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I Am Still Not Over the Death of My Friend

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 70 People

    Death Of My Friend

    Death of my friend,Still gets me,Over it,No way,That'll take time,If ever at all.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Jun 1, 2012

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    Why Did You Have To Leave Me Here?

    Jamie... It's not even been 18 months since you left us. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you and cry. The song you quoted to me is the most played on my iPod as it reminds me of you. Every time I hear it, I cry because you told me to 'hold on' (The Bee Gees, I've...
    KMP25 KMP25 18-21 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    My best friend passed less

    than a year ago back in October. I still find it hard to believe he's gone. I hadn't talked to him in months before he passed because he had moved states an we got Into a huge argument but the afternoon before his accident I got a text from him saying "I'm sorry for everything...
    imjare imjare 16-17, M Jun 15, 2014

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    One Year Today

    It has been one year as of july 2nd that i lost one of my best friends to a car acsident.We burried him on the 4th so every year from now on we only have momories to go by of him.He left behind a beautiful little girl who can not know her daddy to grow up with.I know its hard to...
    Andre Andre 21-25, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2007

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    Happy Birthday To Me..

     I just want to be numb right now and it's only 1AM. It's funny how the aching sets in even before you realize what day it is. Like your body goes into a cycle of mourning for itself. You don't have to tell it anything. The persistant hammering in my head is a...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    7 Years And A New Life... I Think I Made It Worse.

    Nights like tonight, I am at my lowest. I can't figure out how to be happy in my life when my life equation doesn't have you. It's literally a broken glass, at first I couldn't find a few peices but now it seems like I threw the rest away. Where did my life turn. I can't help...
    YoursTruelyAlways YoursTruelyAlways 22-25 Mar 3, 2011

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    Don't Know How To Be

    don't know why I'm deciding to write this here at  6:30 am with no sleep all night. But I felt the need to share more stories after reading more. This is definitely the hardest one to share. July 31st 2006 I lost my best friend, since middle school, to diabetes...
    Beingmeinstead Beingmeinstead 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Sorrow

    i am going to miss you so much my dear friend.  i will no longer enjoy you coming by to tease me, to talk to me, to play with me. we made a good team of friends, you and i, and i am mourning the loss of you. i am mourning the uniqueness of you. you are so special, and so...
    seasong seasong 36-40, F May 25, 2009

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    Dean

    i lost my boyfriend on 13th feb 08 (yes the day befor valentines day) he died in a motorcycle accident (him and his cousin) they swerved to miss a drunk driver in a 4wd and the bike slid into a tree then a car swerved to miss the drunk driver also and hit them :( RIP boys u were...
    sammi2312 sammi2312 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    It's been four years

    and I'm still trying to dig my way out of your grave. Still trying to find the words to finally tell my parents why I felt so guilty about you leaving and why I punished myself so harshly when it had nothing to do with me at all. They definitely know already, but I'm sure they'd...
    ayelet23 ayelet23 18-21, F Jun 21, 2014

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    I Understand That

    it was almost 6 months before i knew my wife was killed and her mother took her own life that day after i was shoot down in viet nam it was only a freak accidnet our grandpanerts knes i was even alive and one of then stay by my bed for almost 6 months till i cam out of a coma
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jul 4, 2011

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    Christmas.

        I can't believe its almost been 5 months without you. I don't know how i've done it, but somehow someway i've made it this far without going crazy. If you asked me 5 months ago to picture my life without you, i don't think i could of done it. Because i never...
    briaxo briaxo 16-17, F Dec 23, 2009

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    Melody

    It's been months now since I've lost you, but it still feels like yesterday that I heard the news. I still want to talk to you about everything that happens. How am I suppose to go on without your advice? I still cry some nights, wishing that you could hear the...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Nothins Changed..

    Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy,..... God knows how much i miss you...  Its been going on three years this coming june but it feels like yesterday... Time hasnt healed the wounds only deepened my aching heart.. I long to hear your voice, although at times I feel your presence.. ...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 19-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2008

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    The year of 2010 really changed my life.

    I lost my bestfriends that year.. Still today tears fill in my eyes . rip Absalom 'nd Dakota <3 <3
    breelouise breelouise 22-25, F Jun 17, 2014

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    || Wish You Were Still Here ||

    I miss her and sometimes I just cry when I remember her, she died almost two years ago.  I met her in grade 9, she had those beautiful green eyes and an amazing personality.  One year later she was diagnosed with Arthritis.  None of us including her thought that this could be...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    A Smile For Emily

    An amazing young lady, Emily was. She had some problems. She had a very dysfunctional family that landed her in foster care. Also, she has a slight mental handicap, a mild form of Autism, I believe. But for all her faults, she had many good qualities. She was a good kid, had a...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 24, 2012

