I Am Starting My Life Over Again

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    I am starting over again,

    again. I have done this three times now. Every time I trusted someone and things sort of blew up in my face. I am a mess emotionally but I figure, everyone feels like a mess sometime in life. I'm 25 and I hit rock bottom, emotionally, again. I think all of it was my mistake. I...
    DcreativeBUG DcreativeBUG
    1 Response Jan 23, 2015
    Depressedteenager14 Depressedteenager14
    16-17, F
    Feb 9, 2016

    It Seems As If I Am Always Having To Start Over

    I am so tired of it. I think I have moved at least four times this past year. I moved out of my mother's house, moved in with my sisters, had to move in my brother's for work, moved back to my sisters, then now, I am back at my mother's. For temporary though. We're planning on...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 23, 2013

    Crossing over into a new year I'm wiping my

    slate clean. For now on I'm going to focus on positives no matter how many negatives come my way. Care less what others think of me. I know there's much more outside of my shell that I'm slowly breaking free from. I'm ready to show people just who I am no matter if they like it...
    Iceynoember Iceynoember
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    Everytime its a new year,

    I try to forget all my wrongs from last year. This year, on 2015, I am wiping my slate clean.
    IvyTheWolf13 IvyTheWolf13
    13-15, F
    Jan 24, 2015

    New Baby

    Whoever knows where I, Ailani Usagi, can get an Identity/Gender Change and live as a Baby in a Hospital Nursery Crib, please tell me.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja
    16-17, T
    Jun 22, 2013

    i cried so much today.

    I've been busy with miner things but with my personal life it's just BLAH. I hate starting fresh at times. deleting all I know to create w better life for me. but that's it, a better life so why must I always feel like the world is gonna end when I don't talk to a certain person...
    mentallyhigh mentallyhigh
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2015

    I am starting my life over

    for the third time, thousands of miles away. First time was when I came to US with a little money and my degree in Architecture. I traveled for a while and got married and settled down. He turned out to be abusive, so after 5 years of marriage I left him. We had no children. I...
    Xuzhou Xuzhou
    56-60, F
    1 Response May 20, 2015

    Taking A Risk

    I am starting my life again. It may seem total madness to the people around me but to me it makes sense. I feel like I've done all of this, my whole life, for other people.I'm chucking away a career that I've worked hard on. I know my reputation is outstanding and the reactions...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT
    31-35, F
    12 Responses Nov 4, 2012

    Hello all, It is hard to tell my story in one

    or two sentences. Recently I chose to leave an extremely competitive and rigorous graduate program (in health care field) due to immense stress I was experiencing in the past few months. (I was doing poorly in my classes though I spent every sec awake on the coursework, I...
    bottomriser bottomriser
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 15, 2014

    My best friend/wife asked me

    for a divorce. We've been together for almost 8 years and most of that I've been deployed. We've alway mad the most of the time we had together but the past year was difficult as she couldn't even bee in the same country as me. I don't want to give up on us but some of the...
    sofakingEZ sofakingEZ
    36-40, M
    Oct 12, 2015

    I stay in meaningless relationships

    because I fear being alone
    Diamarie Diamarie
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2013


    Here I go again on my own, Goin down the only road I'm livin on I hate having to introduce myself to people. I used to have such fun. Excitement. Now I'm building up walls of excrement. :(
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger
    41-45, M
    Sep 9, 2013

    So a couple of years ago,

    I had a life threatening situation happen that has really changed my life. I was on the ventilator for 5 months and when I got out of the hospital, I couldn't walk or do anything on my own. I've recovered and am doing much better, but I feel scared about trying to get my life...
    callmesuperwoman callmesuperwoman
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 8, 2014

    I've had so much heartache in my life.

    I never have truly let go of my past relationships, and they are continuing to weigh me down. I have been struggling with depression for the last year, and anxiety for the past 7 years. Next month, I am moving to a new country, and I have the opportunity to begin my life again...
    cherryblossom257 cherryblossom257
    26-30, F
    Mar 16, 2014
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