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I Am Still Not Over the Death of My Friend

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    The year of 2010 really changed my life.

    I lost my bestfriends that year.. Still today tears fill in my eyes . rip Absalom 'nd Dakota <3 <3
    breelouise breelouise 22-25, F Jun 17

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    A Smile For Emily

    An amazing young lady, Emily was. She had some problems. She had a very dysfunctional family that landed her in foster care. Also, she has a slight mental handicap, a mild form of Autism, I believe. But for all her faults, she had many good qualities. She was a good kid, had a...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 24, 2012

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    Happy Birthday To Me..

     I just want to be numb right now and it's only 1AM. It's funny how the aching sets in even before you realize what day it is. Like your body goes into a cycle of mourning for itself. You don't have to tell it anything. The persistant hammering in my head is a...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    || Wish You Were Still Here ||

    I miss her and sometimes I just cry when I remember her, she died almost two years ago.  I met her in grade 9, she had those beautiful green eyes and an amazing personality.  One year later she was diagnosed with Arthritis.  None of us including her thought that this could be...
    meme30 meme30 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    My best friend passed less

    than a year ago back in October. I still find it hard to believe he's gone. I hadn't talked to him in months before he passed because he had moved states an we got Into a huge argument but the afternoon before his accident I got a text from him saying "I'm sorry for everything...
    imjare imjare 16-17, M Jun 15

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    Why Did You Have To Leave Me Here?

    Jamie... It's not even been 18 months since you left us. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you and cry. The song you quoted to me is the most played on my iPod as it reminds me of you. Every time I hear it, I cry because you told me to 'hold on' (The Bee Gees, I've...
    KMP25 KMP25 18-21 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    Christmas.

        I can't believe its almost been 5 months without you. I don't know how i've done it, but somehow someway i've made it this far without going crazy. If you asked me 5 months ago to picture my life without you, i don't think i could of done it. Because i never...
    briaxo briaxo 16-17, F Dec 23, 2009

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    7 Years And A New Life... I Think I Made It Worse.

    Nights like tonight, I am at my lowest. I can't figure out how to be happy in my life when my life equation doesn't have you. It's literally a broken glass, at first I couldn't find a few peices but now it seems like I threw the rest away. Where did my life turn. I can't help...
    YoursTruelyAlways YoursTruelyAlways 22-25 Mar 3, 2011

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    Melody

    It's been months now since I've lost you, but it still feels like yesterday that I heard the news. I still want to talk to you about everything that happens. How am I suppose to go on without your advice? I still cry some nights, wishing that you could hear the...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Don't Know How To Be

    don't know why I'm deciding to write this here at  6:30 am with no sleep all night. But I felt the need to share more stories after reading more. This is definitely the hardest one to share. July 31st 2006 I lost my best friend, since middle school, to diabetes...
    Beingmeinstead Beingmeinstead 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Sorrow

    i am going to miss you so much my dear friend.  i will no longer enjoy you coming by to tease me, to talk to me, to play with me. we made a good team of friends, you and i, and i am mourning the loss of you. i am mourning the uniqueness of you. you are so special, and so...
    seasong seasong 36-40, F 1 Response May 25, 2009

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    I Understand That

    it was almost 6 months before i knew my wife was killed and her mother took her own life that day after i was shoot down in viet nam it was only a freak accidnet our grandpanerts knes i was even alive and one of then stay by my bed for almost 6 months till i cam out of a coma
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jul 4, 2011

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    One Year Today

    It has been one year as of july 2nd that i lost one of my best friends to a car acsident.We burried him on the 4th so every year from now on we only have momories to go by of him.He left behind a beautiful little girl who can not know her daddy to grow up with.I know its hard to...
    Andre Andre 21-25, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2007

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    Dean

    i lost my boyfriend on 13th feb 08 (yes the day befor valentines day) he died in a motorcycle accident (him and his cousin) they swerved to miss a drunk driver in a 4wd and the bike slid into a tree then a car swerved to miss the drunk driver also and hit them :( RIP boys u were...
    sammi2312 sammi2312 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Death Of My Friend

    Death of my friend,Still gets me,Over it,No way,That'll take time,If ever at all.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Jun 1, 2012

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    Nothins Changed..

    Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy,..... God knows how much i miss you...  Its been going on three years this coming june but it feels like yesterday... Time hasnt healed the wounds only deepened my aching heart.. I long to hear your voice, although at times I feel your presence.. ...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 19-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2008

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    It's been four years

    and I'm still trying to dig my way out of your grave. Still trying to find the words to finally tell my parents why I felt so guilty about you leaving and why I punished myself so harshly when it had nothing to do with me at all. They definitely know already, but I'm sure they'd...
    ayelet23 ayelet23 18-21, F Jun 21

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    I used to have a friend who was in a dark place of times because of the stresses that consumed her that made her do what she wasn't supposed to do. She had choose a job over our...
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    Over the course of my life, I have had overall 3 friends that I can remember. One was called shalinda back when I was in high school. I cared so much for her I'll call her up...
    maryengelbreitfan maryengelbreitfan 22-25, F Nov 10

