I Am Still Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 252 People

    I have frequently in my lifetime wondered

    why I am still here...as I have never been married and never have had a man who was wonderful in my life even for a short time at all. I was a single mother with a child which took up all my time and although I didn't do a perfect job of it...I sure did a good job of it for...
    FindingMySpirit788 FindingMySpirit788
    46-50, F
    Jan 16, 2015

    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

    Why am I still here? Just to suffer?

    Everyday is spent wondering, wondering if I'm gonna pull myself together for another day, or I'll just let myself fall under the influence of my own thoughts. I've watched my world fall apart in many ways than one, and I've lost everything once. I just want this all to end, but...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    This account is still active i just have a

    hectic few months but i am fine now
    stuffmybelly stuffmybelly
    13-15, M
    Dec 15, 2015
    Artimas Artimas
    22-25, M
    Oct 22, 2014

    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO
    18-21, M
    Feb 22, 2014
    GypsyMiss GypsyMiss
    36-40, F
    Apr 21

    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 30, 2012

    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl
    18-21, F
    14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 4, 2013

    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2009

    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2011
    lunalua lunalua
    22-25, F
    Feb 25, 2014

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