I Am Starving Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 339 People

    for control.. I control what I consume.

    I control how much weight I lose. I am in control of my mind, myself, and my life.
    XxLifelike XxLifelike
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2015

    Also I'm going to buy some fiber supplements

    and metabolism vitamins so my metabolism doesn't suffer too much. I just need to lose like 30-40 pounds FAST really FAST so I'm going to do this. I know it's probably not the best thing to do but it is what it is
    kmilly kmilly
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2015
    2phonekitty 2phonekitty
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 18, 2015

    I am fighting hard to loose my girl weight!

    I have a girl but and thighs and hips! So I'm crash dieting to help me loose them!
    deleted deleted
    Jan 3, 2016

    Haven't eaten anything today!

    So proud of myself :)
    Chloegirlx Chloegirlx
    16-17, F
    Feb 22, 2015

    It's not affecting me though.

    I'm lazy and I don't feel like eating...
    18-21, M
    Dec 3, 2015

    Not currently, I mean I only eat 1-2 meals a

    day, but sometimes I just stop eating altogether and it might be soon I don't really know
    mickeyelles mickeyelles
    18-21, F
    Jun 6, 2014

    Start All Over Again!!

    From now I'll just eat dinner, I'm sick of feeling fat and disgusting! :'( I will lose 20 pouns in 3 weeks...... but will not be enough. I am so sad right now, i just want to puke until I puke blood, I am the only guilty of my weight. :'(
    Joanafd Joanafd
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 2, 2013

    I am trying very hard.

    this is new to me but this is what I want. I want to be skinny I want to be confident. I want to be happy. advice is needed.
    milli14 milli14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015

    I made it another day with nothing to eat!

    This week I've had half a tuna fish sandwich and I'm hoping to last all weekend with out eating!
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    Society Ruined Me.

    I thought I was fine, perfect weight. I started seeing so many flawless, tiny, perfect girls. Then there's me, only 5th grade and already feeling self conscious. Got worse in 6th grade, I eat regularly, just not as much as before. I was around 125lbs at the point and only 4'11...
    Fawkyourfaceqt Fawkyourfaceqt
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 18, 2013

    Gave in and ate a few bites yogurt yesterday.

    I felt so scared with each bite I took! I had to stop eating it! The panic and fear got so bad! I just hate this!
    deleted deleted
    Jun 9, 2015

    I don't mean to, I can't help it.

    I didn't eat anything today -____-
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Sep 7, 2014

    I told myself I would do this a

    while back and I lasted a week and gave up because friends and family influenced me to eat but now I'm restarting because I see how gross I've started to look. I need someone who can like encourage me everyday and we can be in this together!
    kmilly kmilly
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2015


    I am starving myself because I'm sick and tired of feeling big and fat. Finding clothes for me is the worse plus Ive been bullied my whole life over how fat I am. I tried exercise and eating healthy but it didn't work. I wanna lose 20 pounds in the next 2 weeks by starving. I...
    Ki123 Ki123
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2013

    Really bugs me. this group is called I am

    starving myself right? so why are there people who clearly don't or never have starved themselves on this group?? why go out of your way to find this group just to like it and then write judgemental things on peoples posts? And they say we don't have a life! Ha really. You guys...
    sashysammy sashysammy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2015
    kmilly kmilly
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2015

    I am 5'7 and before I began starving myself I

    was 124 ibs. Now I am 117 ibs. I have 15 more pounds left to lose.
    Deeplyflawed89 Deeplyflawed89
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2015

    Can anyone help me with starving

    because I've tried it but i cant seem to achieve my goal. I starved myself for a couple weeks and it didn't show any results, I'm afraid that if i do it for a long period of time my body will collapse and I'll faint in the middle of class or something. I don't want to be fat...
    Mentallynothere Mentallynothere
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 22, 2015

    It's a catch 22 really!

    I take meds to feel better but man the kill my appetite and I never feel hungry! I have at times forget to eat anything for a few days! It sucks
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 13, 2015

    Nothing tastes as good

    as skinny feels
    Vlindersie Vlindersie
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    I feel like I don't deserve to have any good

    meal until I get myself out of here.
    Dilala Dilala
    26-30, F
    Aug 18, 2015

    today my dad called me FAT.

    Im so disgusted about my own body right now. im starving for a day now, but im hoping it's going to be okay. It's one of the worst things a father can do. A good parent should never make his/her children to feel like they aren't good enough. Im so angry at him. I want him to...
    spiritophile spiritophile
    1 Response Jun 23, 2015

    Hullo. Im Sami, I'm 15,

    and 121 lbs. And I hate it. So, I decided to starve; again. This will be my 3rd time starving for a week, and I am looking forward to it. It makes me sad that I am pushed so far for weight loss to do this, but I know a "healthy" way to "fast". Of course I'll lose a little muscle...
    ShamwowTheUnitato ShamwowTheUnitato
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    I Am Starving Myself!

    I'm starving myself for the weeks coming, if you wanna join message me!
    StayStrong0117 StayStrong0117
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2013

    I Want

    Ever since I was seven I've thought I was fat. And not a second since then did the thought ever leave my brain. I never starved myself when I was younger, I didn't know any better. I didn't know that if I ate all the unhealthy, unnecessary food my Italian grandmother forced down...
    misspayne misspayne
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2012

    I have a bit of an eating disorder.

    I obsess over my weight and starve myself. I sometimes make myself throw up if I think I ate too much.
    AuroraPrism AuroraPrism
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 4, 2015

    I just started last night

    because I'm disgusted when I look in the mirror and photos of me. I've always been the ugly fat one and I'm DONE. So what it may be unhealthy but I feel like it's my only other option because I've tried so many things. It's going to be hard but I'm just keeping my goal body in...
    kmilly kmilly
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    My boyfriend is putting me on a harsh diet.