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    Well I shifted into my new house.But I still miss my friends so much.They were very supportive and accepted me as I was.I used to play every evening with them.They all were younger...
    genuineangel genuineangel 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I had one, but we don't go to the same school anymore, and she was mormon, so she wasn't quite as open as I was about LGBT, sex, or politics/policies that the LDS don't agree with...
    laracomn laracomn 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    I am "dating" (basically just calling each other gf/bf) the person that can do this to me after being best friends for almost 2 years... I really hope this works and if it doesn't...
    simplyOCD simplyOCD 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    Yes , I'm still over weight , but doing really well after weight loss surgery , it changing my life , have lost 39 kg since August this year , it's been so worth it , thanks...
    fromthem2mefromme2you fromthem2mefromme2you 31-35, M Nov 6

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    I'm so unhappy about the death of the Australian cricketer who died today. He was only 25 years young and his mother and wife were in the crowd when he was hit by a fatal cricket...
    Negglesgirl Negglesgirl 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I pray there is. I lost a dear friend and every day I pray I can feel his presence in my life again. I think it is something I can't experience so deep in my grief now.
    Kimbizz Kimbizz 46-50, F 59 mins ago

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    When I was 11 years old...back in 2005...I had a near death and out of body experience one day. It was a cold, cloudy, and blustery Saturday afternoon back in November 2005. I was...
    britanderson94 britanderson94 18-21, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    A month ago, someone I know well passed away, I attended his funeral and we took him to the grave and I saw the whole ceremony till we closed the grave. Very strange feeling to...
    zolito zolito 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I love my life and who I am. I am mostly unflappable and deal with crises quickly and efficiently. But *******. You know that feeling where you're doing everything you are...
    JavelinaHarker JavelinaHarker 36-40, F 11 Responses Oct 31

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    Christopher Garcia my greatest pal to ever live and die young at age 16..... Best friend since childhood The feelings with him have great good He always cheers me up and puts me...
    FinalSoldier FinalSoldier 13-15, M Nov 9

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    I can honestly say that I do not fear death - mainly because I had to confront my own mortality a number of times and have even been clinically dead more than once. When I was 21...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 4 Responses Nov 5

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    I have always had severe asthma which has always been a concern to my parents, being constantly in and out of hospital since a young age. However, I had a severe asthma attack on...
    soyacarton soyacarton 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    So we have been friends since 1st grade and we were both the weirdest kids in the class. In grade 2-3 we were in seperate classes and we never talked anymore. Then we reunited in...
    tessagj14 tessagj14 16-17, F Oct 30

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    Yes I am. I belive the death penalty should be legal and that the death penalty is right. I belive the death penalty should be used for all p!dos, rap!sts, s3x offenders, child...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Yacht charter in Turkey is the very best holiday thought on board a sumptuous motoryacht or possibly a Gulet with an extraordinary route to spend time with your family, good...
    Joshua8383gcy4 Joshua8383gcy4 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    this can be taken emotionally or physically but tonight i just lost her emotionally. i only have a few close friends, including some dudes & chicks, but this girlie was my closest...
    radh8xo radh8xo 13-15, F Nov 10

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    My close friend. Is there life after death? Could my friend still be with me in spirit but I don't see? So sad... So so depressed knowing never again will I see him.
    Kimbizz Kimbizz 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    I think death is our friend. There are several reason can support my opinion. The first reason is "we are not happy as human being who are leaving on this earth" The second reason...
    yesdesn yesdesn 18-21, M Oct 28

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    So we have been friends since 1st grade and we were both the weirdest kids in the class. In grade 2-3 we were in seperate classes and we never talked anymore. Then we reunited in...
    tessagj14 tessagj14 16-17, F Oct 28

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    A story about stuffing: My friends and I all went to Steak 'n' Shake for dinner. This was around Christmas last year and it was right when I had really started to put on a LOT of...
    bellyswell bellyswell 18-21 6 Responses Nov 3

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    I hate how death is the one i love i hate how it consumes my days and nights just thinking about it I love you death but i hate myself for it only if i could love life as much as I...
    sealare sealare 13-15, F Nov 4

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    Mainly the Decomposition Process - Upon looking upon the decomposition process on wikipedia and numerous other sites, i've decided I would rather be cremated than buried in...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    On February 21st, 2009, I was involved in a car accident with my father. We had just left my cousins birthday party and there was a bad snow storm that night. We were on the main...
    TheNamesDerrek TheNamesDerrek 16-17, M Nov 12

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    work and friends and social standards are all getting to me. I'm trying to just live and be a good person and stay clean and fit and nice and I don't know what I'm doing.. I feel...
    BGwannabe BGwannabe 18-21, M Nov 14

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    Me and my friends where at a flat party the other day when my best friend said to me 'shall we get some MD' i was fairly drunk and agreed. We got £30 worth and split it between...
    dais96 dais96 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I'm not sure many people realize that there's a difference between wishing for death, and simply being unafraid. Persistence of suicidal thoughts doesn't equate to fearlessness...
    Socialized Socialized 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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