I Am Still In Love With My Ex Boyfriend

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    I met my ex boyfriend five years ago,

    he was really handsome he caught my eye almost immediately *well maybe because he was staring at me* he only said hi and passed by, i kept wondering why didn't he ask for my contacts but it wasn't long when i met him again *3 days after to be exact* i remember thinking i can't...
    Nohope2 Nohope2
    22-25, F
    Dec 16, 2013
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart
    31-35, F
    Aug 31, 2014

    .....but I don't like him : ( and I know he

    isn't good for me. u never really stop loving someone that you once loved ?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 17, 2015

    So he replied to my last message.

    Said it was cool to see me too. Which, obviously is just in a friendly way. But I'm relieved that he was happy enough to see me. And he mentioned recording my songs again. I wish I could know if he is just after the business, or if he really does want to record me. A few...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart
    31-35, F
    Aug 9, 2014

    This pain I feel in my heart

    and have felt for the past 10 months is the reason why I never wanted to fall in love. I remember people telling me how badly it hurts to have your heart broken. My heart wasn't just broken it was completely destroyed. People say time heals all wounds, well I call bullshit on...
    justlivinglifeasme justlivinglifeasme
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 1, 2014
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Sep 19, 2015

    I Am Still Madly In Love With My Ex-Boyfriend

    From day one, when we were 12 years old, I have loved him. It was the silly kind of junior high love, the only kind I was capable of at that time. Always intrigued and wanting to know more about this shy, long-haired, awkward looking boy. Most of everyone else looked straight...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 9, 2013

    I am 19 years old. Two years ago,

    when I was 17, I met someone who would end up completely altering who I thought I was. I was a happy girl. I enjoyed being single and flirting, but I had never had an actual boyfriend. My aunt, who I consider as close to me as a sister, introduced to a friend of hers. He was 23...
    sheonlysighs sheonlysighs
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    kimcc11 kimcc11
    26-30, F
    Sep 1, 2015

    Its been year when my ex broke up with me

    for someone else. I still love him, my feelings for him have not change.
    Shai15 Shai15
    26-30, F
    Sep 12, 2015

    Nights like these where i just want to call him

    and talk to him ! His friends just called me to go down town with them and he's not going ! I would love to just call him and say come over and watch a movie lets not go out ! I still love him so much but it's never going to happen and I'll never take him back unfortunately...
    Liveandlovefree Liveandlovefree
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 4, 2014

    We went out for 3 years.

    . And then we kept talking for another year. We had relationship with other people well him with a girl and me just with one guy.. And we'll it's been like a friends with benefits thing but I still love him he's the only person I've been with. And I've tried to stop talking to...
    weeendyxoxo weeendyxoxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2015

    I really don't understand.

    My ex boyfriend broke up with me after he moved back home in December. After that he invited me to his house on Valentine's weekend and he acted like everything was normal and we were dating even though we weren't. He texts me all the time and snapchats me too. Some days he...
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 9, 2015

    Well at least I think I am.

    We went out for 5 years and last year he broke my heart but he came back and I forgave him only to find out he had cheated on me for about 6 months so I broke things off. through out a whole year we have tried to get back together because mainly he calls and begs for another...
    doubtful09 doubtful09
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2015

    What if the universe made us

    so that we could be great friends and we just misunderstood the signs and thought it has to be love? I can't help but think of him and know that he should be a part of my life. He gets me and i don't know if it's because we've been together for so long or it's because i'm just...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 14, 2015

    Seeing you two nights ago just made me fall in

    love even more with you. It hurts knowing I'll never be able to call you mine anymore . I am now finally able to give the person who deserves a chance a true shot at things . I've realized no matter how bad I wish this wasn't true ... We are over ! Breaks my heart to think...
    Aniohevetotha Aniohevetotha
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    emilyccaa emilyccaa
    26-30, F
    Dec 7, 2015

    I used to have a boyfriend

    who cares and loves me for me but boy did i made a mistake,like a really BIG mistake...I love him so much to think I wasn't ready to date eventhough we were dating for almost 3 months and a half.I know some of you know me like I'm a boy or so but for this kind of topic...All i'm...
    camdengrayson1 camdengrayson1
    13-15, T
    Sep 17, 2015
    TearsAlwaysWin TearsAlwaysWin
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    It's only been 4 days

    since he broke up with me. I feel as though my heart has left my body and I can't function. I just wish I could get bit by a strange bug that erases some memories, just not of family and friends. When I think I'm okay, images of us laying together, laughing together me looking...
    candij1983 candij1983
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2015

