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I Am Sorry I'm Alive

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    I'm Sorry - I'm sorry,I'm alive,I don't fit in,Lost my way,Must have,Earth,I'm sure,Wasn't meant for me,I lost my way,Became detached,From the Alien world,Don't know how,But here...
    mrraincoat mrraincoat 46-50 2 Responses Jun 8, 2012

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    Let's Trade - I always feel sad when I hear someone's daughter died, or someone's son, or grandchild, mother, etc. Then I will see the sadness well up in their family's eyes, hear...
    endofseptember endofseptember 22-25, F Aug 11, 2010

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    Hmmm - Why should I have to live? I am unhappy. I dont want to be here. I want to die really and truely I do. Yesturday I was talking to this guy and my GOD he is fine. He gave me...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Mar 13, 2012

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    I'm Sorry I Was Born - I'm sorry that I was born when in reality, I should have been aborted. If it wasn't for me, my dad wouldn't have sexually abused me, my mom wouldn't have got...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2012

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    Being Alive ******* Sucks, But Theres No Way Out of It - I refuse to do suicide. No matter how bad life gets I'm going to stick with it until I crash and burn in hell the natural...
    FoolYourself FoolYourself 16-18, M 8 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    I'm Alive - I'm alive,Sorry to tell you,Ain't done yet,Gonna create hell,Till I'm gone,I'm not at peace,Why should you be?
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    Being A Coward - Have been so close these past few months. This year had been a rough one for me. My depression took a turn for the worst and dying seemed to always be on my mind...
    endofseptember endofseptember 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Not Dead Yet - over the last few years ive tried twice to kill myself, i really did try but i always missed  the right place. right now i dont think i want to try again, but...
    blackdog blackdog 41-45, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2008

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    Why Cant Someone Murder Me!? :( - i want someone to take me hostage and shoot me in the head! im a failure and a waste, im useless and unneeded, id be better off dead and i want to...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M Apr 11, 2013

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    I Have Felt Like Suiciding Most Of My Life - in 1994 I came close to jumping infront of a train after this couple bashed me at central railway station and joyce poorter was abusing...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Feb 25, 2011

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    Sorry I'm Alive - Sorry I'm alive,The mistakes I've made,Trouble I've caused,Sometimes wonder,Is it all worth it?
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 1 Response Jun 3, 2012

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    I Didnt Mean To - I didnt want to be born! It wasnt my choise! I wanted to stay a little angel baby up in the sky! I didnt want to have to grow up. I wanted to stay up in the sky...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F Nov 25, 2011

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    Just A Waste - I can't help but feel that I'm a waste of life. I feel that unborn babies are far more deserving of life than me. I feel that I am a waste that can not do anything...
    beltroyse beltroyse 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    The Neverending Cicle - I have a supporting family, good friends, not rich but i live well, but I've never felt happy. I am to coward to killl myself :/ . I feel like a burden to...
    avetnego avetnego 26-30, M Nov 30, 2013

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    I'm glad I'm not the only person who feels this way.. lately I just feel so alone. even if I'm in a crowd of people I feel like nobody is there. it's a terrible feeling. not only...
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    I used to fake everything I did. Every move I took, every word I said. Wait no... nonononono. It was more like forcing myself to do stuff. Why? Because "Oh wow I'm so young and I...
    neonkid neonkid 16-17, F Mar 19

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    I'm sorry if I don't mak much sense. Not much of a writer but just trying to get rid of these thoughts or atleast share them.I have always hated fake people but along the way...
    wolfgirl1994 wolfgirl1994 18-21, F Mar 23

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    I tend to only date white men. I guess from my own experiences white men treat me better than black men. And also where I live there is not a lot of professional black men. Sorry...
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    I have felt things in the past couple of months that I can't explain. And then in the last few weeks I have been bombarded with accident ( both to me and to others ). I am not...
    noreic123 noreic123 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    XxSaintsEyesxX XxSaintsEyesxX 16-17, M 4 Responses Mar 28

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    narysa narysa 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Like it girls? I'm Sooo horny!
    HorniGirli HorniGirli 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's easier then telling people "no, I'm just tired" all day
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    But I'm a creep, I am a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here.
    xlevinus xlevinus 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    People's expectations and opinions tend to corrupt my life experience sometimes. My physical being is more attuned and performs better in solitude than when in the presence of...
    falc0n falc0n 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    preawsm preawsm 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I don't think that it's all about appearances but people think it is. I sometimes feel like boys don't like my looks and it sucks.Hello, I'm a teenager and it's my time to be...
    ketosabe ketosabe 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Although I'm broken heart but I am not crazy. LOL
    preawsm preawsm 16-17, F Mar 21

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    and to continue with life. I think I'm finally ready to let go of my first love. We ended a long time ago, but the first love, and the first heartbreak, that's just something that...
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    I'm definitely pulling an over-nighter I two papers due by the end of this week, an exam on Monday, lab preparation H.W., and more online H.W. all due by Monday! I've already got...
    ColdDayMemory ColdDayMemory 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    When I'm really, really tired people tend to think that I'm drunk.. I act very crazy, giggle a lot and such stuff.. it's embarassing and funny at the same time.. ;)
    Ortolan Ortolan 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    SecretsNeverHidden SecretsNeverHidden 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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