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I Am Still Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 234 People

    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    Frozenfires Frozenfires 18-21 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    I'M Still Here

    ALL THE EVIL. ALL THE NEGATIVITY. NO WEAPON CAN PROSPER AGAINST ME. I'M STILL HERE. ALL THE TRANSGRESSIONS AGAINST ME HELPED TO MOLD ME. THE WORLD LOVES TO SEE YOU DOWN AND BROKEN BUT THEY CAN'T DEFEAT ME. THE PAIN MADE ME STRONGER... IT HELPED MOLD AND CHANGE ME. NOW I'M BETTER...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F Dec 22, 2008

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    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not

    what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never...
    kevinnc1 kevinnc1 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Tap...tap...delete

    I am still here.Tap...tap...tapI am stilltap...tap...I am...tap...I...Delete.
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 4 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22

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    As I look out my window this evening, I see your star shining down upon the world. If I stand here long enough, I can feel your hand resting gently upon my beating heart. I'd do...
    adamw adamw 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I wake up every morning sad because I didn't slip away like I asked. I mean I wouldn't hurt myself, and I wouldn't get killed. I would just slip away; but then I go in Instagram...
    true16 true16 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Have you ever sat there with a knife/blade in your hand? I have. Have you ever let the cold sharp metal rest against your skin? Yes. Have you ever acted on your thoughts and/or...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I am just so stressed out right now that I just want to scream. I really need to vent, and im sorry cause I know this is going to be a long post. this is about my home situation...
    SarahMouse SarahMouse 18-21, F Jul 17

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    On a silent night when friends are few, I close my eyes and think of you, a silent night, a silent tear, a silent wish that you were here ....❤️Happy Birthday cupcake🎂I hope...
    endlesslyyyforever endlesslyyyforever 18-21, F Jul 12

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    Hi, I'm a teenager, 17 years old. Since I'm on this page you're probably thinking I'm going to complain about how life is unfair since I can't get another Ipad or something. No...
    faithful1997 faithful1997 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I posted my story on here about a year ago, and I thought it was time to update everyone on how things are going.... Not well, unfortunately. We are still abstinent or celibate...
    JBMaine75 JBMaine75 36-40, M Jul 5

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    I'm considering deleting my account here and leaving the site for good, so far I got hurt enough, it seems the more I explain about me the worse it gets...maybe I'm too sincere...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 26-30, F 11 Responses Jul 24

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    Well I was here before but then left. I originally came here in July 2010. So I've been here a little while. It's nice to come back and find a few familiar faces. I'm not...
    1SweetL 1SweetL 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 2

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    WARNING: Possible Trigger Warning and Explict/Mature content! Also this is my choice to post this much information about me. Please keep your negative opinions to yourself. I...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    I met this girl when I was 12..I was too young to understand what is love.she was 17..I remember clearly how beautiful her back was and the way she walks. I never seen anthing...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M 7 Responses Jul 4

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    I feel very, very hypocritical posting this because I joined EP when I was fifteen. Of course, EP is a lot different now. When I joined, I wanted to be on EP for venting and as a...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I got my licence and graduated from high school, you know finally gained some freedom! But now i am sitting in my room with no friends and no where to go because as soon as i...
    butterflykiki butterflykiki 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    LOL… I almost never accept dares. But the child in me loves to engage in play—so here goes :)#1-I think morning is sacred. Fresh, young, gentle, hopeful, sweet...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    My bf just recently broke up with me (sunday night) to be specific, and i posted here bfre that i was having a hard time moving on. But now day by day i manage to wake up with less...
    nickisteph nickisteph 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 23

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    Wow, sorta weird. I got an email this morning notifying that someone had responded to my account. hmm, I checked in, yes, I STILL have the same email. oddly, it was some woman...
    lilysmamaw lilysmamaw 51-55, F Jul 11

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    I would love to know what the fake people on here get from here. Does it make you feel secure to mess with people? are you that lonely that you have to create a personality? Does...
    giggles78758 giggles78758 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 17

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    I have started telling friends and some family but I'm really lost:( I don't know how to get involved and I'm doing it alone! I felt so good at first but reality is setting in and...
    nikohl27 nikohl27 26-30, F Jul 20

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    Okay, wow! So it's so crazy because usually when i have a thought or need to vent i like ramble in my head or get all emotional but then i remembered i could vent here! It's so...
    dragonheartss dragonheartss 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    The only happiness that awaits me is inevitable death I'm destined to a life that you'll choose to forget Trapped in a life full of sadness and regret I have none to live for so I...
    LizardKing420 LizardKing420 16-17, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    You would think that 8 years would be enough time; time heals everything right? Wrong. I have been running from the feeling of not being over my ex for going on 8 years and I...
    APSD0229 APSD0229 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Ok here goes! I've always crushed on my neighbor long ago. We were very young, almost 30 years ago! Our parents are friends, so we were always family friends. We were always...
    ihoc06 ihoc06 36-40, F Jul 20

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    I loved my ex more then anyone in this world but I know that things that happened would never be able to be worked out. When I was invited to his wedding (he is marrying my best...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 5 days ago

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