I Am Still Searching For Where I Belong

Finding our belonging. 865 People

    The Odd One Out

    I am the alien in the world. I am the needle in the hay stack. I am pea under the mattress. I am just me. I am a person who is misunderstood yets wants to be liked. I am searching high and low and from state to state in finding a place and a family of friends to call home...
    TheStray TheStray
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 18, 2008

    Not Sure Where I Belong

    Till today... I'm not sure where do i belong. I dont have sense of belonging. I was adopted when i was a child. Got to know abt it when i was a teenager. My foster mum braught me up with alot of conditions. I have to behave good as to appreciate what they have done for me.I asked...
    loveceeker loveceeker
    31-35, F
    Nov 23, 2011

    "do I Belong"

    Lost in a world so full of rights, Nobody cares to see my plight. Born as a child filled with a want i am still the female gene nobody wants. Excluded from society. Here i stand loosing my dignity,what more can i ask for than a life but now i pray for my sacrifice. Day by day i...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Feb 17, 2011

    if you're in love with your best friend,

    can you still define friendship knowing that you're burning your own heart?
    arkitek arkitek
    26-30, F
    Sep 6, 2015

    Be Yourself

    Be yourself. But when being you is a stranger. You don't know yourself since you were lost in being with someone else- a feeling of feeling lost in a world can be overwhelming
    MckenzieTori MckenzieTori
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2013

    Finding Myself

    I'm a 22 year old female who has lost all direction in life. It sometimes feels like I'm floating. No matter what I do I can never reach to the ground. I'm not sure when this happened, nor what I can do to fix this. I work all day and then don't have the motivation to do anything...
    Bookworm032790 Bookworm032790
    22-25, F
    Jan 5, 2013

    I wonder where i have to go?

    To find a home? Where do i go to find a place where i can always be with friends, with a family of my own. Where must i go so the moments will last... For small periods of time, i always can have those fleeting moment of joy, but it eventually all disappear.
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic
    16-17, M
    Jan 4, 2015

    I feel like I don't belong here on earth

    or something. I don't really fit in with any group. I'm not a musician or a singer, I'm not an artist or a creator, I'm not a doctor or a lawyer, I'm not a cop or a firefighter or a leader. I'm not really anything special. I'm just a 14 year old girl finding her way in this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 17, 2015

    Hope I Find Myself

    Feels like I don't know who I really am.. what I am good at.. what I need or what do I really want?
    findingwayabout findingwayabout
    36-40
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2012

    I've always wanted to live in a place

    where nobody knows who i am. I've tried searching for a place where i truly belong, where i could start a new life & a new beginning.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 6, 2015

    Lost

    Here's my situation. I'm 23 years old, and graduated from college with a degree in biology in May. I moved back home and I have a part time job at an elementary school. My goal, since I was a child, was to become a doctor. So in my free time, I'm studying for the MCAT and...
    sb8990 sb8990
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2013

    I'm not searching for somewhere to belong.

    I believe I'm in the right place right now. But being here seems wrong to other people. I'm alone. But this is where I feel I belong.
    Bumblebeat Bumblebeat
    61-65, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2014

    Mandy67

    For the past 60 years I have wanted to be female;when my parents were out I would regularly crossdress. As I grew older the desire never left me. At 21yo I saw a phsycatrist, he suggested shock therapy which did not appeal to me as he explained it would make me not desire female...
    mandy67 mandy67
    61-65, M
    1 Response Dec 18, 2010

    Displaced Beagle

    These are edited copies of emails and texts I receive from dear friends. Meant to be personal, but somehow helped me in writing something. It has been an ordeal lately... to write. Not that there are too many thoughts... in fact, the faerie brain seems hollow. "I think I've...
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Dec 17, 2011

    What Do You Do?

    As I sit here and listen to the movie Coraline play, I can't help but think of the events of the day.  Wow...really didn't mean for that rhyme to happen.  I left early this morning to visit my mother, who has now become a rather wealthy individual, and couldn't help but...
    ambrotious88 ambrotious88
    22-25
    3 Responses Oct 11, 2010

    Every time I think I'm closer to the heart

    What it means to know just who I am I think I finally found a better place to start No one ever seems to understand I need to try to get to where you are Could it be you're not that far? You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that im singing I need to find...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 28, 2014

    Runnin Away

    i run from my families lies and my fathers fakeness i go to india i seem to constantly attacked by my cousin who is sexually harrassin me his father too i am confused and lonely i feel strong soometimes i live in the hostel but i need them sometimes i tried confiding in my mom...
    messedupforever messedupforever
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 26, 2011

    This Is All New To Me....

