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I Am Still Not Over the Death of My Friend

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    Don't Know How To Be - don't know why I'm deciding to write this here at  6:30 am with no sleep all night. But I felt the need to share more stories after reading more...
    Beingmeinstead Beingmeinstead 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    7 Years And A New Life... I Think I Made It Worse. - Nights like tonight, I am at my lowest. I can't figure out how to be happy in my life when my life equation doesn't have you...
    YoursTruelyAlways YoursTruelyAlways 22-25 Mar 3, 2011

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    Death Of My Friend - Death of my friend,Still gets me,Over it,No way,That'll take time,If ever at all.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Jun 1, 2012

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    Nothins Changed.. - Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy,..... God knows how much i miss you...  Its been going on three years this coming june but it feels like yesterday... Time hasnt...
    AuThEnTiC AuThEnTiC 19-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2008

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    Sorrow - i am going to miss you so much my dear friend.  i will no longer enjoy you coming by to tease me, to talk to me, to play with me. we made a good team of friends, you...
    seasong seasong 36-40, F 1 Response May 25, 2009

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    || Wish You Were Still Here || - I miss her and sometimes I just cry when I remember her, she died almost two years ago.  I met her in grade 9, she had those beautiful green eyes...
    Mockingbird0 Mockingbird0 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    Why Did You Have To Leave Me Here? - Jamie... It's not even been 18 months since you left us. But not a day goes by that I don't think about you and cry. The song you quoted to me...
    KMP25 KMP25 18-21 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    One Year Today - It has been one year as of july 2nd that i lost one of my best friends to a car acsident.We burried him on the 4th so every year from now on we only have momories...
    Andre Andre 21-25, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2007

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    A Smile For Emily - An amazing young lady, Emily was. She had some problems. She had a very dysfunctional family that landed her in foster care. Also, she has a slight mental...
    ladyzantorian ladyzantorian 18-21, F Jan 24, 2012

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    Melody - It's been months now since I've lost you, but it still feels like yesterday that I heard the news. I still want to talk to you about everything that happens. How am I ...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Christmas. -     I can't believe its almost been 5 months without you. I don't know how i've done it, but somehow someway i've made it this far without going crazy...
    briaxo briaxo 16-17, F Dec 23, 2009

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    Dean - i lost my boyfriend on 13th feb 08 (yes the day befor valentines day) he died in a motorcycle accident (him and his cousin) they swerved to miss a drunk driver in a 4wd and...
    sammi2312 sammi2312 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Happy Birthday To Me.. -  I just want to be numb right now and it's only 1AM. It's funny how the aching sets in even before you realize what day it is. Like your body...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    I didn't ask for it. Who does? I'm a pretty guarded person. I decided to let you in. You're an amazing friend. I wouldn't trade you for the world. I enjoy your company; you makes...
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    In the past -when I was pure (don't ask what does this mean) - , I was surrounded with friends, I was the most cheerful girl ever, and sure I acquired some new 'true' friends that...
    00Wieme00 00Wieme00 16-17, F Mar 21

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    Hm... Well a couple nights ago, someone called me a c.u. Next. Tuesday. And I became an emotional wreck. I was called word but that was my braking point. So when I got home that...
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    I've had so much heartache in my life. I never have truly let go of my past relationships, and they are continuing to weigh me down. I have been struggling with depression for the...
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    I'm not sure I'll ever be over her. It's been 3 years since we dated and I loved her for 4 years before we dated. We still are close friends and I can readily admit that we aren't...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F Mar 16

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    So basically my best friend, who I shall call Adam, is very close to me. We have known each other for 5 years and we once dated for 4 days in upper school (my friends were...
    takethat11 takethat11 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I'm completely over having friends. Why are my friends fake to me. I just wish they care for me as much as I care for them. Why am I so nice about things and why do they overlook...
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    bahalana75 bahalana75 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    As a first time mom i would like to meet others to talk with and to learn how to better prepare myself. So if interested please message or add me :) Also even those without kids im...
    KMBJuneBaby14 KMBJuneBaby14 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    such a rare event for a friendship to truly endure throughout the years. My best friend is my husband and always will be but I'm grateful for the few girlfriends I've known since...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 23 hrs ago

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    She texts me every single time she's drunk. And it's so ******* hard to pretend that I don't care. I miss her so ******* much, and I love her to death.
    Amidala97 Amidala97 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I wouldn't say I actually hate her. If anything, I'm jealous and hurt. Our parents were friends since before we were born so we grew up together. Inseparable throughout grade...
    Schism7 Schism7 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
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    My experience only really happened when I was in kindergarten. My friends name was Alonte. The other kids wouldn't play with him because they said he looked weird due to the...
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    Me and my friends are no longer as close as we was. I barely see them anymore. One of them is off in the marines and I am very proud of him he is like a brother to me. The other...
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    I dont know if this post is still working, but I want/need to share my story. I was married to a guy who was a psycho when I was not even 18. Coming from India, thats like a death...
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    hazelangeleyes68 hazelangeleyes68 41-45, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Hearing it from him, I felt sad and angry - " I don't like talking to you anymore except for work concerns that' s all what I want. Can't you see? I am very tired of pretending...
    BRATNER BRATNER 22-25 1 hr ago

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