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I Am Still In Love With My Childhood Crush

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    First time her...when i was 4

    and she was 5, she is my brother's best friend since elementary school...first time i met her...i can't explain that smile and her heart....we used to be best buddies but i haven't told her that i love her...last time i saw her it was like 10 years ago...and now i'm 19 a...
    Iqbal13 Iqbal13 18-21, M Jun 8, 2014

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    So.... I liked him since I was 9 years old

    for four years in primary school... Then I went to a private school and now, after four years, I'm changing schools and going to a public school (where he attends as well). Over these years, I liked other boys, cried over other boys, yet when I saw him I was turning red and my...
    confusedwithboys confusedwithboys 16-17, F Jun 9

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    I had my first crush back in the year 2002 (omg

    :-) its a decade ago), she was my same neighborhood, same school and everything, it all started in the 7th standard. She is a very beautiful girl i have ever seen in my life. She used to reside my neighbour house and soon after we come home from the school,  i...
    Anirudhbasutkar Anirudhbasutkar 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 28, 2014

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    In fourth grade Henry was just a classmate to

    me nothing more nothing less. But then we started talking to each other, teasing, and other stuff. And I started falling for Henry I remember that one time in seventh grade Henry told me to drink milk so I could grow taller and my boobs could also get bigger(he was a bit...
    meacat meacat 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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    I keep dreaming about my childhood crush

    and remembering how nice he was. He was actually my 'boyfriend' and he said he'd liked me ever since he met me. We were really close and I liked him so much; he was funny and kind and sweet. He made me feel amazing. But then I moved away and we lost touch. I've just recently...
    katya899 katya899 18-21, F 1 Response May 30, 2014

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    Ok this is the weirdest thing I ever lived.

    I don't really know if I'm in love with him or not, but that actually what I'd like to figure out to move on in my life. So to begin with I met him when I was 13 during holidays abroad. That's just crazy when I think about it again. We spent one day (yeah ONE DAY) together and...
    Bliss12 Bliss12 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2014

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    We've know each other

    since Kindergarten, I've always secretly liked him. And when we were little we would chase each other on the playground, play with each other, and call each other names. As we got older we became best friends but things never changed. He would still chase me around the...
    ForeverAlone2019 ForeverAlone2019 16-17, F Jan 13

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    My Story

    yes, i am another one who still loves my crush who has disappeared. we grew up together, and lived in the same neighborhood. when i was 14, i moved away to another state. and i never got the chance to tell him how i felt. the scary thing, is that, about 4 years ago, i started...
    palace122 palace122 22-25 5 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    Ok here goes. In the fourth grade I had just

    moved back to a school I had been to in second grade(I move quite a lot). As soon as I was back this boy started talking to me and eventually from that he was one of my best friends. After a while I did start to like him and everyone else said he liked me too. I didn't do...
    Bonshaquitalafondria20 Bonshaquitalafondria20 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I Probably Remember His Talks ....

    He was my classmate.... A simply classmate... We used to chit and chat a lot..... funny...teasing around......I guess I was in grade 4 then,..... He would be roaming around me..... sitting behind the bench of mine..... playing with my hair(p.s it was thaicut then :d)...... Well...
    smokycup smokycup 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2012

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    Love Stories That Hurt For Life

    I first met my childhood crush when i was 7 we lived across the road from each other our families became such good friends they were like family. But my delamer started when we both had feelings for each other we dare not let anyone else know as he was 2 years younger...
    lostmystery lostmystery 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 14, 2009

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    The year was 98 I playing on trampoline with my

    childhood crush.We were coping stone colds wrestling on each other.Then he randomly pecked me on the lips.I was surprised when he acted like nothing happened the next day.I miss his NASCAR shirt it was so comfy to me. I ended up falling in love with him again and were getting...
    ThePunkDreamer ThePunkDreamer 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2014

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    The girl from My childhood crush.

    ..yes, she has a boyfriend...i think it's been a while, before i found i think she's already have a boyfriend maybe because i was a step too late? or she met him since her school age? because anything can happen in 10 years...i want to meet her but i still have no chance to see...
    Iqbal13 Iqbal13 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 9, 2014

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    Still In Love

    He was my crush the first time i saw him i always had a strange obsession with him. we met when we were 13 in the winter. i remember seeing him when i was visiting my grandma i told her that i thought he was cute. So a few weeks later my grandparents came to visit and they...
    jalb2901 jalb2901 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2010

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    Still Can't Get Over My Childhood Crush.

