008

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    I'm sorry but I have to leave this Earth.

    Nobody even supports me in my everyday life. By that I mean no one even makes me happy and encourages me when I'm sad or depressed. They don't even care. I'm sorry. I have to say goodbye.
    BloodRedDarkness1 BloodRedDarkness1 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Just A Waste

    I can't help but feel that I'm a waste of life. I feel that unborn babies are far more deserving of life than me. I feel that I am a waste that can not do anything right. So many people are happily living their lives, using every second as if it is there last. Then there's me. A...
    beltroyse beltroyse 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    GreenManley GreenManley 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    I feel an entire world on my shoulders,

    and it hard to hold it up when I am hollow inside, both my stomach and my heart. I am behind a glass wall, on the other side is the world. I watch, but I can't take part, I can't take part in my own life!
    HoldingOnToAir HoldingOnToAir 16-17, T Jul 5, 2014

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    Why Cant Someone Murder Me!? :(

    i want someone to take me hostage and shoot me in the head! im a failure and a waste, im useless and unneeded, id be better off dead and i want to die, i want to go to the summerland!
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 22-25, M Apr 11, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Hey! If anyone is in the Northeast England then message me! (I'm in County Durham) I'd love to meet new Therians ~? I'm Lukas, a 16 year old Transguy :)
    LukasMeoww LukasMeoww 16-17, T 7 mins ago

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    I'm sorry that I am so messed up that I don't know what I am doing. I'm sorry , I scared you away with my actions. I wish I could communicate how I feel. I know I loose people when...
    Limytheboo Limytheboo 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    It's not that I'm not happy with my life, I have great friends and family, but I truly do not understand why I exist. I don't know why anyone on this planet exists. Why should I...
    sociallyunacceptable sociallyunacceptable 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I m sorry. I don't mean it all the time. Im a pig too sometimes. My parents are pigs. My siblings too. When you do and say bad things, I am forced to call you one. If you are bad...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm sorry I used you. I'm sorry I ripped you apart. I'm sorry I didn't care. I'm sorry for it all darling. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could take it all away. I felt...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I blame God for everything bad that happens to me. Because I see him as an all powerful entity that can make my dreams come true. I don't understand how God works. am I supposed to...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'll start from the beginning. When I was about 3 or 4 my mum met my first step dad. Early on we discovered he was an alcoholic. From then on a lot of days off were spent searching...
    Travellingmagnet Travellingmagnet 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Now it's just constant lying.... why?? Because no one gives a fck you just spend this time trying to get someone to listen but they don't care.... I've tried so many times to talk...
    GrandmamaTemptationCx GrandmamaTemptationCx 70+, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm either 4'10 or 4'11 so...
    lilipad826 lilipad826 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    i feel pathetic right now. i'm sorry for being a drama queen as of late. i'm just annoying myself.
    amazedbygrace amazedbygrace 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I'm going to be completely honest with my self. I know I'm fed up with him. I made my decision to leave and I know I'm ready. I was looking through his stuff today and I found a...
    SassyAnnie SassyAnnie 18-21, F Aug 19

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    Less than a day until his drug test, I'm so scared. I'm terrified it's going to go bad.
    cmast99 cmast99 16-17, F Aug 19

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    I'm a widower and new on this site, will like to meet new people and make new friends too
    ericgivens ericgivens 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    Confessions of a Habitual Apologizer: I’m sorry. I say it when I bump into someone at the store, when my card doesn’t swipe the first time, and when my phone cuts out. In...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    currently listening 2 alesana beautiful in blue ...this song has me in my mood ...& it helps me get my thoughts situated wen I'm done with everything & everyone
    raythedragon raythedragon 16-17, F Aug 18

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    always felt out of place as a child, dreamed of becoming a wolf and running through the forest just to get away from it all. never felt comfortable in my own skin, didn't find out...
    Kolisnjor Kolisnjor 26-30, F Aug 18

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    I'm 13 looking for some 13-15 and who lives in California
    Firework1027 Firework1027 13-15 Aug 18

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    I'm listening to Amy Winehouse - Stronger Than Me
    NoGlassesNoLife NoGlassesNoLife 18-21, F Aug 18

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    "And I'm sorry, but I'm closer to seeing those mistakes that I've made. Take me into your arms, breathe me into your heart." -Heartist I don't know how to feel right now. I...
    Kkgunny Kkgunny 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Cannot seem to find my way up. Causing me to wonder if I'm actually dead. This is not logical, but life is not logical. I keep seeing the word UNINSPIRED everywhere I look. I...
    pearlesque pearlesque 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    To a big apology I'm sorry haven't been on because I've been busy I just been tired and the heat is getting to me
    mattyn1993 mattyn1993 18-21, M Aug 17

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    That's how I feel all the time. That's why I never really want to talk about what's bothering me, cause it's always a constant struggle. I try to stay positive, but that doesn't...
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    And I'm loving every single second of it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I'm done I can't do this anymore I don't know what else to do sorry
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F Aug 16