I Am Still In Love With My First Love

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    We are still in love despite of the long 14

    years that we have not seen each other. No communication at all. It's like nothing happened. We're still the same us! We are the perfect couple. But as reality strike, we stop and look at each other. We are both married. He married a woman who has the same name as I I...
    ShadowNash ShadowNash
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2015

    I still love my first love.

    Always have. Always will. Not sure why exactly. I feel that I love the idea that I have in my head of who he is, Rather then the man he actually is. We still talk occasionally but I know we will never be and that's ok. After all at the end of the day I'm the one that left and...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Apr 24, 2015

    i cant forget no matter what!

    !! he is my first bf and my last!! i thought of ending my life even for him... if not him then il never get married...!!!
    honeyswiz21gal honeyswiz21gal
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015
    TheAvenue TheAvenue
    18-21, M
    Jan 28, 2016

    I Still Love Him Even Though Im The One Who Dumped Him,.

    i broke up with my first love because things just werent what they had been in the beginning, i was going through a lot of emotional stress, having a withdrawerl side effect from stopping cutting myself,  and not myself, being slightly bitchy and acting really nasty to...
    hiddenbabe hiddenbabe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2012

    I am still in love with my first love

    and we're also married.. haha
    deleted deleted
    Jul 21, 2015

    I've been in love with this guy

    for almost 3-4 years. I've never loved someone for so long and have never loved someone this much before. But he hates me now so it does not matter anyway
    ohayomegu ohayomegu
    18-21, F
    Mar 28, 2016

    Dreaming Of My Dreamy Man

    I still think about my first love almost daily.  It is due to the fact that for the last 2 years I have been having these odd dreams about him.  I had one again last night.  We always seem to find one another after all these 40 years.  We still look the same...
    warrensburg warrensburg
    56-60, F
    Dec 28, 2009

    For years, I have walked around not knowing

    if everyone felt the same as I do about my first love. If everything reminds everyone else of that first special someone that opened up their heart for the first time and helped them discover what love is. I have always wondered if the connection that I had with my first...
    haiyeo haiyeo
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 11, 2014

    I suppose this is equally a question

    as it is an experience. I need to have the experience to express in detail what happened, and what has resulted -what I've become. I need this to be a question, because I'm asking if there is anyone out there who understands and has "experienced" this too. I want to know your...
    CatherineGray CatherineGray
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 26, 2014

    30 years may as well have been 30 minutes

    when he walked into the room http://youtu.be/V8Gj0fSzf7Q
    deleted deleted
    Jul 20, 2015

    It'S Been 5 Years.

    We started dating when I was just 13.... Now I am almost 19. I want to marry this boy.. I can't see myself with anyone else. <3
    bbfeels bbfeels
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 24, 2013

    Always And Forever

    there is someone that i cant  ever seem to get off my mind....off my heart, a permanent stain that doesn't  come out no matter  what i do.out of my senses, i can still smell they way is house always smelled like a lavender fragrance fabric softener from his mom doing the...
    tikie33 tikie33
    Mar 12, 2011

    After 26 Years We Found Each Other Again......

    We started dating in july 1986 and dated for about 4 years.....We were completely in love with each other....Being we were so young we went our seperate ways and went on to live two seperate lives, always trying to stay in touch when possible.... After both of us being married...
    janinebrau69 janinebrau69
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    chriscc11 chriscc11
    26-30, F
    Jul 21, 2015

    I need some opinions?

    ! So this guy I used to date about a year ago, we lost total contact after we broke up then some how he found me on Facebook and stuff and we msged after a couples months we got back together in October. we broke up again in December decided to be "just friends" well mainly...
    whenwherewhat whenwherewhat
    18-21, F
    Mar 28, 2016

    First off I'm not still in love with my first

    love, because our relationship was complicated but I do still think about him.( mostly because he has depression problems). We met through a friend, he supposedly liked but she was 26 and he was 16 so right off the bat I kinda knew it wouldn't work out( btw we met on a game) so...
    IntellectualKalie IntellectualKalie
    18-21, F
    Jan 2, 2016

    Always And Forever

    we were very young but as soon as i seen him it was like love at first sight. he had the perfect blonde hair, the blue eyes and smile that sparkled. we kicked things of in the summer and it was the best time of my life when we had our first kiss it was like fireworks going of in...
    babyshauna babyshauna
    Jul 31, 2011


    his blonde hair his brown eyes are like angles on flight he is amazing he loves me so even though im 14 but they say he is stuck in his own world its been that way since he met me
    miaAlica miaAlica
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 21, 2013

    My first love is my current girlfriend.