    He wants me to be skinnier for him! I'm doing my best to please him and make him happy but I'm so hungry! I need to be strong
    deleted deleted
    Aug 11, 2015

    My mom almost made me eat today

    but then didnt I was so glad
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    Back To Starving Again :D Texting Buddy Needed For Support??

    well, ill give you my back ground story, i was up to a whopping 280 lbs. yeah i know how disgusting, one day i come across this wonderful pill, adderall. i got really familiar with it, i started taking it everyday, til the summer, from february to july, id lost 50lbs.. id eat...
    ryry1994 ryry1994
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2013

    Hello, my name is Sami.

    im 15, and I used to weigh 166 pounds. I was always the fat friend, the ugly sister, that depressed girl (though I never show it. only to myself) the ugly duckling, and the girl that will never be good enough... However, I am here to tell you my starving story. I began my...
    ShamwowTheCarrot ShamwowTheCarrot
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 27, 2015

    An Experience

    Hello to who ever is reading this, if anyone is... I'm sarah and I've set this account up because I'm ready to change, I'm ready to be that girl that everyone wants to look like and wants to be friends with I'm tired of being the fat, ugly, shy girl. I want to be noticed and I...
    Sarahoc Sarahoc
    18-21, F
    Sep 26, 2013

    I want to lose a lot of weight.

    I'm tired of how I look like. I'll starve myself and I need a buddy to remind each other why we started.
    deleted deleted
    Mar 27, 2016

    I haven't eaten in four days

    and I'm not sure how much longer I can last! I forced down a gatorade and it helped some. I just don't want to eat!
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 2, 2015

    my mom just made fun of the stretch marks on my

    belly... from weight gain over the summer months and I really want to cry.. she always makes me feel like **** about my weight... I ride horses and tend to do a lot of jogging due to having to trot them out during rides (i do endurance, not barrels or anything)and I still weigh...
    Taylordyan Taylordyan
    18-21, F
    Jan 2, 2016

    This is the middle of day 2 of me basically

    starving myself. I had a handful of cereal at like 11. I'll have another at 3 and another at 6. Maybe eat ice after to hold me until the morning.
    kmilly kmilly
    22-25, F
    Dec 4, 2015

    I've eaten exactly 181 calories all day,

    a bit more than planned, but it's under 200 so I guess I'm doing well.
    deleted deleted
    Mar 16, 2015

    I hardly ever eat I only eat dinner

    because my mom forces me too she thinks I eat all day but I don't and I don't tell her. All my friends know cause it had to tell them because they all knew too much I tell them I'm fine but really I'm dying inside
    kayxmay kayxmay
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2014

    Sweet Sweet Hunger

    I'm kicking off the new year with some more starvation. My stomach has been talking to me :). Soon I will feel the intense pain of hunger again. Its nice. It means that my stomach is eating its self. I'm fatter now than I have ever been in my entire life. I used to be a...
    CourtneyRose001 CourtneyRose001
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 2, 2013

    More like somedays I just kind of skip a meal

    or two because the very thought if eating sickens me and makes me think horrible things about myself -,-
    Bongopanda Bongopanda
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 6, 2014

    Just remember if you're doing this

    for weight loss like I am that: A. It works. B. Be prepared to go to some dark places mentally. C. It works.
    ziglig ziglig
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Sep 22, 2015

    i shouldn't eat.. no more.

    . i look like a pig, what should be my punishment. ??
    lluvel lluvel
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

    because im depressed

    and have no energy.
    xgearsofsteelx xgearsofsteelx
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Aug 23, 2015

    I like this guy now and I want to be pretty

    for him but mostly for myself to feel sexy and have him melt over me so my goal is to starve myself for a month at a time. I'll eat once a week maybe on Friday some dry cereal. Throughout the week water and gum and ice only! A partner in this would be great!!!
    kmilly kmilly
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2015

    I'm a big girl I have been big all my like I'm

    17 and weigh ,124kgs. I tried losing weight by exercising but it never worked. my whole family is skinny and are always making jokes about it. so I gave been starving myself for two weeks now and havnt eaten anything I've already lost 6kgs. my family hasn't noticed that I've...
    queenbee5424 queenbee5424
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 7, 2015

    If I want to lose weight by starving myself-

    I'm going to do it!!! I would rather be thin and hungry rather than fat, ugly, low quality of life, diabetes, unattractive, etc etc etc. so don't tell me to eat healthy! I won't listen! I can't seem to lose weight that way! And I'm not going to get bigger ! I have an...
    ijustneedtoletitout ijustneedtoletitout
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 30, 2014

    With summer around the corner it's time to get

    into swimsuit shape! Cutting back on eating!
    deleted deleted
    Apr 1, 2016

    I really need a "starving buddy".

    So whenever I want to eat, I can just write to her/him, and she/he will distract me from eating.
    starvingcelia starvingcelia
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 19, 2014

    Ugh I Just need to starve

    for 2 months. I need fasting buddy.
    Hildygaurd Hildygaurd
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2015

    So right now it's Monday the Second of March

    2015, from tomorrow onwards I'm going to starve myself. Im 5'9" and weigh 74kgs, i need to get to my goal of 59kgs. I feel so depressed with who and what i am, i don't look fat but i sure as hell feel it. My height hides everything. I love fashion and drama so much but being the...
    HannaTheSwedishChick HannaTheSwedishChick
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 2, 2015
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