    I have always felt slight psychic capabilities, mostly through dreams and foreseeing short-term events. I keep my mind open and never doubt what is sent to me. I just am not sure if I am just different or indigo. I have always described myself as very different from others as I...
    dolphinlover71 dolphinlover71
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2012

    Finding Myself

    Iv'e always wondered why I hated being told " Be Yourself " I always wanted to know why it was so hard to understand that simple demand. But then I realized it's because I didn't know who myself was....Honestly what teenager does? Nobody cares about being yourself anymore. It's...
    mmuse7175 mmuse7175
    16-17, F
    Jan 25, 2013

    Being An Individual Blows....

    So...basically I'm living with my boyfriend's parents, who are currently on the verge of divorce, and have confined myself into the room I share with said boyfriend.  What really sucks about all of this, is they are from a place where they have "real problems", and it's true...
    ambrotious88 ambrotious88
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 24, 2010

    On The Outside Looking In...

    I am a 42 year old Black man fron Detroit. I am single with no kids. I grew up in Detroit but feel alienated every moment of my life.I have felt that i do not belong here as far back as I can remember. I am intelligent, capable and a "fake" social butterfly. I have a few very...
    Praxis7 Praxis7
    41-45
    1 Response Feb 18, 2011

    Since my very first breath on this world.

    .. I have always thought I was meant to do something BIG! I have always felt like there is some kind of magnetic field pulling me in. I've been searching and searching for what that is my entire life. But maybe i'm trying to hard, or maybe i'm looking in the wrong places. Maybe...
    MKM18 MKM18
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2014

    Things change, places change,

    best friends change. My needs wants, priorities change. I m not sure who I am any more. I feel guilt, I want to be accepted. I like to feel the sense of belonging to a group where I know I can be supported
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana
    31-35, F
    Aug 18, 2014

    I Still Simply Don't Get It. (from My Blog)

    I am living with my boyfriend and his parents, right? Right.  Well, apparently I need to move out so that their marraige won't fail....Even though both have cheated on each other that past 25 years they've been together, one of them is on serious drugs, and they fight nearly...
    ambrotious88 ambrotious88
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 28, 2010

    https://youtu.be/3qVPNONdF58 dont stop looking.

    the people who understand you are out there.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Sep 16, 2015

    I Wish I Knew Where...

    I've felt for most of my life that I don't really belong anywhere. I'm always on the outside, always different than everyone else. I move, I still feel the same way. I'm starting to think that I just have to find somewhere within myself to belong, and take that feeling with me...
    earth2bella earth2bella
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 3, 2008

     Who Isn't Searchi...

     Who isn't searching for where they belong? Of course there is always going to be a time and place that makes you feel more comfortable but if you stay in one place and define yourself by it than you never keep growing
    OldnDaysinSF OldnDaysinSF
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2009

    Thinking && Writing

    I have always considered myself to be very well rounded . I am good at A LOT of things ! I am good at a lot of artistic/creative things ... i also have a very deep connection to animals ( usually dogs, cats && horsesĀ ) I love watching people interact with eachother ... i am a...
    DesirableSoul DesirableSoul
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 10, 2011

    I am 45 years old and still single.

    I thought I would be married with kids by now. I have a job that pays very well, own my own home, have 2 new cars, 4 motorcycles, and just about everything else I could want, except love. I am not ugly. Just a little overweight. Very honest and family oriented. I cant...
    joelpolaris joelpolaris
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2015

    Maybe One Day I'll Find It

    I'm still looking. I don't feel like I belong where I'm at now. I'm trying my damnedness to get away from this place. I feel that once I find that place where I belong, I'll be a happier, healthier person.
    DietIcedTea DietIcedTea
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    I look outside everyday

    and nothing i see is appealing to me. Cars constantly driving by, the air stinks, and there is no sign of nature anywhere. Im tired of living in this concrete jungle. I want to go somewhere where the air is clean and the water is pure. A place where I can just be me.
    zanewatt zanewatt
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 20, 2013

    My Mind Is Searching But I Can't Follow

    Have you ever felt like that? When you just want to climb out of a hole and go find where you really belong? My mind is wandering to every part of our planet...but I still don't know where to go. I've gone through so many stages. At least fifteen different places. But I guess...
    Anamew Anamew
    16-17, F
    Oct 15, 2013

    I move so much. I've never lived anywheres

    longer than two years. I've lived with so many people. I can't find where I belong.
    sumone1somebody sumone1somebody
    22-25, F
    Dec 9, 2014

    My Place In The World

    Hello. I'm.. still trying to find a place in the world. Even now I realize that it might not be where I am now... My place in the world may be at the last 'place' I ever expected it to be. Still, it's kind of hard to think about it. It is hard and it really hurts that I slowly...
    MayuTheCookie MayuTheCookie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2013

    Where Oh Where???

    do i belong?  don't know really, but i don't think it's here (my town) anymore.  I've lived here for the majority of my life.  For the most part it was ok, but as the years go by i feel less and less like i belong here.  there really isn't anything here...
    KinkyFlower KinkyFlower
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Jan 27, 2008
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