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I Am Starting My Life Over Again

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    Hello all, It is hard to tell my story in one

    or two sentences. Recently I chose to leave an extremely competitive and rigorous graduate program (in health care field) due to immense stress I was experiencing in the past few months. (I was doing poorly in my classes though I spent every sec awake on the coursework, I...
    bottomriser bottomriser 22-25, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    New Baby

    Whoever knows where I, Ailani Usagi, can get an Identity/Gender Change and live as a Baby in a Hospital Nursery Crib, please tell me.
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 13-15, F Jun 22, 2013

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    Everytime its a new year,

    I try to forget all my wrongs from last year. This year, on 2015, I am wiping my slate clean.
    IvyTheWolf13 IvyTheWolf13 13-15, F Jan 24

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    I know what I want to do now.

    It's pretty much what I've been doing for years now anyway.
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 Oct 15, 2014

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    I've had so much heartache in my life.

    I never have truly let go of my past relationships, and they are continuing to weigh me down. I have been struggling with depression for the last year, and anxiety for the past 7 years. Next month, I am moving to a new country, and I have the opportunity to begin my life again...
    cherryblossom257 cherryblossom257 26-30, F Mar 16, 2014

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    Taking A Risk

    I am starting my life again. It may seem total madness to the people around me but to me it makes sense. I feel like I've done all of this, my whole life, for other people.I'm chucking away a career that I've worked hard on. I know my reputation is outstanding and the reactions...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT 31-35, F 14 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    Crossing over into a new year I'm wiping my

    slate clean. For now on I'm going to focus on positives no matter how many negatives come my way. Care less what others think of me. I know there's much more outside of my shell that I'm slowly breaking free from. I'm ready to show people just who I am no matter if they like it...
    Iceynoember Iceynoember 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Again

    Here I go again on my own, Goin down the only road I'm livin on I hate having to introduce myself to people. I used to have such fun. Excitement. Now I'm building up walls of excrement. :(
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M Sep 9, 2013

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    I love my life and who I am.

    I am mostly unflappable and deal with crises quickly and efficiently. But *******. You know that feeling where you're doing everything you are supposed to and things still roll back over you like Sisyphus' rock? I lost my home a few months ago; with it went my last remaining...
    JavelinaHarker JavelinaHarker 36-40, F 9 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    I stay in meaningless relationships

    because I fear being alone
    Diamarie Diamarie 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

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    I am starting my life over

    for the third time, thousands of miles away. First time was when I came to US with a little money and my degree in Architecture. I traveled for a while and got married and settled down. He turned out to be abusive, so after 5 years of marriage I left him. We had no children. I...
    Xuzhou Xuzhou 56-60, F 1 Response May 20

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    So a couple of years ago,

    I had a life threatening situation happen that has really changed my life. I was on the ventilator for 5 months and when I got out of the hospital, I couldn't walk or do anything on my own. I've recovered and am doing much better, but I feel scared about trying to get my life...
    callmesuperwoman callmesuperwoman 22-25, F 1 Response May 8, 2014

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    I am starting over again,

    again. I have done this three times now. Every time I trusted someone and things sort of blew up in my face. I am a mess emotionally but I figure, everyone feels like a mess sometime in life. I'm 25 and I hit rock bottom, emotionally, again. I think all of it was my mistake. I...
    DcreativeBUG DcreativeBUG 22-25 1 Response Jan 23

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    It Seems As If I Am Always Having To Start Over

    I am so tired of it. I think I have moved at least four times this past year. I moved out of my mother's house, moved in with my sisters, had to move in my brother's for work, moved back to my sisters, then now, I am back at my mother's. For temporary though. We're planning on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 23, 2013

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    How Many Times Has It Been?

    Oh well. This seems to be my theme. I am a failed phoenix. Halfway through coming back to life, I die again. Then, I make another attempt to rise from the ashes. I know what I'm doing wrong, but I'm not sure I have the strength to fix things. However, if I don't, then life is...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    I am officially starting my life over.

    ive simply took my daughters hand and walked away from all of the problems..hurts..judging..bulling...and put them behind us. it wasn't simple at all. at times it makes me feel like a coward...ive been called such. ive also been called brave...and in a way I can see that too...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    It's been awhile since I posted a blog on here. Telling our experiences are what a psychiatrist would tell me is the key to letting out frustrations and stress, the other part one...
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    It was a fear I just could not overcome. I overcame stage fright by becoming a male ********, and I overcame my fear of heights through adrenaline activities like skydiving and...
    uppercut uppercut 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    I stop doing art for a while due to it taking up my time... a lot of it 0-0 kinda failed sophomore year but redeemed myself. I'm starting back art to have portfolios ready for my...
    Keanureaves Keanureaves 16-17, M 20 hrs ago

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    Swing Out Sisters - Now you're not here
    lovablepunk lovablepunk 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    Drops of Jupiter by Train.
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    Girl Crush by little big town
    AmyPond11th AmyPond11th 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    King By Years and Years.. It's Pretty Much On Repeat
    Erie23 Erie23 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    When Life Gives You Lemons...Weeks after I received some unexpected news, I can still remember feeling some intense moments of anger. The kind of anger that sneaks up and engulfs...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 12 Responses 2 days ago

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    Good Thing by Sage the Gemini and Nick Jonas
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Rhiannon - b!tch better have my money on repeat
    LetsBeRealK LetsBeRealK 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Add me so I can message you , if you are interested.
    Aceofspades2139 Aceofspades2139 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    One week from today my breeding begins. 4 days straight with multiple donors.
    lilBreal lilBreal 36-40, F 13 Responses 2 days ago

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    (free hugs campaign) all the same by sick puppies
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    How many months has it been? I forgotten how much I adored your kisses. I don't remember being so happy to be held in your arms. It's hard for me to imagine myself looking up with...
    FrenchKissed FrenchKissed 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    chavacc11 chavacc11 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I have... Loved and lost, too many times Chosen careers and felt them crumble beneath me. Built homes only to abandon them. Accumulated possessions to see them scattered in the...
    WripTyde WripTyde 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    A lot has happened over the last decade. I got married to who I thought would be there for me forever, had my caring, nurturing soul exploited to make her feel like royalty. I...
    Rdmthoughts Rdmthoughts 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm never wearing cleats again. I've been using cleats for a few weeks now and have had two near misses. A cleat is used to keep your foot attached to a bicycle pedal. You're cleat...
    2sugarsplease 2sugarsplease 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    "Never a failure, always a lesson."
    Crownite Crownite 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    feel down hard, got up and dusted myself off, you got this ....
    mrsrshaw mrsrshaw 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    Would love to be filled up with seed
    oliviameadowes oliviameadowes 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 24

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    1 (As the title suggests, this is the second part of this story. You can read the first part by clicking at my story titled 'I will tell You a story about the first day of my new...
    becomeinvisible becomeinvisible 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    softskin softskin 22-25 Jul 22

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    It feels weird to see people I blocked months or years ago on my previous account. But reassuring to know I made the right decision first time round lol.
    StillOfTheNite StillOfTheNite 36-40, M Jul 22

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    So, i dated this guy. I've known him most of my life. And we used to be so comfortable with each other even before we were friends, because our sisters were best friends, and our...
    selfh8ter98 selfh8ter98 16-17, F Jul 21

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    chriscc11 chriscc11 26-30, F Jul 21

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    I'm not actually sure where I should start with everything I would like to be open and honest about everything my my relationship in the past 11 years but it's a lot for any one...
    buttermonkey buttermonkey 26-30, F Jul 20

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