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I Am Still Not Over the Death of My Friend

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    Death Of My Friend

    Death of my friend,Still gets me,Over it,No way,That'll take time,If ever at all.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Jun 1, 2012

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    A Smile For Emily

    An amazing young lady, Emily was. She had some problems. She had a very dysfunctional family that landed her in foster care. Also, she has a slight mental handicap, a mild form of Autism, I believe. But for all her faults, she had many good qualities. She was a good kid, had a...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 24, 2012

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    Dean

    i lost my boyfriend on 13th feb 08 (yes the day befor valentines day) he died in a motorcycle accident (him and his cousin) they swerved to miss a drunk driver in a 4wd and the bike slid into a tree then a car swerved to miss the drunk driver also and hit them :( RIP boys u were...
    sammi2312 sammi2312 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Melody

    It's been months now since I've lost you, but it still feels like yesterday that I heard the news. I still want to talk to you about everything that happens. How am I suppose to go on without your advice? I still cry some nights, wishing that you could hear the...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    The year of 2010 really changed my life.

    I lost my bestfriends that year.. Still today tears fill in my eyes . rip Absalom 'nd Dakota <3 <3
    breelouise breelouise 22-25, F Jun 17

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    Nothins Changed..

    Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy,..... God knows how much i miss you...  Its been going on three years this coming june but it feels like yesterday... Time hasnt healed the wounds only deepened my aching heart.. I long to hear your voice, although at times I feel your presence.. ...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 19-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2008

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    I Understand That

    it was almost 6 months before i knew my wife was killed and her mother took her own life that day after i was shoot down in viet nam it was only a freak accidnet our grandpanerts knes i was even alive and one of then stay by my bed for almost 6 months till i cam out of a coma
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jul 4, 2011

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    || Wish You Were Still Here ||

    I miss her and sometimes I just cry when I remember her, she died almost two years ago.  I met her in grade 9, she had those beautiful green eyes and an amazing personality.  One year later she was diagnosed with Arthritis.  None of us including her thought that this could be...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    Christmas.

        I can't believe its almost been 5 months without you. I don't know how i've done it, but somehow someway i've made it this far without going crazy. If you asked me 5 months ago to picture my life without you, i don't think i could of done it. Because i never...
    briaxo briaxo 16-17, F Dec 23, 2009

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    My best friend passed less

    than a year ago back in October. I still find it hard to believe he's gone. I hadn't talked to him in months before he passed because he had moved states an we got Into a huge argument but the afternoon before his accident I got a text from him saying "I'm sorry for everything...
    imjare imjare 16-17, M Jun 15

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    Happy Birthday To Me..

     I just want to be numb right now and it's only 1AM. It's funny how the aching sets in even before you realize what day it is. Like your body goes into a cycle of mourning for itself. You don't have to tell it anything. The persistant hammering in my head is a...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    7 Years And A New Life... I Think I Made It Worse.

    Nights like tonight, I am at my lowest. I can't figure out how to be happy in my life when my life equation doesn't have you. It's literally a broken glass, at first I couldn't find a few peices but now it seems like I threw the rest away. Where did my life turn. I can't help...
    YoursTruelyAlways YoursTruelyAlways 22-25 Mar 3, 2011

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    One Year Today

    It has been one year as of july 2nd that i lost one of my best friends to a car acsident.We burried him on the 4th so every year from now on we only have momories to go by of him.He left behind a beautiful little girl who can not know her daddy to grow up with.I know its hard to...
    Andre Andre 21-25, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2007

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    Sorrow

    i am going to miss you so much my dear friend.  i will no longer enjoy you coming by to tease me, to talk to me, to play with me. we made a good team of friends, you and i, and i am mourning the loss of you. i am mourning the uniqueness of you. you are so special, and so...
    seasong seasong 36-40, F 1 Response May 25, 2009

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    It's been four years

    and I'm still trying to dig my way out of your grave. Still trying to find the words to finally tell my parents why I felt so guilty about you leaving and why I punished myself so harshly when it had nothing to do with me at all. They definitely know already, but I'm sure they'd...
    ayelet23 ayelet23 16-17, F Jun 21

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    Don't Know How To Be

    don't know why I'm deciding to write this here at  6:30 am with no sleep all night. But I felt the need to share more stories after reading more. This is definitely the hardest one to share. July 31st 2006 I lost my best friend, since middle school, to diabetes...
    Beingmeinstead Beingmeinstead 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Why Did You Have To Leave Me Here?

    Jamie... It's not even been 18 months since you left us. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you and cry. The song you quoted to me is the most played on my iPod as it reminds me of you. Every time I hear it, I cry because you told me to 'hold on' (The Bee Gees, I've...
    KMP25 KMP25 18-21 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    My best friend was Jordan and I meet her when I was like 7 believe it or not we first met in a church which was ironic cause she's an atheist and I'm undefined now. Anyway we got...
    DarkRun421 DarkRun421 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    Ok so sometimes it feels like I'm the only one because everyone around me obsesses over death. It's never been scary to me...at all. It's just...I don't even really understand the...
    aeoliandivine aeoliandivine 18-21 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I faced death twice in my life..both are amazingly proved how incapable I am to control my own life even my own body.. its like the smallest part of me is not within my authority...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M Jul 12