    I just sow my ex boyfriend

    and I was next to him and I felt my heart beating so fast that I was afraid I'm gonna die or something, I miss him. I'm feeling so depressed!!!! I love him, how can I after he hurt me like this?
    anonymous1anonymous7 anonymous1anonymous7
    16-17, F
    Aug 10, 2015

    It is so hard to be left behind by the person

    you thought will be your future. I was left behind almost 4 months ago, but I still don't know how to get over him. I pretend to be strong, i pretend that I don't love him anymore but deep inside, i still love him so much. I am still hoping he would come back to me.. I still...
    michellemoret08 michellemoret08
    26-30, F
    Nov 20, 2015

    I'm so ashamed that after all the heartbreak

    you gave me I still itch for you. After all the rude and hurtful things you said to me... You told me I would amount to nothing in my life. You called me so many rude names and shamed my natural being. You said you don't even love me. I'm so ashamed that after all this time I...
    mindofalonely mindofalonely
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2015

    I said I would chase you around the world.

    I said nothing could make me change how I feel about you. You were the one who captivated my whole being. I never loved anyone the way I loved you. I would buy you anything you want, I would do anything you please, I'd follow your lead if you wanted. I would have drilled gold...
    mindofalonely mindofalonely
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2015

    I can't stop crying. Haven't spoken to him in 8

    months. And I've tried denying it but I just can't. I even told my mother our whole story and how much I love him. I feel bad because I have a bf. Sigh...
    Bubblezz123 Bubblezz123
    18-21, F
    Apr 10

    I did it again ... I read my old diaries,

    the ones from my time with him. It's so strange thinking about how long ago it was. It seems like it just happened. But it'll be ten years since we met this October. It's nice, in some ways, though. Those beautiful memories we shared really do make me smile. There was a time...
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2014

    So me and my boyfriend met about four years ago,

    kind of awkwardly to be honest. I met him through a chat room, and we just hit it off. But here's the messed up catch - I Was pretending to be someone else. Screwed up I know. But after we talked for about a year through texting and over the phone, I realized how great of a guy...
    Misskayla1 Misskayla1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2015

    no way I'm still in love with

    that egocentric jerk .
    black08cat black08cat
    70+, F
    1 Response Apr 10

    As much as I hate you I still love you

    and as much as I would like to return all the stuff you given me I don't want to because I don't want you to return the stuff I gave you. 😣
    Ownership Ownership
    22-25, F
    Sep 1, 2015

    His name is Tyler I miss him

    so much I walk around in the halls and see how he has moved on. I don't see how peoples feelings can just go away like that. Everything was so different with him and I have no regrets but I knew he was my one and only after our first kiss but I guess he thought different love...
    hollymeyer00 hollymeyer00
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014

    I been in love with my ex

    and i don't what? My mother does't like him. But i still love him. Ugggh i can't deal with it. I am going crazy
    Fitmom28 Fitmom28
    26-30, F
    Dec 7, 2015

    Sometimes I Wonder.......

    When I was 21, I had my first serious relationship.  I was madly in love with him.  At first it was reciprical, then he started cooling off.  As a last attempt to keep him, I gave him my virginity (he was a virgin too).  He was a strict Catholic and...
    teddybear95 teddybear95
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2010

    I dated a lot of boys before

    but never felt this way about one . Me and my ex got together when I was 12 all the way until I as 16 , he is 5 years older than me and got me pregnant when I was 13 going on 14 I had a abortion when I was about 8 weeks pregnant and I think about it al the time . He been in and...
    queenayanna queenayanna
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 7

    We dated for a good year.

    .he was my true love..my everything. We broke up last August and I never thought the feelings for him would stay so strong for this long. :/ wish I wouldn't have messed up so much..wish I wouldn't have let him go so easily. I wish I would have treated him better. God I love him...
    musicismysalvation musicismysalvation
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    We broke up last December 2014.

    We've been together for 3 years. I thought everything will be fine as it is since we're having a long distance relationship. Then one day, I felt him drifting away, call it intuition. I felt that he doesn't seem to love me anymore. So I did what I think is right. Broke up with...
    AiCutter AiCutter
    18-21, F
    Aug 17, 2015

    When he broke up with me,

    we were in French class. Right in the middle of class he dumped me. I tried not to cry when he told me so I held it in, and said like oh yeah I was going to break up with you anyways. But that's not true and despite the fact that he dumped me I still have feelings for him.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 11, 2015

    "I'm not going to get over you.