    I've been in a relationship for four years now and I am in love with my boyfriend. But, my childhood crush has always been on my mind. I don't think about him everyday, so much that it distracts me from being with my boyfriend. The only thing that bothers me is that I dream...
    dylem17 dylem17 22-25 2 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    In kindergarten we never really talk

    but after school we play outside till nightfall. I lived up on a hill that over looked his house and the town. In first grade I got held back and I had to make new friends. I never played with my old classmates. He'd never talk to me at school but always come to my house after...
    PoopieNoodle PoopieNoodle 18-21, F Jan 12

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    Childhood Love Of The Brown (indian South Asian)girl

    Hello World, I feel incredibly silly writing this. I suppose it is because even after 16 years, I can’t help but think about my childhood crush. Let’s call him Alex. It was the spring of 1997. We were both 14 years old when we saw each other at a South Asian show. At the age...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 30, 2012

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    It's been five years,

    but he still appears constantly in my dreams. I'm not sure about my feelings towards him but it certainly doesn't feel the same as before.
    Destiny798 Destiny798 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    He was the first guy to ever treat me with

    respect The first person to not question my intentions The first person who believed in what I wished to be He stood up for me when everyone else was mean He was the company when I was left alone He was the one who saw light within me when I was dark and angry He had faith...
    missunfortunatesoul missunfortunatesoul 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2014

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    Okay so I met this girl

    when I was 3. You could call her my first real friend. She is a kind-hearted, pretty, attractive, caring, friendly, nice, fun-to-be-with and thoughtful friend. We went to the same playgroup and kindergarten where our friendship grew. She also went to the same primary school as...
    MrFluFFYL0rd MrFluFFYL0rd 13-15, M Mar 3

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    My Next Door Neighbor And Love Of My Life

    I'm 18. I've been in love with the same girl for 10 years now. My next door neighbor I'm blessed that only steps away is the girl I dream of being with one day. She's been mistreated like no other. Taken advantage of and I'm Always there for her. It drives me crazy all these guys...
    Noahisaac Noahisaac 18-21 1 Response Jun 24, 2013

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    Ok here goes! I've always crushed on my

    neighbor long ago. We were very young, almost 30 years ago! Our parents are friends, so we were always family friends. We were always together; playing, swimming, riding bikes/big wheels. Then my family moved to another state, 6 hours away. I believe his family moved give or...
    ihoc06 ihoc06 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    In kindergarten, there was a kid in my class

    named Scott, but he went by Scotty. In kindergarten, everybody's kind of your best friend (with the exception of maybe two or three kids in the class) so he was basically one of my better friends, being that we sat at the same table in class. Scotty was in my 3rd grade class...
    nothingbutdance nothingbutdance 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

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    I have known Ryan since i was in third grade.

    (21 years ago!) I had a crush on him from third grade to ninth. Till i moved to Texas. I recently found him on facebook. I thought of him numous times between freshmen year and our facebook meeting. It turns out he had a crush on me too but was too shy. Sad part is i am in texas...
    Wittygeek02 Wittygeek02 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    mine happens to be my cousin

    and it kills me inside knowing I can't be with him if I want to keep my boyfriend.
    CosmicPanda CosmicPanda 18-21, F Dec 3, 2014

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    I'm His Childhood Crush.! :)

    First time we met, when I was in grade school, turning to high school. My cousin is a baseball player in our school, his teammates has a serious talk about their crushes. One of them secretly liked me. My cousin told me, what they chit chat about. He told me that one of his...
    zhijane zhijane 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    When I was 5 my mom moved to Canada from cuba

    bringing me with her. I left behind a lot of family and friends one of which was a boy who I had a crush on at that young age. I did go back to cuba till I was 13 years old. but that summer I saw him again. and with one look I new it was him ! one look was all it took for the...
    lostincuba lostincuba 22-25, F Mar 17, 2014

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    His name is James, I have liked him

    for a long time now.He is my best friend and has been since I met him about seven years ago.I started realizing I had a crush on him, when we were in first grade I had known him a while and we had been through a lot together.Even though we never saw each other out of school.He...
    Alybell Alybell 18-21, F Dec 17, 2013

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    how do you get over some one you have loved

    what seems forever. I have always loved my mates younger sister. Not sure when it happened, but it happened yrs ago. When I first meet my mate, I did not really notice his younger sister. She was about 3 years younger than us. It probably took about a year to get to know her...
    Davenz101 Davenz101 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    Well his names Isaac.

