I Am Still Grieving My Family Losses

I know it all happened 6 months ago but I'm still finding losing my grandma one of the hardest things I've had to deal with. It's like my whole world has just turned upside down. Everything just doesn't seem to be making sense at the...

As an adult adoptee, I thought the theme of my life was that I had angels helping me all along the way. Now, I think the theme of my life is loss. Both my birth mother and birth brother who I was very close to, have passed. My oldest...

So I just realized that three months from today will be 1 year since my grandfather past. I feel like its been a lifetime since I've seen him or talked to him. But it still hurts enough that I feel as if I just lost him...

I went to my first grief class at Hospice yesterday.  All of the other their had lost their spouses except one who had lost her dad and was there with her mom.  Then there was me who lost my brother.  Everyone there was...

Januari 13 2010,  my husband and I  just came home from clinic for my doctor appoiment after noon, around 3 PM, I had an idea to do something  supprise for him, and before I am leave he asked me, where you...

I always knew it would happen. I pointed to the picture of my grandfather and asked her who he was. Like I always do when we go through pictures together. She did not know. She is only 3 and had only just turned two when he died...

I lost my father three years ago ,but i still cry almost every day i can not deal with his death , i feel so Guilty for not being a good daughter for him
sometimes i wish to die just to be with him and to get rid of this pain in my...

My brother died on November 30, 2008.  He was so sick with cancer and suffered so badly the last 6 months.  The strange thing is that I have not cried a tear since he died.  I was just so relieved because he was in so...

I don't know what's going on, usually October is my favorite month, always happy & filled with traditions from my childhood that i now experience with my kids, but this year a dark shadow has been cast. My whole foundation has been...

This year has been quite a year of loss for me.  As I had originally come up with this experience to talk about how I may never quite get over it. Things have changed a bit since then.
Yes, I am still grieving and yes I believe I...

I guess I've never really gotton over my fathers illness from childhood.  It destroyed our family and left scars and an upbringing I've never completely healed from.  Some things are unrepareable.  Even though I have done...

I lost my father in 2005 and lost my mother earlier this year. Now that both are gone I feel the loss of them both soo keenly. I see so many other people who mistreat their parents or take advantage of having them. I want to shake...

My uncle died a week ago. It was very sudden and unexpected, and it has been incredibly hard on me and my family. We still don't know everything about what happened. We hadn't heard from him in a couple days, and he wasn't at...

It has been over six months since I experienced the loss of my uncles. And I have finally completly moved on. I actually left things behind a long time ago. But now I am completly healed. I can speak of them without that ache in my...

Last year, was a particualry trying year, and we're still reeling from everything that happened. It started in November of  2009, we lost my mothers brother Glen, who had won his battle while colon cancer in 2008, but Thanksgiving 2009...