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I Am Still Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 265 People

    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22, 2014

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F Nov 5, 2011

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    I have frequently in my lifetime wondered

    why I am still here...as I have never been married and never have had a man who was wonderful in my life even for a short time at all. I was a single mother with a child which took up all my time and although I didn't do a perfect job of it...I sure did a good job of it for...
    FindingMySpirit788 FindingMySpirit788 41-45, F Jan 16

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    Why am I still here? Just to suffer?

    Everyday is spent wondering, wondering if I'm gonna pull myself together for another day, or I'll just let myself fall under the influence of my own thoughts. I've watched my world fall apart in many ways than one, and I've lost everything once. I just want this all to end, but...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 5

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Oct 22, 2014

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25, 2014

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    Tap...tap...delete

    I am still here.Tap...tap...tapI am stilltap...tap...I am...tap...I...Delete.
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    It's eerie without her.

    For 35 years, I have worked alongside this woman, but now she's gone. Quit without a word of warning. Poof. Nothing but a note to our boss and her key to the door. I work for a very small business, just five employees. She was one of us four who have been there all along...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses May 9

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    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not

    what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never...
    maniacalmusician maniacalmusician 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    I want you to understand even though you think I'm dead, I'm here. I miss our chats and your gorgeous voice. But I understand you want me dead and gone. I don't want to be a ghost...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I love my boyfriend. I know he loves me. We've been together for five years and our relationship has really worked out beautifully. We've dealt with blowout fights and hard times...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I wonder how many people get to live the life they want???? Worse yet ... I wonder how many people live their entire lives never really knowing what they want ?? If you are under...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 9 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Lonely Daddy here at work looking to chat with a sweet girl.
    ManInBlack1978 ManInBlack1978 36-40, M 22 hrs ago

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    I hate him. I really do, I hate the way he has treated me as if he can spring back into my life like a yo yo whenever he wants, make me feel like a Princess and then hit me with...
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I know it's crazy. I know some may find me stupid or make fun of me for weeping over just one girl who ruined my life. who I loved the most. dreamed of each night. who I thought of...
    ru661 ru661 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Still i can'nt found a new friend.
    ALi14321 ALi14321 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am a 21 year old female still in school and still living with my parents. My parents have always and still are very strict with us kids. I am the middle child of 3. Anyhow I...
    sorerear21 sorerear21 18-21, F 43 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am a 21 year old female still in school and still living with my parents. My parents have always and still are very strict with us kids. I am the middle child of 3. Anyhow I...
    sorerear21 sorerear21 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Maybe it's not love. I just still have feelings for him ofcourse he's been with me for almost a year. I still get affected when he talk or flirts with someone when I shouldn't have...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It saddens me and hurts me that after all we shared and been through together it comes to this. We made a promise to always be friends, no matter what and to be understanding. I...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So I joined EP to look for friends and people with experiences like mine. But instead I get cyber bullied on here and it honestly does hurt really bad. I'm against bullying and...
    HauntedShadows HauntedShadows 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hmm... I don't know if you could say love. But have feelings for, definitely. I dated this guy for nine months. The first two months were magical... they blew my mind. I have been...
    Cheyenne555 Cheyenne555 18-21, F a week ago

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    I wish you were here as a comfort as a shoulder when the burden of being a person is too much to bare. I wish you were here much love
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know if breaking up with him was a right choice. I still love him and leaving someone when you love them especially because you think of the future is just really...
    xoabelxo xoabelxo 18-21, F Jun 22

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    I have read some people say I've met my husband off here and this and that I'm thinking ok cool , awesome I love ,love what can I say ... But I can't cosign on that ep is a...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    My brother and I were playing and I fell off a stair and scraped my cheek on a plastic car or something and you can still see the scar when I smile
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F Jun 22

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    "If you don't like it, log out" blah blah blah. I know. I know, and I agree. Still, I'm going to vent a bit first because it's kind of annoying. Not that people would say that, but...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 2 Responses Jun 21

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    To put it bluntly, my communication with some of the people I'm closest with is ****. It's easier to talk to people who I don't know from Adam. Even better, it's easier to write...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    On the breeze. The force inside my love is as a whirlwind, strong and powerful. Treacherously churning the sea, its tender breaking white capped kisses i leave for you in the mid...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Scottie-Your amazing you were one of my first friends Here and still am.I love you so much.You helped me though a lot I'm glad I have you. Michael-Your amazing.Once again you were...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    my fiance broke up with me last may. he told me he will go to us for studies but until now he is here then he told me his father disapproves of us,he even told me he will work for...
    sheiszahra sheiszahra 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I am not cut out for this place, I am not strong as I once thought in my youth. I do not understand the things I thought once I had. I will never get used to the way things take...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 20

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