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I Am Still Not Over the Death of My Friend

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    Death Of My Friend

    Death of my friend,Still gets me,Over it,No way,That'll take time,If ever at all.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Jun 1, 2012

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    Sorrow

    i am going to miss you so much my dear friend.  i will no longer enjoy you coming by to tease me, to talk to me, to play with me. we made a good team of friends, you and i, and i am mourning the loss of you. i am mourning the uniqueness of you. you are so special, and so...
    seasong seasong 36-40, F May 25, 2009

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    || Wish You Were Still Here ||

    I miss her and sometimes I just cry when I remember her, she died almost two years ago.  I met her in grade 9, she had those beautiful green eyes and an amazing personality.  One year later she was diagnosed with Arthritis.  None of us including her thought that this could be...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    Christmas.

        I can't believe its almost been 5 months without you. I don't know how i've done it, but somehow someway i've made it this far without going crazy. If you asked me 5 months ago to picture my life without you, i don't think i could of done it. Because i never...
    briaxo briaxo 16-17, F Dec 23, 2009

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    7 Years And A New Life... I Think I Made It Worse.

    Nights like tonight, I am at my lowest. I can't figure out how to be happy in my life when my life equation doesn't have you. It's literally a broken glass, at first I couldn't find a few peices but now it seems like I threw the rest away. Where did my life turn. I can't help...
    YoursTruelyAlways YoursTruelyAlways 22-25 Mar 3, 2011

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    My best friend passed less

    than a year ago back in October. I still find it hard to believe he's gone. I hadn't talked to him in months before he passed because he had moved states an we got Into a huge argument but the afternoon before his accident I got a text from him saying "I'm sorry for everything...
    imjare imjare 16-17, M Jun 15, 2014

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    Dean

    i lost my boyfriend on 13th feb 08 (yes the day befor valentines day) he died in a motorcycle accident (him and his cousin) they swerved to miss a drunk driver in a 4wd and the bike slid into a tree then a car swerved to miss the drunk driver also and hit them :( RIP boys u were...
    sammi2312 sammi2312 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Why Did You Have To Leave Me Here?

    Jamie... It's not even been 18 months since you left us. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you and cry. The song you quoted to me is the most played on my iPod as it reminds me of you. Every time I hear it, I cry because you told me to 'hold on' (The Bee Gees, I've...
    KMP25 KMP25 18-21 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    It's been four years

    and I'm still trying to dig my way out of your grave. Still trying to find the words to finally tell my parents why I felt so guilty about you leaving and why I punished myself so harshly when it had nothing to do with me at all. They definitely know already, but I'm sure they'd...
    ayelet23 ayelet23 18-21, F Jun 21, 2014

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    One Year Today

    It has been one year as of july 2nd that i lost one of my best friends to a car acsident.We burried him on the 4th so every year from now on we only have momories to go by of him.He left behind a beautiful little girl who can not know her daddy to grow up with.I know its hard to...
    Andre Andre 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2007

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    I Understand That

    it was almost 6 months before i knew my wife was killed and her mother took her own life that day after i was shoot down in viet nam it was only a freak accidnet our grandpanerts knes i was even alive and one of then stay by my bed for almost 6 months till i cam out of a coma
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jul 4, 2011

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    Nothins Changed..

    Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy,..... God knows how much i miss you...  Its been going on three years this coming june but it feels like yesterday... Time hasnt healed the wounds only deepened my aching heart.. I long to hear your voice, although at times I feel your presence.. ...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2008

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    Happy Birthday To Me..

     I just want to be numb right now and it's only 1AM. It's funny how the aching sets in even before you realize what day it is. Like your body goes into a cycle of mourning for itself. You don't have to tell it anything. The persistant hammering in my head is a...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    The year of 2010 really changed my life.

    I lost my bestfriends that year.. Still today tears fill in my eyes . rip Absalom 'nd Dakota <3 <3
    breelouise breelouise 22-25, F Jun 17, 2014

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    A Smile For Emily

    An amazing young lady, Emily was. She had some problems. She had a very dysfunctional family that landed her in foster care. Also, she has a slight mental handicap, a mild form of Autism, I believe. But for all her faults, she had many good qualities. She was a good kid, had a...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 24, 2012

