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I Am Still Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 246 People

    I have frequently in my lifetime wondered

    why I am still here...as I have never been married and never have had a man who was wonderful in my life even for a short time at all. I was a single mother with a child which took up all my time and although I didn't do a perfect job of it...I sure did a good job of it for...
    FindingMySpirit788 FindingMySpirit788 41-45, F Jan 16

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    Woman And A Snake

    on a clod winter day, an old woman strawled the forrest, looking for some branches. as she leand on a side to pull a big one, she noticed a snake. it was lying there helplessly and seriously wounded. the woman felt sorry for the snake and decided to take her in. she cared for it...
    october10th october10th 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    My School Years Were a Living Hell But I Am Still Here!

    I just started secondry  school and in the first week i broke my arm playing hockey  ( Great start  dont you think? :P )when i returned to school when my arm had healed i felt like an outsider i was bullied  so bad that I was sent home on...
    vendui vendui 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    Thought That Maybe I Should Just Bug Out

    Then, tonight happened. It's been a long time since I was up so late on EP. I usually pop in on Saturday night, but over the past few months have seen a a steep decline in my profile activity. Woof! Just when I thought I was a nonentity, things started percolating tonight. Oh...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2012

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    Still Here

    Still here,Yes I am,Despite what I've been through,Don't know how,I often wonder.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 30, 2012

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    "I don't mind being boyfriend #2.

    Please don't be scared of me. If your boyfriend finds out you'll probably cry. Don't be scared. If your lonely you know who to call. You know where I stay. Don't be afraid." Is what I said but I hope she didn't mistake it for love. I just love her body and comfort.
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Feb 22, 2014

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    lunalua lunalua 22-25, F Feb 25, 2014

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    Amazing...

    We all have had some concept, when we were young, of what our future years would be. Hahahaha. That's been a hoot, all those bubbles popping. To sanctify, root, a recent popping of a bubble, the death of my cat Pookie, I opened a cupboard. There's a bottle of bubble-soap in...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    Not Looking Up At You Yet

    Last night, I went to another funeral. Haven't been to a wedding for so long, I can't remember the last time. So, I see various branches of my family at funerals. You could call it "The Family Reunion Macbre". The dearly departed lies within inches of us we catch up on family...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    I'M Still Here

    ALL THE EVIL. ALL THE NEGATIVITY. NO WEAPON CAN PROSPER AGAINST ME. I'M STILL HERE. ALL THE TRANSGRESSIONS AGAINST ME HELPED TO MOLD ME. THE WORLD LOVES TO SEE YOU DOWN AND BROKEN BUT THEY CAN'T DEFEAT ME. THE PAIN MADE ME STRONGER... IT HELPED MOLD AND CHANGE ME. NOW I'M BETTER...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F Dec 22, 2008

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    Survivor Vs. Victim

    it's been six years since the abuse of my childhood has ended.  i have only started to work on healing and i feel like all i have done is go backwards.  i can't make my emotions follow my logic.  i know it wasn't my fault, yet i can't make myself feel that way...
    runningaway runningaway 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 3, 2010

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    I'm Back! :)

    Hi guys :D I don't know if you even remember me but I used to be your friend, we used to talk about everything, you remember? Anyway, if you want to know what's been going on with my life in past few months, let me know... I am still the same person, i just haven't been here and...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 14 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    I've been through some experiences

    that should have been shared here, but I had to go somewhere else to protect someone's heart. But I'm back, now that it's over.  
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Yup

    I have done many stupid things in my life. I lied. I drank. I have hurt and been hurt. I have loved, but not been loved back. I have been broken and stepped on. I have inflicted myself and sometimes others pain and heartbreak over and over again. I am suffering right now. I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2009

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    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Oct 22, 2014

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    "I Am Still Here"

    on E.P. I'm still here forever. So friends you are stuck with me.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2011

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    Tap...tap...delete

    I am still here.Tap...tap...tapI am stilltap...tap...I am...tap...I...Delete.
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 4 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Your Friend.

    Independence...relying on no one.... people have left me with no choice...I'm trusting no one....they left me without turning to say goodbye....why tell me that I'm a good friend if you're just going to leave me? if one day you're just going to pass me as if you don't know me? Or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not

    what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never...
    kevinnc1 kevinnc1 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Honestly, i am totally sick of living in this house and with this family...I a have crooked teeth which my parents don't give a **** about and prefer buying a new car instead of...
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    I've met a few genuine people, but i've also come across a huge number of fakes pretending to be someone they are not. No doubt i'm not the only one. Why pretend? do they/you get...
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    Fakes are easy to spot and dismiss. The problem is there are plenty of people here that are technically "real", but just... shallow and uninteresting? I'm offering myself as a...
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    So my most recent ex-boyfriend of course knows how much I still and always will love him. We had a great 2.5 year relationship, but then he got some opportunities in Alaska for...
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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
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    I will always be here for you and will always care for you. You are just another amazing woman. You still make me smile even though your not on. I am glad that you have found...
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    It's always a year to have someone here on EP so open that they are willing to talk to you about their life in a true sense. I always wanted friends, if not many then at least a...
    theReasonbehindyourSmile theReasonbehindyourSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    guyinadress guyinadress 22-25, F Jan 11

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    Explain why, you think your needs are above others? Explain why, you think it necessary to hurt ppl different then your words hurt and to some even kill? Explain why, just cause we...
    guyindresses1991 guyindresses1991 22-25, T Jan 11

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    so just a lil life update; im still single, im a sales girl at marks&spencer klcc, my phone got stolen but got a new one right away and then smashed the back of the new one, havent...
    sophiexone sophiexone 16-17, F Jan 1

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    Ok, here is an update on our snow situation: I am pleased that all but one of the school buses have reportedly made it to our local elementary school about two hours after they...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    im peter im 18 im still spanked and its horrible as its always on the bare im the youngest of 7 kids and my mum is about to adopt a 3 year old nearly 4 little girl and I got...
    peter95 peter95 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 7

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    I would like to share my poetry here..is this a good idea or bad ..is it still protected with my name on it?
    alb1114 alb1114 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    i have met some nice and caring people during the time i have been here, it was a harsh time a while ago, but now, i can say that YEAH, THERE ARE STILL GOOD PEOPLE
    ElliasA ElliasA 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I was raised with a narcissistic father.. The coldness seems to surround us...In fact, I was always hungered for his love... I don't want to seek any longer inside his heart...
    diane1996 diane1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I knew this would happen i'm not strong enough to not care when he txts. I'm here thinking of ways to get him back. Someone shoot me. I must be desperate. I won't do it though...
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    I may not be the most sympathetic, inspiring, or awesome friend in the world but ya know I'll at least be there to listen and to care. I'll put your feelings before mine and try my...
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 13-15, F a week ago

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    here's the thing... I told her the first week of January that I won't talk to her for a while...but I can't help it... I messaged her and she replied me immediately... We both...
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