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I Am Still Not Over the Death of My Friend

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    7 Years And A New Life... I Think I Made It Worse.

    Nights like tonight, I am at my lowest. I can't figure out how to be happy in my life when my life equation doesn't have you. It's literally a broken glass, at first I couldn't find a few peices but now it seems like I threw the rest away. Where did my life turn. I can't help...
    YoursTruelyAlways YoursTruelyAlways 22-25 Mar 3, 2011

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    A Smile For Emily

    An amazing young lady, Emily was. She had some problems. She had a very dysfunctional family that landed her in foster care. Also, she has a slight mental handicap, a mild form of Autism, I believe. But for all her faults, she had many good qualities. She was a good kid, had a...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 24, 2012

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    My best friend passed less

    than a year ago back in October. I still find it hard to believe he's gone. I hadn't talked to him in months before he passed because he had moved states an we got Into a huge argument but the afternoon before his accident I got a text from him saying "I'm sorry for everything...
    imjare imjare 16-17, M Jun 15

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    Nothins Changed..

    Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy,..... God knows how much i miss you...  Its been going on three years this coming june but it feels like yesterday... Time hasnt healed the wounds only deepened my aching heart.. I long to hear your voice, although at times I feel your presence.. ...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 19-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2008

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    Melody

    It's been months now since I've lost you, but it still feels like yesterday that I heard the news. I still want to talk to you about everything that happens. How am I suppose to go on without your advice? I still cry some nights, wishing that you could hear the...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Christmas.

        I can't believe its almost been 5 months without you. I don't know how i've done it, but somehow someway i've made it this far without going crazy. If you asked me 5 months ago to picture my life without you, i don't think i could of done it. Because i never...
    briaxo briaxo 16-17, F Dec 23, 2009

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    I Understand That

    it was almost 6 months before i knew my wife was killed and her mother took her own life that day after i was shoot down in viet nam it was only a freak accidnet our grandpanerts knes i was even alive and one of then stay by my bed for almost 6 months till i cam out of a coma
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jul 4, 2011

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    Why Did You Have To Leave Me Here?

    Jamie... It's not even been 18 months since you left us. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you and cry. The song you quoted to me is the most played on my iPod as it reminds me of you. Every time I hear it, I cry because you told me to 'hold on' (The Bee Gees, I've...
    KMP25 KMP25 18-21 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    Dean

    i lost my boyfriend on 13th feb 08 (yes the day befor valentines day) he died in a motorcycle accident (him and his cousin) they swerved to miss a drunk driver in a 4wd and the bike slid into a tree then a car swerved to miss the drunk driver also and hit them :( RIP boys u were...
    sammi2312 sammi2312 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Happy Birthday To Me..

     I just want to be numb right now and it's only 1AM. It's funny how the aching sets in even before you realize what day it is. Like your body goes into a cycle of mourning for itself. You don't have to tell it anything. The persistant hammering in my head is a...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    || Wish You Were Still Here ||

    I miss her and sometimes I just cry when I remember her, she died almost two years ago.  I met her in grade 9, she had those beautiful green eyes and an amazing personality.  One year later she was diagnosed with Arthritis.  None of us including her thought that this could be...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    One Year Today

    It has been one year as of july 2nd that i lost one of my best friends to a car acsident.We burried him on the 4th so every year from now on we only have momories to go by of him.He left behind a beautiful little girl who can not know her daddy to grow up with.I know its hard to...
    Andre Andre 21-25, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2007

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    The year of 2010 really changed my life.

    I lost my bestfriends that year.. Still today tears fill in my eyes . rip Absalom 'nd Dakota <3 <3
    breelouise breelouise 22-25, F Jun 17

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    Death Of My Friend

    Death of my friend,Still gets me,Over it,No way,That'll take time,If ever at all.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Jun 1, 2012

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    Don't Know How To Be

    don't know why I'm deciding to write this here at  6:30 am with no sleep all night. But I felt the need to share more stories after reading more. This is definitely the hardest one to share. July 31st 2006 I lost my best friend, since middle school, to diabetes...
    Beingmeinstead Beingmeinstead 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Sorrow

    i am going to miss you so much my dear friend.  i will no longer enjoy you coming by to tease me, to talk to me, to play with me. we made a good team of friends, you and i, and i am mourning the loss of you. i am mourning the uniqueness of you. you are so special, and so...
    seasong seasong 36-40, F 1 Response May 25, 2009

