tell me how
u deal with it
coz i cant tolerate
and burst in fire
tell me how
u smile like tht
coz i cant smile
wen it hurts
tell me how
u are so patient
coz i cant be like tht
and can only be me
tell me how
to live this life
and deal with it
& all with love
tell me god
Got really excited about that as we got closer and closer.
However, as we got deeper in friendship she is starting to say really mean things to me.
One day she says things like "you're sooo pretty, you always look pretty, I wish I looked like you"
The next day she's...
and a time to spend with family. When did it get so stressful and expensive? I was so excited because we are going out of town and now I have people made at me because I won't be home for Christmas and I had to spend money on gifts for everyone and I have to get my dogs all...
fight through all the self-doubt, fight through the procrastination, fight through the depression and anxiety and just get shxt done; check things off on my goal list, write that personal essay, take that GRE, get into grad school and Save the world. Study something that I love...
Two papers due.
So much homework other than that.
Just a whole bunch of stress on my shoulders.
I procrastinate too much.
Weekends are the worst because I'm usually too hungover to function or too lazy with my friends around.
I need to get it together.
I'm probably hard on...
Stress has been my companion for years. When I was a young kid I moved abroad with my parents and when finally going to school with all of the kids who were locals - that's pretty much the moment when I became a loner. Or started to feel like one. So my social life has never...
any demographic. I can say that I agree in some ways. I'm up I'm down I'm always confused and when I'm happy I don't understand how I ever felt sad and when I'm sad I don't think I'll ever be happy again.
out of control, time zipping past, was that an airplane or a car or an animal that just rushed by, what am I supposed to do, who am I supposed to be, the pressure is rising in the pressure cooker and I am about to explode or collapse
again. He told me he never stopped loving me over the course of 3 years being apart. I feel like me and him still have a connection but I'm terrified of the distance since he is in the military and we haven't hung out in 3 years. I don't have a clue what to do about this...
as an intern at one of the best publicity firms in the country, they hired me on as a publicist--out of sheer desperation.
Literally everyone in this office has quit. This job takes no prisoners; here I am, fresh faced, and scared shitless. I told myself that I knew what I was...
when nothing seems to go right. It's life. The way it is. Usually you take it in stride. Knowing time will move on; things will get better. Nothing is destined to stay as it is. No matter how long things are bleak or crumbling down everywhere. As the song says, you know...
and drink with my friends. I'm going to enjoy tonight and ignore all the stress I've been feeling.
I'm going to ignore my money problems, my self esteem issues, my work stresses all for one night.
I hope I can actually do it.
To Who it May Concern:
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult.
I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks...
I dont like it here. I knew it wasnt the perfect place for me, but I just wanted go get out of my comfort zone. I dont like being out of my comfort zone...
I wont regret this, I think. I've learned so many things about myself; that even though there are some parts of our...
where everything makes you want to cry and you just become so emotional? Like school is the most stressful thing ever and I'm trying my hardest and all I want to do is cry because I have work here , I have work there. It's just all to much and I can't do it
Barely an appetite. Had a baby & lost all that weight & then some. Went down to 90lbs at 22yro. Not stressed bc baby but a lot. I'm trying to eat but it's hard. Then I'm stressed bc I can't eat enough & underweight. Sigh
Then i have another huge one due. Then we have a test or 2 & this is all before christmas!
I'm also looking for work & am looking at studying something else.
I don't like what I'm currently studying.
Problem is i have limited time to enroll because they are changing policy to...
pressures me to find a man to marry ;_; I'm only 20 and the thought of commitment (to almost anything, not just a man) terrifies me at this point. Not to mention the part of my brain meant for reasoning and logic isn't even done developing yet and won't be fully developed until...
climbing into bed at 1:45am. Probably should've finished my homework for other classes but I figured I better try to get a couple of hours of sleep before I have to wake up for school at 5:00am. Graduation needs to hurry up before I lose my mind!