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    anyone who's also overprotective?? haha
    wolflover514 wolflover514 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I do Is it weird? I mean I just find them easier to talk to and stuff But at the same time it saddens me cause when they talk bout girl stuff I'm just like umm so who likes tacos...
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    Everything started when I was in eighth grade, in gym class. There were three girls who thought that every guy in the class was supposed to crawl to them, only to get their hearts...
    gay4ever gay4ever 16-17, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Pretty much always have been, and it's only gotten stronger as I've gotten older and the friendships became deeper and more meaningful. I only have/want 1 or 2 friends at a time...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F Jan 8

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    So my most recent ex-boyfriend of course knows how much I still and always will love him. We had a great 2.5 year relationship, but then he got some opportunities in Alaska for...
    CaliforniaCobra CaliforniaCobra 26-30 Jan 1

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    Isaac, my Isaac. I don't know how else to differentiate the sweet, handsome, dorky boy I fell in love with and who was my best friend and the cold, walled off stranger that you...
    DeeJayKay DeeJayKay 18-21, F Jan 18

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    Continuing my last year saga, now focusing the first time I felt in love. A girl talked with me randomly, because I was drawing and she loves sketches. Just like that. I found her...
    jonnyculliere jonnyculliere 18-21, M Jan 12

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    Best friends are always there to comfort us and make us happy whenever we are sad. Then, you'll just realize that you are already in love with them.Well, that's totally normal if...
    AngelsBroughtMeHere AngelsBroughtMeHere 22-25, F Jan 2

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    Just like it says in the title, I don't need to be one of these people who has to have over 200+ friends just to make myself look popular to others, all I need is just a close...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    After many years amassing countless hours rummaging through a variety of WebMD articles online, and any ruling out a multitude of various rare medical conditions based on a...
    bluemountains36 bluemountains36 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Well, there are some things I can't say here, due to the fact that it would give some people my name or the name of my friend, but this is what happened. First of all...
    Alvinus Alvinus 16-17, M Jan 7

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    I haven't written a thing in a month. I have had no words to say, just dealing with myfeelings. Yes, my feelings, are all over the place like an abandoned animal left to fendon its...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    Joshua8383gcy4 Joshua8383gcy4 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Still have the stitches as I type this lol, I should start from the beginning shouldnt I? Well couple years back, 2-3ish, my friend (name changed for privacy) linn moved in with us...
    Kafkadreams210 Kafkadreams210 16-17, M Dec 30, 2014

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    Beneath is our assortment of exceptional luxurious motoryachts that are offered for yacht charter through the environment. All our luxurious motoryachts are diligently picked for...
    Joshua8383gcy4 Joshua8383gcy4 31-35, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    When I was 13, I fell in love with my best friend, Joshua...its been almost four years now and i still have the same feelings for him. It peculiar, how we met...he stepped on my...
    liz1999 liz1999 31-35 Jan 2

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    I remember it like it was yesterday. it was last year and I was 13 years old. I was walking through my neighborhood with my best friend amelia. when I saw a dark van pull up...
    pioneer18 pioneer18 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 10

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    i was just reading of some horrible murder case news. there are always reason when something happens. i am for the death penalty. but i was also falsely accused. my story is...i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've notice this 6th sense of mine after an experience I had at a hospice while my mom was passing away. I was with my boyfriend visiting my mother at a hospice in Lakewood...
    Roshir Roshir 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    My family and I live in the United States while our extended family lives in South Asia. My grandfather's health has been deteriorating. He's had to go through numerous surgeries...
    piecestothepuzzles piecestothepuzzles 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    What are people's thoughts on the two bali 9 ring leaders Andrew Chan and Myuran sukamara? As their pleas for clemency have recently been rejected, the debate about the death...
    leeah90 leeah90 22-25, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    today you would be 22 Jamie I miss you so much it's unreal you have missed the births of my little Prince James my gorgeous little princess Keira and my soon to be 2nd little...
    leahlovesyou leahlovesyou 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    It's been over 6 month now and that feeling for her hasn't gone away. I've tried so many times to forget about her but something always pushes me towards her. She hurt me so much...
    shellzshawtee shellzshawtee 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I don't have a diagnosis, but I've noticed that my penis is slowly growing over time. I'm well past puberty, so I don't know what's going on. I'm enjoying it, though. ;)
    wuiop wuiop 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It's not the first time I've escaped death. It happened in April 2014, I just finished my shift at work and I called my friend. I told her I was on my way to her house to pick her...
    SheWasLikeTheMoon SheWasLikeTheMoon 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    My mum was driving, it was just another normal day. I has my headphones blaring when suddenly the car started shaking and I could hear the God awful sound of the car over my music...
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I am a young adult and am "troubled." When I was young my environment was discouraging. My parents marriage was terrible, my father depressed and suicidal, and I did whatever they...
    ZoeFeller ZoeFeller 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    The beauty of anonymity. You don't know me, or my location, so you can do nothing to foil this. Everything I say here will lead to nothing, which is precisely the point. Ironically...
    TheZEEMan TheZEEMan 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Good afternoon. Still not fully over my ex boyfriend. I did something foolish and unblocked him from facebook. I wanted to see what he was up to and if he was still with the girl I...
    RangerLucy RangerLucy 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 19