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I Am Still Here

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    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Oct 22

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    I'M Still Here

    ALL THE EVIL. ALL THE NEGATIVITY. NO WEAPON CAN PROSPER AGAINST ME. I'M STILL HERE. ALL THE TRANSGRESSIONS AGAINST ME HELPED TO MOLD ME. THE WORLD LOVES TO SEE YOU DOWN AND BROKEN BUT THEY CAN'T DEFEAT ME. THE PAIN MADE ME STRONGER... IT HELPED MOLD AND CHANGE ME. NOW I'M BETTER...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F Dec 22, 2008

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    They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not

    what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never...
    kevinnc1 kevinnc1 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22

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    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    Tap...tap...delete

    I am still here.Tap...tap...tapI am stilltap...tap...I am...tap...I...Delete.
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 4 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    Frozenfires Frozenfires 18-21 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    i wish too my bf whom we been together for 5yrs still here. he left without a word and i dont know where he is right now. i trully deeply miss him so much. i wanna hear and see him...
    sherisha sherisha 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    It still haunts me… Some nights, during winter, when everything is wrapped with crystal snow. I just find myself slowly reaching the doorknob, pivoting my hand to open it...
    JohnAndehl JohnAndehl 16-17, M Dec 11

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    Ryan and Johnny I wish you two were here
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Dec 8

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    I don't understand why you had to leave. So out of random so unspoken about your problems, i truthfully wish you would of came to me. I believe i could of helped you through it. I...
    MichellexxLevine314 MichellexxLevine314 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    its been 8 months. its almost Christmas. i decorated my own treee last night. alone. last year we decorated with your family....i knowwhy you did it. i think i understand a little...
    hellokittyptv hellokittyptv 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I wonder what It would be like fishing with you. Would you be focused and skillful? Or fun and try to make me laugh? Do you think Christmas things are silly or do you cherish it...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    You know I'm surprised I'm still on EP...with all the heartbreak, all the disappointments, fights, rude people, jealousy, gossip, unrequited love, stalkers, people disguising...
    mguinm mguinm 41-45, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I am here for anyone I don't care if i am at the hospital and you are have Depression or Worried problems I am still here for you I don't care if i am at a friend house doing...
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I didn't ask to be born. I don't want to be here and never have. In fact, I stayed in my mother for 11 months. I had no plans to leave. I came out screaming. I having been wishing...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    There is this one particular member names contentio. Used to be called 2stepsforward3shoves back. Or something like that anyway. Well we have all heard of billy Madison and this...
    TheCoitalQueen TheCoitalQueen 31-35, F 11 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    i feel like , i am new here in this world Lol ,i feel as i am new here in this earth and trying to learn rules here , i want to know all things here in better way , i have so...
    r110 r110 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    I still have imaginary friends. Several in fact. They are so comforting sometimes and they can be who you want them to be.
    cleocat1234 cleocat1234 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    i want to connect with those person here , who like discussing things openly , who like discussion , who don't take things personally , who can talk like scientist like just soul...
    r110 r110 22-25, M 13 hrs ago

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    Why is a 47 year old man on here? This site has as young as 13 yr olds on it after all. I'll tell you why. When I was young I was very unhappy all the time, sometimes suicidal...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 4 Responses Nov 28

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    It's been almost a year since I've been on here and shared something of my life. I've grown up a lot in this past year it seems. But I haven't grown up enough either. I'm still a...
    BlenderDear BlenderDear 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Worked in a small town for 12 weeks commuting there every day from suburbia about 35 miles away. These are my experiences with it. As a 27 year old, 6ft"1, dirty blonde...
    Ryan500 Ryan500 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I just wrote this today, and I wanted to share it with someone: I remember it like it was yesterday. Every detail. Every word. Every promise. I had my suitcase in one hand and...
    MusicLuv2651 MusicLuv2651 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am here. With you: in my heart and mind first thing in the morning, inbetween the focused mindwork, at the end of the day and in the beautiful and the difficult of my days. I...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm actually finding this with a lot of people now, not just men. I don't know why people think I'm here for sex. What is it I said that gave you that impression? I am here to...
    Plungeintoadream Plungeintoadream 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    She was the first woman I dated after my divorce from my kids father. I thought our relationship was great until one day she said she wanted to break up with me because I needed to...
    twalkermyconfession twalkermyconfession 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Hey guys! I've been on vacation with my family these past few days so I haven't been on here at all. I'm still on vacation but we aren't in disney world anymore so yaa
    kaitybobaityxo kaitybobaityxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    ...and I can't wait to move out. Being the introvert that I am, I like to come home to peace and quiet, but I can't get that here! I would've been out of the house if I didn't...
    beenonpause beenonpause 22-25, M Dec 3

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    I knew her for over 5 years. I loved her with all my heart. We were like fire and gasoline. She left me and I said some very horrible things and that I hated her. I wish I could...
    MK25 MK25 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I don't know why you are so mad. You basically brought this on yourself. Yeah it may have seemed like a good idea, you know, tracing my phone and computers. But now I can tell...
    bigsarge6996 bigsarge6996 41-45, M Dec 4

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    Today is my 6th year anniversary! In 2008 I was fired from a job I had for 2 years. It was devastating. I was very depressed and didn't even want to look for work, though I had to...
    4vrUnique 4vrUnique 46-50 1 Response Dec 7

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    I think my username stops the people from making friends with me. I dunno but i really do like it. I truly am not a manhater. I've been hurt several times due to love but that...
    Manhater013 Manhater013 22-25, F 16 Responses Dec 8

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    A guy that I dated for a short while 5 years ago - that ended mutually- is still contacting me with strange text messages. He knows I am now married with children and have told...
    leyla29 leyla29 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 9

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    let me catch people up. it's been well over a year since I have been on here. I now have a 6 month old baby boy along with my 7 year old son. I am still a single mother. my baby...
    Trinity2356 Trinity2356 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I'm here to comfort some people that's have a Traitor friend..I know that's really hard..I have a friend of mine..That's have this habits before.. But I already forget her..I Dont...
    xolovemia23 xolovemia23 13-15, F Dec 11

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