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I Am Still Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 263 People

    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22, 2014

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25, 2014

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Oct 22, 2014

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    Why am I still here? Just to suffer?

    Everyday is spent wondering, wondering if I'm gonna pull myself together for another day, or I'll just let myself fall under the influence of my own thoughts. I've watched my world fall apart in many ways than one, and I've lost everything once. I just want this all to end, but...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 5

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    It's eerie without her.

    For 35 years, I have worked alongside this woman, but now she's gone. Quit without a word of warning. Poof. Nothing but a note to our boss and her key to the door. I work for a very small business, just five employees. She was one of us four who have been there all along...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses May 9

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    Tap...tap...delete

    I am still here.Tap...tap...tapI am stilltap...tap...I am...tap...I...Delete.
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not

    what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never...
    maniacalmusician maniacalmusician 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F Nov 5, 2011

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    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    I have frequently in my lifetime wondered

    why I am still here...as I have never been married and never have had a man who was wonderful in my life even for a short time at all. I was a single mother with a child which took up all my time and although I didn't do a perfect job of it...I sure did a good job of it for...
    FindingMySpirit788 FindingMySpirit788 41-45, F Jan 16

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    Related Experiences

    More than occasionally unfortunately. I have wet the bed basically every night for the past decade now. Prior to that I was lucky enough to at least have a few dry nights here and...
    nicholas25 nicholas25 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have a soft spot in my heart for troubled souls. For I am one too. We all have our obstacles. I'm here to be a rock for anybody who needs it. ??
    Awesg Awesg 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm not unintelligent. But one memory comes to mind to support the above statement. I'd just come back from university (a short course) after a big exam. I breezed through it in...
    TheWildling TheWildling 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I know how to hold a grudge I can send a bridge up in smoke And I can't count the people I've let down The hearts I've broke You ain't gotta dig too deep If you wanna find some...
    gamma87 gamma87 46-50, M 11 hrs ago

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    so reason being here is i love feet and tickling! i was looking up some ideas on tickling and then clicked on a link and read a story here. for anyone interested in tickling...
    brandon1235 brandon1235 16-17, M 12 hrs ago

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    I'm not bothering anymore. No point. People just love to argue on here and it's not worth the energy. Carry on fighting Molly. Carry on not caring what she does Billy. I'll just...
    HannahSavannah HannahSavannah 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    at 24 still am and haven't had any offers. been kinda close a few times, but circumstances prevented anything from happening. and in my line of work and my hobbies are giving me...
    KiwiRota KiwiRota 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I know why I'm here. I know my destiny. I have seen the visions since I was 4. I've heard the voices since I was a little boy. Always singing the same tune. Always sending the same...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 20 hrs ago

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    So here I'm laying in bed waiting for my wife, she's been distant these past couple of months, we've been trying to have a baby for 3 years, she got pregrant but lost it at 4weeks...
    Dburge87 Dburge87 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Hi , not sure what to say but I'm lonely as hell. I'm 35 yrs old and have been married to my wife for 5 years and of those 5 we have been truly happy for maybe 2 of them. She was...
    invisibletomywife invisibletomywife 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It comes with 5 new Cabal 2 Alz cars, while anybody gets a chargeless car. Get all the abstracts here.World of Warcraft is a badly popular, enduring, agitative game. But if there's...
    fifafifa fifafifa 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Are you drinking? I do! It really suck, and did it to myself! What I am thinking :-( Still afraid to tangle! Why is it there's no normal People? Oh well live and learn another...
    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've been in a relationship with my bf for about 1.5-2 years now. I had a long term relationship with my ex for 6 years before that. That relationship ended and I started a new one...
    willgethru willgethru 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I always seem to make new friends fairly easily, but I still feel extremely disconnected from a lot of people. I'm here to hopefully make some new friends and feel less lonely...
    gabriella0258 gabriella0258 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think I am becoming obsessive and controlling over my boyfriend. I would go on his Facebook page a couple of times everyday and check his ex-girlfriends' pages too... like a lot...
    baebeee baebeee 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Despite all the ways in which I have made progress in my life there is still one area that glares at me.....and it's ugly There should be no one in this world that has the power...
    Alphaman223 Alphaman223 41-45, M 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was born with Cerebral Palsy. Cerebral palsy (CP) is a disorder that affects muscle tone, movement, and motor skills (the ability to move in a coordinated and purposeful way). I...
    claythechamp claythechamp 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Last night a x girlfriend from a month ago called me crying. Her step dad kicked her out and she wanted to stay here. Well we hit the store I bought a bunch food for her, we had a...
    Justme2103 Justme2103 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was already drowning in the dark and you had to push me down further to make yourself feel better and free. I can’t believe you would do this to me. You knew it would hurt me...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M a week ago

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    Again I'm new here so bare with me. I found irony in many things. I posted my experience about the love of my life a few days ago. I posted I haven't seen him in two years!!! Well...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    Here is the question, how long can a broken heart be recovered? How long can forget a person who doesn't love you anymore? How long...?
    love7078 love7078 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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