after my birthday. I'm trying to find my place here after I moved and it's really hard. I'm taking the Act test again in June and I'm stressing out about that, too. I miss my dad. I'm struggling to get the strength to make it to church. I'm scared about going to college this...
I have 4 finals coming up, starting tomorrow. The following Monday, I start internship. While I am studying for finals, I am also doing the final editing on a book my friend wrote before it goes to the publisher.
I have to get some pretty scary tests done for my health.
climbing into bed at 1:45am. Probably should've finished my homework for other classes but I figured I better try to get a couple of hours of sleep before I have to wake up for school at 5:00am. Graduation needs to hurry up before I lose my mind!
at once, yet your trying to survive the reality and what we all call a fantasy.
It's as if two parallel walls were of anger and hatred seeking the in between.
Its the emotion levitating within both structures, leaving the remains of an unknown aspiration.
Imagine only half of...
been fighting for people. Every single time I would see someone in pain I would help them. I'm only 16 and all this stresses me out so much. So much in fact my bf is forcing me to take today and relax. God I love him so much. He's the only one that knows how to make me feel...
and the pointless tasks that need done are shouting in my ear. I have so much more important things to take care of than all of this. But of course, I suppose I'm the only one that considers them important.
First Easter is coming up and my family is coming to visit me, so I've been stressed about what to make for dinner because my brother had a gluten and lactose sensitivity, as well as when I'll have time to clean the house. And then I've developed a program at my internship but...
tell me how
u deal with it
coz i cant tolerate
and burst in fire
tell me how
u smile like tht
coz i cant smile
wen it hurts
tell me how
u are so patient
coz i cant be like tht
and can only be me
tell me how
to live this life
and deal with it
& all with love
tell me god
so stressing. I feel like so paranoid, anxious and nervous all at the same time. All I want to do to eat but there is no more healthy food in the fridge. I don't want to binge on food anymore. And I sorb want to break my diet but all this is so tough. Aaaah.. *eats air, eats air...
I can feel it in my stomach. And hear it sometimes ._. Just from thinking about something, I can make my stomach..turn into knots? Is that how you say it?
I have so much to do.. I don't know how I'll get it all done, and I cant work on anything through the means I need until I...
And I hate it. And everytime I decided not to stalk him anymore, his picture just appear on my timeline hanging out with one of my facebook friends. And then I get depressed and think about him again. What should I do?
and drink with my friends. I'm going to enjoy tonight and ignore all the stress I've been feeling.
I'm going to ignore my money problems, my self esteem issues, my work stresses all for one night.
I hope I can actually do it.
and never look back at my old life.
No school, homework, drama.
I'd take my best friend with me and we would have a blast.
Being lazy in the sun all day, singing by a campfire every night.
Yet here I am, stressing over homework.
Close to a breakdown even though I just had...
Got really excited about that as we got closer and closer.
However, as we got deeper in friendship she is starting to say really mean things to me.
One day she says things like "you're sooo pretty, you always look pretty, I wish I looked like you"
The next day she's...
when nothing seems to go right. It's life. The way it is. Usually you take it in stride. Knowing time will move on; things will get better. Nothing is destined to stay as it is. No matter how long things are bleak or crumbling down everywhere. As the song says, you know...
Stress has been my companion for years. When I was a young kid I moved abroad with my parents and when finally going to school with all of the kids who were locals - that's pretty much the moment when I became a loner. Or started to feel like one. So my social life has never...
My ex husband had lost his job, the house, everything. And since his entire family are psycho, and because he is the father of our child, he turned to me for help. Surprisingly, my fiancé agreed to lend him our spare room in the basement. But he's been here for a week, and it's...
that are beyond my control take over my life and I need to just let go of some of this stress so that's what I'm going to attempt to do now. It's not healthy and my body is unhappy about the stress so I just have to find a way to make it less consuming.
Aside from the depression and loneliness I've been suffering lately, I've been under even more stress from two things.
So far, three colleges have rejected my applications to their schools, and so far, those three colleges were the closest to me and in my area.
and a time to spend with family. When did it get so stressful and expensive? I was so excited because we are going out of town and now I have people made at me because I won't be home for Christmas and I had to spend money on gifts for everyone and I have to get my dogs all...
I am very stressed out due to the fact that the Scottish Gas want to put my payment plan up from 38 pounds a fortnight to £1,32 and increase of 3 times that amount almost less than a 70 pounds a week to pay other pays and clothes and food and bus fares no wonder people try and...