    Yeah, I'll move on, stop crying and stop thinking about you as much, but I'm never going to get over you" Wow. Who would have thought that those words I spoke to him, so long ago, would be so true?
    ImpossibleHeart ImpossibleHeart
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2014

    I met him on a greyhound

    and we hit it off immediately, lets call him Andrew. I fell for him and he for me but I had a boyfriend we so remained friends until I broke up with my existing boyfriend at the time, lets call him Damian. Andrew and I then dated briefly but then he said he wasn't ready for a...
    AquaQ AquaQ
    26-30, F
    Jan 22

    I don't know about being in love still

    but yesterday I was hit by a barrage of flashbacks.. It makes me feel so vulnerable and I hate that I allowed myself in this position. But they say it's better to have loved and lost.. And I suppose that would be better. Maybe. Bluh go away flashbacks! The past is the past and...
    plsdontsitonme plsdontsitonme
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2015

    I've been in love with my Ex Boyfriend

    for more than a year now. It seems to me that he may or may not still like me? Its like he changes his mind all the time. Its almost as if hes been forcing himself to stop liking me though... I need help.
    MissCheekyFaced MissCheekyFaced
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2014

    Ten Reasons To Get Over Your Ex

    This is for all you ladies (& laddies) looking for support on this site after being heart broken from an ex.. 1. Chances are they’ve already moved on. They picked themselves up already and go through entire days without thinking of you. Their new Facebook album is pictures of...
    Iconica Iconica
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Sep 25, 2013

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    annacc11 annacc11
    26-30, F
    Sep 18, 2015

    Some People Never Change

    I will always still care about my ex no matter how bad he hurt me and all the things I had to go through with him. I just wonder how he can mess up twice you know? I loved him but I can't stand getting hurt again so I had to stop everything with him.
    jackyfromtheblock jackyfromtheblock
    18-21
    Oct 22, 2013

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    julieccaa11 julieccaa11
    26-30, F
    Dec 10, 2015

    I kinda wish my ex would of actually tried to

    change but you can't make someone live you,buy you flowers or take you out.That was him ....always talking to girls,always bad mouthing me,taking my money ,never paying me back.I started loosing interest but I wanted it for my daughter...He broke up with me and time to time I...
    moondesires moondesires
    22-25, F
    Aug 10, 2015

    I know he has probably moved on already.

    Actually I'm almost certain he has, but I'm still in love with my ex. Some days I have hope that maybe he will come back but others I'm not so sure. I'm not ready to move on and I don't think I ever will. I just really hope he will come back. He's been my best friend for 3 years...
    BrittanySue96 BrittanySue96
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2014

    Me and my ex broke up about three years ago

    and ever since we first started dating i knew there was something different about him and we recently got back together and i had to end the relation ship because it was him or my daughter and i feel empty inside like i want to cry all the time and i have no one to talk to about...
    immadino immadino
    18-21, F
    Nov 13, 2015

    Love

    Im in love with my ex but he is such a *******
    vikkiex33 vikkiex33
    22-25, F
    Oct 12, 2013

    So it's been since January

    that I've been apart from my one true love ! I left him, the biggest mistake I could have ever done! And let me tell you I have done plenty. By none like this ! One that will haunt me for days and nights to come! He's since then started a new relationship as I kind of did as...
    NatalieMarie521 NatalieMarie521
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 4, 2015

    I am still deeply in love with my 'ex'

    and I do still feel he's the one. There's no-one else I feel about the same way as the way I still feel about him. It hurts so much every night and day that the fact I may never see him again, even as a friend has truly broken my heart in a billion pieces. I honesty think I...
    jayb2014 jayb2014
    18-21, M
    Jan 27, 2015

    I love this boy so much

    and he's my best friend, well only friend now and he does everything for me , he's even letting me stay with him cause I'm homeless but his gf is making him choose cause instead of seeing someone who needs a place to stay, she sees his ex girlfriend is staying with her bf, but...
    TryingToGetBy18 TryingToGetBy18
    18-21
    Apr 10

    To text him or not to text him?

    I know he still loves me, I just can't handle the emotional stress of a relationship right now.. I want to tell him how I feel but I don't want to get hurt again
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2015
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