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    It's really cool and really possible. My best guy friend and I have been friends since my freshman year of college. I'm a senior now. We're still very close friends. There is no...
    LovelyLadyJ LovelyLadyJ 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    He's not my best friend, my best friends were some other people.... he's just a 20 days old friend. But still a good friend. I am jealous of him, Well, I would say it frankly, He...
    EpKarl EpKarl 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    All my life i never thought that i could end up with no true friends like i do today.. I used to have a great childhood and lots of friends. but no true friends , not even one. I...
    Loneliness78 Loneliness78 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Again. Right now it's the adorable nerdy guy that I had a crush on from a distance before he came to me asking for advice on how to ask out my friend. Ouch. It's kinda funny, we...
    IAmTastingTheStars IAmTastingTheStars 13-15, F Jun 24

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    I was over a friends house a couple of years ago and we were playing with her foam sword when she fell on the bed and looked in my eyes. I was so blind from what was happening that...
    blackoctober10 blackoctober10 22-25, M Jun 27

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    I have dreams about my best friend who completely hates me, at least I think she does. Last night, I kept waking up in the middle of the night after dreams. I had 5 dreams and each...
    basketballislife15 basketballislife15 13-15, F Jul 14

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    As I said in a previous post, the chair mum sat on when she dished out a spanking was next to the phone. Hence there was a possibility that a spanking could be interrupted by the...
    Jilly53 Jilly53 56-60, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    My best friends in high school were guys. I listened to them talk about their girlfriends, gave advice and met their families. No hint if romance or sexual tension. It is...
    Nuovinzi Nuovinzi 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I was over my friends Veronica's house one day and she was wearing a very short dress, as was I, we were playing chess for a while, she said she had to use the bathroom so I let...
    WisdomTree WisdomTree 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    My older son deligently worked his senior year of high school at a national grocery chain. Within four months, he was promoted and given a raise. Soon afterwards, he had saved up...
    Myztikal Myztikal 36-40, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    This is a little thanks to one of my very best friends Charlotte. She has managed to help me feel very happy right when I was feeling like complete crap over the past couple of...
    gothboy145 gothboy145 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    This song has always struck a chord with me. Not because of the girls bouncing on the bed. Not because of the window onto an underwater scene, Not because it’s by Leonard...
    BeauDaddy BeauDaddy 61-65, M 54 mins ago

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    I have an unhealthy obsession with death. When I was about four or five, I remember laying in bed one night. I was having a difficult time sleeping so I let my mind entertain me...
    VoraciousTurtles VoraciousTurtles 16-17, F Jul 2

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    I do not believe in the supernatural. I was born and raised Catholic but I do not practice the faith. I am not sure if I could really sense death. I am not sure if it's a...
    octaliug octaliug 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hi. I'm new to this place, so I don't know much about it. But since this is an experience project, I'm going to share one. My best friend, passed away on the 3rd of May, 2014. He...
    ary07 ary07 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I'm skyler, a 14 year old kid who should've never went through what I experienced. A few months ago, I met these girls in my neighborhood and started hanging out with them. One of...
    Dakrestdays Dakrestdays 13-15, M Jul 9

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    It's has been 2 weeks and 1 day since I gave birth to the love of my life.... I have always wanted to be a mother. It is truly my hearts desire. When I found out I was pregnant in...
    meltimes2 meltimes2 26-30, F 7 Responses Jun 29

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    This is for all those married Baby Boomers who reach retirement age and decide to divorce. It appears that divorce is on the rise in our age group ages 50-68. They are calling...
    FirstZin FirstZin 56-60, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    Insert nihilistic observation here* Hahaha It's kinda funny that when people speak of spirituality, life, death etc. They sometimes take on a God-like voice "i am thee blessed...
    Jonesing4nice Jonesing4nice 18-21, M Jul 2

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    I believe death is a friend because those who are having a bad time enjoying them selves in this world are being sent to the heavens to start all over again
    babylovestar15 babylovestar15 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    It's not the first time I've had a dream where I see my death.For the longest time I had reccuring dreams of me seeing my death as well as feeling death if that makes sence. This...
    SennaPyon SennaPyon 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    You inspired the deepest most profound poetry I never thought I had the ability to write. You inspired the deepest most profound feelings that led me into an obsession with you. As...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I honestly am...... i am sick of all the drama that comes with women, all their oversensitiveness to the 'truth' all the up and down with their moods all their different signals...
    EternalOptomist31 EternalOptomist31 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    The void I felt as I fell apart was, at least to what I could imagine in my mind, probably equal to what you felt when I'd left you in the hospital. I began to feel very sad. I...
    justderek justderek 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I'll start at the beginning, I started the year at a new school because I basically hated my old school. I hated this super annoying kid (to me) at the time, I'll call him Will...
    musicgirl91902 musicgirl91902 13-15, F Jun 26

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    I can't wait to die. I really don't understand the purpose of my life :( it's not that I feel this way all the time but I do feel it most of the time like now ! I really feel...
    salinder salinder 18-21 Jun 26

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    I believe one person can definitely change your whole life. I wish I could go back and unmeet him. It all started at college, that's when I met him, we were put next to each other...
    PrincessMegz17 PrincessMegz17 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Ugh yeah ****. For example: Friend: "which one? Orange or black?" In my mind: "oh no, black means death and orange means someone's about to get sick I don't know my whole future...
    oOMissDiorOo oOMissDiorOo 13-15, F Jul 1

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    For the past about 20 days, I've felt like I have been just clinging onto earth. On June 11th in the very early morning, before bed, I asked God to take me home - to heaven - kill...
    grantfilm95 grantfilm95 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 2