    We have been together since I was 6 we are now 18 being him and 16 being me we go weeks at a time with out talking but we always get back together one day I may marry him who knows!:)
    madvan02 madvan02 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2014

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    The sky was milky gray

    and the ocean was fierce. The light dappled through the clouds. He stood in a circle of four other friends, skateboard underfoot and as aloof as the azure of his eyes. He was ageless and aged all at the same time. Long, salty tendrils hid most of his downcast face as he shot...
    streck32 streck32 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2014

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    Red Is In The Rain

    My story can't be told from logic or a promising future; only from the emptiness in my heart. Sadness from the longing wanting to hold her, not again, but for the first time. Just when I think I don't have to think about her anymore... a random dream happens, so vivid... and in...
    turtlesbythecreek turtlesbythecreek 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    gimmili gimmili 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    Must Love Penguins

    I went to a catholic grade school for nine years. Thus, there were slim pickings in terms of crushable boys. So, naturally, there was a kind of rotation and rivalry between the girls over certain more savory boys. So in sixth grade, I had the unfortunate event of falling slowly...
    ARCsignCera ARCsignCera 18-21, F May 27, 2013

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    my first crush was apparently in kinder

    but from there I transferred schools and I couldn't see her anymore,I felt so sad and mad then along came middle school I saw her but get to nervous then came high school and she hasn't talked to me since. I want her to notice me again but she won't remember me because we hadn't...
    Francisco5 Francisco5 13-15, M Dec 3, 2014

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    Well sorry for my bad english,

    here you go though..i met this girl when i was 10.She was at her grandma shop i look at her and it is my first time i feel something really2 great..years later i went to highschool which we suddenly to be in the same class.Well in that time i still dont really know what love is...
    Haizz93 Haizz93 22-25, M Feb 16, 2014

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    Reconnected 32 Years Later And I Still Melt At The Knees

    My family moved during mid school year. I was enrolled into the local grade 5 class and there he was (I was 10, he was 9). I never spoke to him, he never spoke to me but I crushed on him LARGE. Years passed and brought us to our grade 8 graduation (I was 14, he was 13). He was...
    Torch1964 Torch1964 46-50 3 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    I Just Found My Childhood Crush ..I Think I Still Love Him

    Its been a long time since I saw him. I found him accidentally on Facebook. I sent him message asking if he remembers me. He replied back saying that he remembers everything and gave me each and every details and sent me friend request. That day we talked a lot about those days...
    megan355 megan355 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2013

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    Shauntel. . . She was a small girl,

    extremely thin and fragile looking, with dark long hair and bangs that I'm not even sure was black or brown. I think her eyes were a dark brown color too, and her skin was as pale as the MOON, with serious bags under her eyes. I remember her in a black button sweater, with I...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    My Promise

    I was almost 13 and he was already 13 when we met. Now it is 20 years later. I am married with 3 children and i still feel for what slipped out of my hands years ago. He is the quiet type and i still keep in contact with him from a distance. Although he won't say these...
    DragonflyRose DragonflyRose 31-35, F 3 Responses May 16, 2009

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    I met her when I was about six years old.

    I was a street rat at the time and had to fight for most things. I slept in the alley behind her house when my mother was drunk which was just about every night. I was freezing and starving and she walked by with her mother and she saw me. She offered her kids meal to me...
    ttremain ttremain 18-21, M Apr 6, 2014

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    I don't know if I can call this 'childhood',

    since it's about five years back. I was a new girl at an American school, studying abroad, nervous and shy. Then I met him. He was really nice, but I didn't like him at first. I liked this other guy, who I guess was a jerk, now that I think of him (Let's call this jerk A, and...
    Sieon0712 Sieon0712 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2013

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    The first boy I ever really,

    really felt a connection with--which is incredibly rare for me--(and am about 90% sure felt the same way) in high school was a year younger than me. It was my senior year when I first became friends with him, and then developed the crush, but I tried to stay in contact until he...
    SimpleShares SimpleShares 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13, 2014

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    I Just Can't Win!

    Michael Phillips. My kindergarten crush.....yeah.... KINDERGARTEN. I remember the day he left in what....4th grade? I was in my homeroom with him and he had told me he was moving. I didn't believe him because we used to joke around like that. I told him that I was moving to India...
    Whisperedcries2 Whisperedcries2 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    So Close and Yet....

    Throughout the years I have kept my childhood crush in the back of my mind as perfection, fulfillment, all that is right. Granted I moved away from my home town when I was 12 and saw him only once again when I was 19. He was escorting me to my cousin's wedding. Oh, wait, once...
    stormie17 stormie17 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 27, 2009

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    Your Smile...

    Never did I understand the phrase “a beautiful smile” until I seen yours. Its been a while since I’ve heard you last, and sometimes our paths have crossed, but I don’t think you noticed. Maybe I seen you walking on the sidewalk one day, or I recognized your walk in the...
    shotsylove shotsylove 18-21, F Aug 18, 2013

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