I Am Still Alive

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 200 People

    There are other people

    that deserve to be alive but are not given the chance to have another day, another hour, another minute or even a second. While I'm here suffering from depression and not greatful enough to give myself another chance in life.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712
    18-21, F
    Oct 25, 2014

    I'm still alive. I'm still alive

    and well... No matter what knocks me down again, no matter ow tempting death may be, I'll live on. Now i have, even if it is the smallest meaning in the world, a reason to live.
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic
    18-21, M
    Nov 25, 2014

    My fake Mother drugged me

    so badly that my pupils keep dilating and retracting, but only in medium light...I've heard that sometimes humans can live with diseases for many years, I've read stories on them. I know Jeanna Giese and Precious Reynolds have lived through rabies without vaccination. God only...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 25, 2015

    I'm still here. I'm like a ghosty.

    Also, a new song: Awolnation bad wolf
    sleepyforever sleepyforever
    18-21, F
    Mar 1, 2015

    i have been killed off

    so many times its sad.. then you put everything in a place where it is gone from your mind.. but it creeps back up .. and there it is.. yesterday i was looking at 2 men talking about the septic pipe backing up .. i heard them talking .. i watched.. the man who stopped by left...
    FreeThinker2 FreeThinker2
    Feb 12, 2016

    I am alive, I'm still here.

    You're alive, you're still here. And that's what matters. As long as we're breathing, as long as we woke up today, doing what kills you makes you feel alive, whatever. You should be lucky to be still here no matter how hard life gets, even when you tried hurting yourself last...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712
    18-21, F
    Oct 4, 2014

    Which is very surprising.

    In one year, I've attempted suicide 3 times, cut numerous times, and starved myself for long amounts of time. But I'm still here. Just goes to show that I can't do anything right.
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 24, 2015

    Well, I didn't commit suicide last night.

    .. I guess I just needed some time to calm down from what happened... Thank you to everyone who was talking to me about it and stuff... I didn't even cut last night.
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2014

    as some of you know I failed in a suicide

    attempt last night and to top off my crappy mood some idiot said that I wasn't a real person and that the real charlotte Murrell is already dead. this is me I am charlotte Murrell and I am certainatley not dead. (im not asleep in this photo and im just naturally pale)
    charlottemurrell charlottemurrell
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 30, 2014

    I am unsure how or why I am still alive.

    But I am sure I will find out sooner or later.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616
    1 Response Sep 22, 2015

    Really I don't know why I am alive.

    . I have no friends,no good health, no money, and I have 2 set of family and 1 set they disown me and the second have abanded me, I never been married, I don't no where to go with life here..
    eyeamalive eyeamalive
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Oct 4, 2015

    Yes I Am

    Sorry, I deleted my story.  Find me at www.chronimax.com
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 20, 2011

    ffs, will it never end?

    I don't know about anyone else but I have this resounding feeling of disappointment every time I wake up and realise I am still me...............
    LetThePainEnd LetThePainEnd
    26-30, F
    Jan 26, 2015

    I crawled through the mud spiked with rose

    thorns. I felt like nothing inside of nothing. I battled the demons in my mind with help from no-one. For years I have struggled. I looked for peace in a never ending war. Slowly and surely I opened my eye. Opposition never ending even to this day. I asked God for help. Just be...
    mybadwhereami mybadwhereami
    31-35, M
    Jan 11, 2015

    I don't think I can face the world alone

    anymore. I just don't want to be alone anymore. I
    deleted deleted
    Oct 31, 2015

    I'm a self harmer, but im not dead yet,

    and i don't plan to be any time soon. I have been alive for 5211 days as of today. I'm still alive.....
    HarleyHart HarleyHart
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 9, 2015
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