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    It's been four years

    and I'm still trying to dig my way out of your grave. Still trying to find the words to finally tell my parents why I felt so guilty about you leaving and why I punished myself so harshly when it had nothing to do with me at all. They definitely know already, but I'm sure they'd...
    ayelet23 ayelet23 18-21, F Jun 21

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    All my life i never thought that i could end up with no true friends like i do today.. I used to have a great childhood and lots of friends. but no true friends , not even one. I...
    thesimpletruth77 thesimpletruth77 36-40, F Jul 21

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    I'm young and stuff, but i'm still looking for friends. I'm a people pleaser, and I just really wanna make friends, it doesn't have to be sexual if you don't want it to!
    HarrisonPorterLacy HarrisonPorterLacy 16-17, M Jul 29

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    "GOOD DAY"I had one of my sons dreams last night again where he is showing me death, the last time I had this dream it scared me and I became isolated in doors, but this time I...
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    So where do the new identity begins?, when you learn your new feelings you experience, when you can except their deaths, I'm still working on that to, but I know I can't keep...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    The older brother of good friend of mine recently passed away. He had been in the same school as my friend and I, so I knew him. It was shocking, and utterly unexpected. He was 27...
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    WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD I dont really have any friends and i havent had any for many years except my wife and kids. I have a few people i talk to online but other than that no...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 10

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    My friend: "Can I come over to your house?" My best friend: *already in front of my room, calling me/knocking the door or suddenly already in my bed when i'm still sleeping*
    Rinkika Rinkika 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    Alexander815d4bq9 Alexander815d4bq9 31-35, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Dirkhxm2260 Dirkhxm2260 31-35, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Really I'm still in shock and I haven't really figured out how to feel about this yet. Maybe talking about it here will help. I'll start from the beginning with how I met and...
    NuuIdeas NuuIdeas 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Oh I have happened upon my death my parents and my relatives , I had no way of knowing it's upon me and you couldn't have known either all I am asking is that you let me go , set...
    Missreedy Missreedy 31-35 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I do not believe in the supernatural. I was born and raised Catholic but I do not practice the faith. I am not sure if I could really sense death. I am not sure if it's a...
    octaliug octaliug 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I lost my little brother to a heroin overdose two years ago. He was nineteen, only a year younger than me. I had no memory of a life without him. He was my best friend and we were...
    MonetChere MonetChere 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My best friend died in 2011 and I haven't found anyone like her since. It sucks because she was the perfect best friend for me and before she died we stopped talking over a studpid...
    Godisnumber1 Godisnumber1 22-25 5 days ago

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    Because I have seen enough of it to know that when it's my turn, i will happily fall into the Hands of God, who will take me to the place where all mu loved ones are, who came...
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    I probably fear life more than I fear death. There are far worse things in life than there are in death. I’d like to think of death as a liberation of struggles, diseases...
    TheGreatLeveler TheGreatLeveler 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 31

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    This was back when I was a sophomore in High School. I remember practicing for the marching band and that day was especially hard since it rained earlier and the humidity was at 1...
    CloakedStranger CloakedStranger 22-25, M Aug 12

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    I've tried soo hard to be friends with females and still everything either involves drama or competition. I can't even.. just want a chill guy friend. we can talk, FaceTime...
    EmmieBear EmmieBear 16-17, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    My friend since early grade got sick and died long time ago when we just finished college and started working. It broke my heart. we were so close and she was the only friend I...
    zoe1970 zoe1970 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well in my opinion I don't want my tax dollars for someone to get a three meals a day a bed and bunch of friends around to do nothing but rot(I'm strictly speaking about the very...
    petitelady28 petitelady28 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I love to watch it again & again. It is second time I am repeating the whole series but still feels like fresh. I miss my friends while watching it.
    devomkar devomkar 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    What Is A Friend? A friend is someone who is always there, through thick and thin; Someone who is only a text away. A friend is someone you can always rely on: Someone who is...
    vonbender2010 vonbender2010 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    You inspired the deepest most profound poetry I never thought I had the ability to write. You inspired the deepest most profound feelings that led me into an obsession with you. As...
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    Death Penalty, its the easy way out from criminals. Think, would you rather sit in jail the rest of your life, be abused, and neglected. Or be dead. Most people would choose to be...
    MaddyAlexis MaddyAlexis 13-15, F 7 Responses Jul 25

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    I lost a friend 11 months ago in a car accident. As I'm writing this right now I'm still not fully aware of the graveness of what I'm saying, and I don't think I'll ever be. My...
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