    There's something about helping her out during her days of depression that sparked our love for each other. Then I knew she desperately needed someone to guide her life, and I had the urge to assist the likes of her situation. We fit like two puzzle pieces. She's the reason I...
    DrapesOnFire DrapesOnFire
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2016

    I Am Still In Love With My 1st Love And I Hate It

    i am still in love with my 1st love and i hate it i dont hate him but i hate being in love with him its been almost 2 years now i would say and all i really want to do is be able to move on i mean i am in a relationship right now but i dont think i can love or really have a good...
    juggalo13 juggalo13
    18-21, F
    Oct 23, 2009

    We will go through life,

    though for now we are not side by side, we will be hand in hand. my sweet darling, I know though separately we now fly, hold tight and It will show that together we will land.
    HozierAndMumford HozierAndMumford
    18-21, M
    Nov 26, 2014

    Ok, so first love? Is this actually real?

    People say the first cut is the deepest I do believe that! I'll admit that I am still in love with my first love. The thing is, it's such a beautiful thing two people that are experiencing 'love' and sharing the feelings together for the first time! Now that is a big impact on...
    benzo12 benzo12
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2014

    I'm realising that 30 years mean nothing

    against the spirit of a great heart. He loves me. I need to educate my soul to accept him utterly and completely into my mind. My heart is willing but my body is feeble. My soul tells me I will die lonely, bereft and incomplete if I do not give him my entire being. I'm waiting...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 23, 2015

    My First Love Has A New Girl Friend

    I've always loved him, but I'm never sure how he's really felt about me. It was four years of good intimacy and bad communication. I was young and emotional, he was young and abusive. When we began to physically fight I knew things had to change so I began to withdraw. The...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 2, 2013

    It all began with one invitation: My friend

    invited me to her Aunt's Birthday party. And being that they are a wealthy extended family, a lot of people will surely attend. On our way to her hometown (where the party will be held), I began to feel more and more unsure of myself. I was really nervous because i was about to...
    runo2432 runo2432
    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2015

    I still have a crush on this hot baby faced

    teacher. Many girls at my high school when I was there liked him too. But I would marry him if he wasnt already taken. Hes my brothers teacher now it upsets me because whenever my parents and my brother mention mr andrew I sigh and they dont even notice. sometimes I wish he...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 20, 2016

    I whittle the night hours away,

    thinking of your love. You're so far away, I cannot let myself believe we will never touch again...
    Iceman75 Iceman75
    18-21, M
    Nov 29, 2014

    It was first day in school.

    I was new in school. I saw a tall man standing at the corner with blue shirt having white collar, He looked stunning with his attire and I was attracted to him so much and felt the strange beatings in my heart and for the first time I felt a call it "crush"? . He was so handsome...
    elacares elacares
    51-55, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    Yes i still love her a lot,

    how can i forget her she was the first love of my life i will never forget her.She has a special place in my heart and no one else can take that place and her image will never go out of my mind because i still love her a lot.
    Roadguy Roadguy
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 28, 2016

    My first love was the boy across the street .

    We grew up together . We played together , went to school together , attend the same church , and eventually we fell for each other . There was only one problem ... His family didn't like mine . They personally had no issues with me (I was a teenager and a good girl) but my...
    kstu1 kstu1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2014

    I originally shared this story in response to

    an EP question but I think it needs to be added t my stories because it's the saddest story of my life... I lost my father at the age of 9 and my mother at the age of 12, both to natural causes. My extended family packed up a bag of clothing for my brother and I and sent the...
    stillinlove2 stillinlove2
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Mar 10, 2015

    Each passing day feels like I'm watching a

    subconscious counter tick off time, as a reminder when me and my ex broke up. The road has been bumpy. Roughly nine years I made a decision that I Can never take back. A decision I can never reclaim or think over. I broke up with someone who I made happy and made me happy and...
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r
    26-30, M
    May 15, 2015

    And that's bullshit!!

    !!! And that's bullshit!!!!!!!!!
    deleted deleted
    Jul 20, 2015

    Going On Eight Years

    First love first everything, been together for about ten yrs married for almost 8 nov 5 is our anniversary. I was 17 ( I am now 26) when I meet him he is older n his thirties but that doesn't bother me. Can't help who u fall n love with... we have our bad days like any other...
    sweetgirl49022 sweetgirl49022
    26-30, F
    Oct 29, 2013

    Still In Love With My First Love

    After almost 30 years my first love shows up out of the blue . I have thought of him so often. He came to my work told me he had been keeping tabs on me for years that he still has feelings for me that he remembers the last time we made love, how he never wanted me to leave. we...
    Mm38dd Mm38dd
    41-45, F
    Apr 15, 2013
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