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I Am Starting My Life Over Again

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    My reset button started on December 31,

    2010. Since then, I have become more of a woman then I was before. More of me. Just "me." I don't look back instead I look ahead. I am back in school and loving it. For once in my life now, my decisions are no longer because of someone else. They are because of me. I now get to...
    favestril favestril 36-40, F Jan 15, 2014

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    I am starting over again,

    again. I have done this three times now. Every time I trusted someone and things sort of blew up in my face. I am a mess emotionally but I figure, everyone feels like a mess sometime in life. I'm 25 and I hit rock bottom, emotionally, again. I think all of it was my mistake. I...
    DcreativeBUG DcreativeBUG 22-25 1 Response Jan 23

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    My reset button started on December 31,

    2010. Since then, I have become more of a woman then I was before. More of me. Just "me." I don't look back instead I look ahead. I am back in school and loving it. For once in my life now, my decisions are no longer because of someone else. They are because of me. I now get to...
    favestril favestril 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2014

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    How Many Times Has It Been?

    Oh well. This seems to be my theme. I am a failed phoenix. Halfway through coming back to life, I die again. Then, I make another attempt to rise from the ashes. I know what I'm doing wrong, but I'm not sure I have the strength to fix things. However, if I don't, then life is...
    MyNamesNotFrench MyNamesNotFrench 31-35 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    I stay in meaningless relationships

    because I fear being alone
    Diamarie Diamarie 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

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    Finally The After Shock Is Gone..

    and all that's left is something of a clear head. I should have written this a year ago when I separated from my ex on the 31st of 2010... but I didn't. A year later of sowing wild oats and trying to see how life was just starting to melt for me everything falling into place...
    favestril favestril 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2012

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    It Seems As If I Am Always Having To Start Over

    I am so tired of it. I think I have moved at least four times this past year. I moved out of my mother's house, moved in with my sisters, had to move in my brother's for work, moved back to my sisters, then now, I am back at my mother's. For temporary though. We're planning on...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F Jul 23, 2013

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    Taking A Risk

    I am starting my life again. It may seem total madness to the people around me but to me it makes sense. I feel like I've done all of this, my whole life, for other people.I'm chucking away a career that I've worked hard on. I know my reputation is outstanding and the reactions...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT 31-35, F 15 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    Everytime its a new year,

    I try to forget all my wrongs from last year. This year, on 2015, I am wiping my slate clean.
    IvyTheWolf13 IvyTheWolf13 13-15, F a week ago

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    Again

    Here I go again on my own, Goin down the only road I'm livin on I hate having to introduce myself to people. I used to have such fun. Excitement. Now I'm building up walls of excrement. :(
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M Sep 9, 2013

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    I know what I want to do now.

    It's pretty much what I've been doing for years now anyway.
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Oct 15, 2014

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    New Baby

    Whoever knows where I, Ailani Usagi, can get an Identity/Gender Change and live as a Baby in a Hospital Nursery Crib, please tell me.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F Jun 22, 2013

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    I am officially starting my life over.

    ive simply took my daughters hand and walked away from all of the problems..hurts..judging..bulling...and put them behind us. it wasn't simple at all. at times it makes me feel like a coward...ive been called such. ive also been called brave...and in a way I can see that too...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    Crossing over into a new year I'm wiping my

    slate clean. For now on I'm going to focus on positives no matter how many negatives come my way. Care less what others think of me. I know there's much more outside of my shell that I'm slowly breaking free from. I'm ready to show people just who I am no matter if they like it...
    Iceynoember Iceynoember 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I've had so much heartache in my life.

    I never have truly let go of my past relationships, and they are continuing to weigh me down. I have been struggling with depression for the last year, and anxiety for the past 7 years. Next month, I am moving to a new country, and I have the opportunity to begin my life again...
    cherryblossom257 cherryblossom257 26-30, F Mar 16, 2014

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    Hello all, It is hard to tell my story in one

    or two sentences. Recently I chose to leave an extremely competitive and rigorous graduate program (in health care field) due to immense stress I was experiencing in the past few months. (I was doing poorly in my classes though I spent every sec awake on the coursework, I...
    bottomriser bottomriser 22-25, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    So a couple of years ago,

    I had a life threatening situation happen that has really changed my life. I was on the ventilator for 5 months and when I got out of the hospital, I couldn't walk or do anything on my own. I've recovered and am doing much better, but I feel scared about trying to get my life...
    callmesuperwoman callmesuperwoman 22-25, F 1 Response May 8, 2014

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    I love my life and who I am.

    I am mostly unflappable and deal with crises quickly and efficiently. But *******. You know that feeling where you're doing everything you are supposed to and things still roll back over you like Sisyphus' rock? I lost my home a few months ago; with it went my last remaining...
    JavelinaHarker JavelinaHarker 36-40, F 13 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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