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I Am Still Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 246 People

    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not

    what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never...
    musicmanK musicmanK 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    I'M Still Here

    ALL THE EVIL. ALL THE NEGATIVITY. NO WEAPON CAN PROSPER AGAINST ME. I'M STILL HERE. ALL THE TRANSGRESSIONS AGAINST ME HELPED TO MOLD ME. THE WORLD LOVES TO SEE YOU DOWN AND BROKEN BUT THEY CAN'T DEFEAT ME. THE PAIN MADE ME STRONGER... IT HELPED MOLD AND CHANGE ME. NOW I'M BETTER...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F Dec 22, 2008

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    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Oct 22, 2014

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22, 2014

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25, 2014

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    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    I have frequently in my lifetime wondered

    why I am still here...as I have never been married and never have had a man who was wonderful in my life even for a short time at all. I was a single mother with a child which took up all my time and although I didn't do a perfect job of it...I sure did a good job of it for...
    FindingMySpirit788 FindingMySpirit788 41-45, F Jan 16

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    Tap...tap...delete

    I am still here.Tap...tap...tapI am stilltap...tap...I am...tap...I...Delete.
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 4 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I'm a good listener and in my circle of friends if anyone needs advice, they turn to me. I have had dark times in my life, I suffered a lot both physically and psychologically; I'd...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I've had a lot of reasons to give up the hope of ever feeling like it's going to be ok but I'm still trying. It's so hard at times and sometimes I forget to hope but I'm still here...
    unfixablegirl unfixablegirl 36-40, F Feb 6

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    Which is very surprising. In one year, I've attempted suicide 3 times, cut numerous times, and starved myself for long amounts of time. But I'm still here. Just goes to show that I...
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had planned on living in Wyoming for three months. One month after being stationed in Yellowstone National Park I was fired for being fifteen minutes late. My manager made it...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    my parents still spank me and i hate it they make me feel like such a little kid when they put me over there knee and spank my bottom ihate them when they do this
    laura1303 laura1303 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    The Unfinished Story We both met each other back in college, which was like 12yrs ago. It was not at all love at first sight. I didn't like him at all initially. He was the most...
    desiredangel desiredangel 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    100% Me I don't understand fake profiles or people who pretend to be someone they're not. I'm real. Wysiwyg. I'm not interested in your fetishes or in helping you get off. I'm not...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    I totally understand how pain - being unloved when you need it desperately - can lead to resentment and outright hatred. I totally get how things even just within yourself - guilt...
    scalner scalner 31-35 2 days ago

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    Women's roles in the Bible The status of women in the Christian Gospels Sponsored link. Women in ancient Israel: Women's status and freedoms were severely limited by Jewish law...
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Here's a tip for you sick perverts... When in doubt, don't ******* message. If you don't want to risk getting your feelings hurt, don't message. It's that simple. I have said this...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    It seems to be the general consensus that by the time a man has reached his mid 30's, he is educated, is stable, is well along in a career and has been saving for 10+ years, has...
    SaudadeVirgo SaudadeVirgo 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sooo....I got my phone taken away and haven't been on for several weeks. I got my laptop fixed a few days ago (which I'm ecstatic about :D) and now I'm here. I NEVER use the web...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I am here but not really. My mind wants to chase a head and leave my heart behind. I know it's broken but, mind, it's still apart of us. Just because our heart has broken in two...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't necessarily believe in the fairytales I was told growing up but I do believe that everyone has a chance finding their happily ever after. Be it love or some other kind of...
    AlexisOwO AlexisOwO 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    Last night, I received a text from my aunt's old maid. She: Jen are you in your office? Me: No, why? She: I'm gonna ask you something. Can I have your landline number? Me: (gives...
    JenjenLunatic JenjenLunatic 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    its 1 feb 2015 today and its his birthday again. for the past 6yrs together i had never failed to be with him on his birthday but today and the past 1 year im unable to be with him...
    sherisha sherisha 36-40, F Feb 1

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    Just Saying. I am already engaged and I am not interested in dating. I just came here to find like-minded people whom I can converse and become friends with ^^vI was part of a...
    inkspensandpapers inkspensandpapers 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I am not finding many people my age group here on E.P. not interested in talking with all of these kids. Points of view change with age. In my 60's those in their 30's-40's seam...
    TheOldMountianMan TheOldMountianMan 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 8

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    I've been through it all from the age 3 till present I was sexually molested I was of great use to my mother she needed to get high no problem selling me off if it was a bad day...
    chelseaandjohny2 chelseaandjohny2 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 11

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    He was one of my only friends, and my best friend at that. I started college in the fall and we broke up in January. I haven't met a lot of people here, but I want to make friends...
    A0129 A0129 18-21, F Feb 12

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    I'm not sure about posting this, but I will. I'm 16 (I lied about my age here because most things I do have experiences for say 18 and over.) Anyway, My parents do still spank...
    countrygirl9916 countrygirl9916 18-21, F 19 Responses Feb 12

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    It has been over five years now, and has taken me this long to come close to accepting it. I just don't get it though. Let me explain. About five years ago I was under lots of...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 9 Responses Feb 13

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    I honestly still didn't understand what I'm doing here...but m curious. What's this about n how does it work ?
    meghumiray meghumiray 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Hi. I just want anyone to know who's going through a hard time that it gets better it may be cliche but it's true I'm here to talk don't worry what happens on the Internet say on...
    Sarawithnoh Sarawithnoh 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I have this weird feeling that I may have found my girl here or someone is watching me closely and hearting my response in different names. She is a girl of different ages but...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    No, This Is Not A Troll Account - To all those who claim a troll is running my accounts on here and on Deviantart, I assure you that this is indeed the real me. I have not died...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Feb 1

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    There's this guy on here who so obviously adores his girlfriend, and loves her to bits and is so greatful for her, it's just so cutee! It sort of reminds me that there actually are...
    Mariyah22 Mariyah22 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 5

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    here I 'm with my first story after my introduction.. today my mom mom caught me lying.. I was supposed to go next weekend with a group of our church I have my parents approval and...
    NataliaRamirezMonroy NataliaRamirezMonroy 13-15, F Feb 5

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    here I 'm with my first story after my introduction.. today my mom mom caught me lying.. I was supposed to go next weekend with a group of our church I have my parents approval and...