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    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    It's eerie without her.

    For 35 years, I have worked alongside this woman, but now she's gone. Quit without a word of warning. Poof. Nothing but a note to our boss and her key to the door. I work for a very small business, just five employees. She was one of us four who have been there all along...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses May 9

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 3 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22, 2014

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    I have frequently in my lifetime wondered

    why I am still here...as I have never been married and never have had a man who was wonderful in my life even for a short time at all. I was a single mother with a child which took up all my time and although I didn't do a perfect job of it...I sure did a good job of it for...
    FindingMySpirit788 FindingMySpirit788 41-45, F Jan 16

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25, 2014

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not

    what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never...
    maniacalmusician maniacalmusician 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F Nov 5, 2011

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    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Oct 22, 2014

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    It's been 12 years now and you won't hear this. You can't. Sometimes I wonder if you'd deserve to hear it if you could but maybe it's not fair to think that cause you'll never have...
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    hi there, just like to share my forever experience. i thought life will be so unfair to me, since i am the only ugly siblings among the 4, that's why i had a very very low self...
    balanjong balanjong 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I still do think about him all the time.
    Shansai84 Shansai84 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    birdsrestingonabranch birdsrestingonabranch 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    Here it is... The story of me and my first love. Currently, I am so confused about where to share my feelings and I want to thank this site for letting me release my emotions...
    ApplePamilar ApplePamilar 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    I'm too raw. I'm too open to meet anybody new. It's not like I have a wingman to help me though this stage... Finding someone to get over you like you have done so well. In this...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F May 18

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    I've still been struggling. I feel there has been some improvements with my meds, but it's not perfect. I doubt it ever will be, tbh. I want to believe that I can be fixed. I hate...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 1 Response May 10

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    Chances are you won't see this or know who it is, but hey. I miss you. The times I would go over to your house. The time we were walking to your house singing. I don't have the...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    Im new here. Heard this app from a friend and I still am a bit confused on how this app works 😜✌️ lol
    lindsaypalaganas lindsaypalaganas 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I don't think this message can catch your attention but I hope it will. I'm now on a situation that even myself can't explain. I hope I can still find good friends here. And I...
    Hamishimin Hamishimin 18-21, F 1 Response May 1

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    In high school I had no friends and had trouble getting along with people. I would have trouble talking to people, not because I'm socially awkward but because I would get...
    MichaelSean MichaelSean 18-21, M May 4

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    I just don't know what to do anymore. Just returned from the psychiatric hospital for depression and anxiety and yet I still feel the same and feel unwanted by everyone. I'm not...
    TheMaskedPoet TheMaskedPoet 16-17, M 1 Response May 8

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    In real life I am scared of my past.. I was a real jerk to everyone who tried to be my friend, on here I am not a jerk.. in the real world I am not a jerk, but they will still...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M May 13

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    I am sick and tired of people writing stuff like: I like to **********, I love sex, look at my d*ck and similar things. I know that this is a place Where people can be anonymos...
    TheQueenOfDarkness TheQueenOfDarkness 13-15, F May 17

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    I could actually see myself sing this song at someone else's wedding lmao. Love stinks - Adam Sandler WHOOO HOO Cindy and Scott are newley-weds WHOOP-EE-DOO he loves her, but...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hello all! Anyone from eastern Iowa or central Pennsylvania? I am leaving PA, but I would still like to see if I can meet some people while I'm here. They are completely different...
    kman862 kman862 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I still live here too. all 13 years of my life
    btiny13 btiny13 13-15, F 2 Responses May 7

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    Baby, no matter what happens there will always be us. I know I messed up, but it made me realize how much you mean to me. I'll always be your girl, and you'll always be my man. No...
    YoursForever121 YoursForever121 26-30, F 4 Responses May 9

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    I am still alive and breathing and a great person. I am a survivor of many things, but today I accept i am powerless over my mental illness and only a power greater than myself can...
    LITVET LITVET 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    In a few months, I'll have my car paid off. One less bill to bother with. (watch...that will be when it finally breaks down completely and I have to get a new one *sobs*) I'll have...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 Apr 30

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    Glad to know I'm not alone! :D I have a test in two hours. This is literally the first time I study this ****. I haven't even attended any of the lectures. And here I am, killing...
    Newuserwhoisauser Newuserwhoisauser 22-25 May 3

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    I've always hurt myself trying to make everyone else happy. I know this time I will be happy. I'm making my dreams come true. Will it be selfish of me to move away when my...
    Amaelin Amaelin 26-30 May 4

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