I Am Still Figuring Out Who I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 151 People

    You can't "find" yourself,

    you "craft" yourself and invent
    untitled360 untitled360
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

    Well I'm an avid photographer

    and trying to work out where I'm going with it
    Daftpunkfan101 Daftpunkfan101
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    1 Response Jul 9, 2014

    Hey y'all. I'm pretty bored

    so you should like ask questions or something 👌
    hanbanan hanbanan
    16-17, F
    Jul 9, 2014

    Getting My Life

    This is such a struggle. I'm rebuilding my life into the ideal dream for me. I got myself back to the area I love far from home, got into a MS program, found a way to pay for that without collecting debt, found a fantastic place with people who challenge me in a good way, and I'm...
    Tiredofmasks Tiredofmasks
    26-30, F
    Nov 5, 2013

    Who am i? It's me but

    who am I suppose to be? Why am I on this planet? What is my role? What am I suppose to do? I always think about those questions but then i think to myself well if it's wrong then i'm sure life will lead me to the correct path for the right direction! Life is a learning curve...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2014
    hanbanan hanbanan
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2014

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