suicide a couple days ago due to stress and fear.
So i will be taking over her spot as she is up in heaven
Im not telling her story because she never told me what happened and all i know is that she was tormented throughout those 8 months
So i will be trying to help you...
I try my hardest to be a nice, caring person but I never act that way. I always come out as a bitchy, ignorant person...I try to make others happy but it never seems to work out. I bow my head in shame for all the people I've left broken hearted..I'm so sorry.. <'3
For all of the misery in their bones,
Because of the peace they can’t find,
For all of the people I can’t save…
For all of the pain I have caused,
For all of the misery I’ve left,
Because I know I don’t belong,
For all of the love I have stolen,
For all of the...
a shock to a lot of people, and that they'll be losing something important. But it doesn't have to be a total loss.
If you want to keep in touch with me, give me an email address you're comfortable with using and I'll contact you through mine.
King,I need to apologize because even though I won our little bet, I didn't tell you what the consequences would be if you lost. I should have said it ahead of time. I didn't mean to make you feel embarrassed by having you post one of our honeymoon pictures as your profile...
or if i seem bored. A lot has been going on lately and its been messing me up a bit. Im finding it hard to let anyone in. Im stressed and tired of all the pain. Ive been struggling to tolerate any annoyances. Im hoping that time will help this problem. So again, i am sorry.
where I'm going after EP. I'm leaving social media for a few years until I'm older. People say I give good advice, which I'm glad people like to hear what I have to say. I just wanted to fight depression. But I'm leaving social media because of the fact that I technically...
I'm here to escape my crappie life for right now..I want to meet people who are interested in my bizarre and unique thoughts. .I want to feel visible. .you made me feel used...so I blocked you..deleted your conversation. .lessons learned
and perhaps still but i changed
just read it
to all the girls that i have ever hurt
i am truly sorry
i wont make excuse or lie
just wanna say i am sorry for what i did
i know saying sorry isnt enough
even if it is said a million times
your hurt is far more
such a negative person lately. I know most of my recent experiences have been far from positive. I don't like that I've been that way. I've always wanted to be the type of person to give off good vibes, and I don't think I've been doing that lately. I'm trying to fix myself. I...
I don't have to.
Unlike you, I ain't having a cow over it.
Calling me a lying @ss makes your arguments more convincing how?
Although I admire my European friends this is the first time I have been accused of being one of them.
Which is not that bad, been called worse.
and trying to be positive in the face of adversity.
I'm writing this right now not even looking at the kyboard with tears flowing down my face. All these years of my life was always me struggling to get one of my family members to smile for anything I ever did. There's always...
to vent, and be a smart ***, and maybe get some answers to why I feel so bad and what to do. Surprisingly, women started to message me and chat with me. Like almost exclusively women. At the time I felt pretty good about that, and it was fun to chat with them. But as usual I...
emotional wellbeing for so long, and have called me a cry baby and told me to shut up whenever I cried that my heart does not feel sympathy for you anymore when you're the one crying. You expect me to comfort you whenever you are upset or miserable but all I feel inside are...
when the last fragment of light escapes her,
She wants you to know how very sorry she is
that she had no light to spare to save you,
She actually needed some too.
She also wanted you to know,
that no matter what you may think of her,
Or ever will,
around much. I miss you all and when I can finish fighting off these emotional demons, I will be back.
Thank you and love you all😀
UODATE: WOW! It Almost brings tears to my eyes knowing I have such amazing friends! Thank you all!!!!!
I've always said that I do everything in the wrong way and every step I take proves it right even more. I don't deserve anyone and I dont want anyone to suffer because of me. I'm enough of a burden already. So please. Follow your heart. Stay here or leave me. It's your choice. I...
I'm so sorry :( Whatever I have done, will do or whatever I hope you'll find it in your heart somehow to forgive me, Hurting you in some way was the last thing I ever in the world I wanted to do :( ....
thing I did. I am not a bad girl. Im confused sometimes. Please..forgive me. I need help. Im reaching out for help*holds arms out* Please help me get help. Some things I say might not be accurate. It could be I was dreaming it sweetie. Im so sorry.
that I wasn't honest
I am sorry for being a *****
I am sorry that I played you
I am sorry for being rude
I am sorry for all of this
I am sorry for what I done to you
I am sorry that I did that
I am sorry because I wanna be your friend
I am sorry that I made you sad
I am sorry...
who enjoy my stories. I have been going through some problems with my family and with my best friend that I completely stopped writing. Things are not all fixed but they they are better now. Luis will still continue to write with me. I will post a new story as soon as I can. I...
life... Is when past haunts you down like a ghost would do in order to finish its business. That ghost wherein I've treated miserably in the past that I haven't gotten a grip to say sorry. The walls felt like crumbling as the clock seemed to walk down and spread its noise down...
I know we ended badly.. It was my fault..But now that im ready to start over with you, you already have someone else..You got tired of waiting. I told you from the start, waiting for me is useless. Theres plenty of other girls..But i miss you..Yes,yes, we are friends still. But i...
messages. I am currently busy deleting an avalanche of stalking/abusive/naked genital/spam/sexually explicit messages and this could take a while.
If you wish to leave me a normal run of the mill message please do so after the beep and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.
while i was in a coma i have been told lightning struck a tree and it fell on me crushing several bones im having my friend type this right now but i am very hurt and my date thought i was dead so again sorry for the inactivity
for almost a year on this site. I came back and saw some friends in need of help. I'll do my best to help my friends and everyone here on EP. I have regrets because I use to talk to someone who committed suicide and it hit the news. I failed as a friend and will be forever hurt...
I am sorry.
I am sorry I'm not a great person.
I am sorry I haven't been a good daughter.
I am sorry I haven't been a good sister.
I am sorry my grades aren't perfect.
I am sorry I am not perfect.
I am sorry I'm not as amazing as you are.
I am sorry for getting you jailed.
I have not meant to ignore or neglect some of my friends.
I am guilty in the first degree...
My mind..my energy ..my emotions are so scattered in so many directions... I am messing up big time.
If I have let some down, hurt feelings..
I AM SORRY. I know of one good...
for being crazy, and for being so emotional and clingy. I am sorry I haven't been a better friend to you. I'm sorry for getting you mixed up in my emotions and personal life. I'm sorry I made you care and wasted your time. I'm starting to feel sorry for not going through with it...
stories, but irl i am busy, and writing a book, and i think i will only continue my fantasies if i write them on sunday or monday, so i am sorry that i haven't been committed to it, every time, i finish all my stuff my teachers pile more work on me, and i am always busy
I'm sorry because you are an amazing person and you deserve to give your heart to someone who knows what to do with it... Someone who knows what they want. Someone who knows how to express their feelings. Someone secure. I would never intentionally hurt you, but that's what I do...
I haven't been on this site for a long time, maybe 3-4 years? But now that It's closing I feel like I'm going to be losing a part of myself. I'm regretting never to be able to apologize for my actions to old friends who can't stand me anymore. It hurts knowing what i ruined and...