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    Melody

    It's been months now since I've lost you, but it still feels like yesterday that I heard the news. I still want to talk to you about everything that happens. How am I suppose to go on without your advice? I still cry some nights, wishing that you could hear the...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Don't Know How To Be

    don't know why I'm deciding to write this here at  6:30 am with no sleep all night. But I felt the need to share more stories after reading more. This is definitely the hardest one to share. July 31st 2006 I lost my best friend, since middle school, to diabetes...
    Beingmeinstead Beingmeinstead 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Life... We all have it, we all know what it is when someone mensions it but.. Who can really define it... What the hell is life? Well.. I guess we wont ever know the real answer...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I recently had to choose my girlfriend over my friend . I'm a lesbian and this friend was just an online friend from the UK . We once had feelings for each other , but we moved on...
    Sikchica84 Sikchica84 26-30, F Mar 31

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    It's crazy to think that I even being friends for about 8 years+, time doesn't change anything. My best friend had been gone for 4 years in another country and I had not seen him...
    Haywee123 Haywee123 22-25, F Apr 6

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    WOLFFIVE..... I still can't figure you out!!! But I still appreciation your friendship. You do make me laugh every now again. I think more cause I don't get your post. So I'm not...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I was always alone in high school, and I would always find myself wandering around campus alone during college. All of my 'friends' had and still have other friends they'd rather...
    TommyMeToo TommyMeToo 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    About 16 years ago, I met my best friend. He was quiet, shy, but a gentleman. I remember walking up to him and asking him for help, even though I knew exactly what to do. That's...
    I8CookieMonster I8CookieMonster 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ok..here is mine. I live in Alabama where tornadoes are frequent. ..spring and fall. March 6, 1996 we had a 1 year old in a baby bed and a 2 year old in a toddler bed sharing a...
    Amelia445 Amelia445 41-45, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    1. the bond between men; comrades. This friendship is different than girls having girlfriends. I see that with my guy friends. They don't need to meet or hang on the phone like us...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Ugh...yeah, this would be a major crisis for me if my friends found out. Thankfully, most of them do not. My parents are the most amazing people in the world, but they are...
    natashacullen19 natashacullen19 18-21, F 7 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm afraid to say I don't know what it is like to have a really good friend. Or at least not one outside the family. My brother is probably my best friend, we really talk about...
    UselessNobody UselessNobody 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    ~Joel 2:1-10 ~ (NIV) An Army of Locusts 2 Blow the trumpet in Zion; sound the alarm on my holy hill. Let all who live in the land tremble, for the day of the Lord is...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    i bless your nights with God watching over you. Your Heavenly Father sustains you with the shield of His presence by night. Receive this confidence deeply inside. God sings...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I lost my dad. 2 years ago. When is was 13 home alone just me and him I came downstairs to make a milkshake to find my dad on the floor making a weird breathy noise. He was...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I know its life and this happens but the last two years has been nothing but friends and family death and its honestly killing me inside. This last two years I have lost around 8...
    HauntedShadows HauntedShadows 22-25, F Apr 11

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    Still looking for the one...
    dreamydoc dreamydoc 22-25, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I never have feared death maybe my first experience with it might have helped. I was 9 years old my mothers God mother got me out of school She told me "Your Grandmothers sick your...
    wtf4dude wtf4dude 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    I never have feared death maybe my first experience with it might have helped. I was 9 years old my mothers God mother got me out of school She told me "Your Grandmothers sick your...
    wtf4dude wtf4dude 46-50, M Apr 3

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    Ah yes. The universal finality that is death. There's few human emotions that can't be related to death. Sorrow, anger, despair, fear and the likes is the ones normally coming to...
    Vumsy Vumsy 22-25, M Apr 14

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    I was in history, yesterday, sitting with my friends Danielle and Marcella at the end of class. Everyone yesterday was just in a bad mood.. I'll post a story about that after I...
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I didn't even know the people very well at all. Only a few conversations. I still feel guilty for going to the funeral because I know there were people who were effected more than...
    YEGH YEGH 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    True love caught me completely by surprise. I was a young soldier and I'd long searched for it, but without success. I was leaving my friends behind in a city that I'd come to...
    treborsniknej treborsniknej 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    *This is going to be a long post, so please bear with me, thanks :-) So, I have had a bit of a dilemma the last few months and would like some advice. I have had this friend, a...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 26

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    I have always thought about death. From a 'bad' point of view to a more 'peaceful' one. When I was a kid my parents never talk to me about death. I really learned what death was...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    i think about death and not taking any risks.i sometimes i forget that im mortal.i live like im gonna live forever. most of the time i feel trapped but im hopeful that one day i...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M Apr 1

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    I've been having feelings for my close friend for a while now, ever since I saw her i knew that we were going to be close friends or something. Now me and her are best friends and...
    catlawliet catlawliet 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I sometimes wish I could forget people. It's been more than six months, yet I can't talk to them or I'll get ignored again. He was one of my best friends. I don't even know why it...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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