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    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    It's eerie without her.

    For 35 years, I have worked alongside this woman, but now she's gone. Quit without a word of warning. Poof. Nothing but a note to our boss and her key to the door. I work for a very small business, just five employees. She was one of us four who have been there all along...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 4 Responses May 9, 2015

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25, 2014

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    This account is still active i just have a

    hectic few months but i am fine now
    stuffmybelly stuffmybelly 13-15, M Dec 15, 2015

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    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Artimas Artimas 22-25, M Oct 22, 2014

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    I have frequently in my lifetime wondered

    why I am still here...as I have never been married and never have had a man who was wonderful in my life even for a short time at all. I was a single mother with a child which took up all my time and although I didn't do a perfect job of it...I sure did a good job of it for...
    FindingMySpirit788 FindingMySpirit788 46-50, F Jan 16, 2015

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    Why am I still here? Just to suffer?

    Everyday is spent wondering, wondering if I'm gonna pull myself together for another day, or I'll just let myself fall under the influence of my own thoughts. I've watched my world fall apart in many ways than one, and I've lost everything once. I just want this all to end, but...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 5, 2015

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22, 2014

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F Nov 5, 2011

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    That's right just because the green lights on doesn't mean I am sitting here waiting for an answer or's ready to chat
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    i dont know why but i really want to go in any place that far far away and everything is new to me. my life is not that bad but still i do t know im not satisfied to everything...
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    If you're looking for love here then you're on the wrong site.
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    I've thought about this in the time I've been here. As someone who would often ask people for their real name, age, sex, location, etc while online in the past, I understand the...
    Clairnite Clairnite 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I still love you. I can't stop, and that's what scares me. I told you I loved you and you said I didn't know you, but what does that mean? what do you mean when you avoid telling...
    83cFurry 83cFurry 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    I am just here to post what I feel and don't care if anyone ever sees my stories. You can hate, ignore, or love me, I still live life free of your petty judgment and don't seek...
    WolfSweet WolfSweet 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm always there for everyone whenever they need me...but the second I need someone it's like I don't matter. I wish I could stop caring about people as much as I do so they could...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 3 days ago

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    I Finally Made It Too 19 Years Old .. The Age I Told Myself I Can Finally Get The Ball Rolling For My Life ... But I Feel Like A Failure , High School Was Hard ( Really Hard ) So I...
    SunnyMuffinsJr SunnyMuffinsJr 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I am only 18 months out of a 22 year old marriage and 24 year old relationship. The break-up was not mutual - only he wanted it so to say the least I am still coming to terms with...
    Alleygirltoo Alleygirltoo 41-45, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Well I've been posting on here for a good month or so. Gotten used to the site by now and I've managed to talk with some amazing people on here. Don't have too many people in my...
    Kosmoz Kosmoz 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wrote this letter to my first love yesterday and sent it. "Hello, it's me! (cue tune to Adele song here). haha :) I just returned from 18 days in Nepal.. 18 days with barely...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    My stranger for a Mother has refused to pay my bills once again. I have a $2000 bill to pay. The only reason that I ran it up was because I was working, but my stranger for a...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F a week ago

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    I was asking my online friend Stacy if he has the Native butt. He said his os seriously white. I almost died from laughing so hard. I had ment a flat butt. I am not sure why I...
    TellyLuv TellyLuv 22-25, F a week ago

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    I remember I was driving to work when I heard about the first one hitting.I turned up the stereo thinking,that's not a good joke.By the time I got there,I knew it wasn't a joke! Oh...
    eddiesolds eddiesolds 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    It's important to understand where I was at the time. I was married, not happy and yet not unhappy. It's like I wasn't yet awake, a robot maybe. We functioned very much like...
    pearlesque pearlesque 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I am still diaprd sometimes Yup Im 13 and i still wear them every night because i still wet the bed. It happens to me a few times a week. I always go to the bathroom right before...
    Kirito500 Kirito500 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles...
    Sicgoat173 Sicgoat173 16-17, F Jan 30

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    hi everyone im a new member here and i came here cause i was just looking for random websites and found out this website and realised that here i can share my experiences and i can...
    trashcom trashcom 13-15 Jan 30

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    another day. i have a very bad cold :'( bad cough, chills, runny nose, teary eyes congestion. it is upsetting. i am still thinking about the same problem. to move or not. i think...
    kpl2014 kpl2014 26-30, F Jan 29

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    Impossible .. I know But i still wish you are here now..
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I'm in a sticky situation and just wanted to get this out... I have been married for 5 years. It has been a great 5 years with the occasional low. Anyway I absolutely love him and...
    azich93 azich93 22-25 3 Responses Jan 28

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