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I Am Still Not Over the Death of My Friend

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 70 People

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    I miss her and sometimes I just cry when I remember her, she died almost two years ago.  I met her in grade 9, she had those beautiful green eyes and an amazing personality.  One year later she was diagnosed with Arthritis.  None of us including her thought that this could be...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    Don't Know How To Be

    don't know why I'm deciding to write this here at  6:30 am with no sleep all night. But I felt the need to share more stories after reading more. This is definitely the hardest one to share. July 31st 2006 I lost my best friend, since middle school, to diabetes...
    Beingmeinstead Beingmeinstead 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Why Did You Have To Leave Me Here?

    Jamie... It's not even been 18 months since you left us. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you and cry. The song you quoted to me is the most played on my iPod as it reminds me of you. Every time I hear it, I cry because you told me to 'hold on' (The Bee Gees, I've...
    KMP25 KMP25 18-21 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    A Smile For Emily

    An amazing young lady, Emily was. She had some problems. She had a very dysfunctional family that landed her in foster care. Also, she has a slight mental handicap, a mild form of Autism, I believe. But for all her faults, she had many good qualities. She was a good kid, had a...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 24, 2012

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    Melody

    It's been months now since I've lost you, but it still feels like yesterday that I heard the news. I still want to talk to you about everything that happens. How am I suppose to go on without your advice? I still cry some nights, wishing that you could hear the...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    7 Years And A New Life... I Think I Made It Worse.

    Nights like tonight, I am at my lowest. I can't figure out how to be happy in my life when my life equation doesn't have you. It's literally a broken glass, at first I couldn't find a few peices but now it seems like I threw the rest away. Where did my life turn. I can't help...
    YoursTruelyAlways YoursTruelyAlways 22-25 Mar 3, 2011

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    Dean

    i lost my boyfriend on 13th feb 08 (yes the day befor valentines day) he died in a motorcycle accident (him and his cousin) they swerved to miss a drunk driver in a 4wd and the bike slid into a tree then a car swerved to miss the drunk driver also and hit them :( RIP boys u were...
    sammi2312 sammi2312 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Christmas.

        I can't believe its almost been 5 months without you. I don't know how i've done it, but somehow someway i've made it this far without going crazy. If you asked me 5 months ago to picture my life without you, i don't think i could of done it. Because i never...
    briaxo briaxo 16-17, F Dec 23, 2009

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    The year of 2010 really changed my life.

    I lost my bestfriends that year.. Still today tears fill in my eyes . rip Absalom 'nd Dakota <3 <3
    breelouise breelouise 22-25, F Jun 17, 2014

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    Nothins Changed..

    Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy,..... God knows how much i miss you...  Its been going on three years this coming june but it feels like yesterday... Time hasnt healed the wounds only deepened my aching heart.. I long to hear your voice, although at times I feel your presence.. ...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 19-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2008

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    Happy Birthday To Me..

     I just want to be numb right now and it's only 1AM. It's funny how the aching sets in even before you realize what day it is. Like your body goes into a cycle of mourning for itself. You don't have to tell it anything. The persistant hammering in my head is a...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    I Understand That

    it was almost 6 months before i knew my wife was killed and her mother took her own life that day after i was shoot down in viet nam it was only a freak accidnet our grandpanerts knes i was even alive and one of then stay by my bed for almost 6 months till i cam out of a coma
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jul 4, 2011

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    Death Of My Friend

    Death of my friend,Still gets me,Over it,No way,That'll take time,If ever at all.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Jun 1, 2012

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    It's been four years

    and I'm still trying to dig my way out of your grave. Still trying to find the words to finally tell my parents why I felt so guilty about you leaving and why I punished myself so harshly when it had nothing to do with me at all. They definitely know already, but I'm sure they'd...
    ayelet23 ayelet23 18-21, F Jun 21, 2014

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    Sorrow

    i am going to miss you so much my dear friend.  i will no longer enjoy you coming by to tease me, to talk to me, to play with me. we made a good team of friends, you and i, and i am mourning the loss of you. i am mourning the uniqueness of you. you are so special, and so...
    seasong seasong 36-40, F May 25, 2009

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    One Year Today

    It has been one year as of july 2nd that i lost one of my best friends to a car acsident.We burried him on the 4th so every year from now on we only have momories to go by of him.He left behind a beautiful little girl who can not know her daddy to grow up with.I know its hard to...
    Andre Andre 21-25, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2007

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    My best friend passed less

    than a year ago back in October. I still find it hard to believe he's gone. I hadn't talked to him in months before he passed because he had moved states an we got Into a huge argument but the afternoon before his accident I got a text from him saying "I'm sorry for everything...
    imjare imjare 16-17, M Jun 15, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    There's a want and there's a hate. There's things ppl can't meet in the middle and get along. I for one will always remember a friend that I lost. I want to be friends with him...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I'm in a relationship for over two years now and he is my best friend <3 but I have a best guy friend too! Cameron. Now I won't go into details of my amazing relationship but...
    Jalaylay93 Jalaylay93 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I have this relationship with this girl for about a year now, I met her when we had like 5 and we never talked since then. When I saw her again I kinda liked her.So I invited her...
    jetrax jetrax 22-25 Feb 19

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    When I was 12 I spent the night at my friend's house and we made prank calls late into the night to different radio stations. Around 2am, the house phone rang and my friend's...
    tdw195 tdw195 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    If I were to offer you a smile Would you smile back? If I should fail to greet you first Would you excuse the manners that I lack? If I were to reach out to you Would you take me...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am looking for more friends who are girls! Hmm...I seem to be doing ok with guys who are my friends on EP, but I would love to befriend more EP girls...I don't have any bff gfs...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F Feb 12

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    I was talking about this with my gay roommates. I admitted to them that I thought they were pretty attractive and personality-wise, they are pretty admirable. They only thing is...
    btroycraft btroycraft 22-25, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    yes, pretty please, i just moved in a new town and a new country and i still have no friends, maybe i'm being too girly and complain too much, or maybe i just need to feel happier...
    ANDARYELLUPO ANDARYELLUPO 22-25, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    Progress- I'm still helping my friend Kayla gain and she's doing great :) in addition to the nine pounds she already put on she's packed on 8 more pounds since I last posted...
    GettingChubby GettingChubby 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 15

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    I was almost giving up on here, but glad I didn't. Glad I came back. Now I found(and hope to still find) great friends that I can talk to. ??
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i have a friend who ive known since i was young and throughout the years i use to meet up with him and our other friends to go out. I ve struggled with it since i was young for...
    reflectivemind reflectivemind 70+, M 7 hrs ago

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    I unfortunately have witnessed death. The end of a life. The end of our love. It left me with nothing but questions and hurt. Why? Keeps running through my mind and it's been...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I have a friend, I’ll call her S. We met first year of college. We were both insecure and so we hung out a lot together. And I mean a lot. We ate almost every meal together...
    4Rae 4Rae 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    When you become friend of the people you really like or admire, you want to be with them and you expect them to be the same with you as well. Friends are the fundamental element on...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I would... although l have many acquaintances and enjoy chatting with them, like others l have a few close friends, whom l can discuss anything with, no holds barred...you know who...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I'm so Confused! PART 1 So I changed schools. I finished my tenth grade and left to another school and stayed there my junior and senior year. In my junior year I met a boy named...
    M1k3L3vitZ M1k3L3vitZ 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    Holt said the third analysis is still accustomed to be weak, with Scotiabank tracking a one per cent annualized pace. That is bisected the amount the Coffer of Canada predicted in...
    fifacoinsarc fifacoinsarc 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I Am In Love With Twodifferent Men At The Same Time I need advice. I am in love with two different men at the same time. I am almost married but have been carrying on an 'on again...
    Vodkating Vodkating 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. ~ Norman Cousins
    Ravidesai Ravidesai 41-45, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I have several EP friends who have crossed over to my real life. I've been on this site 4.5yrs and have developed close friendships with some. I have a fantastic business partner...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 31-35, F 17 hrs ago

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    "Say goodbye to the pain of the past." As much as I would like to bury you alive or push you in the middle of a busy street, I can't ever deny that what we had as friends was...
    trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE 26-30, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Thoreau said that most men will lead lives of quiet desperation and go to the grave with song still in them. I use to think that life was made up of a systematic routine. You live...
    escape1424 escape1424 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    My best friend got married and moved away a few years we still talk almost everyday but its not the same. we can't do any of the things we used to do or even have the conversations...
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M 19 hrs ago

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    Hey everyone, basically i don't have any friends and i think it has a lot to do with being bullied a few years back. I tend to not get on with girls. Also, i don't go drinking or...
    Jessr19895x Jessr19895x 18-21, F 17 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Why fear death? We are all going on the same destination at the end. We are born to die. We live to fulfill whatever we want to be then eventually will die. We do whatever it...
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F Feb 15

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    Today I found out that someone that I had once been close to had passed away. And while I may have lost this friend a long time ago because of a falling out, it just makes it hurt...
    jhnn0356 jhnn0356 18-21, F 3 days ago

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